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Ep. 176: Cholestasis, SVT, & a Healing Subsequent Birth feat. Sabryna26 Jun 202500:28:38

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m joined by Sabryna for a powerful and emotional account of her first birth. Her story began with an itch in her third trimester and escalated into a life-threatening emergency for both her and her daughter. What unfolded was a series of missed diagnoses, medical dismissal, and a traumatic delivery that included an emergency C-section, undiagnosed preeclampsia, a NICU stay due to a rare heart condition.

With vulnerability and insight, Sabryna walks us through the heartbreak of being ignored by her care team, the fear of not knowing if her baby would survive, and the heavy mental toll that followed. She also shares the healing journey that came later, including a redemptive second birth experience and the importance of finding a provider who truly listens.

This conversation is a testament to the strength of self-advocacy and the power of feeling seen, heard, and safe in your care.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

⚠️ The early warning signs of cholestasis and why no one acted
📉 Being told to rush to the hospital and then sent home hours later
📵 Days of silence from her care team while her symptoms worsened
💔 A non-variable heart rate and an emergency C-section she never saw coming
🫀 Her daughter’s diagnosis: supraventricular tachycardia (SVT) and Wolff-Parkinson-White Syndrome (WPW)
🚑 A magnesium drip, sky-high blood pressure, and a post-op ambulance ride with no pain meds
🧠 The emotional aftermath: trauma, guilt, depression, and being told to “just be grateful”
💬 The healing power of trauma-informed therapy and a validating OB
🌈 A second birth that brought the closure she never thought she’d find
🗣️ Why we must keep talking about traumatic births, because they leave lasting marks

Resources & Mentions:

🌐 Learn more about WPW and SVT in newborns: childrenshospital.org
📚 Birth Trauma Support: birthtraumamama.com/resources
📱 Follow along for more stories and support: @birthtraumamama

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts. If this episode resonated with you, made you feel seen, or helped you name your own story, please share, rate, and review. Your voice matters.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 175: A Silent Sisterhood: Surviving Birth Trauma & Finding Your Voice with Kobe Campbell25 Jun 202500:53:52

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m joined by licensed trauma therapist, author, and speaker Kobe Campbell for an honest, and deeply vulnerable conversation about her traumatic birth experience and the lifelong impact it’s had on her, her son, and her healing journey.

What began as a dreamy, hypno-birthing-fueled pregnancy quickly turned into a series of medical emergencies: preeclampsia, placental abruption, IUGR, a failed epidural, an emergency C-section, NICU transfers, and devastating relational trauma at the hands of dismissive and discriminatory providers. Kobe vulnerably shares the layers of grief, rage, and resilience she continues to navigate years later, along with the role EMDR, faith, and trauma-informed therapy have played in her recovery.

This conversation is a masterclass in naming the complexities of birth trauma, especially when compounded by racial bias, medical negligence, and a total lack of compassion.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

⚠️ How Kobe’s “dream birth” narrative met a brutal medical reality
📉 A shock preeclampsia diagnosis and abrupt transfer to a higher-level hospital
🫀 The missed diagnosis of her baby’s heart and liver malformations
🚨 The chaos and fear of an emergency C-section and her baby’s near-death
💉 A failed epidural, allergic reaction to morphine, and punctured dura
💬 Medical racism, microaggressions, and the emotional toll of being unheard
🧠 Why EMDR was transformative in processing birth trauma and childhood wounds
👣 The silent sisterhood of mothers still carrying what they were never allowed to name
💛 How Kobe shows up for new moms in her life now, with deep care and validation
🗣️ The cost of telling the truth about traumatic births in a world that demands gratitude

Resources & Mentions:

📘 Learn more about Kobe’s work: @kobe.campbell
📚 Trauma Support & Resources: birthtraumamama.com/resources
📖 Kobe’s book, Why Am I Like This? — A guide through faith and trauma healing

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts. If this episode moved you, please consider rating, reviewing, or sharing it. It helps other trauma survivors find the hope and validation they deserve.

Guest Bio: 

Kobe Campbell is an award-winning licensed trauma therapist, bestselling author, media expert, entertainment consultant and keynote speaker. Kobe just released her first book with W Publishing of HarperCollins titled Why Am I Like This?: How to Break Cycles, Heal From Trauma, and Restore Your Faith.

 With a kind, compassionate, and energetic spirit, she helps people find the truest versions of themselves under the pain that they’ve endured through therapy, intensives, speaking, retreats, and organizational training. Kobe specializes in working with clients in public-facing professions as they process their trauma in the midst of their creative work and public visibility. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 174: Shoulder Dystocia, 3rd Degree Tear, & Feeling Dismissed feat. Lauren19 Jun 202500:35:35

In this listener story episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m joined by Lauren, a writer and mom of two, who shares her powerful and vulnerable story of an unexpected and traumatic birth. After a smooth pregnancy and a well-prepared plan for an unmedicated delivery, Lauren’s labor took a sudden and intense turn involving prodromal labor, a failed epidural, vacuum-assisted delivery, and ultimately, a shoulder dystocia that left both her and her baby in physical and emotional recovery.

From feeling dismissed by her doula, to processing the chaos and fear of delivery, to the quiet realization that what she experienced was, in fact, birth trauma, Lauren opens up about how she slowly pieced together her healing, with safe people, supportive providers, and her own learning.

She also shares how she approached her second birth with a different mindset, opting for a planned cesarean and giving herself the space to reclaim control, safety, and peace.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

📍 Why prodromal labor caught Lauren completely off guard
😞 Feeling dismissed and unsupported by her doula
🧠 The emotional whiplash of a birth that didn’t go “according to plan”
🚨 A failed epidural, vacuum-assisted delivery, and shoulder dystocia
💔 The complexity of bonding after a traumatic birth
🛠 How Lauren processed her trauma and found validation
📚 The impact of books, podcasts, and getting off social media
💡 A different approach to her second birth: planned C-section and true informed choice
🧷 Why healing doesn't have to look one way, and why the "middle ground" matters

📚 Resources & Mentions:

  • Push Back: Guilt in the Age of Natural Parenting by Dr. Amy Tuteur
  • Article on shoulder dystocia and trauma (coming soon!)
  • Lauren’s writing on Substack: Live Learn Letters
  • Follow Lauren on Instagram: @livelearnlauren

💬 Listener Note: This episode discusses medical trauma, shoulder dystocia, emergency interventions, and bonding difficulties. Take care as you listen.

🎧 Tune in wherever you get your podcasts, and if Lauren’s story resonates with you, please share this episode, rate it, and leave a review—it helps others feel less alone.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 173: Still My Son: Advocacy, Loss & Prevention with Ana Lepe Vick17 Jun 202500:41:44

In this episode we are joined by Ana Lepe Vick, a fierce advocate, educator, and bereaved mother to share her journey through loss, trauma, and relentless advocacy. Ana opens up about the stillbirth of her son, Owen, after a textbook pregnancy, and the long, heartbreaking road of unanswered questions, birth trauma, and healing that followed.

She brings us into the world of advocacy she co-created through Push for Empowered Pregnancy, a movement working to prevent stillbirth through awareness, policy change, and provider education.

Ana reminds us that grief and trauma don’t end in the hospital and that motherhood, in all its forms, doesn’t either.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

👶 Ana’s birth story with Owen and the lack of answers that followed
🗣️ Why she’s speaking out: “I’m still his mother. I’ll never stop talking about him.”
📉 The shockingly low awareness and training around fetal movement and stillbirth
🎗 How Ana co-founded Push for Empowered Pregnancy and turned grief into action
📣 Behind the scenes of advocating on Capitol Hill and passing prevention legislation
🍼 What every parent should know about counting kicks and recognizing fetal movement changes
📊 Why third-trimester ultrasounds and cord/placenta checks are critical and often missed
🧠 The ongoing trauma of stillbirth for both mothers and partners
💪 Ana’s message to every parent: “This is how I mother my son. By fighting for yours.”

