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Unreal Engine Diaries

cMonkX

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Frequency: 1 episode/11d. Total Eps: 13

Unreal Engine Diaries is a raw, unedited audio journal from a solo developer trying to build something real in a world where AI is rewriting the rules faster than anyone can keep up. I'm a UX designer who got laid off, picked up Unreal Engine, and started documenting what actually happens when a non-engineer tries to build a virtual world alone — the technical walls, the identity crisis, the occasional breakthrough. No tutorials. No sponsored segments. Just honest dispatches from someone figuring it out in real time. Topics include: Unreal Engine 5, vibe coding, AI tools for solo devs, MetaHumans, virtual fashion, indie game development, and what it means to keep making things when the industry is falling apart around you. If you're building something in Unreal — or wondering if you should — this is for you. Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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FAB 2025 Review: What the Marketplace Data Tells Us About Solo Dev Survival

Season 1 · Episode 6

Wednesday, January 28, 2026 • Duration 32:57

Recording through a cold isn’t ideal, but there’s a certain honesty in a congested voice that matches a congested schedule. January felt like being stuck in a washing machine—spinning through family obligations and work resets while trying to keep a creative project from drowning. When the energy is drained, the "creative drive" usually gets sacrificed first, but I'm pushing back against that.

I’m currently building out a website to act as a visual anchor for these conversations. It’s not just a portfolio; it’s a way to document the specific, often messy, progress in Unreal Engine. I’m also digging into the FAB 2025 Year in Review—the numbers are massive, and the growth of that ecosystem is a signal that the barrier between "solo creator" and "studio-level quality" is effectively gone. Between the FAB marketplace and leveraging Cursor AI to handle the heavy lifting of technical workflows, the goal is to stop fighting the tools and start mastering the outcomes.

The Reality Check:

The "Washing Machine" Effect: Why the first few weeks of the year are often about survival rather than "hustle," and why that’s okay.
The Visual Companion: Launching a dedicated space to bridge the gap between audio updates and the actual environment builds in Unreal.
FAB 2025 Year in Review: Analyzing the staggering growth of the marketplace and why asset accessibility is the great equalizer for indie developers.
AI-Driven Animation: Moving beyond static environments and looking at how AI integration can finally make complex animation manageable for solo creators.
Workflow Efficiency: How tools like Cursor and Figma are shifting the focus from "how to build" to "what to build."

Tech & Ecosystems Mentioned:

Unreal Engine & Epic Games: Navigating the current state of environment design.
FAB: Reflections on the 2025 marketplace data and community growth.
Cursor AI & Claude: Streamlining the technical hurdles of dev work.
Quixel: Integrating high-fidelity assets into the workflow.

Resource Link: FAB 2025 Year in Review

Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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Creativity: Do Our Best Days Expire?

Season 1 · Episode 5

Saturday, January 17, 2026 • Duration 17:56

Is your best work already behind you? It’s the question most veteran creators dodge while frantically pivoting to the next "essential" skill. After a career spanning print, UI/UX, and now the technical weeds of 3D design, I’m digging into the quiet anxiety of the creative plateau.

We’re stripping away the "inspirational" fluff to look at the bell curve of talent. In an era where AI and shifting trends make yesterday’s expertise feel like a fossil, are we actually evolving or just running faster to stay ahead of obsolescence? This is an audit of professional identity—a conversation about stopping the chase for market relevance and figuring out if you still have something to say to yourself.

The Reality Check:

The Peak Anxiety: Distinguishing between a temporary creative rut and the terrifying possibility that your best output is in the rearview mirror.
The Pivot Cycle: Is jumping from print to 3D design a sign of genuine growth or a survival tactic to escape stagnation?
The Relevance Trap: Why the obsession with being "marketable" is the primary driver of creative atrophy.
Selfish Creation: Why the only way to sustain a 20-year career is to prioritize the "useless" projects that nobody asked for.

Tech & Career Context:

Keywords: 3D Design, UI/UX Career Transition, Unreal Engine, Creative Burnout, Artistic Evolution.
Portfolio & Project Tools: Figma, Unreal Engine, AI Workflow Integration.

Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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Mobile 3D Workflow: Building in Unreal Engine on a MacBook

Season 1 · Episode 4

Saturday, January 10, 2026 • Duration 19:59

You don't need a high-end workstation to make a dent in a complex project; sometimes a MacBook in a quiet room is actually better for pure technical focus. Lately, I’ve been trading brute-force rendering for smarter workflows—specifically, 3D scanning physical shoes ordered online to bypass the friction of manual modeling in Unreal Engine.

