Explore every episode of the podcast Still Here! Still Queer! Now What?

It's a rambling and almost incoherent Paul who forgets how to open his own podcast and then goes on a bit of free association on the verge of his book being released.

Come join the joyride!

Abi Fellows is a legend in the lore of Still Here! Still Queer! Now What? AKA 'my agent Abi', she has championed the book and made its existence possible.

Paul and Abi discuss the journey of publishing a book, managing expectations, and the power of community and resilience in the face of challenges.

Abi shares her insights as a literary agent and the importance of patience, authenticity, and strategic thinking in the publishing world.

She is The Storm Trooper of Kindness and deserves ALL the praise.

Anders Tallvik is the illustrator of Still Here! Still Queer! Now What? He and his work are utterly wonderful.

In this conversation we explore the creative process, identity, faith, and the playful side of art. We talk about how creativity is a personal journey, the influence of past experiences, and the importance of playing and experimenting in art.

See Anders' work at Studio Otherwise.

Imagine you get to spend time with an Editorial Director in Publishing, and you can ask whatever you like...well, welcome to the episode! Paul is joined by Jane Evans from Jessica Kingsley Publishing, home of Still Here! Still Queer! Now What?

We talk about advice for budding authors, what makes a book good (or not), the impact of AI on publishing and whether you should ever read a review or not.

It's a good one!

Everyone needs a Neil. He's a friend, colleague, advocate, activist and incredible events professional. He's also the official Book Tour Manager for Still Here! Still Queer! Now What?

Along with asking 'when do you sleep', we have an amazing conversation where Neil shares insights on navigating life's flux, the importance of authenticity, and the art of not taking things personally, especially when organising a book tour!

There isn't a single word that describes Joshua Grannell aka Peaches Christ, thankfully. Filmmaker, Activist, Cult Leader...and so much more. From the dirtiest drag bars in San Fransisco to London's Royal Albert Hall, Joshua can do them all. And he has. In this fabulous conversation we talk about the origins of Peaches Christ, how queer culture has evolved over the years and the evolution of drag...and so much more! ! Strap in. It's a great ride.

IT'S THE ONE WITH THE UNBOXING VIDEO!

Dr. Paul shares the thrill of receiving his author copies, capturing the blend of joy and anxiety that comes with being a first-time author.

Upcoming Events

Dr. Paul has exciting events lined up:

- **October 19th**: A special opportunity at Gay's the Word bookshop for a select group to get their hands on the book before its official release. Register at stillherestillqueernowwhat.com/comeearly

- **October 21st**: Live! Launch! Lunch! across multiple platforms, bringing together friends and supporters from around the globe. Tune in on Instagram, Twitch (!), YouTube and Facebook, 12:30-1:30.

It's like a proper celebration. Anyone can join wherever you are in the world.

Cultural Highlights

**Michael Cragg's *Can't Get You Out of My Head* exploring Kylie Minogue's impact.

**Jack Shoulder's *Hotties in Art*, examining masculinity and beauty in the art world.

Stay tuned for future episodes featuring interviews with those who played a role in his book while Paul takes two weeks off before the big launch!!

Hold your horses, it's Simon Blake! Paul and Simon dive deep into a discussion on identity, activism and growth as Simon explores his journey from childhood in Cornwall to Chief Executive of Stonewall. We talk about the importance of healthy disagreement, especially in the workplace, and along the way, we unexpectedly resolve one of Paul's childhood traumas. Giddy up!

A quick update today because the To Do list is LONG and the book is coming one month today. Screaming!

Paul is thankfully over Covid but now has a backlog of stuff to do but that doesn't stop him recommending Out in Oxford by Scot Douglas and AFTERDARK, a new Zine by Kruger. Get them while they're hot!

In this episode, Author and Podcaster Thomas Leeds shares his extraordinary journey of recovering from a brain injury, exploring identity, sexuality, and finding power in becoming yourself. We delve into the nuances of memory, trauma, and self-discovery. Thomas shares his experiences of overcoming trauma, embracing his identity, and choosing joy in the face of adversity.