Resources & Mentions:

🔗 Push for Empowered Pregnancy: pushpregnancy.org
🎬 Push Documentary: stillnessisanillness.com
📱 Ana’s Instagram: @stillmyson
📱 Follow the movement: @pushpregnancy
📲 Kick counting app: Count the Kicks
🧾 Consensus Statement on Fetal Movement: Available on Push Pregnancy’s website

Guest Info:

Ana Lepe Vick is a bilingual Latina maternal health advocate based in North Carolina who is a Co-Founder and Director of Communications for PUSH for Empowered Pregnancy. After the unexpected stillbirth of her son Owen, Ana spent five years searching for answers—until a placental pathologist uncovered the cause, igniting her mission to help other babies have a safe arrival. Through PUSH, Ana leads national awareness campaigns, advocates for policy change from North Carolina to Capitol Hill, and works to ensure all families—regardless of language, background, or location—have access to evidence-based stillbirth prevention tools. She also serves as the Latinx Influencer Advisor for Count the Kicks and speaks openly about grief, mental health, paid family leave for loss moms and the urgent need to improve maternity care in the U.S.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 172: A Partner's Perspective: AFE & an ICU Stay feat. Francine & Matt13 Jun 202501:02:22

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m joined by Francine and Matt for an emotional retelling of their son’s birth, a story that began with a calm, well-planned birth center experience and ended in a series of life-threatening emergencies, including a transfer to the hospital, an emergency C-section, a postpartum hemorrhage, and an amniotic fluid embolism (AFE).

With honesty, heartbreak, and even humor, Francine and Matt walk us through their experience of navigating a medical system that left them unsupported, uninformed, and at times, in the dark. Francine shares what it was like to lose nine days of memory after nearly dying in the ICU, and Matt shares what it felt like to be the sole caregiver to their newborn while fearing he might lose his wife.

This conversation is an important reminder of how critical communication and advocacy are and how families carry these experiences long after leaving the hospital.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

🚼 Why Francine and Matt chose a birth center 
⚠️ The early red flags that were brushed off
🏥 The abrupt transfer to the hospital after 24 hours of stalled labor
💔 An emergency C-section and a hemorrhage that nearly cost Francine her life
🧠 Matt’s experience witnessing it all and being asked for consent during crisis
🫁 Francine’s terrifying memories of being intubated without proper sedation
🦴 The rare, painful aftermath: osteonecrosis from a tibial IO line
🗣️ How it felt to finally meet her baby, days after giving birth
📉 What happens when partners aren’t communicated with in crisis
💬 Why storytelling is such a crucial part of healing birth trauma

Resources & Mentions:

🌐 Learn more about Amniotic Fluid Embolism (AFE): www.afesupport.org
📚 Looking for support? The Birth Trauma Mama Resources Page: birthtraumamama.com/resources
📱 Follow along for updates and part two of Francine and Matt’s story

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts. If this episode moved you, helped you feel less alone, or gave you language for your own experience—please share, rate, and review. It makes a difference.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 171: Ketamine-Assisted Psychotherapy 10 Jun 202500:54:44

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m joined by licensed marriage and family therapist, Emilee Krupa, for a deep dive into ketamine-assisted therapy. With ketamine gaining attention for its use in treating trauma, depression, and anxiety, Emilee offers both expertise and clarity around what it really looks like when used intentionally and safely in a therapeutic setting.

Together, we unpack what ketamine is (and isn’t), the difference between infusions and assisted therapy, and how this medicine can be a powerful tool for those who feel like they’ve tried everything. This conversation is grounded, honest, and incredibly informative, not to promote a miracle cure, but to empower those curious about expanding their healing journey with the right information and support.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

🧠 How ketamine-assisted therapy actually works in the brain
💊 The difference between infusions and guided therapy sessions
🪴 Why environment and preparation are everything for safety
⏳ What a typical protocol looks like (it’s not just one session)
📈 How ketamine can support healing for treatment-resistant depression
🌿 What the “integration window” is and how to make the most of it
⚠️ Red flags to look for when seeking a provider
💡 A reminder: this is not for everyone, and that’s okay

Resources & Links:

🌐 Learn more about Emilee’s practice: kouruwell.com
📖 Interested in training? Check out:
- Polaris Insight Center: polarisinsight.com
- Integrative Psychiatric Institute: psychiatryinstitute.com
📘 Book Mentioned: The Theradelic Approach by Sunny Strasburg
📱 Follow Emilee on Instagram: @emileekrupa

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts. If this episode opened your mind or brought you clarity, I’d be so grateful if you’d share it, rate it, and leave a review- it helps others find their way here.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 170: Preeclampsia, Hemorrhage, & a NICU Stay as Queer Parents feat. Alejandra05 Jun 202500:37:39

In honor of Pride Month, this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast features a powerful and deeply personal conversation with Alejandra- a queer parent, birth trauma survivor, and passionate advocate for inclusive, affirming perinatal care. Alejandra shares about her family, their journey through infertility and IVF, and a traumatic birth experience involving preeclampsia, an emergency cesarean, a NICU stay, and a near-fatal postpartum hemorrhage.

Together, Kayleigh and Alejandra explore the intersections of identity, trauma, and healing. They shed light on the systemic challenges queer families often face in reproductive healthcare and the strength and resilience it takes to survive and thrive in the aftermath.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

🌈 Navigating infertility and IVF as a queer couple during a biased medical process
🏥 Being misgendered and dismissed in hospital systems not built for queer families
🧠 The trauma of being awake during a life-threatening hemorrhage
🚨 Emergency cesarean, NICU separation, and the grief of missing early moments
💊 PTSD, postpartum depression, and the decision to pursue therapy, EMDR, and medication
💞 The power of chosen family, supportive partners, and affirming providers
📣 Why representation in birth trauma spaces matters

About Our Guest:

Alejandra is a queer parent raising their child with a trans partner and a chosen co-parent. She shares her story to expand representation, challenge systemic inequities, and foster more inclusive, compassionate spaces for trauma survivors.

Resources & Links:

🌐 Learn more and get support: thebirthtraumamama.com
📱 Follow Kayleigh on Instagram: @birthtraumamama
👥 Join the Facebook community: Birth Trauma Support & Education

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 169: Preparing For Medical Procedures After Trauma03 Jun 202500:26:34

In this solo episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I share a personal journey preparing for and undergoing a simple procedure after experiencing significant birth trauma. What used to feel like an impossible task, stepping into a hospital, lying on a table, and surrendering control, became a moment of grounded confidence and self-advocacy. Drawing from both clinical knowledge and lived experience, I talk through the practical and emotional tools that helped me feel safe, empowered, and informed before, during, and after the procedure. 

This episode is a roadmap for survivors looking to reclaim autonomy and reduce overwhelm in medical spaces that so often echo past trauma.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

📞 How to call ahead and communicate your trauma history
🧠 Triggers you might not expect, like smells, sounds, or wristbands
🪪 Why a “trauma card” can help advocate for you when you can’t
💬 What to say when you’re told “that’s not going to happen”
🛏️ Strategies for staying calm when your support person has to step out
💊 Options for sedation, medication, and anxiety management
🤝 Navigating dismissive or unkind staff and requesting someone new
🧘‍♀️ Grounding and coping tools to use before and during the procedure
💡 A reminder: you are allowed to ask for what you need

Resources & Links:

📝 Coming Soon: Downloadable Trauma History & Needs Card – birthtraumamama.com
🌐 Learn more: thebirthtraumamama.com
📱 Follow Kayleigh on Instagram: @birthtraumamama

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts. If this episode supported you, don’t forget to share it, rate it, and leave a review, it helps more survivors find this space.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 168: Postpartum Preeclampsia & A NICU Stay Miles Apart feat. Arianne22 May 202500:27:31

In this week's Listener Series episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, Arianne courageously shares her story of navigating a traumatic birth, a devastating postpartum complication, and the aftermath of nearly losing her life.

After an otherwise healthy pregnancy, Arianne went into labor at 34 weeks following a sudden and severe bleeding episode. What unfolded was a cascade of medical emergencies, including an emergency C-section, high blood pressure that was dangerously overlooked, and a second hospitalization for postpartum preeclampsia, all while parenting a NICU baby and moving into a new home.

As a Black woman, Arianne’s experience is a powerful and heartbreaking illustration of how maternal health disparities and gaps in care persist, and how community, vigilance, and one life-saving nurse's comment changed the trajectory of her story.

In this episode, you’ll hear about:
🩸 Arianne’s emergency birth experience at 34 weeks in an unfamiliar hospital
🏥 Navigating the chaos of a traumatic C-section without her own doctor
📉 The missed warning signs of severe postpartum preeclampsia
💡 The nurse who saved her life with a single follow-up suggestion
🚗 Juggling NICU visits, moving houses, and recovering from surgery
🧠 Grieving her near-death experience and processing trauma in real-time
💜 The strength it takes to survive and still be “in the thick of it”

Arianne’s story is a deeply moving reminder that healing doesn’t require closure, it requires truth, support, and the courage to speak up even when you’re still finding your way.

Resources & Support:

🎧 Tune in wherever you get your podcasts and please share this episode with someone who needs to hear: You are not alone.

