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I'm Always Thinking Of My Little Girl | Advice From A Mother Of Loss22 Dec 202400:46:38

Kayla and Winter talk about what has helped the years after Camie passed away from hypoxic ischemic encephalopathy (HIE). Kayla talks about when she was getting ready to go back to work how she sent an email to all her coworkers informing them what had happened and inviting them to ask her questions and how she gave them permission to talk to her about Camie.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. 

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You Changed Our Lives In Just 2 Months | A Story Of Loss From A Mother15 Dec 202402:15:11

Kayla and Winter talk about the birth, life, and death of sweet little Camie Rose, who died at 2 months due to hypoxic ischemic encephalopathy (HIE). Kayla talks about how they were excited to welcome in a new daughter and how they were getting ready for all that having two girls would mean to them. Kayla talks about the labor and the issues that arose that would ultimately change the course of their lives.   

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. 

Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!
Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):
Website: http://stillapartofus.com/
Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

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She Had a Full Head of Dark Hair: A Mother’s Heartfelt Stillbirth Story06 Oct 202400:38:28

Trigger Warning: This episode discusses infant loss, including miscarriage and stillbirth. Please listen with care.

 Being a young mom of two is both beautiful and challenging. But when you become pregnant and experience constant morning sickness throughout the entire pregnancy––that adds another level of difficulty.

In this episode, our guest, Melissa, shares the moments leading up to the birth of her baby girl, Patricia, who was stillborn at 36 weeks due to a pinched cord. Even though this happened over 16 years ago, Melissa’s love for Patricia has only grown, just like any mother’s love for her child.

Highlights from our conversation with Melissa:

  • The challenges of morning sickness

  • Navigating pregnancy and early appointments

  • The third trimester and an unusual, concerning strong kick

  • Time spent with Patricia after her birth

  • The emotional impact of funeral arrangements

Melissa’s story is a powerful reminder of love, support, and the journey of healing and this conversation truly highlights the bond between a mother and her child and the resilience that comes in the face of unimaginable loss.

Quotes:

“They left me in the labor and delivery room, so it was like I was able to hear the other babies. And then that is when I, once everyone left, is when I started crying. They had to give me something to sleep because, you know, here are all the other babies, and I don’t have mine, and all I had was a stuffed animal.” – Melissa (31:07) 

“Even though I know it's not my fault, you know, I would think, like, what did I do wrong?” – Melissa (31:35)

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A Letter To Herself | A Mother Of Stillbirth31 Oct 202200:05:48

Larileah reads a letter she wrote for herself to us about all that will happen after her own stillbirth. She talks about the love she has for her son, Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Music: "Swimming to Cambodia" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

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A Tiny Little Angel | Jason Matthew Joseph Stillborn at 24 weeks23 Oct 202200:51:17

Larileah talks with Winter about her sweet son Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/ Grief

Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward.

Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Stillborn Baby Inspires Mom To Action09 Oct 202200:36:45

Liz talks with Winter about all the ways she has been able to "mother" her stillborn daughter Aaliyah. She is part of the Push For Empowered Pregnancy organization https://www.pushpregnancy.org/ and she is also the founder of Aaliyah In Action https://www.aaliyahinaction.org/  which provides care packages for parents who will leave a hospital without their child.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts.

Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Advice Music: "Swimming To Cambodia" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Rest In Peace, Sweet Aaliyah | Stillborn due to a placental issue18 Sep 202201:03:46

Liz tell us of her wonderful daughter, Aaliyah and her impact this little baby girl had on her parents and the world. Aaliyah was stillborn due to her placenta being too small and "outgrowing it." Liz talks about the joy of finding out that she was pregnant. How the pregnancy was a "perfect" pregnancy. The horror of having to go to the hospital to find out that Aaliyah had pass. Liz talks about what she has done to advocate for more education in the medical field and more awareness about stillbirth in the community.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward.

Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Father of Little Jacob Tells of His Life Story | Stillborn At 37 Weeks11 Sep 202200:43:04

David talks with Lee and us about his sweet little Jacob, who was stillborn at 37 weeks. David talks about the pregnancy of his wife, Becky, finding out about Jacobs death, and all the little things that are associated with his wonderful son.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Dad Music: "She Dreams in Blue" by Josh Woodward.

Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

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Jacob's Poem | A Poem About Stillbirth24 Jul 202200:05:54

After the stillbirth of her son Jacob, Becky wrote a poem about her feelings and thought. She so beautifully reads this poem for us.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you): Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Swimming to Cambodia" by Josh Woodward.

Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Little Sweet Jacob | Stillborn At 37 Weeks17 Jul 202201:08:14

Becky tells us about her sweet 3rd child, Jacob who was stillborn at 37 week. She talks about her family (husband and 2 daughters) and how they were so excited to welcome him into the world.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​​​

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Helpful Advice From A Mother Of Loss | Mother Maud and Daughter Clelia10 Jul 202200:22:08

Maud talks with Winter about what has helped her after the stillbirth of her daughter, Clelia.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community!

https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Our Beautiful Daughter Clelia | 23 Week Stillbirth Due To Fetal Toxoplasmosis26 Jun 202201:12:05

Maud tells us about her beautiful daughter Clelia who was stillborn due to fetal toxoplasmosis. The joy of finding out that they were pregnant was too short, and the pain of having to decide how to proceed after the terrible news that she had died.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward.

Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​.

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

What Faye has done for me | Reflection of a stillbirth mother19 Jun 202200:08:04

Katlyn reflects on what she has felt and done after the stillbirth of her daughter, Faye. She talks about how she has a drive to help other mothers and parents that are experiencing situations like hers.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

#stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Since My Baby Passed: Powerful Life Lessons from a Stillbirth Mother29 Sep 202400:38:37

Trigger Warning: This episode discusses infant loss, including miscarriage and stillbirth. Please listen with care.

Nothing can prepare you for navigating life after the stillbirth of your child. My guest, Veronika, shares her experience of grieving her son, Benjamin, whose cause of death is unknown. She opens up about the comfort she found in community support, the challenges of loss, and the words that have been both helpful and hurtful along the way.

In this episode, Veronika reflects on the church’s compassion and support that surrounded her and her husband, Scott, during their grief. She also discusses what helped, what hurt, and how each of them processed their loss in unique ways.

Highlights from our conversation with Veronika:

  • The emotional impact of not knowing the cause of Benjamin’s passing

  • Why grieving a child is different from other types of loss

  • The importance of self-compassion and resisting self-blame

  • Ways Veronika and Scott supported one another 

  • Finding comfort in hearing others’ stories of loss

Veronika’s story is a reminder of the unique ways each person grieves. Her journey sheds light on the importance of self-compassion, community, and openhearted support from loved ones. Through shared stories and compassionate listening, healing becomes possible.

Other Episodes You Might Appreciate:

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/i-had-just-heard-his-heartbeat-a-mothers-story/id1473594556?i=1000670284332

Quotes:

“There’s no exact reason why, and you kind of want to have that, because that could, I feel like, help you in a lot of ways to process and grieve. Your mind just wants to know why and what went wrong.” – Veronika (01:23)

“But when people from your church family tell you, like, ‘This was the Lord’s will,’ and ‘Everything, you know, works out,’ that’s not what you want to hear at that moment. You need to find that out for yourself, not somebody on the outside, or someone who’s never gone through it trying to encourage you.” – Veronika (22:12)

Support the Show:

By donating $5 or $10, you'll be supporting the ongoing production of these stories. We appreciate your help toward production and hosting costs. 

Donate here: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

Thank you for your support! 

Subscribe:

YOUTUBE: 

Please subscribe to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

THE PODCAST:

Please subscribe to Still A Part of Us wherever you find podcasts.

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/still-a-part-of-us-a-podcast-about/id1473594556

Links: 

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you.

Faye: Stillborn at 36 weeks | She Will Always Be Our Little Angel12 Jun 202200:55:53

Katlyn tells the story of her sweet little angel, Faye Nicole who was stillborn at 36 weeks due to a cord accident. Katlyn regales us with the wonderful early pregnancy which turned into a tragic and heart felt telling when she learned that her daughter had passed away in utero.

DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you!

Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community!

https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus

SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. Links (some of these links are affiliate links, which means we may get a small commission off your purchase, at no extra cost to you):

Website: http://stillapartofus.com/

Grief Support Groups: https://nationalshare.org/

Mom Music: "Flickering Flame" by Josh Woodward. Free download: http://joshwoodward.com/​​

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Advice To Myself | What I Would Tell Myself After My Stillbirth08 May 202200:07:15

Francina talks to her past self on what she has learned in this short time after his sons stillbirth. Even though it is still so fresh and heavy, Francina talks about the love and peace she has found.

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Rest In Peace, Little Lorenzo | Stillborn Son01 May 202201:41:53

Francina tells us of her beautiful baby son, Lorenzo who was stillborn. She shares the lave she has for him, and the pain she has gone through this last year in mourning her son.

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Elowen's Stillbirth Story | Stillborn at 34 weeks17 Apr 202200:45:21

Chris tells of his daughters stillbirth story. Elowen was born asleep at 34 weeks.

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Letter to Myself After Elowen's Stillbirth04 Apr 202200:06:03

Tate reads the letter she wrote to herself following the stillbirth of her daughter Elowen at 34 weeks.

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Elowen's Story | Stillborn at 34 weeks due to a true knot28 Mar 202201:06:25

Mother Tate tell us of her sweet baby Elowen and her stillbirth at 34 weeks due to a true knot in the cord.

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THE NEIGHBOR | BY: LINDSAY, MOTHER to MIA WHO WAS STILLBORN AT 23 WEEKS06 Mar 202200:03:05

Written and performed by Lindsay, the mother to Mia who was stillborn at 23 weeks.

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6 Tips For Surviving the Loss of a Baby to Stillbirth | Advice from Loss Parents27 Feb 202200:20:38

Parents Lindsay and Cody share the 3 most helpful things that have helped them cope, mourn, and grieve the loss of their daughter Mia, who was stillborn at 24 weeks. They also include 3 tips to family and friends who are helping and supporting a mom or dad whose baby died either from stillbirth or who died in infancy.

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Dad Cody talks about the birth of his daughter Mia, who was stillborn at 23 weeks20 Feb 202200:56:06

Cody tells us of the story of how he and his wife welcomed their baby girl Mia into the world and also how they mourn her passing.

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Time Stamps:

00:00 Mia

00:55 Introduction

03:15 Pregnancy

19:21 Finding out

30:00 Birth

35:52 Picking up the remains

 

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Mom Lindsay Shares Birth Story of Daughter Mia, Stillborn at 23 Weeks13 Feb 202200:58:09

Lindsay tells us about the birth of her sweet baby girl, Mia. Lindsay started bleeding at 23 weeks and went in to her doctors to have it checked out. She was told that she was already dilated and that having a cervical cerclage was too risky with how far along in labor she was. Mia passed away and was born at 23 weeks.

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Time Stamps:

00:00 Mia

00:51 Introduction

04:36 Pregnancy

15:52 Genetic testing for gender

20:15 Finding out

26:03 Staying at the hospital

29:56 Birth

34:36 After birth

43:06 Going home

45:32 Funeral arrangements

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“I Had Just Heard His Heartbeat”: A Mother’s Story of Stillbirth and Strength22 Sep 202401:19:10

Trigger Warning: This episode discusses infant loss, including miscarriage and stillbirth. Please listen with care.

Hours after hearing her son’s strong heartbeat at a final checkup, Veronika received the devastating news that her sweet Benjamin had passed away. Looking back on her challenging pregnancy, Veronika shares the heartbreak of losing Benjamin at 40 weeks, with the cause of death unknown, and the impact it has had on her life.

In this episode, Veronika opens up about her pregnancy, finding a new OB-GYN, and hearing Benjamin’s heartbeat only to be told he had passed.

Highlights from our conversation with Veronika:

  • The emotional impact of the ultrasound and fears that something was wrong

  • The overwhelming emotions and confusion surrounding her experience

  • Receiving support from her church community

  • Challenges with funeral home arrangements

  • Allowing her other children to grieve and how they helped her through the loss

Veronika’s story is a reminder of the different ways each person grieves. Her story shines a light on the importance of self-compassion, community, and getting support from loved ones.