We do cover an experience of sexual assault, and if anything you hear makes you want to talk to someone, please know that you are not alone. Visit survivorsuk.org for information and support.

Tonight we're going party like it's TWENTY-TWENTY-ONE as Paul has COVID, so none of this might make any sense. On the plus side, he got to read Juno Roche's Queer Elders and Layla McCay's A Diplomat's Guide To Book Smuggling so we're silver lining that C19 cloud with some queer goodness. On the downside, RIP DRUK on the BBC. That makes three gone from BBC3. Hmmmm....

Wild Man Jon is back on the pod! We're stripping back the layers and exploring body positivity, naturalness, societal expectations, and personal authenticity. Jon shares hisinsights on body image and embracing your truth. Also: are hairy bums in or out? It's the question everyone has been dying to ask.

Happy Monday! After a brief and unexpected rant about Mince Pies, Paul reflects on what made him happy this week (Dean Atta and The Delta Quadrant) as well as reflecting on how midlife is our opportunity to come out again, this time as who we really are. Are you ready for your second coming?

Salim is back on the pod! Fan Favourite Salim Stephenson returns for another fabulous chat with Paul where they explore the nuances of love, relationships, and identity in the context of queer life and societal norms. It's a big episode with deep questions and we wouldn't want it any other way.

Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt shares updates on his upcoming book, recent podcast guests, tour dates, and reflections on Dolly Parton, all in a brief bank holiday episode. He invites listeners to share feedback on content preferences as the season changes. It's the opposite of a bonanza tbh.

Gordon from the Gym is back! Except now he's simply Gordon. Returning guest Gordon reflects on growing up in northeast Scotland, the bullying and shame he carried as a gay teenager, and why leaving for London in 1987 felt like both escape and self-preservation. He also talks about building a life through work, finding community, surviving the AIDS era, and what it means to feel better in his body and in yourself at 56. Welcome back!

In this episode, Dr. Paul Taylor Pitt shares a quick life update, reflects on queer community and belonging, and recommends two listens: John Ronson’s new audiobook The Castle and Thomas Leeds’ podcast Flashback Tracks. He also previews an upcoming returning guest episode with Gordon. Happy Monday!

Get ready to be DAZZLED because in this episode, Latina Ballroom (aka John Hernandez) shares her journey from footballer to professional ballroom dancer and drag performer. Latina reflects on her experiences with identity, societal change, and resilience. It's a masterclass in self-acceptance, cultural transition, and the power of positivity.

Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt shares his experiences from a recent open mic event, recording his book, and reflections on vulnerability, validation, and authenticity in his queer identity. This episode explores the emotional journey of putting oneself out there and embracing imperfections. It's a bit cringe.

Welcome to the pod, the incredible CJ De Barra! We go in hot, straight into personal identities, the evolving landscape of social media, and navigating a life full of diverse careers and self-discovery. CJ De Barra is a neurodivergent, non-binary author, historian, and activist so we had a LOT to talk about. We discuss what it's like working in collapsing industries and the emotional and practical realities of neurodivergence, ADHD and autism. Guess what...we barely scratched the surface but it felt so good.

TOUR DATES! WE HAVE TOUR DATES! Also, controversial opinions to ragebait you into a frenzy: Britney should still be in the conservatorship. Taylor Swift is a sugar sandwich. Jane McDonald...why?

Welcome to maybe the last episode of the podcast.

Wonderful human Joseph Galliano joins us on the pod and shares insights from his incredible journey through social impact, cultural change, and community activism. We talk about the importance of authenticity, bravery, and continuous reinvention. We find out about the origins and emotional impact of Queer Britain museum and how personal stories and community narratives shape collective identity, evolving representation of LGBTQ+ history through media like Gay Times and the ongoing challenge of finding optimism in queer inclusion and rights. It's a keeper!

