Welcome to the season two finale! I dunno if you've realized, but all of society gaslights trans people about the very nature of our existence. It's bad actually! We're gonna talk about how exactly that happens, and the effect that can have on a person who's absorbed it for an entire lifetime. Social worker Charlie Hutchinson returns to discuss reconstructing oppression into joy and victory! Let's also talk about... the compulsory heterosexuality of dishwashing gloves?!
CONTENT WARNING: this episode includes a frank discussion of trauma, including suicidal ideation and hate crimes.
Trans Tuesdays will return in mid-January 2025!
CHARLIE HUTCHINSON
Instagram: @c_t_hutchinson
Facebook: Charlie Hutchinson
Bluesky: @charliehutch.bsky.social
TEXT VERSION
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Trans Grief 1-2, Trans Intersectionality, Implicit Queerphobia, Internalized Transphobia, Gendered Childhoods, The False Dichotomy, Searching for Meaning (when you're trans and don't know it), Transmedicalism (and WPATH version 1), Sexuality is Not Gender, The Signs Were Always There (that we're trans), How Do You Know if You're Trans?, The Trans Allegory of Barbie, The Trans Allegory of I Saw the TV Glow, The Trans Allegory of s1 of Silo, The Past and Why it Haunts Us, The Past 2: The New Past, Gender Dysphoria, Trans Trauma 1, A Trans Re-wedding
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Begin Transmission: The Trans Allegories of The Matrix - https://www.amazon.com/Begin-Transmission-trans-allegories-Matrix-ebook/dp/B0C2MPVH9C
Origin Of The Term Gaslighting - https://www.simplypsychology.org/origin-of-the-term-gaslighting.html
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Trans Trauma 1: That Old Dysphoric Feeling
Tuesday, December 10, 2024 • Duration
When you spend most of your life with gender dysphoria, even after it dissipates or disappears entirely, you can find it affecting your life in all kinds of little ways you never expected. We talk about how and why this happens, how it just might be PTSD, and how we can cope with it. Social worker Charlie Hutchinson joins us to discuss how our body remembers the score.
CHARLIE HUTCHINSON
Instagram: @c_t_hutchinson
Facebook: Charlie Hutchinson
Bluesky: @charliehutch.bsky.social
TEXT VERSION
https://www.tillystranstuesdays.com/2024/08/22/transphobia-is-always-with-us-that-old-dysphoric-feeling/
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Trans Voices 1-3, Hormone Replacement Therapy, Photos 2: The Selfie Apocalypse, Confidence 2: Into the Unknown (aka What is Happening aka A Whole New World), Freeing Up My Brain (lunch with Tilly), Gender Dysphoria, Trans Birthdays
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Website: pendantaudio.com
Twitter: @pendantweb
Facebook: facebook.com/pendantaudio
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YouTube: youtube.com/pendantproductions
The Trans Allegory of I Saw the TV Glow, part 5
Tuesday, October 1, 2024 • Duration
"I Saw the TV Glow" in Tillyvision continues, as we regain access to the trans community, fight for and protect each other, and push each other forward. But denial is a tough beast to overcome. Lilah Sturges returns to discuss how sometimes an eggplant is just an eggplant!
LILAH STURGES
Bluesky: @lilahsturges.com
Insta: @lilahksturges
TEXT VERSION
https://www.tillystranstuesdays.com/2024/10/01/the-intentional-trans-allegory-of-i-saw-the-tv-glow-part-5/
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Bodily Autonomy, Cis Grief (when we come out as trans), The False Dichotomy, Trans Grief 1 and 2, The Intentional Trans Allegory of Barbie, Trans Body Hacking, Gender Euphoria
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Begin Transmission: The Trans Allegories of The Matrix - https://www.amazon.com/Begin-Transmission-trans-allegories-Matrix-ebook/dp/B0C2MPVH9C
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Website: pendantaudio.com
Twitter: @pendantweb
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The Trans Allegory of I Saw the TV Glow, part 4
Tuesday, September 24, 2024 • Duration
More "I Saw the TV Glow" in Tillyvision, because we're not done yet! This week our fear is in the driver's seat and we cut off access to our transness, but we still can't help but seek that which eludes us. Lilah Sturges returns to discuss gifts of intimacy and how we drive the cars we have! Who wants to see goofy and mildly embarrassing photos of me? I did it for YOU!