The real challenge isn't the software, though—it’s the information decay. I’m wrestling with the steep learning curve of Marvelous Designer and the struggle of retaining technical "how-to" knowledge when the tech moves faster than your memory. I'm moving my personal knowledge base from scattered Google Docs into a public-facing blog. It’s an effort to externalize my brain and create a visual companion for these updates, turning the messy process of learning MetaHumans and garment design into something useful for others.

The Reality Check:

The Travel Rig: Why the limitations of a MacBook can actually force you to focus on learning tools like Marvelous Designer instead of just getting lost in high-fidelity renders.
The Scanning Hack: Using physical products and 3D scanning to skip the "boring" parts of asset creation and get straight to the environment design.
Knowledge Management: Fighting the "tutorial trap" by building a structured, searchable personal archive to stop learning the same thing twice.
The Public Portfolio: Transitioning from private projects to a documented blog to force accountability and help the creator community.

Tech & Resources Mentioned:

3D Tools: Unreal Engine, Marvelous Designer, MetaHuman, Blender.
Hardware: MacBook Pro (Portable 3D Workflow).
Platforms: Zalando (for asset sourcing), WordPress, FAB.
Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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Virtual Fashion in Unreal Engine: Why I Stopped Designing for Screens

Season 1 · Episode 3

Saturday, December 20, 2025 • Duration 24:55

Transitioning from UX Design to 3D Clothing and the Reality of Creative Problem Solving

Blog Post: From Pixels to Patterns

This episode is a "dump of ideas"—a way to clear my mind as I transition into a new creative field. I’ve spent the last decade in UX design, but I can feel the market changing. Between AI and the "templating" of the web, the space for dedicated UX designers is shrinking, and I’m finding my future in the "massive niche" of virtual fashion for MetaHumans.

The Technical Struggle

I’ve recently invested in Marvelous Designer, a powerful tool for digital outfit design. However, "life got in the way" in the form of overdue tax returns. Interestingly, I’ve been using AI to help me understand and file these forms without an accountant—a reassuring use of technology in a field I find unbearable. On the 3D side, I’ve been wrestling with the workflow between Marvelous Designer and Unreal Engine. It’s not "creative" work—it’s problem-solving—but it’s the price of entry for this playground.

Real Fashion in a Virtual World

I’ve made a conscious choice to avoid Pinterest and Instagram for inspiration because they are currently "polluted by AI." AI designs look feasible but often have construction flaws that make them impossible to recreate in 3D. Instead, I’m using Zalando—a real-world retailer—to study realistic fashion trends and product photography to ensure my digital creations look "down to earth" and feasible.

Building an Evergreen Portfolio

One realization that hit me hard recently is how temporary UX design is. I look at my old portfolio and see projects for high-end clients that no longer exist online because products changed or designs were scraped. Virtual fashion feels different. While software systems change, a well-designed digital collection can be "evergreen"—timeless designs that remain universal even if the format needs to be converted later.

I’m heading off on a two-week holiday soon, but I’m taking my laptop to commit to these MetaHuman animations and outfits. I’m done reflecting on the UX designer I "used to be"; it’s time to focus on the 3D designer I’m becoming.

The Black Friday Haul (Rome - Italian Town) MetaHuman Clothing Crisis: Why Dressing Virtual Characters Costs More Than Real Ones

Season 1 · Episode 2

Monday, December 1, 2025 • Duration 39:17

Everyone knows it’s easy to start a project, but getting back to it when the excitement fades? That’s where the real struggle is. In this episode, I’m looking at how hard it is to maintain momentum—whether it’s podcasting or working in Unreal Engine—and how easily we get distracted by "shiny object syndrome," playing with Metahumans instead of actually building the world.

I also break down how I navigated this year’s Black Friday sales. I’ve realized that my materialism has shifted; I don't want physical objects anymore, I want digital ones. I want the satisfaction of owning 3D scans and building a virtual library, even if I never use half of it. I finally dipped into my wishlist to buy the Scans Factory Rome Italian Town pack. After using the Matrix City Sample for so long, I realized I needed to get away from that cold, cruel New York vibe and find something cozier—inspired by those beautiful Mediterranean levels in Hitman.

But building this movie brought me to a frustrating roadblock: Metahumans don’t have clothes. The new system is great, but unless you want a character in underwear or a sci-fi warrior suit, you’re out of luck. I rant a bit about the state of the marketplace—where a pair of virtual jeans costs €41 (which is what I’d pay for real trousers)—and why I refuse to spend €150 just to dress one background character.

