Explore every episode of the podcast The Monet Noctaris Podcast

In this episode, Monet shares a personal reflection on dating again after a year of healing, and what it means to enter connection without abandoning yourself.

From there, she opens a deeper conversation about sacred rage: the anger that rises when we have spent years overriding our own knowing, abandoning ourselves for love, and trying to be “easy” enough not to be left.

This is an episode about resentment, self-betrayal, emotional survival, leaving what harms you, and learning how to let the fire burn down the false contracts — without letting it burn you.

Your anger is not wrong.
Sometimes, it is the fire that purifies what was never true so that you can come back to yourself.

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In this episode, Monet reflects on growing up in the open-hearted spiritual landscape of Encinitas, the quiet grief of returning to a hometown that has changed, and the deeper meaning of sanctuary. She shares, for the first time, part of her story of living inside a marriage shaped by religious control, lack of bodily autonomy, and the slow erosion of her own inner knowing.

Through memories of contrasting spaces of worship, hidden tarot cards, crucifixes above every door, and the moment she began to reclaim her own home, Monet explores the difference between the sacred and a control structure. This is an episode about intuition, embodiment, spiritual autonomy, and remembering that real love does not ask you to abandon yourself.

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Episode 1: Welcome Home

Welcome to The Monet Noctaris Podcast — a space for honest conversations about spirituality, embodiment, healing, creativity, and what it means to come home to yourself after years of living in survival, performance, or disconnection.

In this first episode, Monet opens the door to the world of the podcast: a grounded, human, and deeply intuitive space for exploring the unseen without leaving the body behind. This is not about becoming more spiritual by becoming less human. It is about returning to the truth of who you are, learning to trust your own inner knowing, and letting your life become the place where your soul actually lands.

Part personal reflection, part spiritual orientation, and part invitation, “Welcome Home” sets the tone for what is to come: stories, transmissions, humor, truth-telling, and conversations that bridge the mystical with the deeply ordinary.

This is a soft beginning. A threshold. A place to exhale.

Welcome home.

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