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Playing With Fire

Joli Hamilton

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Frequency: 1 episode/8d. Total Eps: 206

Welcome to Playing With Fire, the podcast for people who are ready to custom-build their love. We’re talking about non-monogamy–however you design it–as an individuation opportunity. Want to leave the default and make your life spectacularly you? You’re in the right place.

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172 Grieving Change: A Crucial Relationship Skill

Season 10 · Episode 172

Saturday, October 5, 2024 • Duration 38:24

We do so much grieving in our lifetimes. And not just about the deaths of loved ones—every time there is a change in our lives, we lose an old version of something. That loss can bring up big feelings, and channeling those feelings into an intentional, conscious process of grieving can be hugely beneficial for your life and your relationships.

Grieving relational change is a skill, and we made this episode to help you start building that skill, and to explore the complex web of emotions that come up when relationships evolve.

In this episode, we talk about:

— Expanding our understanding of grief beyond just death and loss

— The difference between grieving and mourning

— Why even positive changes can bring up feelings of grief

— Real, imagined, conscious, and subconscious relationship futures

— How to grieve the "imagined future" when relationships shift

— The importance of acknowledging and processing grief during relationship transitions

— Different methods of mourning, including rituals and symbolic action

— Why avoiding grief work can keep us stuck and slow personal growth

— How to approach grieving as a rite of passage

— The value of community support when processing relationship changes

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171 Why Self-Agreements Will Make or Break Your Relationships

Season 10 · Episode 171

Saturday, September 28, 2024 • Duration 53:07

If you have a hard time keeping relationship agreements, you probably also have a hard time keeping the agreements you make with yourself. If that’s you, or if you’ve never even tried to make self-agreements, you have to listen to this episode.

This process shouldn’t feel like a punishment—I want you to make agreements with yourself that you actually want to uphold. And that’s not always a straightforward process. If you’re struggling, you’re so not alone. This isn’t entry-level work—it requires real skill-building, and we’re breaking down that learning process so you can start fostering integrity and consent with yourself.

In this episode, we talk about:

— Why some people struggle to stick to the agreements they've made

— How past relationship experiences and attachment styles influence our approaches to agreements

— The role of unconscious factors in undermining our commitments

— Why self-agreement keeping is the first step to keeping agreements with other people

— The benefits that come with not naturally being good at upholding agreements

— Balancing flexibility with reliability in relationships

— How to create effective response plans for when agreements aren't met

— The importance of written agreements and reminders

— Why punitive consequences often backfire, and how to use educative repercussions instead

— Practical tools for improving agreement-making and follow-through

Resources mentioned in this episode:

— Gretchen Rubin’s 4 Tendencies Quiz

170 Jealousy & Attachment Panic

Season 10 · Episode 170

Saturday, September 21, 2024 • Duration 44:46

“Jealousy is just insecurity, so if you become more secure in yourself, you won't feel jealous anymore.” Ever heard that one before? We have, and we don’t agree. One of the reasons I love thinking about, talking about, and doing academic research on jealousy is that jealousy contains multitudes. Insecurity and attachment issues are just one of its many facets.

People tend to over-simplify jealousy because it can feel like a loaded word. Jealousy can get all mixed up with fear, shame, guilt, attachment challenges, and a bunch of other tricky, tender stuff. We made this episode to help you untangle those feelings and frameworks without pathologizing or boxing in your emotions and experiences.

On this episode, we’re talking about:

— The complex and multiple nature of jealousy

— How attachment and jealousy are related

— Why jealousy is not a bad word, and why it’s actually one of our favorite things to talk about

— Strategies for dealing with jealousy

— Using nervous system regulation tools to help you move through experiences of jealousy

— The importance of giving yourself permission to try new strategies, even if they might not work perfectly

— How to disrupt habitual patterns and reactions to jealousy to achieve different outcomes in your life and your relationships

— The power of patience and self-compassion when you are struggling with jealousy

— How to create a jealousy rescue plan

Resources mentioned in this episode:

— The Jealousy Roadmap & The Jealousy Resource Center

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169 Q&A Quickie: Why am I having such a hard time sticking to my agreements?

Season 10 · Episode 149

Saturday, September 14, 2024 • Duration 41:37

Relationship agreements are awesome. They can take you from a place of ambiguity and assumptions to a place of clarity and transparency. But what happens when the hardest part of relationship agreements is… actually… fulfilling them?? It can leave you feeling defeated and sh*tty.

If you relate to that feeling, this episode is for you. There might be some tender spots, shadowy patterns, or subconscious desires hiding beneath the surface, and we’re going to help you unearth them. We’re also going to walk you through some crucial steps in the process of accountability and repair with your partner(s).