#BirthTrauma #PostpartumPreeclampsia #MaternalHealthDisparities #BlackMaternalHealth #NICUMom #YouAreNotAlone #TraumaInformedCare #TheBirthTraumaMama

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 167: Mom Rage Isn't A Meltdown, It's A Message20 May 202500:40:38

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, Kayleigh is joined by Nicole McNelis, LPC, therapist, educator, and nationally recognized expert in maternal rage. Nicole shares how she became known as “the mom rage lady,” what maternal rage really is (and what it isn’t), and why so many perinatal trauma survivors experience it.

Together, Kayleigh and Nicole unpack the systemic, emotional, and trauma-related roots of maternal rage, reframing it not as a personal failure, but as a powerful, righteous signal that something in your environment isn’t working. Nicole offers a compassionate, evidence-based lens for understanding rage as a response to unmet needs, violated expectations, and the ongoing pressures of unsupported motherhood.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:
🔥 What maternal rage actually is—and how it differs from “anger”
💥 The cycle of rage: buildup, explosion, and aftermath
🧠 How trauma, powerlessness, and overstimulation fuel rage
💔 Guilt and shame in the aftermath, and how to work through them
🛠️ Coping strategies: somatic tools, curiosity over judgment, and self-compassion
🏡 The role of division of labor, mental load, and unsupported parenting
💬 How maternal rage can become a catalyst for individual & systemic change
📣 Why we must stop pathologizing rage, and start listening to what it’s trying to tell us

Key Quote:
“Mom rage isn’t a character flaw. It’s a warning signal. It’s saying: ‘I am overwhelmed, I am unsupported, and I’m doing my best to survive.’”

About Our Guest:
Nicole McNelis is a licensed mental health therapist and perinatal mental health counseling specialist.  She is the founder of an award-winning counseling private practice in the suburbs of Philadelphia, Pennsylvania – where she also resides with her family.

Passionate about supporting individuals through life transitions both big and small, Nicole helps her clients move through the overwhelm and exhaustion of juggling it all – all the time.

Nicole has been featured as a mental health expert in print publications, online media, books, and podcasts. Serving as a Subject Matter Expert and Conference Presenter for Postpartum Support International, Nicole is honored to serve the perinatal mental health community. 

Resources & Links:

💜 Trigger Warning: This episode discusses rage, trauma, mental health, and systemic inequities in motherhood. Please listen with care.

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts, and don’t forget to subscribe, rate, and review to help us keep these critical conversations g

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 166: 4th Degree Tear, Rectovaginal Fistula, & Ongoing Recovery feat. Scarlett16 May 202500:53:31

In this week’s Listener Series episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, Scarlett bravely shares her story a layered, and still-unfolding journey through birth trauma, postpartum hemorrhage, and complex pelvic floor injuries that continue to impact her life more than five years later.

She speaks candidly about the realities of:
🩸 Surviving a traumatic birth and emergency postpartum care
⚕️ Navigating misdiagnoses and medical dismissiveness
🏥 Undergoing reconstructive surgery, just days before COVID shut down elective procedures
💔 Living with an unresolved injury, even years later
💬 Parenting solo while healing, with her husband deployed and her newborn in tow
💡 Finding resilience, humor, and hope, even when she’s still “not fixed”

Scarlett’s story is a powerful reminder that healing is rarely linear and that you don’t have to wait until things are “resolved” to find strength, community, and joy again. Her voice offers profound validation for those still in the thick of it, especially those living with ongoing pelvic floor injuries, postpartum complications, or unrecognized trauma.

Resources & Support:

💜 Trigger Warning: This episode includes graphic details of birth trauma, hemorrhage, pelvic injury, and surgical complications. Please listen with care.

🎧 Available now wherever you get your podcasts.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 165: Delayed Bonding After Birth Trauma13 May 202500:29:22

In this re-release, Kayleigh revisits one of the most listened-to solo episodes of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast: a personal and validating exploration of what it means to struggle with bonding after a traumatic birth.

We’re often told that the “golden hour” will be the most magical moment of our lives, that love will overflow the second our baby is placed on our chest. But for many trauma survivors, that moment never comes. Instead, we're left navigating guilt, shame, and confusion about why bonding didn’t look the way we were told it would.

Drawing from her own experience waking up in the ICU days after birth, Kayleigh speaks honestly about what it’s like to feel disconnected from your baby, how grief and trauma interrupt bonding, and why delayed connection doesn’t make you a bad parent.

In this episode, you’ll hear:
💔 The myths of the “golden hour” and the pressure to bond immediately
🧠 How birth trauma, ICU stays, and NICU separation impact bonding
💬 The internal dialogue so many parents carry: “What’s wrong with me?”
🍼 Gentle, practical ways to support connection, when you’re ready
🧘 Why delayed bonding is common, valid, and not your fault
💜 Hope for healing and the reminder that bonding is built over time

This episode is for anyone who has ever felt alone in their struggle to connect and needs to hear that they are doing better than they think.

Resources & Support:

🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts, and please share with a friend or parent who might need this message. You are not alone.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 164: Through The Eyes Of A Nurse: A Stillbirth That Changed Everything feat. Allison08 May 202500:49:01

In this powerful Listener Series episode, we sit down with Allison, a dedicated labor and delivery nurse whose own experience as a health care provider turned her world upside down. As an L&D nurse who spent her days supporting others through birth, Allison never imagined she would experience trauma firsthand on the other side of the bed.

Allison's story highlights the unique challenges of health care worker trauma and the long path to reclaiming safety, identity, and healing after trauma.

In this episode, we discuss:

  • The emotional complexity of processing trauma in the workplace
  • The disconnect between clinical knowledge and lived experience
  • How birth trauma impacts nurses differently, and similarly, to patients
  • The path to mental health support and advocacy after trauma

Whether you’re a birth worker, a trauma survivor, or someone seeking to better understand the emotional layers of maternal health, this episode will leave you feeling seen, informed, and deeply moved.

💛 Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of stillbirth, birth trauma and medical emergencies. Please care for yourself while listening.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 163: Not Ungrateful, Just Traumatized06 May 202500:24:53

In this Mini Series episode, I dive into a nuanced conversation around gratitude practices for perinatal trauma survivors. While gratitude can be a powerful tool for healing, it often becomes complicated when paired with the experiences of trauma, grief, and loss.

Whether you’ve felt pressure to “just be grateful” or are searching for ways to reconnect with yourself and your story, this episode offers validation and actionable insight.

🔑 What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

  • The challenges of embracing gratitude after birth trauma
  • Why traditional gratitude practices can feel dismissive for survivors
  • How to reframe gratitude to honor your trauma and truth
  • Making space for both/and: joy, pain, grief, and healing
  • Giving yourself permission to feel your full experience

📲 Connect & Learn More:

If this episode resonates with you, share it with a friend or leave a review to help others find this supportive space. 💜

Pugach CP, May CL, Wisco BE. Positive emotion in posttraumatic stress disorder: A global or context-specific problem? J Trauma Stress. 2023 Apr;36(2):444-456. doi: 10.1002/jts.22928. Epub 2023 Mar 29. PMID: 36987701; PMCID: PMC10101918.

Korem N, Duek O, Ben-Zion Z, Kaczkurkin AN, Lissek S, Orederu T, Schiller D, Harpaz-Rotem I, Levy I. Emotional numbing in PTSD is associated with lower amygdala reactivity to pain. Neuropsychopharmacology. 2022 Oct;47(11):1913-1921. doi: 10.1038/s41386-022-01405-2. Epub 2022 Aug 9. PMID: 35945274; PMCID: PMC9485255.

Litz BT, Litz BT, Gray MJ. Emotional Numbing in Posttraumatic Stress Disorder: Current and Future Research Directions. Australian & New Zealand Journal of Psychiatry. 2002;36(2):198-204. doi:10.1046/j.1440-1614.2002.01002.x

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 162: IVF, Preeclampsia & a Failed Spinal Block with a NICU Stay feat. Megan01 May 202500:39:29

In this week’s Listener Series episode, I sit down with Megan to explore the layered and emotional journey of holding both immense gratitude and deep grief. After years of infertility, a traumatic ectopic pregnancy, and two rounds of IVF, Megan finally became pregnant with her miracle baby, but her story didn’t end there.

What followed was a high-risk pregnancy marked by preeclampsia, a NICU stay, and a traumatic C-section that left Megan under general anesthesia, missing the birth of her son. In this powerful conversation, Megan shares the duality of her experience, the joy of finally becoming a parent, and the trauma of how it unfolded.