LILAH STURGES
Bluesky: @lilahsturges.com
Insta: @lilahksturges
TEXT VERSION
https://www.tillystranstuesdays.com/2024/09/24/the-intentional-trans-allegory-of-i-saw-the-tv-glow-part-4/
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Transmedicalism (and WPATH version 1), Confidence, Confidence 2: Into the Unknown (aka A Whole New World aka What is Happening?), Sexuality is not Gender, Photos and Reflections, Internalized Transphobia
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Begin Transmission: The Trans Allegories of The Matrix - https://www.amazon.com/Begin-Transmission-trans-allegories-Matrix-ebook/dp/B0C2MPVH9C
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Website: pendantaudio.com
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The Trans Allegory of I Saw the TV Glow, part 3
Tuesday, September 17, 2024 • Duration
Grab your Tillyvision goggles, it's time for more "I Saw the TV Glow" trans allegory goodness! This week we talk losing access to our femininity, seeking out community, and the horrible things society tells us about ourselves. Lilah Sturges returns to discuss Hamlet and Chekhov's Egg!
LILAH STURGES
Bluesky: @lilahsturges.com
Insta: @lilahksturges
TEXT VERSION
https://www.tillystranstuesdays.com/2024/09/17/the-intentional-trans-allegory-of-i-saw-the-tv-glow-part-3/
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Hair, Hair 2, The Signs Were Always There (that we're trans), Misgendering and Passing, Internalized Transphobia, Transmedicalism (and WPATH version 1), Sexuality is Not Gender
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Begin Transmission: The Trans Allegories of The Matrix - https://www.amazon.com/Begin-Transmission-trans-allegories-Matrix-ebook/dp/B0C2MPVH9C
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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The Trans Allegory of I Saw the TV Glow, part 2
Tuesday, September 10, 2024 • Duration
"I Saw the TV Glow" in Tillyvision continues! This week we get our first true exploration of our own transness, and with it comes learning about transphobia in all its forms. Comic writer Lilah Sturges returns to discuss viscous liquids! Everybody do a little dance.
LILAH STURGES
Bluesky: @lilahsturges.com
Insta: @lilahksturges
TEXT VERSION
https://www.tillystranstuesdays.com/2024/09/10/the-intentional-trans-allegory-of-i-saw-the-tv-glow-part-2/
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Photos and Reflections, The False Dichotomy, Gendered Childhoods, The Intentional Trans Allegory of Barbie, Internalized Transphobia, A Trans Re-wedding, The 2022 US Trans Survey
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Begin Transmission: The Trans Allegories of The Matrix - https://www.amazon.com/Begin-Transmission-trans-allegories-Matrix-ebook/dp/B0C2MPVH9C
The Out to Get You podcast, episode 2 - Sleepaway Camp with Lilah Sturges - https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/02-sleepaway-camp-1983-with-lilah-sturges/id1692353804?i=1000617723984
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Website: pendantaudio.com
Twitter: @pendantweb
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The Trans Allegory of I Saw the TV Glow, part 1
Tuesday, September 3, 2024 • Duration
Tillyvision returns to discuss the remarkable, beautiful, devastating "I Saw the TV Glow!" In this episode we talk context, establish the visual language of the film, and then dive right into examining by timestamps! If you haven't seen the movie yet definitely watch it first, but be prepared... it's heavy stuff. Comic writer Lilah Sturges joins us to discuss feeling jaded and psychic damage! There may also be Pokemon things.