A brief little episode today, managing to finally keep it under 10 minutes for once! Dr. Paul provides a personal update on his upcoming book, Still Here, Still Queer Now What, and shares insights on the endorsement process and hopes for its reception. There's reflections on community unity at a vigil for the Berlin Pride Attack, highlighting Sadiq Khan’s powerful message about addressing hate with amplification of positivity. And, don't cancel me, a candid critique of the Madonna and Kylie Minogue duet at World Pride, discussing the dynamics of pop star collaborations and perceived power imbalances.

I finally get to sit down and chat with Ali Hendry! We barely scratch the surface in this discussion about ageing, identity, leadership, and community. We dive into stories of coming out, navigating queer identities, and the importance of mental health and inclusion at every life stage. Ali offers some practical steps for allyship, defending LGBTQ+ rights, and fostering inclusive spaces as well as the importance of mental health, wellbeing, and play in sustaining activism. Pack your bags and get on the Lesbian Improv Comedy Bus!

This was a tough episode to make. Paul shares his reflections on Pride events in London and Berlin, online hatred, and the complex realities of community in turbulent times. How do we make sense of hostility and indifference within and outside our communities?

Marc Svensson is a Swedish force of nature. He is the founder of You Are Loved CIC, a PhD researcher and recently a new Dad! We had an amazing chat about personal growth, identity, parenthood, and community. Marc shares his feelings on the importance of authenticity and kindness in personal development and how becoming a parent is shifting his perspectives and understanding of life. Marc generously shares his insights into drug use, chemsex, and the societal perceptions surrounding substances, a conversation we just don't have enough of in the community.

In the end, it's all about love.

Join Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt as he shares updates about his upcoming book Still Here, Still Queer Now What, his journey through publishing, and reflections on queer identity, visibility, and community in a 12 minute stream of consciousness involving Printing Factories (!?), Madonna's FIFA blink-and-you-miss-it half time show, and how Andy Burnham must do better.

If your TBR pile is looking a little short (see: nobody) then you've come to the right place! Layla McCay is back on the pod having just published the definitive guide to LGBTQ+ Literature in the form of The Queer Bookshelf. We talk about the importance of celebrating queer books and Layla's ongoing adventures as an author, LGBTQ+ advocate, and literature enthusiast. Layla shares her insights on queer representation in books and the evolving landscape of LGBTQ+ rights. Grab your favourite Bookshop Tote Bag and dive in!

It's the episode you've all been waiting for (maybe?) as Paul finally gives you HIS LIFE IN MADONNA MOMENTS so open your heart to this masterpiece of an episode because we're about to get into the groove of a life lived on the borderline. Enough Madonna puns? Yes. Now do something else, do my eyebrows.

#madonna #confessionsii

I'm such a fan of Dr. Avi Ben-Zeev, both as a human and a writer. You'll see why by the end of this episode. We talk about the complexities of queer identity, the challenges of visibility, and the resilience required to navigate a diverse and often hostile societal landscape.

We don't shy away from the hot issues. We talk about Avi's personal journey as a queer, trans writer and psychologist, the impact of the Polari Prize controversy and institutional transphobia, as well as the power of 'staying in' the conversation.

Avi suggests a new way of talking about responsible inclusion and the importance of authentic representation. And if that's not enough we also cover ageing, mortality, and finding purpose in later life.

Join Paul for a husky episode talking about Pride in London including marching with QUEERWELL, meeting Sandi Toksvig and Zack Polanski. There's also a few exciting updates on his upcoming book 'Still Here, Still Queer Now What?' and recent cultural moments including Robyn's tour and Madonna's latest album, Confessions II. There's also a little tease of an upcoming interview with author Avi Ben-Zeev discussing The Polaris Prize controversy and trans representation.

Lie back and grab a Fisherman's Friend.