In this episode, you’ll hear about:
🩺 Megan’s IVF and infertility journey
💔 The trauma of a life-threatening ectopic pregnancy
⚠️ Developing preeclampsia and being hospitalized at 34 weeks
🩻 An emergency C-section under general anesthesia after failed spinal and ketamine
👶 Meeting her baby in the NICU for the first time from a hospital bed
🧠 Processing PTSD, flashbacks, and ongoing triggers
💬 The importance of therapy, storytelling, and self-compassion in healing
🌈 What it’s like to consider future pregnancy after trauma

Resources Mentioned:

🎧 Tune in now wherever you listen to podcasts, and please subscribe, rate, and share this episode to help more families feel seen, supported, and not alone. 💜

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 161: Pregnancy, Trauma, & The Body You're Left With29 Apr 202500:35:08

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I’m joined by Dr. Colleen Reichmann, clinical psychologist, eating disorder specialist, and founder of Wildflower Therapy. Together, we dive deep into the complex intersections of body image, eating concerns, infertility, pregnancy, postpartum, and birth trauma.

Dr. Reichmann shares her professional expertise and personal journey navigating anorexia, infertility, and postpartum body changes, offering validation, compassion, and essential insights for anyone who has felt disconnected, angry, or let down by their body.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:
🌸 How control, body image, and trauma collide during pregnancy and postpartum
🌸 The emotional impact of infertility, loss, and complicated pregnancies on body trust
🌸 Normalizing feelings of anger, disappointment, and grief toward your body after trauma
🌸 The myth that “healing” means feeling 100% positive about your body
🌸 Why it’s okay to hold space for complicated emotions and imperfect relationships with our bodies
🌸 The importance of individualized, compassionate support (not one-size-fits-all solutions)
🌸 Strategies for navigating body image struggles during TTC, pregnancy, and postpartum
🌸 How trauma-informed care can change the postpartum experience

Resources Mentioned:

🎧 Listen now on your favorite podcast platform!

Guest Bio:

Dr. Colleen Reichmann is a licensed clinical psychologist, practicing in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. She works in her private practice, Therapy for Eating Disorders and Body Image. She is recovered from an eating disorder, and this experience sparked her passion for spreading knowledge and awareness that recovery is possible. She is now an eating disorders specialist, and has worked at various treatment facilities including University Medical Center of Princeton at Plainsboro Center for Eating Disorder Care, and The Center for Eating Disorders at Sheppard Pratt. She is an advocate for intersectional feminism, body liberation, fat positivity, and Health At Every Size.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 160: Sexual Trauma, Dehumanization, & PTSD Recovery feat. Jocelyn24 Apr 202500:44:14

In honor of Sexual Assault Awareness Month, this week’s Listener Series episode features a deeply moving and courageous conversation with Jocelyn. She shares her story of how a sexual assault in college—though years in the past—powerfully influenced her second birth experience, which unfolded into a traumatic emergency C-section under general anesthesia.

Jocelyn Rodal's experience highlights the devastating impact of being unheard, unprepared, and uninformed in moments of extreme vulnerability—and how a history of sexual trauma can resurface in the birthing room in ways that even well-meaning providers may not realize.

In this episode, you’ll hear about:
🔹 Jocelyn’s background and how her past sexual assault shaped her birth choices
🔹 A positive and healing first birth experience—and how it differed drastically from the second
🔹 A cascade of medical decisions and lack of communication that led to trauma
🔹 Being restrained, intubated, and operated on while still conscious
🔹 The emotional and physical aftermath of being dehumanized in the OR
🔹 How language like “we don’t allow” can strip away patient autonomy and retraumatize survivors
🔹 The long road of PTSD recovery and the role of therapy, debriefing, and validation in healing

This episode is a powerful reminder that birth is not just medical—it is deeply emotional and personal. Jocelyn’s story urges providers to communicate clearly, seek informed consent, and practice trauma-informed care, especially for survivors of sexual trauma.

Resources Mentioned:

Trigger Warning: This episode includes graphic descriptions of sexual trauma, medical restraint, and non-consensual procedures. Please take care while listening.

🎧 Listen now on your favorite podcast platform, and don’t forget to subscribe, rate, and review to support this essential conversation. 💜

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 159: Pregnancy After Sexual Assault & Navigating The Medical System feat. Mandy17 Apr 202501:07:49

In this deeply emotional and courageous Listener Series episode , Mandy shares her story- a story of medical trauma, sexual assault, domestic violence, birth trauma, and survival.

From a devastating hospitalization at the start of the pandemic to becoming pregnant through rape and surviving an abusive relationship during pregnancy, Mandy brings raw honesty and incredible insight into how trauma, resilience, and advocacy can co-exist.

In this episode, you’ll hear about:
🔹 Mandy’s life-threatening medical complications leading up to pregnancy
🔹 Discovering she was pregnant by rape while in an abusive relationship
🔹 Living through hyperemesis, preeclampsia, and a collapsing spine
🔹 How trauma-informed nurses helped her survive and find hope
🔹 Her C-section birth experience and postpartum challenges
🔹 Battling postpartum psychosis and fighting for her safety
🔹 Why her story is a call for compassionate, trauma-informed care in every step of the maternal health journey

Mandy’s voice is one of strength, vulnerability, and advocacy. She reminds us that two things can be true, we can live through immense trauma and still love our children, that no one story represents every path, and that everyone deserves the right to choose what’s best for their body, their baby, and their healing.

Resources & Support:

Content Warning: This episode contains detailed discussions of sexual assault, domestic violence, substance use, and medical trauma. Please take care while listening. 💜

🎧 Listen now on your favorite podcast platform.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 158: Sexual Trauma & Perinatal Trauma: Understanding the Impact15 Apr 202500:46:14

In this powerful and nuanced episode, I’m joined once again by Morgan Bradwell, LCSW, PMH-C, to explore the intersection between sexual trauma and perinatal trauma.

We discuss how past sexual trauma can shape the perinatal experience, increase the risk of birth trauma, and impact postpartum mental health, including rates of PTSD, anxiety, and depression. Morgan draws from her clinical experience supporting survivors of sexual trauma and perinatal trauma to help us better understand how to support pregnant people with this history, whether you’re a provider, a partner, or navigating it yourself.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:
🔹 How Morgan’s clinical work with survivors of sexual trauma led her to perinatal mental health 
🔹 The increased risk of perinatal trauma and postpartum PTSD for survivors
🔹 How medical systems and provider interactions can unintentionally retraumatize
🔹 Why trauma-informed care should be the standard for everyone, always
🔹 Scripts and strategies for survivors to advocate for their needs during pregnancy and birth
🔹 Actionable tools for partners and providers to offer safer, more supportive care
🔹 The power of healing, planning, and preparation to mitigate future trauma

⚠️ Content Warning:
This episode discusses sexual trauma, birth trauma, PTSD, and medical trauma. Please take care while listening and return to this episode when/if it feels safe enough for you.

Guest Bio:

Morgan is passionate about all things women’s health, trauma recovery, & maternal mental health. She is a firm believer that we all make sense in the context of what we’ve walked through, and that we all deserve villages of support as we navigate new seasons in life.

Morgan walks with women as they navigate anxiety, depression, major life transitions, grief, & trauma recovery. In addition to general women’s health concerns, as a certified perinatal mental health specialist she also works with a lot of women who are experiencing or have experienced postpartum depression/anxiety, pregnancy loss, infertility, birth trauma, NICU experiences, and adjustment struggles within parenthood. She practices from a strengths-based and trauma-informed approach, and enjoys helping clients integrate their mind & their bodies in order to find the way out of survival mode.

Learn more about Morgan Bradwell

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 157: HIE, Postpartum Hemorrhage, & NICU Loss feat. Priya10 Apr 202500:42:13

In this Listener Episode, I sit down with Priya as she shares her deeply personal and emotional journey through birth trauma, emergency medical interventions, and the unimaginable grief of losing her baby in the NICU. Priya opens up about experiencing a traumatic birth, the unexpected complications that followed, and the physical and emotional toll it took on her postpartum experience.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

  • Priya’s birth trauma experience and emergency medical interventions
  • Facing a postpartum hemorrhage and its impact on recovery
  • Navigating the NICU stay and the heartbreak of infant loss
  • PTSD, anxiety, and the mental health struggles that followed
  • The emotional toll of grieving while recovering postpartum
  • How Priya found support, advocacy, and resources to aid in healing
  • Advice for those recovering from traumatic birth and infant loss

Priya’s story is one of heartbreak, resilience, and healing, tune in now to hear her journey and find support for your own. 💜

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 158: C-Sections & Birth Trauma - Not One Size Fits All07 Apr 202500:49:52

April is Cesarean Awareness Month, and we’re re-releasing this incredibly important conversation to spotlight the complexities, emotions, and real stories behind C-sections.