Quotes:

"She said, 'Mommy, I'm very sorry Benjamin didn't get to know you. You're a great mommy, and he didn't get to know how good you are.' And that was just the absolute sweetest thing." – Veronika (17:49)

“I didn't scream or cry—I just shut down. I wanted to be left alone. I was really irritated by all the staff coming in, and, you know, you still had to deliver that baby, so you can't just get up and go home. You still have to go through all of that.” – Veronika (40:55)

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Remembering Happiness | A Guided Meditation06 Feb 202200:07:57

We partnered with Stacey Cardon of Soul Garden Coaching to develop this meditation, to have a time to remember and feel a moment of happiness. We all hope for a life full of happiness, but sometimes we need to take just a moment to remember a time of happiness.

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03: Jeff's birth story of Jeff Jr., diagnosed with bilateral renal agenesis31 Jan 202200:41:22

Dad Jeff tells, from his perspective, about his wife's 2nd pregnancy and the birth story of their son, Jeff Jr., who was diagnosed with bilateral renal agenesis, the absence of both kidneys at birth, at the 20-week ultrasound. The doctors told Bre and Jeff that Little Jeff would not live if she delivered him early or later. They decided to carry him as long as possible, and after he was born, Jeff Jr. lived for 6 hours and was able to spend time with his mom Bre, dad Jeff, and sister Murphy. Jeff Jr. died in his dad's arms in January 2019.

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REBROADCAST 01: Bre's birth story of Jeff Jr., diagnosed with bilateral renal agenesis31 Jan 202201:13:04

Mom Bre tells, from her perspective, about her 2nd pregnancy and the birth story of her son, Jeff Jr., who was diagnosed with bilateral renal agenesis, the absence of both kidneys at birth, at her 20-week ultrasound. The doctors told Bre and Jeff that Little Jeff would not live if she delivered him early or later. They decided to carry him as long as possible, and after he was born, Jeff Jr. lived for 6 hours and was able to spend time with his mom Bre, dad Jeff, and sister Murphy. Jeff Jr. died in his dad's arms in January 2019.

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IN MEMORY OF GRAHAM & SAVANNAH | Twins born at 22 weeks20 Jan 202201:32:50

Ryan shares with us the story of his wonderful twin children. He tells us of the pain and sorrow of what was happening in his life before he and his wife (Michele) were able to conceive. The joy that their children brought to they, and their families. The concern and frustration when their medical team told them about Michele having to go onto bed rest so early in the pregnancy. The fierce fight and the ultimate sorrow they suffered with the loss of both of their children. And how they have become better people through all of this.

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Time Stamps:

00:00 Names of children

01:06 Introduction 1

9:31 Pregnancy via IUI

25:47 Finding out

34:49 Going to the hospital

40:08 Birth

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What to do after loosing twins | Advice from a mother of loss13 Jan 202200:57:14

Michele talks with Winter and gives advice for parents who have experienced the loss of a child and for friends and family who are trying to help someone who has lost a child.

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Time Stamps:

00:00 Welcome

00:56 Introduction

02:38 Grieving process

08:02 What Grief is like to Michele

10:58 What they do to remember their children

17:29 Say their names and remember them

23:52 The question "How many children do you have?"

33:13 Deciding to try for another child

53:05 Last advice

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In Memory of Graham and Savannah | Born at 22 Weeks 06 Jan 202201:53:58

Michele tell us the story of her beautiful twin babies, Graham and Savannah that were born at 22 weeks. Michele was on bed rest for 10 days due to an incompetent cervix. Her water broke which then caused an infection and forcing them to have to deliver their twin babies.