In this episode, we’re talking about:

— Ken’s struggles with keeping relationship agreements around timing and logistics

— The importance of accountability after agreements have been broken

— Determining whether or not a relationship is safe and in alignment with your needs after agreements are broken

— Making agreements based on your values, and the difference between aspirational values and lived values

— The power of nervous system regulation during the agreement-making and repair processes

— How shadow work connects to struggles with relationship agreements

— Awareness vs acceptance of patterns

— The subconscious narratives that can underlie weaponized incompetence

— Why differentiation is vital to the agreement-making and -keeping processes

— Why this predicament can be strong material for your individuation journey

— The power of iterative agreements instead of fixed ones

Resources mentioned in this episode:

— PWF Episode 149 Relationship Agreements 101

168 Ethics, Responsibility, and the Changing Landscape of Non-Monogamy with Eve Rickert and Andrea Zanin

Season 10 · Episode 168

Saturday, September 7, 2024 • Duration 56:57

Eve and Andrea created a book that I wish I had 15 years ago when I was making the transition from monogamy to non-monogamy. And I don’t say that lightly (if you know me, you know I have a LOT of polyamory books on my bookshelves).

The new edition of More Than Two is a testament to Eve and Andrea’s thoughtfulness and integrity as writers. They incorporated their evolving perspectives on ethics, relationships, and the world into their book, and the result is magical.

They cover the stuff that many authors shy away from in the non-monogamy space. Power, abuse, ethics, responsibility—even though these subjects can be loaded, they deserve ample attention, and we’re covering it all in this PWF episode.

In this episode, we’re breaking down:

— Why they decided to create a new edition “More Than Two”

— What’s covered in Andrea’s new book “Post Non-Monogamy and Beyond”

— The concept of “post-non-monogamy” and the fluidity of relational experiences

—Responsibility, ethics, and intersectionality in the non-monogamous community

— The complexities of ethical frameworks in non-monogamous relationships

— The challenges that come with negotiating attachment and boundaries

— Eve and Andrea’s take on abuse in the conscious-relating sphere

— The importance of self-awareness in maintaining ethical relationships

— The broader societal and political context of the world and how it has influenced our approaches to non-monogamy

— Thorn Apple Press, Eve’s publishing company, and its mission to elevate diverse voices in the non-monogamy community

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167 Unfuck Your Monomind, Part 2

Season 10 · Episode 194

Saturday, August 31, 2024 • Duration 36:31

Confession: We have not solved our mono-minds. The paradigm of monogamy runs deep in our society, so even though we’ve done decades of deep work to break out of those default frameworks and process our internalized polyphobia, we aren’t immune to the trappings of the mono-mind.

Just like many of the other life-changing processes that come with opening up intentionally and successfully (think individuation and differentiation), there is no end point to unpacking your mono-mind. It’s a life-long process, and we love to talk about it!

Our last episode on unf*cking your mono-mind is one of our top 10 most popular episodes, so we have a hunch that this may be coming up for you too… which is why we’re going even deeper in this part 2 episode.

In this episode, we’re breaking down:

— The concept of the mono-mind and how it influences our assumptions and perspectives on life and relationships

— Internalized polyphobia and why the default beliefs of a monogamous society can run so deep in our psyches

— How to recognize monogamous biases in our thoughts, language, and behaviors

— The importance of questioning what defines romance and intimacy while unpacking your mono-mindset

— Why looking at how you view friendships can be a powerful way to unpack your monogamous lenses

— The slippery nature of monogamous norms

— How the mono-mind can impact experiences of jealousy and boundaries in your relationships

— Why the process of unf*cking your mono-mind never has a clear end point (and why that’s not a bad thing)

— The value of community support and resources for unpacking monogamous conditioning

— Practical steps you can take to increase your awareness of mono-centric assumptions and tendencies

166 Q&A Quickie: How do I deal with my anxiety when my partner is on a date?

Season 10 · Episode 166

Saturday, August 24, 2024 • Duration 25:05

Scenario: your anchor partner is on a date with someone else. You know they have a super hot connection, and sex is definitely on the table. You’re excited for them… but once they leave, and the time starts ticking by, all sorts of feelings are coming up. Your anxiety is building… and you don’t know how to deal with it.

We get asked about this scenario a lot, because it can be SO challenging. Good news—we’ve been there, we’ve learned a lot about our own do’s and don’ts, and we know how to help you find strategies that will work for you. And that’s exactly what we’re doing in this mini-episode!