On this solo episode, Kayleigh is discussing all things c-section. She shares a few different studies highlighting the data on c-sections and PTSD, as well as how they compare to other modes of delivery. Kayleigh also touches on TOLACs and planned cesarean sections after birth trauma. 

In this episode:
- Types of C-Sections
- C-Section and birth trauma
- Communication and Support as mitigating factors
- Delivery decisions after birth trauma (TOLAC v. planned c-section)
- C-Sections under general anesthesia

Studies Discussed:

Garthus-Niegel S, von Soest T, Knoph C, Simonsen TB, Torgersen L, Eberhard-Gran M. The influence of women's preferences and actual mode of delivery on post-traumatic stress symptoms following childbirth: a population-based, longitudinal study. BMC Pregnancy Childbirth. 2014 Jun 5;14:191. doi: 10.1186/1471-2393-14-191. PMID: 24898436; PMCID: PMC4053555.

Orovou E, Iliadou M, Chatzopoulou MT, Dagla M, Eskitzis P, Rigas N, Antoniou E. The Relation between Birth with Cesarean Section and Posttraumatic Stress in Postpartum Women. Maedica (Bucur). 2023 Dec;18(4):615-622. doi: 10.26574/maedica.2023.18.4.615. PMID: 38348064; PMCID: PMC10859197.

Rowlands IJ, Redshaw M. Mode of birth and women's psychological and physical wellbeing in the postnatal period. BMC Pregnancy Childbirth. 2012 Nov 28;12:138. doi: 10.1186/1471-2393-12-138. PMID: 23190575; PMCID: PMC3533875.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Why This Episode Matters: C-sections are the most common major surgery performed on women, yet they’re often misunderstood and under-supported. Whether you're a birthing parent, a partner, a provider, or a friend—this episode offers insight and empathy that can shift how we talk about and hold space for C-section experiences.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 156: C-Section Recovery & Birth Trauma01 Apr 202500:58:39

In this episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I sit down with a Victoria, a midwife to explore the complexities of birth trauma from a provider’s perspective. Together, we discuss the emotional and physical impact of traumatic births, how midwives support birthing people through these experiences, and the importance of trauma-informed care in maternity settings.

What You’ll Learn in This Episode:

  • How midwives approach birth trauma and support their clients
  • The role of informed consent and shared decision-making in reducing trauma
  • Practical advice for navigating the postpartum period after a traumatic birth
  • How providers can cultivate a compassionate and trauma-sensitive approach to care

Resources:

Guest Bio:

With over a decade of experience as a Midwife, and educator and now leading the award winning C-sectionUK, It would be fair to say that Midwife Vic is pretty passionate about helping women achieve the birth that is right for them, and on their terms. Vic’s 130,000 strong social following, has been testament to the huge interest and need that women have for comprehensive, professional-led information for their c-section journeys. 

“Whilst the conversation around the increasing rates of c-section births goes on ( which is important) , women are being left feeling unsure what their options are for c-section birth and importantly, how to recover. I really wanted to remove some of that fear, and validate and support c-section parents when they needed it most. There really are very practical, tangible things that will change everything for c-section parents - so we started talking about it! Before we knew it, we created a movement that is now reaching women across the globe” 

While Midwife Vic dedicates most of her time to raising awareness for c-section care and education, she also works closely with programmes such as the World Health Organisation’s Fides programme challenging medical misinformation online, and sits on the advisory board for The Practicing Midwife. She continues to work clinically in the public sector periodically, but much of her clinical practice is now dedicated to working with clients privately, and through teaching digitally. Vic also works with pregnancy and birth brands, consulting on campaigns as well as creating content that aligns with her values.

Her mantra is knowledge is power, and she is determined to empower as many women as she can.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 155: When an ICU Nurse has an AFE feat. Jenna27 Mar 202500:48:44

In this powerful and deeply personal episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, I sit down with Jenna, an ICU nurse and fellow Amniotic Fluid Embolism (AFE) survivor. Jenna shares her harrowing birth experience, the life-saving interventions she received, and the long road to recovery.

We discuss:
💔 The shocking moment Jenna realized something was very wrong after birth
🚨 Her rapid decline  & emergency medical response
🩸 Being diagnosed with AFE, intubated, and placed on ECMO
🦵 The unexpected vascular complications & multiple surgeries that followed
💜 How Jenna navigated postpartum, physical recovery & mental health struggles
🏃‍♀️ The incredible progress she’s made, learning to walk again & reclaim her life

Jenna’s journey is unimaginable, yet she speaks with raw honesty, resilience, and even humor. This episode is a must-listen for anyone impacted by birth trauma, critical illness, or navigating life after a near-death experience.

Resources Mentioned:
🌐 AFE Foundation & Support Resources
📚 Free CEU Course for Healthcare Providers on AFE Management
📑 AFE Survivor & Family Support Guides

Jenna’s story is a testament to the strength of survivors and the importance of raising AFE awareness.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 154: Honoring AFE Awareness Day: Understanding Amniotic Fluid Embolism25 Mar 202500:29:26

March 27th marks Amniotic Fluid Embolism (AFE) Awareness Day, a time to honor the lives affected by this rare but life-threatening complication. In this special episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, we take a deep dive into what AFE is, how it happens, and what can be done to improve survival rates.

In this episode, we discuss:
🩸 What is AFE? Understanding this sudden and unpredictable complication
⚕️ Symptoms & Diagnosis: How AFE presents and why it’s difficult to diagnose
🚨 Emergency Response & Treatment: The critical importance of rapid medical intervention
📉 Risk Factors & Research Gaps: What we know (and don’t know) about AFE prevention
💜 Support for Survivors & Families: Resources for those impacted

AFE is rare—affecting about 1 in 40,000 births—but its impact is devastating. The best way to save lives is through awareness, preparedness, and research funding.

Resources Mentioned:
🌐 AFE Foundation & Support Resources
📚 Free CEU Course for Healthcare Providers on AFE Management
📑 Simulation Toolkit & Emergency Guides for Medical Teams
📞 24/7 AFE Hotline for Medical Teams Managing Suspected Cases

AFE survivors, grieving families, and medical professionals—this episode is for you. Let’s continue to raise awareness and push for better understanding, treatment, and support.

🎧 Listen now on your favorite podcast platform!

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 153: Low Platelets, Two Traumatic Births, & Giving Birth Alone feat. Courtney20 Mar 202500:33:38

In this powerful Listener Series episode, Courtney shares her deeply personal journey through birth trauma, miscarriage, and healing. From navigating unexpected medical challenges to advocating for herself in the face of systemic failures, her story is one of resilience, grief, and ultimately, self-discovery.

On this episode, you will hear:
💔 Facing childbirth with a history of trauma & medical anxiety
💔 The emotional toll of low platelets & losing control over pain management
💔 A traumatic induction experience & feeling unheard by medical providers
💔 The devastating experience of miscarriage & lack of support
💔 Giving birth alone during COVID & the lasting impact of isolation
💜 The long-term effects on mental health, marriage, and self-identity
💜 Finding healing through therapy, new passions, and self-exploration

Courtney’s journey reminds us that birth trauma is not just about what happens physically, it’s about how we are treated, heard (or not), and supported in our most vulnerable moments.

Resources Mentioned:

💜 If this episode resonates with you, please share it with someone who needs to hear it. You are not alone.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 152: Finding the Right Therapist18 Mar 202500:19:09

Searching for a therapist after experiencing birth or perinatal trauma can feel overwhelming, but you don’t have to do it alone. In this special mini-series episode, we break down exactly how to find a therapist who is trained in both perinatal mental health and trauma, so you can get the support you deserve.

In this episode, we cover:
🔹 The best qualifications & trainings to look for in a therapist
🔹 Why both perinatal mental health & trauma training matter
🔹 Where to search for a specialized therapist (PSI, Touchstone, & more)
🔹 What questions to ask in a free consultation
🔹 How to tell if a therapist is the right fit for you

We also touch on realistic options if you don’t have access to a highly specialized provider, because at the end of the day, a strong therapeutic relationship is the most important factor in healing.