We're delighted to welcome the legendary Alexis Gregory back to the pod. Despite the homophobic heatwave causing all kinds of technical problems, we manage to explore Queer Art, Performance, and Cultural Shifts as well as a quick critique of Madonna's Confessions II era. Alexis shares insights into his current work, including the upcoming performance of Riot Act Two, and reflects on the creative process of transforming real stories into powerful theatre.

Get Tickets To Riot Act 2 At Crazy Coqs On July 5

Paul is away on a writing retreat so this is a super short episode which, fun fact, took almost 40 times the episode length to edit. Why? Because I'm an idiot. But it's fun. And you get to be with me in Barcelona! So enjoy the equivalent of a 7" single's worth of podcast. Back to the retreat! Byeeeeee!

We're over the moon to welcome Lior Locher back on the pod.

Join us in this fabulous conversation exploring their journey toward authenticity, community-building, and self-discovery in midlife. We discuss the importance of living true to oneself, overcoming social awkwardness, and the value of local community engagement.

Lior shares their evolving identity, including the nuances around legal and chosen names, and the significance of self-ownership. We talk about the power of honest self-expression through open mic performances, singing, and creative pursuits and how curiosity and inquiry can lead to a more fulfilled, vibrant life regardless of age.

Prepare to have your mind blown. You might want to take notes!

It's too hot! So here's a quick solo episode before the laptop catches fire. Paul has a brief sweaty jaunt around topics like:

• The significance of queer identity and community in midlife
• Reflections on Pride events: marches, protests, and joyful resistance
• The impact of pop culture: Harry Styles' performance and its cultural implications
• Current challenges faced by LGBTQ+ individuals, including societal changes and mental health
• Upcoming projects: book publication, interviews, and writing retreats

We've got the wonderful Matt Cain MBE on the pod! Pull up a chair as Matt shares insights on the power of queer storytelling, the challenges of mainstream publishing, and the future of LGBTQ+ literature. Matt talks about his path from mainstream author to founder of Pansy, a queer boutique publisher, the impact of digital media, AI, and industry gatekeeping on queer literature. Along the way we talk middle-aged bodies, getting older and (surprisingly little on) Madonna.

Pansy Books are open for submissions! https://pansybooks.co.uk/submissions/

Another early morning Solo-sode but at least this time I got dressed (almost).

This week, I’m reflecting on the incredible conversations I’ve had about queer midlife and the vibrant stories that shape our community. From the powerful insights shared by Saba in our last episode to the beautiful event I hosted with Layla McCay at Queer Britain, I’m reminded of the strength we gain from sharing our journeys.

We’re in a moment that feels heavy, especially with recent political shifts trying to erase our visibility. But let’s remember to uplift each other and keep the conversations going.

Your voice matters! Join me in the Global LGBTQ+ Survey and help shape the narrative of our community.

Take the survey at stillherestillqueernowwhat.com

What’s your story? Let’s keep the dialogue open.

In this episode, Saba Ali shares her journey through activism, her approach to leading campaigns, and the importance of humanising social change through personal stories. Saba talks wonderfully about how she balances her powerful work with vulnerability, humour, and authenticity. You should know that Saba also talks openly about the personal impact of childhood trauma on her mental health just in case that feels like a sensitive topic for you.

There's always someone to speak to at https://switchboard.lgbt/ if you need to.

Join Dr. Paul Taylor Pitt at 7am (why?!?) as he reflects on a diverse week filled with Pride celebrations and cultural insights. This episode explores themes of community, creativity, and the changing landscape of social media all from a cozy morning in pyjamas.

Join Dr. Paul and VERY special guest Tim Spoor MBE as he reflects on a lifetime of activism, personal resilience, and unwavering commitment to the LGBTQ+ community. This episode celebrates the power of collective effort and lasting change.

In this episode Tim shares his experiences of:

• Childhood, rejection, and survival
• Creating groundbreaking projects and shaping queer health services
• Grief, legacy, and the fight for societal equality
• The importance of ongoing activism and community support
• How to get involved with Queerwell and support mental health

Support Queerwell the LGBTQ+ Community's free Mental Health and Wellbeing Resource.