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Time Stamps:

00:00 Names

01:09 Introduction

16:18 Pregnancy

18:20 Finding out

27:37 Going to the hospital

55:59 Birth

01:14:21 After birth

01:16:35 Going home

01:18:55 Funeral arrangements

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After Stillbirth | What Father Stephen Has Done To Help His Grief30 Dec 202100:13:43

Father Stephen talks about what he and his wife, Victoria have done to help them remember their daughter Ophelia. Stephen talks about how he openly talks about his children, including Ophelia and that it helps him to connect with other parents of loss. Stephen also advises those looking for grief support groups to "shop around" for one that will fit and benefit you. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their story, full transcriptions, mp3s, and mp4s of the recordings of their baby's birth story and advice episodes for their family history records. You will also get a shout-out on an upcoming episode. Thank you! Donate: https://ko-fi.com/stillapartofus Time Stamps: 00:00 Introduction 01:04 Don't hesitate to talk about your children 04:12 Finding a support group that helps 10:12 We learn to live with the pain of loss SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube channel for more birth stories from families who have experienced a stillbirth or infant loss. We're grateful that you're part of our community! https://www.youtube.com/stillapartofus SUBSCRIBE to our podcast Still A Part of Us, wherever you find podcasts. #stillbirthstory #stillborn #stillbornstory #birthstory #infantloss #infantdeath #babydeath #stillmychild #podcast #birthstories #babyloss #mybabydied #bereavedmother #bereavedfather #infantlossawareness #dadsgrievetoo #mamasgrief #pals #childloss #lifeafterloss #saytheirnames #babylossawareness #breakingthesilence #grievingmom #grievingdad #bereavedparents #pregnancyandinfantlossawarenessmonth

Dad Stephen's Story of Ophelia's Stillbirth at 39 Weeks24 Dec 202100:30:26

Father Stephen Talks to us about his daughter Ophelia Lennox, who was stillborn at 39 weeks and 4 days. Stephen and his wife Victoria were at one of the last checkups before the due date when the midwife couldn't find a heartbeat. They rushed to the hospital to deliver their daughter Ophelia in January of 2019.

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Time Stamps:

00:00 Daughter's name

01:45 Introduction

03:15 Pregnancy

08:27 Finding out

10:43 Going to the hospital

14:39 Birth 17:00After birth

24:44 Funeral arrangements

 

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After Her Daughter's Stillbirth: What Helped Angel Mom Victoria08 Dec 202100:49:07

Mom Victoria discusses in this interview the time after her daughter Ophelia was stillborn and what and who helped her, especially her family who were there physically for her and her husband Stephen, but also gave them plenty of space. She also talks about the support groups and women that experienced similar losses that helped her.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Welcome back
  • 02:01 Aftermath of Ophelia's birth
  • 06:10 Giving space
  • 10:35 Going back to work
  • 13:11 What resources helped
  • 21:57 A friend who was meant to be in NYC
  • 27:38 Things to say or do for a bereaved parent
  • 31:00 Another child
  • 46:25 Telling Ophelia's story now

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Victoria Tell's Baby Ophelia's Birth Story, Stillborn at 39 Weeks 4 Days05 Dec 202100:56:28

Mom Victoria tells about her pregnancy and birth story of her first child Ophelia, who was stillborn at 39 weeks and 4 days. Victoria and her husband Stephen were at her weekly appointment, when the midwife couldn't find Ophelia's heartbeat on the Doppler. They were sent to the nearest hospital, where they confirmed that Ophelia had passed away. Victoria was induced and delivered Ophelia in January 2019.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Welcome
  • 01:27 Introduction
  • 04:23 Pregnancy
  • 09:03 Name options
  • 11:21 Finding out
  • 16:11 Going to the hospital. The news is confirmed.
  • 25:02 Birth
  • 34:07 After birth
  • 45:15 Going home
  • 50:25 Memorial
  • 52:46 Autopsy

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Stillbirth Uncovered: Dr. Bob Silver & Sarah Lopez on Research, Reality, and Hope15 Sep 202400:54:07

Trigger Warning: This episode discusses infant loss, including miscarriage and stillbirth. Please listen with care.

While at least 25% of stillbirths are preventable, stillbirth is almost never linked to parental behavior. Still, parents often blame themselves, wondering, “Should I have done this?” or thinking, “I shouldn’t have done that.” It’s a natural response––it's just what humans do. But families should be reassured: stillbirth is almost never linked to the behavior of the parents.

This is why we’re so honored to interview Dr. Bob Silver and Sarah Lopez, MHA, MPH, CPH, from the University of Utah Hospital and the Stillbirth Research Program at the School of Medicine.

In this episode, we discuss the research they’re doing in stillbirth detection and prevention, as well as their efforts to set up clinics and programs nationwide to better support at-risk mothers and families.

