You are the One you seek – Details, episodes & analysis

As we move into a time of escalation on SO MANY FRONTS, it is very hard to feel balanced and grounded. This episode is both a confession of my own struggle owning my place in this current moment, and also my hope still for a future that is far better than any of us could have imagined.

As usual, I am trying to remind you the listener, that the focus always comes back to you and your power. I am certainly not an expert in really any field, I am propelled forward by my heart, intuition, and gut, so I often do not follow any playbook. Maybe ask yourself if you work better within defined parameters, or if you are more creative and expansive when you enter undefined space, and the canvas is empty, awaiting your input.

As always, the goal of this podcast is to help you find more of a bridge back to your inner light, which is the answer, always. No thing or being or 'god' outside of you will save you, or give you the answers you need. You already have all of the answers, you are just keeping a lot of them secret from yourself, but only for a brief time. :)

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Faith seems to be a theme that is inescapable for me, despite my logical brain constantly rejecting such an outlandish notion. I need PROOF DAMNIT! It seems my astrology confirms my need to have tangible proofs, to feel satisfied about my participation in what it is I am involved with. HOWEVER, Earth school is meant to turn that on it's head, or at least, for a time. Sounds like there have been many cycles of enlightenment, and darkness on this plane, but ALLEGEDLY, these cycles are coming to an end, and Karma will be replaced by Dharma, and we will move from 3D bodies, to 4D.

Whatever happens, I fully welcome it, but even more so, I am more hungry for raw, un-distilled truth than ever, and am holding onto that ugly sliver of faith that it will be made known to me, even in this lifetime.

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Love you all, and be well!

This episode is really for you if your personal health, or that of a loved one is something that consumes large portions of your time and attention. It is really easy to lose our perspectives and give in to fear when we have all of these weird, scary things that can happen to our body. Jeshua gives some great perspectives and insights as to how we can approach and deal with these issues. I hope you enjoy!

We are getting down to the end of the book! Only a 4 more short chapters left, and then it's on to some interviews, rants, and other books that are really grabbing me! One of them is the one I was beyond honored to write a forward for "Gateway to a New World" By Pauline Edward. You can find it on her website: www.paulineedward.com You can find more channelings from Pamela, as well as this book, and other books she has done here: www.jeshua.net Email me: youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOneyouseek

It feels like this series of channelings never runs out of super relevant topics, and this one is clearly a significant energy we are still in the process of healing and harmonizing. Much is awry in the minds of the collective about sexuality, because there have been centuries of messages centered around shame and guilt, and a rejection of your natural human expression. Jeshua does a great job expanding on what he was dealing with in "Male and Female Energy" another great channeling from a few episodes back. I also highly recommend checking out www.jeshua.net to find other channelings from Pamela, including her channeling Mary Magdalene in "The Forbidden Female Speaks" which is an incredible series of channelings. Mary expands on the topic of sexuality and autonomy in some VERY profound ways, and I found it to be just as enlightening as The Jeshua Channelings. Thanks again so much for those of you who have been steadily listening along. This channel is still tiny, but I am more than grateful for those of you who are checking it out. All love and light to you and yours. email: youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOneyouseek

I can't imagine anyone alive who wouldn't resonate with the idea that emotions are a powerful force in our minute to minute lives. From what I have learned from NDEs, channelings, esoteric teachings etc. is that we always have a choice in what to do with our emotions, and that when we willfully encircle our unbalanced emotions with love, forgiveness and release, then we finally learn to heal, take the next step, and begin the process of remembering our unique divinity. I feel like I connect so easily with the words spoken in this book, and in so many other channelings across multiple people, many who channel Jeshua. Never have I heard a message of fear, and beware, and repent or else! This is why they resonate with me so much, because when I was taught about the Jesus of the Bible as a child, I always envisioned him being completely open, expansive and loving with us. No condemnation, threats or judgement necessary. It is easy to see where the human mind, especially at the time Jeshua came, was unable to grasp this expansiveness, and thus the Bible and Jeshua's words were heavily altered to suit agendas of control, power, and fear. Also, make sure you check out Pauline Edward's new book 'Gateway to a New World' available on Amazon currently. I was beyond honored, shocked and elated when Pauline asked me to write the foreward for this book! It really does sit so perfectly with the vibe of Jeshua channelings, and many other esoteric channelings and teachings I have been coming across. Highly recommend it! You can find her as well at: https://www.paulineedward.com/ Jeshua channelings and books by Pamela and Gerrit here: https://www.jeshua.net Email me: youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOneyouseek

This one was very profound to me when I first read it, as I had felt a distinct lack of good information pertaining to the balance of feminine and masculine energy, and certainly not from the Bible I grew up with. This channeling covers a lot of ground, and really contextualizes the conflict still at play in our world, between men and women, and how much room we still have to grow in our ability to see each other as equals, with both energies available for us to balance, and harmonize. It's also nice that Jeshua never mentions a word of judgment, condemnation, or reducing someone or something to just a category. This is part of what makes these and other channelings like it so authentic to me, is that their is a distinct lack of harsh, judgmental, reductive language and ideas being put forth. It resonates with the Source and Jeshua/Jesus I had felt in my heart growing up, despite the teachings of my upbringing focusing much on sin, hell, and judgment. God loves you IF! Somehow, I felt like there was something missing or wrong about this information. I now feel a sense of wonderment as I believe that innocent little child, that small, wonderous version of me, was right on the money. Hope this is a healing one if you have dealt with toxic energies on either side of the coin. Thank you so much for listening! email: youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOneyouseek "The Jeshua Channelings" and other channelings, books and info can be found at: www.jeshua.net

I feel like I keep saying "This is one of my favorite chapters" but this one really has been important to me. I am very thankful for my birth family, but I have also been very thankful to learn loving, meaningful ways to detach my sense of self worth from their opinion of me, and to reframe my quest for validation from them, and really anyone else. While I don't ever recommend the scorched earth approach, for me, it was a pivotal moment in 2021 when I told my parents I was an Atheist. I knew how that would come across, but I was really starting to finally step into who and what I am, and it felt like an important step to my personal healing, to be honest and upfront with them about where I landed. I still can't tell now if that was more hurtful to them, or when I found my belief in the spiritual again, but it was still totally removed from my Christian upbringing. Neither personal opinion on reality was ever meant to wound them, only to express myself openly and honestly. When we express ourselves openly and honestly, we will get a different opinion, judgment, or conclusion about it from our friends, family and peers, depending on their own particular experiences which lead them to a specific perspective. Is it really possible for you to live up to each and every version of you out there, existing in everyone else's mind and reality? Does that bring you joy, or fulfillment, to achieve "worthiness" in the eyes of a friend, family member or peer? If you are like me, it sadly really does sometimes, and while it's nice to have the approval of your friends, family and peers, I believe it is more important to stay authentic to what truly resonates deep inside your feeling heart, and not your thinking mind. If what you have felt deeply for a long time, leads you away from some of your in-group, it can be painful, but also wildly beneficial on the other side of it. We are allowed to set boundaries, with our friends, family, peers, co-workers etc. However, there is always a choice in HOW we do the things we do, so setting boundaries can be a harsh, 2 middle fingers up telling off of the person you wish to no longer associate. However, I find that choosing to be loving, respectful and honest, is your best route forward, and leaves you feeling the most at peace with it in the end. Sometimes a hard truth is a valuable tool for the other person to hear, but often, the best route from my experience, is to start and finish with love. Some parents, especially in religious circles, will not be able to accept their child leaving 'the faith.' This is a very upsetting time for both parent and child, but it is an opportunity for both to come face to face with the solution of their dilemma: to let go of expectations they had of others, and even themselves. We are let down so often in this life, when we hold ourselves and others to unrealistic, and often parasitic standards, thoughts and beliefs about who they are, in light of the way they go through their lives. We can't really truly accept and see the world as all divine light, flowing through every single thing around us, until we release our expectations, and allow things to be as they are, and love them. This is more where we are heading, and for many of us, it is tough to let go of the attachments to expectations, and the penchant for being disappointed in someone else, as well as yourself. Special thanks again to Pamela and Gerrit who run www.jeshua.net, and were the conduit for Jeshua to channel through Pamela. They have been very warm and encouraging in our email correspondence, and I truly hope that the words from these channelings reaches more ears. email me: youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOneyouseek You can find a playlist of all the Jeshua channelings under 'playlist' on my YouTube channel.

Keeping the Jeshua train rolling again this week, with another chapter "Pitfalls on the way to becoming a Healer" from "The Jeshua Channelings" as received by Pamela Kribbe, with assistance from Gerrit Gielen. This one, as most of them do, really resonates with me, because it describes a heartfelt desire in me to heal others, but I have only just begun to discover the first steps at doing this. For that reason, I often fall into many of these pitfalls, and have to be able to step back, breathe, and give myself the love, forgiveness and permission to just be who I am in this incarnation, and to appreciate every step of the journey, even when it hurts like s!*%. All of the original material, plus updated channelings from Jeshua through Pamela can be found here: www.jeshua.net You can email me @ youhavethekeys639@gmail.com Or find me on Instagram: @youaretheOneyouseek

So I have read the first small section of this chapter, when I read 'Cosmic Birthing Pain' from 'The Jeshua Channelings' but I wanted to finally read the whole thing! The views I express outside of the channelings are not endorsed or affiliated with Pamela and Gerrit, who have received and facilitated these channelings. My thoughts and views are 100% my own, but I do feel strongly about being honest with my perspective on the material as well. Make sure to check out the playlist that I have on YouTube, of every chapter I have read thus far from 'The Jeshua Channelings' www.jeshua.net email me: youhavethekeys639@gmail.com IG: @youaretheOneyouseek