Resources Mentioned:

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 151: Anesthesia & Birth Trauma: Ineffective Pain Relief11 Mar 202501:15:05

A special and highly requested rerelease - 

Dr. Vibha Mahendra, a board-certified Obstetric Anesthesiologist, joins me on this episode to discuss anesthesia options during labor and delivery and why they are sometimes ineffective, potentially leading to trauma for the patient. Dr. M also provides insight into how providers can problem-solve these pain relief issues and communicate with patients in a way that mitigates trauma. This was such an insightful conversation and I think does a great job educating the patient in a way that puts them in a better position to advocate or communicate with their support people to advocate for pain relief. 

On this episode, you will hear:

-What is OB Anesthesia?
-What’s in an epidural?
-Differences between a spinal block and an epidural
- Why are some epidurals ineffective?
- What happens when there is an ineffective spinal during a c-section?
- The decision to convert to general anesthesia and why some doctors delay
- Is it necessary to be restrained during c-section?

Guest Bio:

Vibha Mahendra, MD is a board-certified Obstetric Anesthesiologist, public health advocate, educator, and founder of SafePartum. Dr. Mahendra is passionate about improving maternal care by directly engaging and empowering all healthcare providers who care for pregnant patients, in a way that aligns with their practice environment and profession. Her professional interests span all of high-risk pregnancy, but she especially loves Obstetric Critical Care and Cardio-Obstetrics! 

Visit https://www.safepartum.com/academy for more resources on the management of high-risk conditions in pregnancy, labor & delivery, and postpartum.

Safe Partum also has an upcoming OB Critical Care &  Emergencies Course!
Here is a link to the registration page to learn more about and sign up for this incredible course coming in September.  https://fun-acorn-864.myflodesk.com/

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 150: Inadequate Pain Management & Invalidating Debriefs feat. Joni06 Mar 202500:40:03

In this deeply moving episode of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast, Joni shares her raw and powerful birth story—one filled with unexpected turns, systemic failures, and unimaginable strength. From an intense labor experience to a traumatic C-section where she felt the surgery, Joni walks us through the emotional and physical aftermath of her birth and the complex journey of processing trauma while embracing new motherhood.

On this episode, you will hear:
💜 The impact of unplanned and traumatic C-sections
💜 What happens when medical records fail to reflect a patient’s reality
💜 How systemic hospital failures affect birth trauma survivors
💜 The emotional weight of meeting your baby after birth trauma
💜 The power of reframing and finding support in recovery

Joni’s vulnerability and insight remind us that birth trauma is real, valid, and worthy of compassionate conversation. If you’ve experienced anything similar, you are not alone.

Resources & Support:

If this episode resonates with you, please leave a review and share it with someone who might need to hear it. 💜

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 149: Litigation After Birth Trauma: Understanding the Process03 Mar 202500:59:05

On this week's episode, we welcome Marlie Willer, an experienced trial lawyer whose practice focuses on civil litigation with an emphasis on obstetrical negligence and maternal health rights. She recognizes the gaps between the injuries suffered by mother and babies and the limited legal options available to them. Marlie discusses with us in detail what it means to decide to pursue litigation after birth trauma and birth injury. There is so much to learn in this episode and Marlie and her expertise is so incredibly helpful and validating.

On this episode, you will hear:

- Marlie's journey into law and her speciality

- importance of advocacy in birth injury law

- client intake process

- navigating the legal process in birth injury law

- assessing cases: factors and challenges

- determining liability and causation

- understanding causation in medical negligence

- the fear of frivolous lawsuits

- the impact of administrative policies on care

- systemic failures in medical negligence

- common themes in birth injury cases

- the nuances of medical records

- deciding to pursue legal actions


For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 148: Deployment, NICU stay, NEC, & 23 Years of Healing feat. Kris28 Feb 202500:36:00

On this week's episode, we welcome Kris to share her story. Kris offers us a unique perspective of experiencing generational birth trauma. Kris' mother passed away at 3 days old, and she shares with us her own birth trauma with her second pregnancy with her son Logan - who is now 23. After years of healing and putting in the work for it, Kris shares about what it is like to be 20+ years removed from your birth trauma and how important it is to speak out your trauma and not be small in your story. We hope this episode gives hope to you wherever you are in your healing journey.

On this episode, you will hear:

- generational birth trauma

- placenta previa

- emergency birth while husband was deployed and navigating military base rules

- preeclampsia at 28 weeks, edema and transfusions

- 3 month NICU stay with necrotizing enterocolitis, 9 neonatal surgeries and a hospital transfer

- processing trauma even if it is many years later

- trauma impacting more than just the birth parents and child

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 147: Mini Series: Navigating Medical Appointments After Birth Trauma24 Feb 202500:17:30

This week, we are releasing a new mini series episode. We are breaking down a little how-to for preparing for medical appointments after birth trauma. There is a possibility of so much activation, fear, and anxiety in medical appointments after you have experienced birth trauma, so I am going to talk you through it and break down a long-term prep for a medical appointment, what that can look like and what the before, during and after process is. If medical appointments after birth trauma is a challenging thing to navigate, remember you aren't alone in it and you can give yourself self-compassion as you are in your healing journey.

On this episode, you will hear:

- preparing for medical appointments after birth trauma

- coping strategies for medical appointments

- post-appointment reflection and self-compassion

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 146: Compounding Complications feat. Hannah20 Feb 202500:40:28

On this week's listener story, we are doing a special rerelease with Hannah's story. Hannah and her wife had a fairly healthy pregnancy but she experienced what she refers to as serial complications during and after the birth of their daughter.

Things you will hear on this episode:
- Induction and long labor
- 3B tear due to a laceration
- Struggling to bond
- Breastfeeding challenges
- Deep vein thrombosis
- Postpartum Depression
- Small bilateral pulmonary emboli
- Developing mastitis and a UTI
- postpartum D&C
- Experiencing CDIF postpartum
- Finding a birth trauma therapist

If you have a birth trauma story you would like to share with us, click this link and fill out the form. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 145: Providers Are Human: Understanding & Supporting Provider Trauma17 Feb 202500:29:53

On today's episode, we are talking about provider trauma. This is a topic that we are incredibly passionate about and I think this plays an intricate role in birth and perinatal trauma and our ability to prevent it. We are specifically talking about any health care worker in the labor and delivery, obstetric and NICU/ICU space - essentially anyone involved in one's care during pregnancy, birth, and postpartum. This is such a personal topic, as I share how my team made space to process the trauma they experience with my AFE and Cal's birth.

In this episode, you will hear:

- understanding provider trauma

- the impact of provider trauma on patient care

- addressing provider trauma in healthcare systems

- creating supportive environments for providers

Resources:


For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 144: NICU Loss, Subsequent Birth & the Deafening Silence of Grief feat. Nandi13 Feb 202500:47:48

On this week’s episode, we welcome Nandi as she bravely shares her story of love, loss, and healing. Nandi opens up about her first pregnancy with her son, Kiran Jude, whose life was tragically cut short by a brain bleed just three days after birth in the NICU. She also reflects on the birth of her daughter, a journey that resulted in an emergency C-section and a hysterectomy due to her blood disorder, Factor VII Deficiency. With courage and vulnerability, Nandi speaks about navigating the depths of grief, the deafening silence that accompanies it, and the ways she continues to heal, by lovingly speaking Kiran Jude’s name and honoring his memory every day.

On this episode, you will hear:

- navigating pregnancy with health challenges and birth complications

- infant loss in the NICU

- Factor VII Deficiency

- trauma and resilience

- the deafening silence of grief

- subsequent birth resulting in a c-section and hysterectomy

- coping mechanisms and support

- honoring Kiran's memory

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 143: Sex & Intimacy After Birth Trauma10 Feb 202501:11:27

A special rerelease - Rachel Wright, LMFT, shares about the impact of birth and birth trauma on sex and intimacy. She answers all of your questions related to navigating intimacy and sex with a partner and yourself after birth trauma. This is a must-listen-to episode full of wonderful nuggets and concrete suggestions for approaching intimacy after birth trauma.

In this episode you will hear:
- Communicating needs and boundaries with your partner
- Approaching/initiating intimacy after birth trauma
- Intimacy and pleasure outside of sex
- Planning out intimacy with yourself and your partner
- Body image concerns after birth trauma is it relates to intimacy
- The impact of physical changes on intimacy and pleasure

Guest Bio:
Rachel Wright, MA, LMFT (she/her) is a distinguished psychotherapist and renowned speaker with expertise in modern relationships, mental health, and sex. Her mission is to help people live happier, healthier lives by providing insights and practical advice in a relatable and engaging way.