Some highlights from our conversation with Dr. Bob Silver and Sarah Lopez:

  • Dr. Bob Silver’s expertise in high-risk pregnancies, stillbirth, and placental issues

  • Sarah Lopez’s impactful research on stillbirth

  • Understanding stillbirth and common misconceptions

  • The roles of preventability and parental blame

  • Global trends and ongoing challenges in stillbirth research

This is an important discussion about the realities of stillbirth and the work being done behind the scenes for families. Thank you for joining us in today’s conversation!

Quotes:

“People blame themselves and they wonder, “it's because I was stressed” or “I exercised,” or “I had sex” or “I had a beer,” or “I should have done this,” or “I shouldn't have done that.” and parents should really be reassured that stillbirth is almost never caused by any behavior––or failure of behavior––on the part of the parents.” – Dr. Bob Silver (6:35)

“I think dads get a little overlooked. Unfortunately, while we're focusing on mom’s physical health and well-being, dad is sometimes the silent, strong one, trying to keep it together for mom, so making sure that they have resources, too, is really helpful.” – Sarah Lopez (44:34)

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Connecting with Your Baby After Your Baby Died | A Guided Meditation19 Nov 202100:10:07

In honor of Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, we partnered with Stacey Cardon of Soul Garden Coaching to develop this meditation, to have a space to connect with your baby after your baby passed away. We all hope for so many things for your child, and this is a way to feel close to him or her.

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Dad Jeff's Story of Amber's Birth and Death at 36 Weeks Due To Bilateral Renal Agenesis15 Nov 202100:44:49

Dad Jeff tells of his beautiful daughter Amber who was born without kidneys and the struggle he and his wife have had with not only the loss of their daughter, but the second loss of a child due to bilateral renal agenesis. And we would like to wish a Happy Birthday to Amber Rae!

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Amber Rae
  • 00:15 Introduction
  • 00:58 Introduction of Jeff
  • 02:00 Life after first loss
  • 07:49 Pregnancy
  • 09:21 What Renal Agenesis is
  • 11:19 Finding out
  • 21:35 Preparing during the pandemic to meet Amber
  • 31:21 Birth of Amber
  • 33:57 How they chose the name Amber Rae

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Mom Bre Tells Birth Story and Death of Amber, Born Without Kidneys at 36 Weeks15 Nov 202101:17:32

Mom Bre tells of her daughter Amber Rae and how she was born without kidneys (bilateral renal agenesis) like her older brother Jeff Jr. Amber died after living for only 1 hour. Bre tells of her and her husband's grief of losing their 2nd child Jeff Jr first, then getting pregnant and were devastated when they were told Amber didn't have kidneys either.

Happy Birthday today, Amber!

Listen to Bre's husband Jeff's account of Amber's birth and death here: https://youtu.be/WkTp7uX5sFU

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Amber Rae
  • 01:14 Some family history
  • 05:28 Pregnancy
  • 08:28 1st Ultrasound
  • 16:01 2nd Ultrasound
  • 25:43 Preparations for birth and funeral
  • 38:30 Going to the hospital
  • 43:40 Birth
  • 44:54 Time with Amber after birth
  • 58:30 Going home
  • 1:01:45 Funeral
  • 1:08:49 Now what?

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After Daughter Hazel's Stillbirth, Dad Tad Advises to Take Care of Oneself Physically12 Nov 202100:15:07

Dad Tad shares in the interview what helped him to grieve the loss of his daughter Hazel, who was born still at 36 weeks. He found that taking care of himself physically helped him emotionally. Tad also thinks about how they'll celebrate her upcoming 1st birthday, and Lee advises Tad to be gentle on themselves that day. Tad and his wife Taylor also have a dedicated spot with all of Hazel's things that helps them feel close to her.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Welcome
  • 00:52 Upcoming first birthday
  • 02:54 What's helped Tip #1
  • 07:10 Physical reminders
  • 11:46 What's helped Tip #2
  • 12:27 What's helped Tip #3

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Dad Tad's Story of Daughter Hazel's Birth, Stillborn at 36 Weeks11 Nov 202100:35:36

Dad Tad recounts the stillbirth story of his daughter Hazel in the middle of the COVID pandemic, telling us of his wife Taylor's early miscarriage, then pregnancy with Hazel and when they found out Hazel's heart wasn't beating anymore. He describes their time in the hospital and when she was born and how perfect she looked.

