Motherloading Podcast – Details, episodes & analysis

She walked away from £24 million. Two weeks before giving birth. Sedge Beswick is a founder, former CEO, and one of the most honest voices on what it actually costs to build a business, become a mother, and decide what matters most when the two collide. In this episode, we talk about: – why she turned down a multimillion pound deal days before her due date – the invisible pressure to work like you don't have kids and parent like you don't have a career – responding to Slack messages in the labour ward – sobbing uncontrollably on her first day back in the office – stepping away from the business she founded to reclaim time with her daughters – why confidence is sold to women as something we lack, not something we already have – how ambition doesn't die in the delivery room but identity, time, and clarity all shift – being told she "ruined it for women" because she chose motherhood over an exit – the millennial career crisis and why quitting isn't failure – financial freedom, shared parenting, and setting boundaries that actually work This conversation is raw, grounding, and unapologetically real. For anyone navigating ambition, motherhood, identity, or the messy middle of all three, this one will stay with you. Follow Sedge at @sedgebeswick on Instagram and LinkedIn Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

If you've ever handed your partner a list and felt quietly furious that you had to write it in the first place — this one's for you. Alex Trippier is a couples coach, host of the Be a Happier Parent podcast, and a dad who spent years studying why parenthood quietly dismantles relationships from the inside out. In this episode we get into cognitive labour and why your brain genuinely cannot switch off, the bumbler versus superhero parent dynamic, weaponised incompetence, and his concept of relationship prehab — the conversations you need to have before the resentment fully beds in. Honest, research-backed, and the episode you'll be sending to your partner by the end. Find Alex at @alextrippier on Instagram and his podcast Be a Happier Parent wherever you listen. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with your hosts Nicky and Michelle. If you haven’t listened to Part 1, start there first - then come back for this powerful deep dive into Nicky’s journey: the past she’s never fully opened up about… until now. In this honest and emotional conversation, Nicky reflects on the “wild years” of her early life - a time filled with bad decisions, lack of direction, and a lingering sense that she wasn’t living with purpose. The organised, driven, proactive woman we see today is a world away from who she once believed she was. Nicky shares how she transformed her life through self-development, discipline and sheer determination. She threw herself into her career, eventually landing a spot on The Irish Apprentice, where she placed second, a huge achievement many listeners won’t know about. From there, she pushed through imposter syndrome, applied for a job she had “zero qualifications” for on paper, and still secured it… then rose through the ranks and climbed the corporate ladder with grit and graft. But now, as a mum, the balance looks different. Nicky opens up about wanting to be more present with her children, while also fearing the feeling of “plateauing” or slipping back into old patterns of procrastination. It’s a conversation so many women and mothers will relate to - the constant tension between ambition, identity, and family. This raw and relatable episode shows: -how reinvention is possible at any stage of life; -how hard work, confidence and consistency can change your entire path; -why so many women feel “not good enough”, even when they’re thriving; -and how motherhood shifts priorities, identity and self-expectations. It’s emotional, empowering and deeply human - a reminder that life is a balancing act, but with reflection and resilience, you can rewrite your story. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to Motherloading with your hosts Nicky & Michelle. In this intimate episode, Michelle peels back the curtain on a life-changing journey - from weekend party girl and booze-fuelled confidence to a life of clarity, fitness and purpose. Michelle remembers the mornings of regret all too well: hungover, guilty and asking herself, “Is this really it?” That question sparked a radical shift. Fueled by journalling, manifestation, and a commitment to practical routine, Michelle retrained her habits, hit the gym, became a personal trainer, and rebuilt a life that matched the woman she wanted to be. This conversation is equal parts gritty and hopeful. Michelle talks honestly about: -the decision to stop drinking and why she needed to change; the practical tools she used to stay sober (journalling, structure, fitness, community); -her spiritual practices and how manifestation played a role in creating new opportunities; -the discipline and mental strength required to embody the person you want to become; -how motherhood, identity and confidence shift when you choose a different path. This episode isn’t preachy - it’s a raw, inspiring portrait of reinvention and resilience. Perfect for anyone who’s ever wondered whether they can change, or who’s curious about sobriety, the sober-curious lifestyle, manifestation techniques, or simply reclaiming control. Tune in to feel seen, inspired, and ready to take the next step. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with your hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast that keeps it real about womanhood, motherhood, and everything in between. This week, the duo are joined by Faye, founder of the award-nominated Epidermic Clinic - shortlisted for Best Non-Surgical Facelift 2025 - and a finalist for Aesthetic Practitioner and Entrepreneur of the Year in beauty. Faye’s mission? To help women feel like the best versions of themselves while celebrating and enhancing their natural beauty. In this empowering and myth-busting chat, Faye dives into the most effective aesthetic treatments on the market, explaining what’s worth considering and what to avoid. She breaks down the difference between injectables and non-invasive options, shares expert insights on facial anatomy and personalised treatments, and talks about how her work helps women rediscover their glow and confidence - especially after big life shifts like motherhood or aging. But let’s be clear, this isn’t an ad or a push to get work done. It’s a real, open, and judgment-free conversation about body and face confidence. Because what feels right for one woman might not interest another, and that’s perfectly okay. Whether you’re curious about tweakments, exploring self-care, or simply want to understand more about the world of aesthetics, this episode is your gal-pal guide to feeling confident in your own skin. Website: epiderme.co.uk Instagram: @epidermeclinic Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast that keeps motherhood honest, relatable, and real. This week, the duo are joined by Emily, a passionate children’s holistic sleep coach who built her brand "Fox and the Moon" after navigating her own baby’s battle with severe reflux and chronic sleep issues, leading to countless sleepless nights. Frustrated by the same recycled advice - “just leave them to cry” or “they’ll grow out of it” - Emily decided to find gentle, effective sleep strategies that actually work without compromising a child’s emotional needs. In this heartfelt and insightful episode, Emily opens up about her journey and shares realistic, compassionate techniques for improving your child’s sleep, from newborns to older kids. She also discusses how to help little ones transition out of bed-sharing, a challenge Nicky is currently facing with her eldest. The conversation starts with emotion but evolves into a powerful, practical guide for exhausted parents who want better sleep for the whole family -without guilt or unrealistic expectations. If you’re tired of the pressure to be a “perfect” parent and just want real advice that works, this episode is for you. https://foxandthemoon.co.uk/ Instagram handle - foxandthemood_sleep  Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast that keeps motherhood and womanhood refreshingly real. After the unexpected success of their series launch and a skyrocket into the podcast charts, the duo are taking a moment to reflect, celebrate, and connect directly with you, their amazing listeners. In this candid and chaotic episode, Nicky and Michelle answer listener questions, respond to heartfelt feedback, and share honest thoughts on the topics you’ve been asking about most. As always, they approach everything with their trademark openness, humour, and zero filter, offering unfiltered advice, relatable stories, and laugh-out-loud moments along the way. This episode is a celebration of the community that’s formed around Motherloading, a safe, supportive space where women can speak freely, feel seen, and know they’re not alone. It’s raw, funny, heartfelt, and completely real, a perfect reminder of why women everywhere are connecting with this podcast. Grab your cuppa and settle in for chaos, connection, and a side of hilarious honesty. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle - the podcast that celebrates the beautiful chaos of womanhood and motherhood. In this special bonus episode, the pair are joined by powerhouse duo Zoe and Danielle, founders of the female-focused wellness community The Bodhi Club and proud sponsors of Motherloading Season 1. Together, they dive into the realities of building and growing a business while juggling motherhood, family life, and everything in between. Zoe and Danielle share their personal journeys, creating a supportive wellness space designed to help women reconnect with their bodies, minds, and each other. The Bodhi Club is all about connection, authenticity, and empowerment, a safe space where women can drop the perfection act, share openly, and remind each other that they’re not alone. Whether you’re running a business, chasing deadlines, or just trying to drink a hot cup of tea before it goes cold, this episode will leave you feeling inspired, grounded, and part of a tribe that truly gets it. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle the podcast that gets real about every stage of womanhood. This week, the duo are joined by the incredible Rosie, affectionately known as the fairy godmother of female health. Together, they dive deep into the fascinating and often misunderstood world of female hormones and physical wellness  from postpartum recovery to perimenopause and everything in between. Rosie breaks down how hormonal changes impact your mood, energy, and overall wellbeing, while sharing practical tips and coping strategies to help women better understand and support their bodies through every phase of life. She also busts common myths around women’s health, explains which vitamins and supplements can make a real difference, and highlights the importance of testing and truly listening to what your body needs. This episode is an empowering, educational, and refreshingly honest conversation that every woman should hear whether you’re navigating motherhood, hormones, or simply trying to feel more in tune with yourself. Tune in to discover how to work with your body, not against it, and reclaim your sense of balance, health, and confidence at every age. Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk

Welcome back to another episode of Motherloading with hosts Nicky and Michelle, the podcast that says what every mum is really thinking. This week, the duo dive deep into the complex, chaotic, and often hilarious world of motherhood, because let’s be honest, we’re all tired of pretending it’s easy. From sleepless nights and emotional rollercoasters to the never-ending guilt and judgment that society throws our way, Nicky and Michelle open up about the good, the bad, and the downright messy parts of raising “spirited” children. Yes, we absolutely love our kids - but we also had a baby, not a lobotomy!  This episode is for every mum who’s ever felt overwhelmed, underappreciated, or just plain exhausted. Expect laughter, honesty, and a few did-they-just-say-that?! moments as two real mums share their raw, unfiltered take on motherhood - no filters, no faking, just the truth. If you’re fed up with the highlight-reel version of parenting or simply need a reminder that you’re not alone, this is your go-to listen. Grab a coffee, hide in the loo if you have to, and tune in for a good laugh and a dose of solidarity.  Follow us on: Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/motherloading_x?igsh=d3JkM3lseDNhNnM1 TikTok - @motherloading_pod Produced by TAEPodcast - www.taepodcast.co.uk