With a Master’s Degree in clinical psychology, Rachel has worked with thousands of clients worldwide, earning a reputation for her empathetic and humorous approach. Her message has resonated with audiences on stages across the globe, as well as on her podcast, The Wright Conversations - A Podcast About Sex, Relationships, & Mental Health. 

Rachel is also a seasoned educator and coach, having created the virtual workshop series What You Wish You Learned in School: Sex Ed and co-produced and hosted a show at Green Room 42 in NYC called “One Night Stand: A Night for Sexier & Healthier Broadway.” She was also SHAPE Magazine’s Sex + Relationships Coach and is currently one of mindbodygreen’s article review experts.

As a widely recognized mental health and relationship expert, Rachel has been featured in numerous media outlets, including The New York Times, PIX 11 (NYC), Women’s Health, Cosmopolitan and NBC News Radio, among others. Rachel's personal touch, sense of humor, and deep empathy make her the perfect guide for anyone seeking to improve their mental health, relationships, and sexual well-being. Connect with Rachel on Instagram @thewright_rachel or visit her website www.rachelwrightnyc.com to learn more. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 142: Emergency Cerclage, Bedrest and a NICU Journey feat. Staci30 Jan 202500:36:18

On this week's Listener Series, we welcome Staci. She shares with us about her pregnancy with her daughter that turned into a marathon of bedrest. Early in her pregnancy, Staci went to a prenatal appointment and had to be rushed to the hospital for an emergency cerclage placement. She was placed on bedrest to keep the pregnancy going as long as possible. Due to being on the Cherokee Nation insurance plan, her and her family had to move to Oklahoma to be closer to the prenatal care she needed for her high-risk situation. Staci was able to stay pregnant until 32 weeks and her daughter had a month long NICU stay and is now happy, healthy and thriving.

On this episode, you will hear:
- transitioning care and Cherokee Nation insurance
- emergency cervical cerclage placement 
- milestones and challenges 
- NICU journey
- emotional recovery and life after the NICU






For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 141: Adoption and Perinatal Trauma27 Jan 202500:53:12

On this week's episode, we are talking about the intersection of adoption and birth and perinatal trauma. We are joined by Gabbie Ryan, who has personal and professional experience in this. Gabbie was adopted from China at 18 months old to a white family in Minnesota. She is now a diversity equity and justice leader in the Twin Cities and specializes in adoptee self-discovery. Gabbie and I really dive into the adoption practices and the idea of "coming out of a fog" as an adoptee. We hope you enjoy and learn something new in this episode - we are not demonizing all adoption, but we find it important to talk about the realities of adoption.

On this episode, you will hear:
- understanding different types of adoption and the profit motives in adoption
- Gabbie's personal adoption story
- cultural identity
- "coming out of the fog"
- reunion and discovery of birth family
- biological children and adoption
- the connections of generations
- adoption stories and fears
- understanding birth mothers
- support systems for adoptees
- advice for expecting adoptees
- guidance for adoptive parents

Guest Bio:
Gabbie Ryan was adopted from China at 18 months old to a white family in Minnesota. Gabbie is a diversity, equity and justice leader in the Twin Cities. She specializes in adoptee self-discovery, creating structures of support, and navigating white majority spaces. She graduated from the University of St. Thomas with B.A.'s in Psychology and Family Studies and minors in Sociology and Business. She currently resides in Minnesota with her partner, child, and zoo of eight pets.




For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep.140: HIE, a NICU Journey, & a Subsequent Birth feat. Sarah23 Jan 202500:37:10

On this week's listener episode, we welcome Sarah. Sarah shares her two birth experiences with us. Her first pregnancy resulted in an undetected infection and meconium aspiration, which led to her daughter's hypoxic-ischemic encephalopathy (HIE) diagnosis.  Sarah also shares about her subsequent pregnancy and birth which she describes as part of her healing.

On this episode, you will hear:
- Maternal infection
- Meconium aspiration
- Hypoxic-ischemic encephalopathy (HIE)
- NICU journey
- Healing and support: finding community
- Second birth experience as redemptive
- Advocacy and intuition

You can find Sarah on Instagram: @Sarahber88

If you have a birth trauma story you would like to share with us, click this link and fill out the form. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 139: Let's Talk PPCM20 Jan 202500:53:46

On this episode, we welcome Brianna Henderson, the founder and CEO of the nonprofit Let's Talk PPCM and a certified patient family partner, patient advocate, doula, and a bestselling author.

On this episode, you will hear:
- Brianna's journey: from misdiagnosis to advocacy
- understanding postpartum cardiomyopathy
- the impact of family history on health
- navigating healthcare challenges
- the birth of Let's Talk PPCM
- survivor's guilt and advocacy
- empowering moms with knowledge

If you suspect you may be experiencing PPCM, you can request a BNP blood test from your obstetrician or your midwife.

If you are experiencing these symptoms during pregnancy or postpartum, please talk with your doctor to make sure these are not early signs of PPCM:
- rapid heartbeat palpitations
- nagging cough
- heavy chest pains
- excessive swelling specifically of the legs and feet
- excessive fatigue or tiredness during physical activities
- shortness of breath
- increased urination

Resources:
LetsTalkPPCM.org

You can find Brianna and her Let's Talk PPCM community on Instagram:
@letstalkppcm
@letstalkppcm_ceo

Guest Bio:
Brianna Henderson is the Founder and CEO of the Lets TalkPPCM nonprofit organization, a Certified Patient-Family Partner, Patient Advocate, Doula, and Best Selling Author. She is also a loving wife and mother of two children. She was deeply inspired to provide comprehensive prenatal and preventative education after surviving a missed diagnosis during her pregnancy and postpartum season. After recovering from her pregnancy-induced health condition and learning what took her sister's life, Brianna dedicates her time to ensuring that mothers and families are informed during the perinatal year. She fulfills her hearts' mission through professional doula support and
her non-profit organization.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 138: Empathy Doesn’t Require Experience: How Child-free Friends Can Offer Support13 Jan 202500:47:44

On this week's episode, we welcome friends and colleagues, the Shrink Chicks - Jennifer Chaiken LMFT and Emmalee Bierly LMFT. Jennifer and Emmalee founded The Therapy Group and cohost the Shrink Chicks Podcast. In today's episode, we dicuss how to support a friend through a traumatic perinatal experience when you don't plan to have kids yourself. Emmalee and Jen share their own experience navigating this dynamic through Emmalee's infertility journey while best friends and business partners. This is such a heartfelt conversation full of some really important take-aways.

On this episode, you will hear:
- the shift from blank slate to authenticity in therapy
- navigating infertility: personal stories
- the role of relationships in therapy and personal life
- the complexity of grief and support in infertility
- finding the right support: therapists and friends
- the search for solutions: grief, healing, and acceptance
- the illusion of control in motherhood
- navigating support in infertility
- the importance of open communication

You can find and follow Jennifer and Emmalee on Instagram: @shrinkchicks



Guest Bios:
Jennifer and Emmalee founded The Therapy Group (Formerly The West Chester Therapy Group) in 2014. They recognized that all human beings could benefit from therapy, but many kept themselves from the experience. They dedicated ourselves to creating a unique therapeutic environment that would open therapy up to even the most skeptical. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 137: AFE? HELLP?: An Uncertain Diagnosis with ICU & NICU Stay feat. Julia09 Jan 202500:51:07

On this week's Listener Series, we welcome Julia. Julia was induced at 38 weeks due to gestational hypertension. A routine delivery turned terrifying, when Julia suddenly became unresponsive. What followed was a litany of complications landing Julia and her baby in the ICU and NICU, and still to this day with an uncertain diagnosis. She shares with us the process of bringing home a NICU baby after a significant trauma and what her healing journey has been like.

On this episode, you will hear:
- labor complications and emergency response
- NICU experience and family dynamics
- second opinions and diagnosis
- navigating an ICU experience
- bonding journey after ICU and NICU experience
- the stress of bringing home a NICU baby
- finding healing and community support

You can find and follow Julia on Instagram: @julia.omick

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 136: The Grief & Joy of an Only Child After Birth Trauma07 Jan 202500:45:19

On Today's episode, Kayleigh shares her own journey with coming to accept their family of three over the past 5 years. 

In this episode:

- Positives of having an only child
- Fears about having an only child
- Making the decision to have an only child
- Acceptance and Grief of your family looking different than you imagined. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 135: Revisiting Erica's Story19 Dec 202400:38:57

On this special listener series episode, we follow up with Erica. We shared her story over 2 years ago and have bene asked to follow up to see where she is at now. The first part of her story can be heard on these previous episodes: Part 1 & Part 2. Erica shared her experience with loss and she happened to be pregnant again in the recording of part 2. This time around, Erica catches us up to speed on how her second birth experience went and how things are now.