This pushed me to a new solution: I picked up a license for Marvelous Designer. It’s a steep learning curve, but I’m excited to start stitching my own custom assets, even if it means working on a MacBook on the train. I also touch on the "hidden costs" of virtual production, including the "black magic" of Windows Firewalls blocking my new iPhone head rig for facial capture. Finally, to keep myself accountable, I committed to a four-year hosting deal with Hostinger—so now I have no excuse not to share the work I’m creating.

Takeaways:

It's easy to start a project, but maintaining excitement and commitment is much harder over time.
Black Friday can be a great opportunity to save money, but it's crucial to avoid impulse buying and stick to a wishlist.

Starting Over in Unreal Engine: From Eternal Learner to Finishing Things

Season 1 · Episode 1

Monday, November 24, 2025 • Duration 11:16

This episode is basically a production diary where I talk about my journey with Unreal Engine. The main focus is on shifting from just learning forever to actually finishing projects. I want to create a space to share insights that might click with you if you're on a similar path—dealing with that mix of excitement and those moments where you just feel discouraged.

Over the last two years, I've hit a lot of walls working on different things, which often left me feeling disappointed because I didn't finish them. In this episode, I talk about why I’m optimizing my workflow and the new tech investments I’ve made to level up, especially for cinematics. I also really want to invite you to connect and collaborate so we can build a community of people who are passionate about mastering Unreal.

I’m taking a deep dive into the creative process here, sharing my personal experiences and thoughts on how I learn. It’s an informal, introspective look at my time with the software. I want to bring you into my world, which can feel a bit isolating, but I’m really looking for that connection with like-minded creators.

I talk about the emotional ups and downs—the thrill and the despair—that come with this kind of work. I also get into the technical struggles, like hardware limits and figuring out advanced stuff like Metahumans. Moving from a MacBook to a proper PC setup was a huge milestone for me to improve my work and finally get those polished results. It’s all about moving away from just experimenting and actually completing meaningful projects.

I’m encouraging you to reach out because I bought a face capture rig recently, which is a real step toward my cinematic goals, and I want to share that. I wrap things up by emphasizing how important shared experiences are and the potential of mastering Unreal. I want to break out of the solitary creative bubble. I hope this story not only informs you but inspires you to start your own journey of discovery and creation.

Takeaways:

The podcast serves as a personal diary where I share my experiences with Unreal Engine.
I aim to regularly update listeners about my projects and discovered tutorials related to Unreal Engine.

The Daily 5 Minutes: How Showing Up in Unreal Engine Changed My Workflow

Episode 8

Monday, February 16, 2026 • Duration 12:38

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Alright, folks, here we go: the heart of this episode is all about the magic of showing up every single day, even when life tries to throw a wrench in the works. I’m diving into my personal journey of grappling with that pesky feeling of being overwhelmed and how I’ve turned it around by committing to open Unreal Engine daily, even if it’s just for five minutes. Seriously, it’s like my own little therapy session, and I’m sharing all the juicy details with you! We’ll chat about how this daily ritual has not only sparked some much-needed creativity but also boosted my self-esteem, and trust me, it’s a game changer. Plus, I’ve got some cool insights from an interview with Corey Williams that totally reignited my passion for projects—so stick around, because we’re getting into the nitty-gritty of staying motivated and keeping that creative spark alive!

Takeaways:

This podcast is like my cozy corner of the internet, where I get to share my creative journey and connect with all of you cool folks out there.
I realized that opening Unreal Engine daily, even just for a few minutes, keeps my creative juices flowing and helps me overcome that pesky feeling of being overwhelmed.
Inspiration can come from unexpected places, like interviews with talented creators, which can reignite our passion and guide our projects in new directions.
Finding a balance between your creative passions and everyday life is crucial; it’s all about consistency without burning out.

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When Life Gets in the Way: A Developer's Real Talk

Season 1 · Episode 7

Wednesday, February 11, 2026 • Duration 32:41

Progress on the project has been effectively nonexistent lately. For the past two weeks, "work" has mostly consisted of opening Unreal Engine, shuffling a few meshes around, and closing it again. It’s a low-effort ritual to avoid admitting I’ve stalled, but it’s the reality of trying to maintain a technical passion project while life throws curve balls at the schedule.