LILAH STURGES
Bluesky: @lilahsturges.com
Insta: @lilahksturges
TEXT VERSION
https://www.tillystranstuesdays.com/2024/09/03/the-intentional-trans-allegory-of-i-saw-the-tv-glow-part-1/
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
The Intentional Trans Allegory of Barbie, Searching for Meaning (when you're trans and don't know it)
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Begin Transmission: The Trans Allegories of The Matrix - https://www.amazon.com/Begin-Transmission-trans-allegories-Matrix-ebook/dp/B0C2MPVH9C
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
--Please leave us a rating on Apple Podcasts/iTunes!--
Website: pendantaudio.com
Twitter: @pendantweb
Facebook: facebook.com/pendantaudio
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YouTube: youtube.com/pendantproductions
Trans History 2 (examples of trans people in history)
Tuesday, August 27, 2024 • Duration
It's still trans history month! And so this week we're going to look at a bunch of examples of trans people in history, including some times where we've very intentionally been erased. PhD student in history (sexual diversity studies) Nico Mara-McKay returns to discuss the cis agenda and coming out as left-handed! I'm gonna mangle some French! (apologies in advance)
NICO MARA-MCKAY
Bluesky: @plutopsyche.nicomaramckay.com
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/ephemeralrecord
Website: https://www.nicomaramckay.com
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Trans History 1 (how and why we name trans people in history), Gender Dysphoria, Trans Rage 2: Cis Apathy, Transmedicalism (and WPATH version 1)
REFERENCE MATERIAL
Suicidality Among Transgender Youth: Elucidating the Role of Interpersonal Risk Factors - https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/32345113/
The Forgotten History of the World's First Trans Clinic - https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-forgotten-history-of-the-worlds-first-trans-clinic/
Why It Took Decades for LGBTQ Stories to Be Included in Holocaust History - https://time.com/5953047/lgbtq-holocaust-stories/
The Pink Triangle - https://www.thepinktriangle.com/history/symbol.html
New Research Reveals How the Nazis Targeted Transgender People - https://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/new-research-reveals-how-the-nazis-targeted-transgender-people-180982931/
Twitter thread on the willful hiding of trans people in history by @lisaquestions - https://x.com/lisaquestions/status/1525187671936512000
How This 18th Century French Spy Came Out As Trans - https://www.them.us/story/chevalier-d-eon-trans-woman
Twitter post on the willful denying of d'Eon's transness by @AlinaBoyden - https://x.com/AlinaBoyden/status/1479925768272629760
Marsha “Pay it no Mind” Johnson - https://www.outhistory.org/exhibits/show/tgi-bios/marsha-p-johnson
Twitter thread on the transness of Lou Alcott by @peytonology - https://x.com/peytonology/status/1516612189687324673
Twitter thread on trans brothers Mark and David Ferrow by @EliErlick - https://x.com/EliErlick/status/1520805459166482432
Who is the Rev. Dr. Pauli Murray? - https://www.paulimurraycenter.com/who-is-pauli
Lucy Hicks Anderson, a Black Trans Pioneer - https://www.aclu-ms.org/en/news/highlight-lucy-hicks-anderson-black-trans-pioneer
Roberta Cowell - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roberta_Cowell
Wendy Carlos, the electronic music pioneer who happens to be transgender - https://www.washingtonpost.com/outlook/wendy-carlos-the-electronic-music-pioneer-who-happens-to-be-transgender/2020/10/22/fa4f511e-d5ac-11ea-930e-d88518c57dcc_story.html
The Trans Middle Ages: Incorporating Transgender and Intersex Studies into the History of Medieval Sexuality - https://academic.oup.com/ehr/article/138/593/933/7529096
Don’t Hurt Girls When You Dance (Or Any Other Time) (Kurt Cobain) - https://unwinnable.com/2024/04/05/dont-hurt-girls-when-you-dance-or-any-other-time-kurt-cobain-nirvana/
Visit Casa Susanna, a secret house of trans women in the 1960s - https://www.advocate.com/transgender/casa-susanna#rebelltitem1
Trailblazing Transgender Doctor Saved Countless Lives - https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/trailblazing-transgender-doctor-saved-countless-lives/
Trans People Have Existed For Thousands Of Years And Other Things You Should Know About Trans People - https://www.buzzfeed.com/shawnstensberg/a-brief-history-of-being-trans
The Forgotten Trans History of the Wild West - https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/trans-history-wild-west
Museum reclassifies Roman emperor as trans woman - https://www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-67484645