We’re breaking down:

— How to effectively use trial and error and pattern detection in these situations

—Why jealousy is often just beneath the surface of this anxiety

— How to use resourcing and nervous system regulation while your partner is on a date

— Why parting and reentering are important opportunities for connecting with your anchor/nesting partner(s)

— Our experiences in these situations and the strategies that do and don’t work for us

— How to use The Jealousy Roadmap to work through your anxiety

— The importance of reconnecting before debriefing

— How you can actually gain wisdom from your jealousy and build intimacy with yourself and your partners

Resources mentioned in this episode:

— Minimum Viable Agreements, discussed in Episode 149 Relationship Agreements 101

— The Jealousy Roadmap

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165 Monogamy, In This Economy? with Laura Boyle

Season 10 · Episode 201

Saturday, August 17, 2024 • Duration 47:57

Money, parenting, sharing space, schedules, rental agreements… these may not be the sexiest and most exciting aspects of non-monogamy, but they are important. In fact, they’re common stumbling blocks, and can cause big relationship issues when left unaddressed for long periods of time.

Here’s the problem: we rarely get to hear about how other polyamorous people are handling the practical details of their lives. That’s exactly what our guest today, author and coach Laura Boyle, is out to solve. Her new book, Monogamy? In this Economy? Finances, Childrearing, and Other Practical Concerns of Polyamory, is based on a survey of nearly 500 polyamorous households and is chock full of the real-life experiences of families with more than two adults.

In this episode, we’re talking about:

— The most common size of polyamorous households (hint: it's not what you might expect!)

— Creative solutions for managing space constraints in shared living situations

— The importance of open communication about seemingly minor issues before they become major problems

— How to navigate the complexities of blending families and introducing new partners to children

— Practical considerations around finances, particularly regarding vacations and large gifts for non-nesting partners

— The parallels between polyamorous family dynamics and other "non-traditional" family structures like blended families

— Why it's crucial to discuss reproductive health and pregnancy scenarios early in relationships

— Our own experiences with solving these issues

— How relationship anarchy principles can benefit both monogamous and non-monogamous relationships

— Addressing jealousy in multi-adult households without overemphasizing or ignoring it

164 I HATE THIS: Get Unstuck with Existential Kink (A shadow work method)

Season 9 · Episode 143

Saturday, August 10, 2024 • Duration 54:59

A lot of personal growth work is about recognizing and focusing on what we can change in our lives. Take responsibility and make the changes needed. But sometimes you’re stuck. Stuck and bewildered by how this shit keeps happening. There are those same old cyclical situations… a heated argument with a romantic partner, a recurring issue at work, a really challenging family dynamic… where we feel like we have no control. All those tools and practices go out the window and it feels like the situation is just happening at us.

These challenges are the perfect place to start practicing shadow work—the process of becoming aware of what you’ve suppressed, hated, and denied about yourself. Sound a little scary? Don’t worry, shadow work does not mean embracing and enacting all the mean parts of yourself. In other words, doing this work doesn’t mean becoming an asshole.

There are many ways to do shadow work, but today we’re focusing on a method created by Carolyn Lovewell called Existential Kink. Existential Kink involves loving, accepting, and owning the ‘guilty pleasure’ we get from the shadowy aspects of our subconscious, and we’re walking you through the whole process.

In this episode, we’re breaking down:

— What the shadow is

— What it means to do shadow work

— How Jungian and depth psychology define and approach the shadow

— Examples of how and why people repress and deny aspects of themselves

— Why unexamined shadow aspects of ourselves often lead to projections

— How embracing and recollecting repressed aspects of ourselves can be powerfully transformative for your personal growth and relationships

— Why shadow work does not mean embracing and enacting evil/mean aspects of ourselves (AKA becoming an asshole)

— The theory behind and process of Existential Kink

163 Playfulness, Vulnerability, and Parenting with Abbey & Liam from Evolving Love

Season 9 · Episode 163

Saturday, August 3, 2024 • Duration 53:58

Abbey and Liam approach building conscious relationships in a way that’s refreshing, pragmatic, playful, and authentic, all at once. Their work focuses on creating space for open, real conversations about non-monogamy, and they’re really good at it!!

In this episode, Abbey and Liam share a lot about their journeys, including their gradual, relaxed approach to coming out as non-monogamous, how they prioritize parenting, and how they navigate challenges like jealousy, boundaries, commitment, and communication.

In this episode, we talk about:

— How Abby and Liam gradually came out as non-monogamous to friends and family

— Their experiences balancing non-monogamy and parenting a young child

— The importance of age-appropriate conversations about relationships with kids

— How non-monogamy has enhanced their connection as a couple

— Navigating jealousy, including Liam's "motorbike rule"

— The role of humor and levity in addressing relationship challenges

— How non-monogamy connects to mortality and living life fully

— The value of open communication in relationships

— Unpacking safety concerns vs. attachment fears in setting boundaries

Resources mentioned in this episode:

— The Evolving Love Project podcast

— The Evolving Love Project Substack

— Abbey's upcoming women's retreat in May 2024

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