This stagnation isn't a failure; it's a phase. I’m looking at the necessity of the "10-minute rule"—staying connected to the environment even when there’s zero creative flow—and how "vibe coding" with tools like Cursor and Claude is shifting the landscape. We’re moving from a world of manual builds to one of AI-assisted generation, which lowers the barrier for entry but fundamentally changes what it means to be a "creator." If you’re struggling to find the groove between family responsibilities and your dev environment, this is for you.

Core Insights:

The 10-Minute Connection: Why opening your project just to move a single asset matters more for long-term momentum than a 5-hour sprint.
Vibe Coding in Unreal Engine: How Cursor and Claude are enabling a shift from "writing" to "prompting" and what that does to the technical craft.
Seasonal Productivity: Accepting that career and project output isn't a flat line, especially when domestic life takes priority.
The AI Barrier Shift: Analyzing how the rise of generative tools is making game development more accessible while simultaneously complicating our professional identities.

Tech & Tools Mentioned:

Unreal Engine & Epic Games: The struggle of manual environment design.
Cursor & Claude: The rise of AI-driven "vibe coding" and rapid iteration.
Figma: The evolving role of design in an automated workflow.

Contact: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

AI Identity Crisis: What Happens to Craft When Prompts Replace Skills

Episode 10

Friday, March 6, 2026 • Duration 15:18

Feeling like we're all standing on the edge of a creative cliff, this episode dives into the wild world of AI’s impact on our beloved Unreal Engine. As we grapple with this identity crisis in our toolset, we’re not just pondering our past methods of making art but questioning if we’ll ever have to learn all those complex technical skills again. You know, the endless cycles of blueprints, UV mapping, and bug squashing? Yeah, they’re making us scratch our heads a bit. It’s all about finding that sweet spot between harnessing AI to streamline our processes and keeping our creativity intact without getting bogged down in the nitty-gritty. So grab your headphones and let’s chat about how we can embrace this shift and still get our stories told without losing our minds—or our wallets—in the process. Navigating the wild world of Unreal Engine and the seismic shifts brought by AI is no small feat, and boy, do we dive deep into that rabbit hole! There's a palpable sense of confusion and excitement as we explore the identity crisis many creators are feeling in the face of these rapid technological changes. It’s almost like we’re collectively scratching our heads and wondering, 'What’s next?' The conversation kicks off with a candid reflection on the struggles of getting this very episode out—the recording process has been a roller coaster of starts and stops, much like the journey of learning new tools in Unreal Engine. The speaker shares their personal experience with AI video generation tools, which while powerful, come with a hefty price tag that’s hard to swallow, especially if you're currently job hunting. We touch on the divide between traditional game design and cinematic creation, emphasizing how AI is reshaping the landscape and making us question whether we need to master the nitty-gritty technical aspects of content creation or if we can let the machines do the heavy lifting. It’s a fascinating discussion that ultimately leads to pondering the future of creativity in an increasingly automated world—can we keep the spark alive without becoming overwhelmed by the tech?

Takeaways:

In the ever-evolving landscape of digital creation, we're all feeling a bit lost amidst the AI-driven changes.
With AI stepping into the creative space, there's a big question on whether traditional skills will become obsolete.
The balance of complexity and usability is crucial; we want powerful tools that aren't a headache to use.

AI Takes My Job, But Gives Me Purpose // Meshcapade acquisition // Seeddance 2.0

Episode 9

Thursday, February 26, 2026 • Duration 23:05

Getting replaced by a script is one thing. Having it happen while navigating private life is another — it’s the kind of timing that forces a hard look at what actually matters.

I’m currently caught between two worlds: the deliberate, manual craft of building in Unreal Engine and the "magic trick" of AI generation. There’s a massive psychological difference between creating something and just overseeing a generation. With Epic Games snapping up AI mocap tech Meshcapade, the technical barriers are evaporating, but it feels like the "joy of the build" is evaporating with them. I’m trying to figure out if we’re still artists or if we’ve just been demoted to curators of machine output. If you’re also feeling like a ghost in the machine, I want to hear about it.

The Breakdown:

The Double Hit: Navigating a layoff and family health scares simultaneously, and how that kills the "hustle" mentality.
Craft vs. Prompt: Why spending hours in Unreal Engine feels more meaningful than getting a perfect AI result in seconds.
Epic’s Power Move: What their acquisition of AI motion capture means for the future of "human" performance in digital spaces. Meshcapade .
The Quality Pivot: Why the only way to survive is focusing on the specific, messy human outcomes that AI still can’t quite fake.

Get in touch: cmonkxxx@gmail.com

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