On this episode, you will hear:
- shifting perspective in birth after trauma
- navigating postpartum challenges
- understanding postpartum anxiety and OCD
- the complexity of maternal emotions
- support systems and societal expectations
- the role of medication and therapy
- honoring grief while parenting
- finding balance in parenting and healing

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 134: When Therapists Cause Harm16 Dec 202400:44:03

On this week's episode, we welcome Erica Zaldivar - a licensed marriage and family therapist. Today, we are talking about bad therapists. I had posted a few weeks back in my Instagram stories about sharing bad comments from therapists and it received a lot of traction. Erica and I wanted to do an episode on this specifically to help you identify what is appropriate and what is not appropriate in a therapy setting. You are in control in your therapy session, and have the power to not allow invalidating or inappropriate comments from your therapist. We hope you feel empowered with this episode.

On this episode, you will hear:
- commenter's shared therapy experiences
- identifying red flags in therapy
- the importance of validation in therapy
- understanding self-disclosure in therapy
- navigating personal experiences as therapists
- the role of social media in therapy
- navigating boundaries in therapy
- recognizing harmful therapist behaviors
- the importance of communication in therapy
- finding the right therapist
- empowerment in therapy choices

Resources:
Open Path Collective

You can find and follow Erica Zaldivar on instagram: @ericazlmft

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 133: aHUS & Extended ICU Stay feat. Alex12 Dec 202400:42:04

On this week's Listener Series episode, we welcome Alex. Alex had a scheduled c-section for her second birth experience. She had increased hemorrhages, and had an immediate D&C followed by an ICU stay within 24 hours of her delivery. Alex found herself being flown to a city hospital for specialized treatment and dialysis. She spent 38 days away from her family. Alex was discharged on dialysis and opens up about what it is like experiencing a life-changing diagnosis after a traumatic birth experience.

On this episode, you will hear:
- aHUS
- extended ICU stay
- dialysis
- hemorrhages
- D&C
- hospital transfer
- role of support systems during hospitalization
- finding strength in vulnerability

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 132: Birth Trauma & Chronic Pain09 Dec 202400:53:33

On this week's episode, we welcome Dr. Kimberley Johnson - a psychologist who works with clients with a range of maternal and reproductive health concerns, including PMADs, perinatal trauma and loss, infertility, and life-impacting gynecological conditions. Her research is primarily centered on childbirth-related pelvic floor injuries and conditions and intersections with mental health. In this episode, we talk about chronic pain and how it intersects with mental health and specifically in this community with perinatal trauma. Your pain is real  and valid and as Dr. Johnson shares, pain being “all in your head” is actually true, but not because you’re making it up. Pain originates in our brain, so our key to working with chronic pain might just be there as well.

On this episode, you will hear:
- intersection of chronic pain and birth trauma
- understanding the biopsychosocial model
- the impact of birth injuries
- Kimberley's personal journey with chronic pain
- reframing pain: from danger to sensory experiences
- role of fear in pain perception
- redefining relationships with pain
- role of natural pathways in pain management
- building confidence in managing pain
- pain reprocessing therapy
- interconnectedness of pain and psychological wellbeing

You can find Dr. Kimberley on Instagram at @wildmatrescence or email her at drkimberleyjohnson@gmail.com!

Resources:
The Pain Reprocessing Therapy Workbook

Guest Bio:
Kimberley Johnson completed her doctorate in clinical psychology at the University of Utah, predoctoral clinical internship at Rush University Medical Center in Chicago, and is now an NIH-funded postdoctoral fellow at Dartmouth Hitchcock Medical Center with complementary research and clinical interests. She works with clients with a range of maternal and reproductive health concerns, including PMADs, perinatal trauma and loss, infertility, and life-impacting gynecological conditions. Her research is primarily centered on childbirth-related pelvic floor injuries and conditions and intersections with mental health. In addition to enhancing evidence-based mental health treatment and resources for those impacted, she is passionate about improving patient-provider communication patterns surrounding birth-related trauma and injuries in the perinatal period. Alongside her professional work, she is the mother of two young children and enjoys mountain biking, hiking, camping, and Nordic skiing with her family.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 131: A Birth Experience in Isolation feat. Brittney05 Dec 202400:42:35

On this week’s listener series episode, we welcome Brittney. Brittney shares her 2 birth trauma experiences with us. Due to Covid procedures, she was forced to deliver her first baby without her husband and her baby went to the NICU before she had a chance to see him. Her subsequent birth experience was also traumatic due to loss and a potential diagnosis in pregnancy, as well as postpartum complications. Brittney shares about the importance of healing and how trauma-informed care supported her healing journey..

On this episode, you will hear:
- Pregnancy challenges during COVID-19
- Induction and hospital policies
- Isolating birth experience
- C-section and advocacy in the birth room
- NICU experience and emotional turmoil
- Postpartum trauma and mental health
- Miscarriage
- Navigating a subsequent pregnancy and birth trauma experience
- Postpartum complications, anxiety, and recovery
- D&C due to retained placenta

If you have a birth trauma story you would like to share with us, click this link and fill out the form. 

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 130: Hormones After Hysterectomy: What's the Deal?02 Dec 202401:13:48

On this week's episode, we welcome Dr. Lawren Honken - a board certified OBGYN, certified menopause practitioner and a current integrative medicine fellow at George Washington University. this episode is all things menopause and perimenopause, specifically after an emergency hysterectomy or in birth or related to birth. We cover so many topics: different types of hysterectomies, what happens after a hysterectomy with your hormones, ovarian function after a hysterectomy, treatment like hormone replacement therapy and so much more. We hope you learn so much with us.

On this episode, you will hear:
- birth trauma and hysterectomy
- understanding hysterectomy types
- impact of hysterectomy and hormones
- exploring the vaginal cuff
- clinical decisions in a hysterectomy
- research on ovarian function post-hysterectomy
- the role of hormone testing and challenges
- navigating hormonal changes after surgery
- finding qualified menopause practitioners
- symptoms of perimenopause and menopause
- the role, risks, and options of hormone replacement therapy

Resources:
Estrogen Matters by Arum Bluming, MD & Carol Tavris, PhD
You Are Not Broken by Kelly Casperson
The Menopause Society

You can follow Dr. Lawren Honken on Instagram: @yourfriendtheobgyn

Guest Bio:
Lawren Honken, MD, received her medical degree from the University of South Carolina School of Medicine in Columbia. She completed a residency in obstetrics and gynecology at the Augusta University Medical Center in Augusta, Georgia.

For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 129: Navigating the Holidays After Birth Trauma25 Nov 202400:37:09

On this week's episode, we are rereleasing our Navigating the Holidays episode where Kayleigh talks about birth trauma and navigating the holidays. The holidays can be triggering for many whether its navigating an anniversary around the holidays or family members asking questions about your trauma or future family planning.

Things you will hear on this episode: 
- navigating first holidays after trauma
- coping with an anniversary of birth trauma that falls around the holidays  
- family conversations: establishing coping skills, support plans and boundaries

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For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

Ep. 128: Cord Prolapse & Subsequent VBAC feat. Libby21 Nov 202400:39:24

On this week's Listener Series episode, we welcome Libby to share her story with us. Libby experienced a missed miscarriage and then got pregnant again shortly after, her pregnancy seemed to be going well until she woke up about a week away from her due date and her water broke and her baby's cord fell out into her hand. Libby was experiencing a cord prolapse and happened to know exactly what to do because she had just recently read a midwifery book that described what a cord prolapse is and what to do in that situation. Libby was brought by ambulance to her hospital and had an emergency c-section under general anesthesia and her daughter spent 24 hours in the NICU and is thriving. Libby shares about how she has processed her trauma and started EMDR therapy in her subsequent pregnancy with their second daughter and that helped her navigate a VBAC.

On this episode, you will hear:
- missed miscarriage
- midwifery and a blend of science
- cord prolapse
- emergency transport
- emergency c-section under general anesthesia
- NICU stay
- subsequent pregnancy and VBAC
- EMDR therapy


For more birth trauma content and a community full of love and support, head to my Instagram at @thebirthtrauma_mama.

Learn more about the support and services I offer through The Birth Trauma Mama Therapy & Support Services.

Disclaimer - The views and opinions expressed by guests on The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast are their own and do not necessarily reflect the official stance, views, or positions of The Birth Trauma Mama Podcast. The content shared is for informational purposes only and should not be considered as professional or medical advice and/or endorsement.

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