Welcome Back to Still Here! Still Queer! Now What? The Podcast!

It's Season 2 and we've had a little break, so Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt reintroduces the podcast sharing updates on his book journey, upcoming projects, and his renewed pride and activism for Pride Month. Get ready for insights on resilience, community, and embracing change as we kick off a new chapter.

Includes exciting things like:

• Dr. Paul’s reflections on returning to podcasting and recent last episodes
• Announcement of the new book cover and website launch
• Insights into his publishing journey with Jessica Kingsley Publishing
• The importance of community voices and the midlife mailbox segment
• Celebrating Pride Month’s significance amidst challenging societal shifts

WE'RE BACK BABY!

Still Here! Still Queer! Now What? The Podcast! is BACK!

Coming June 2026.

In this episode, Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt reflects on the journey of creating the podcast and the accompanying book, discussing the importance of maintaining a creative flow while balancing the demands of busyness and the need for relaxation. He shares personal insights on the fear of pausing and the significance of the podcast's first season finale, episode 49, as a moment of transition and anticipation for future changes. It's the small pause before the big bang.

In this conversation, Jonathan Barbe, an LGBTQ career coach, shares his journey of self-acceptance and the challenges he faced growing up in a conservative environment. He discusses the impact of location on acceptance, navigating queerness in religious spaces, and the importance of unconditional love in Christianity. Jonathan emphasizes the need for authenticity in social media and reflects on personal growth and the courage to be open about his identity. The conversation highlights the intersection of faith and sexuality, community belonging, and the ongoing journey of self-discovery.

Summary

In this episode, Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt discusses the journey of his podcast and the accompanying book, 'Still Here, Still Queer, Now What?'. He reflects on the emotional impact of his writing, the challenges faced throughout the year, and the evolution of podcasting. Dr. Taylor-Pitt contemplates pausing the podcast to explore new directions and invites listeners to engage with him as he navigates this transitional phase.

What do you think listeners??

In this conversation, Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt and Adam R. Brown explore themes of personal growth, trauma, resilience, and identity within the LGBTQ+ community. They discuss the challenges of navigating change and uncertainty, the impact of social norms on personal freedom, and the importance of empathy and boundaries in relationships. The dialogue emphasizes the continuous nature of transformation and the need to create meaning from experiences, particularly in the context of trauma. Adam shares their personal journey and insights on resilience, while Dr. Paul reflects on the broader implications for society and the LGBTQ+ community.

In this episode of 'Still Here, Still Queer, Now What?', Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt shares updates on his journey in publishing, community engagement through storytelling, and reflections on celebrity encounters. He discusses the importance of sharing stories within the LGBTQ+ community, the awkwardness of meeting famous personalities, and the impact of community spaces like Sunday Sanctuary. It's heart opening (and toe curling).

Dr. Paul Taylor-Pitt and Garvin Taylor explore themes of identity, belonging, and the journey of coming out later in life. Garvin shares his experiences of joy and challenges since coming out, reflecting on the importance of living authentically and embracing new experiences. They discuss the emotional complexities of aging, the impact of loss, and the significance of kindness and connection in building community. The conversation also touches on the influence of queer icons and the importance of storytelling in personal growth. Thank you Garvin for lighting up the room.

The rain is torrential and the internet has broken...is it the start of the end of days or just Paul being dramatic on this minisode update voice blog type ramble. All of the above probably.

SOS

stillherestillqueernowwhat.com/SOS

Neil Hudson-Basing is sunshine in human form. In this conversation we explore themes of self-acceptance, the journey of coming out, and the impact of societal standards on attractiveness. Neil shares his experiences of navigating relationships within the LGBTQ+ community, the importance of love and acceptance, and his reflections on aging. The conversation highlights the significance of finding one's voice and the desire for a world led by kindness and compassion. Neil's journey is marked by resilience, empowerment, and a commitment to embracing his authentic self. He's a badass.