They later made arrangements for her burial and had a beautiful funeral for her with family and friends as best they could during the pandemic.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Hazel
  • 01:39 Finding out
  • 05:37 Telling family what happened
  • 08:56 Birth
  • 15:13 Spending time with Hazel
  • 18:50 Going home
  • 20:29 Funeral arrangements
  • 33:59 Autopsy

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Mom Taylor's Life After Stillbirth During The COVID-19 Pandemic04 Nov 202100:40:43

Mom Taylor tells of the struggle she and her husband Tad had after their daughter Hazel was stillborn at 36 weeks, during the COVID-19 pandemic, and how they were unable to be physically close to others when they may have needed it. But because of that, they were able to draw closer together as a couple, though they grieved and mourned on different timelines and in different ways.

Taylor also talks about how much her faith in God and the prayers of others has helped her through this sad time for her and her husband.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Welcome
  • 03:49 After Hazel's funeral
  • 13:00 The holidays without her
  • 14:41 Her gravestone
  • 18:10 Grieving differently
  • 24:08 A kind thing a friend did
  • 28:39 I struggled with this
  • 37:26 The major thing that helped through stillbirth

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Mom Taylor Shares Birth Story of Daughter Hazel, Born Still at 36 Weeks | She Was PERFECT!25 Oct 202101:01:05

Mom Taylor shares the heartbreaking story of finding out that her first child, her daughter Hazel's heartbeat stopped around 36 weeks gestational age and that she would be stillborn. She and her husband Tad were devastated and she describes her pregnancy, finding out, delivering Hazel, and spending time with her in the hospital. She also tells of her beautiful funeral service and the autopsy results.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Hazel Rae
  • 01:18 Introduction
  • 04:03 Pregnancy
  • 11:35 Finding out
  • 16:33 Anguish
  • 21:36 Birth
  • 27:37 After birth
  • 39:53 Giving her back and going home
  • 41:29 Funeral arrangements
  • 55:57 Autopsy

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Exploring the Dark: Sitting With Strong Emotions | A Grief Meditation22 Oct 202100:08:02

With this meditation, we're trying to get comfortable with all the emotions--fear, anger, sadness, weariness--that we may experience after we lose a child or someone close to us. *Please note that there are references to God in this meditation.

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Grieving Dad's One Piece of Advice After His Daughter's Death 10 Hours After Birth21 Oct 202100:08:24

Mark gives his advice on how to grieve after losing his daughter Breklyn only 10 hours after she was born: Grieve in your own way and in your own time.

He also talks about how he and his wife Corchele look for Breklyn everywhere (pennies, their Brek bear, and white butterflies), and how they started Because of Breklyn, that raises money to buy unstuffed Build-A-Bears for families of stillbirth or infant loss.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Welcome
  • 00:36 Tattoo
  • 01:33 One important advice
  • 04:00 How I remember Breklyn

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Dad Mark's Account of Baby Breklyn's Birth Story and Death Due to Chorioamnionitis19 Oct 202100:22:46

Dad Mark describes his wife Corchele's pregnancy with their daughter Breklyn. When her water broke, they headed to the hospital, and while there, Breklyn was under distress and Corchele had to undergo an emergency C-section (where Corchele was completely sedated due to the epidural/nerve block not working originally) in order to deliver Breklyn. The doctor stated that Breklyn wasn't going to make it, but she was put on life support. 

When Corchele was finally able to see Breklyn, Mark and Corchele made the heartbreaking decision to remove Breklyn from life support. After she dies, they get time with her in the hospital. Mark talks about the funeral and what the cause of Breklyn's death: an infection called chorioamnionitis.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Breklyn
  • 01:33 Pregnancy and going to the hospital
  • 04:19 Emergency C-section
  • 06:44 Breklyn's prognosis
  • 10:47 Spending time with Breklyn
  • 12:25 Breklyn's funeral
  • 15:11 After the funeral and a mission
  • 19:51 The infection

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How Stillbirth Strengthened Our Marriage: A Father’s Journey and Advice08 Sep 202400:12:02

Trigger Warning: This episode discusses infant loss, including miscarriage and stillbirth. Please listen with care.