UK museum reclassifies Roman emperor as transgender - https://www.theartnewspaper.com/2023/11/21/uk-museum-reclassifies-roman-emperor-as-transgender
BlueSky thread on Anastasios, a trans man monk affirmed in death, by @plutopsyche.nicomaramckay.com - https://bsky.app/profile/plutopsyche.nicomaramckay.com/post/3kt3zsmd6aw26
The Scythian Enarei Transgender Priestesses | Ancient Transgender History | We Have Always Existed - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABpT6e-KlOo
Inanna: the ancient Sumerian goddess of love, sensuality, fertility, procreation, and war - https://www.worldhistory.org/Inanna/
Inanna/Ishtar, followed by those who flaunt the gender binary, who transformed men into women - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inanna
Twitter thread on transgender longing by medieval French philosopher Kalonymus ben Kalonymus, by @TheRaDR - https://x.com/TheRaDR/status/987171135535149056
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Trans History 1 (how and why we name trans people in history)
Tuesday, August 20, 2024 • Duration
It's trans history month! Are you fired up to learn about trans people in history? Good, because we need that fire to push back against prevailing thought in a field that doesn't know how to spot us, doesn't want to spot us, refuses to name us, and actively worked to hide our existence. So let's dive right in to talking about how we name trans people in history, and why it's absolutely vital for us to do so to combat cissexism. PhD student in history (sexual diversity studies) Nico Mara-McKay joins us to discuss cultural shifts and how transitioning is a fraught concept! Also Dirtbag Henry makes his first appearance on the pod. We've got manifestos for everyone!
NICO MARA-MCKAY
Bluesky: @plutopsyche.nicomaramckay.com
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/ephemeralrecord
Website: https://www.nicomaramckay.com
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
Transmedicalism (and WPATH version 1)
REFERENCE MATERIAL
History teacher Loukas Christodoulou - https://mastodon.nu/@Loukas
Historian Sandra Bosley - https://reliconthelethe.blogspot.com
Others of My Kind: Transatlantic Transgender Histories - Historicizing Transgender Terminology - https://ucp.manifoldapp.org/read/others-of-my-kind/section/9716e76c-7c86-4619-b2e4-9be7c9ff1cb0#_idParaDest-12
What Is Trans History? - https://www.historians.org/perspectives-article/what-is-trans-history-from-activist-and-academic-roots-a-field-takes-shape-may-2018/
Trans Historical: Gender Plurality before the Modern - https://www.amazon.com/Trans-Historical-Gender-Plurality-before/dp/1501759086
Before We Were Trans: A New History of Gender - https://www.hachettebookgroup.com/titles/dr-kit-heyam-ph-d/before-we-were-trans/9781541603080/
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Stop Staring at Us (trans people are human beings)
Tuesday, August 13, 2024 • Duration
Hi cis friends! Why do you stare at us? I mean, I think I know why, and so do you. And you have to know how rude it is. So then why do you do it anyway? Let's talk about just how often it happens, the ludicrous lengths you will go to in order to keep staring at us, and how incredibly insulting it is when we already do SO much just to get you to leave us alone. Geeky ttrpg-er Kristine Chester returns to discuss inspiring each other and waiting for the Vulcans. She's making history and setting precedents! And hey... if your words are bad, change them.
KRISTINE CHESTER
Twitter: @12thKnight
FURTHER READING
(topics discussed with essays available at http://TillysTransTuesdays.com)
The Trans Allegory of Barbie, The Trans Allegory of Silo s1, Interview with Wrath Goddess Sing author Maya Deane, Privilege (time and money), The Only Trans Person You Know, Trans Intersectionality, The 2022 US Trans Survey early insights, Trans Microaggressions, Misgendering and Passing, What Real Cis Acceptance Looks Like, Cis Privilege, Bad Representation, Good Representation, TERFs, Trans Politics, Body Hair, The False Dichotomy, Gendered Clothes and Trans People, Trans Kids and the Intake Exam, Trans Sports, Trans Representation in Media 2022 and 2023, Trans Roles and Stories, Trans Rights, Trans Rights 2, Trans Voices 1-3, Legal Name and Gender Marker Change, Tucking and Binding, Boymode and Girlmode, Proactive Allyship (be an accomplice), Trans Freedom (and underwear)
Special thanks to Daisy and Jane for the use of "Sorry Not Sorry" as our show's theme music.
Please stop by and show your support at daisyandjane.bandcamp.com and soundcloud.com/daisyandjane
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Website: pendantaudio.com
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