They say time heals all wounds, and for today’s guest, Scott, that’s been true. Although everyone’s journey through grief is different, as time passes, the process of healing can start.

In this episode, Scott shares the story of losing his son, Benjamin, due to a single umbilical artery. Scott talks with Lee about how he and his family found support from a local pastor even though they weren’t from the area. He also opens up about the challenges that grief can bring to a marriage and the importance of leaning on each one another. 

Some highlights from our conversation with Scott:

  • Support from the church––receiving meals and prayers

  • How grief impacts marriages and why leaning on each other is key

  • Grief is both a personal and shared journey

  • Coping mechanisms and healing

  • A call for men to speak openly about their feelings

While grief is personal, Scott highlights how it is also a shared human experience and we don’t have to compare our pain to anyone else’s. Grief may feel isolating at times, but with support and time, wounds do heal.

Quotes:

“What I realized in the moment since then is that I have to think about it in small pockets, you know? If I want to think about my son, I know that it's going to set the tone for the rest of the day.” — Scott (07:54)

“Men like to bottle things up. And, you know, I had heard that there were some who had turned to suicide, which is unfortunate. It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem." — Scott (10:40)

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Corchele's "Messy" Life After Breklyn's Death: Pregnancy After Loss & Postpartum Depression14 Oct 202100:45:44

Mom Corchele talks about the death of her daughter after 10 hours after her birth due to an infection, and how because of her daughter Breklyn, she and her husband were able to help change hospital policy in their area to help detect this type of infection before it's too late, thus saving more babies' lives.

Corchele also recounts how she didn't properly grieve after Breklyn died, how they got pregnant, and then she admitted to herself that she had postpartum depression and sought help. She is in a much better place and started a non-profit organization called Because of Breklyn, to provide unstuffed bears to families that will go through something similar.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Welcome
  • 01:32 Being advocates for other babies
  • 04:10 Journey after Breklyn's death
  • 10:03 Life coach
  • 15:43 Pregnancy after loss
  • 22:17 What helped Corchele after
  • 27:58 What not to say
  • 33:22 Donating bears
  • 40:42 Moving forward

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Mom Corchele Tells Birth Story and Death of Baby Breklyn Due to Chorioamnionitis at 39 Weeks11 Oct 202100:48:37

Mom Corchele describes getting pregnant with her fiance Mark and having an uneventful pregnancy with her daughter Breklyn. However, at 39 weeks, Corchele remembers feeling terrible and having a fever. When they go into the hospital, she tells how Breklyn was in distress, so they did an emergency C-section. They gave her ketamine, because the epidural/nerve block wasn't taking effect quickly enough.

Breklyn was born, but had to be revived and kept on life support, since Corchele was sedated. Once Corchele awoke, she and Mark made the heartbreaking decision to take Breklyn off of life support. She passed away 10 hours later. The doctors concluded later that she like died due to an infection call chorioamnionitis that was missed during Corchele's intake at the hospital.

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Time Stamps:

  • 00:00 Breklyn
  • 04:46 Getting pregnant
  • 08:33 Fever
  • 12:58 Distress
  • 14:37 OR
  • 17:56 Keep her alive
  • 20:32 Seeing Breklyn
  • 26:42 Death
  • 34:32 Funeral arrangements
  • 40:58 Cause of death

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Body Scan Guided Meditation: Compassion and Tenderness For Your Body After Baby Loss, Stillbirth 09 Oct 202100:15:16

In honor of Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, we partnered with Stacey Cardon of Soul Garden Coaching to develop this meditation, to cultivate compassion and understanding and tenderness toward your body after the death of your baby.

After the stillbirth of my son, I felt like my body failed me and him, and it has taken me a lot of prayer, mediation, and pondering to be *okay* with my body. I hope that this short body scan meditation helps bring a measure of peace to your heart.

Find Stacey at Soul Garden Coaching here: https://www.soulgardencoaching.com/

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