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She Didn't Know She Was Psychic. Then a Murdered Child Came to Her for Help.

Ivy Sunderji, a TV writer and USC screenwriting professor, was a lifelong skeptic who believed you die and that's it. Then her fiancé, the love of her life, drowned in a surfing accident, and everything changed.

In the days after his death, Ivy began hearing his voice. Then she started seeing spirits she didn't recognize. She assumed she was losing her mind. But what happened next made it impossible to dismiss.

A young girl appeared to her in the night — with her dead fiancé by her side. The girl said she was missing. That no one knew yet. And she asked Ivy to help the police solve her murder.

This is a true crime story. It's also a love story, a ghost story, and the story of a woman who had to come out of the medium closet — while a murdered child was waiting.

When Maddie lost her beloved cat Ivy in a tragic accident, the grief was overwhelming. For many people, the death of a pet can be every bit as devastating as losing a family member—yet it's a kind of grief that often goes unrecognized and misunderstood.

In this deeply moving episode, Maddie shares the story of her extraordinary bond with Ivy and the heartbreak of losing her. Seeking comfort and answers, she meets with animal communicator Bernadette Gavin, who connected with Ivy before the recording and now shares the messages she received.

The conversation explores the unique connection between humans and animals, the profound grief that follows their loss, and the possibility that love may continue beyond death. Whether you've experienced the loss of a cherished pet or simply wonder about the bonds we share with the animals in our lives, this episode offers a heartfelt exploration of love, loss, healing, and hope.

Music: "Til They Bury Me" by Jeromy Darling (used with permission)

 https://www.bernadettegavin.com/

What if love doesn’t end when someone dies?

In Part 2 of Ronnie Pontiac’s story, we explore what happened after the love that saved his life was taken from him. 

Joined by psychic medium Christopher LaPrath, Ronnie steps into a deeply emotional and unexpected session—one that raises profound questions about connection, consciousness, and what continues beyond this life.

As the reading unfolds, a presence begins to come through.

Can love truly transcend death?
Are some connections meant to continue across lifetimes?
What does it really mean to let go of grief, guilt, and loss?
And is it possible that the people we lose… never really leave?

Whether you’re a believer, a skeptic, or somewhere in between—this conversation will challenge how you think about love, loss, and the unseen.

What if love doesn’t end… even after death?

As a young man, Ronnie Pontiac didn’t believe in love at all. He believed the world was brutal, meaningless—and he was determined to reflect that darkness back into it.

Raised by Holocaust survivors, shaped by violence, and spiraling into crime, addiction, and nihilism, Ronnie was heading toward an early death. Until one night… everything changed.

In a seedy club in Los Angeles, he locked eyes with a girl who didn’t belong there. She was in danger. And for the first time in his life, something unexpected woke up inside him.

What are the transformative powers of love? And what happens when love leaves you all too soon? Is it really gone?

These are questions we will explore with Ronnie—and with psychic medium Christopher LaPrath, who will attempt to help Ronnie reconnect with the love he lost… and uncover whether a connection like that can truly disappear.

Ronnie Pontiac

https://www.youtube.com/@theronniepontiac

substack.com/@ronniepontiac

Christopher LaPrath

https://www.christopherlaprath.com/

Outwardly, she was the nurse you wanted in the room when everything went wrong. Inwardly, she was barely holding it together.

Danielle was a perfectionist, an ER nurse, and a functioning opiate addict hiding deep emotional pain behind achievement and control. After a devastating medical crisis left her bleeding out in the hospital, she experienced a profound near-death experience that completely transformed her understanding of life, death, love, and consciousness.

In this deeply emotional conversation, Danielle shares her life review, the overwhelming presence of unconditional love, the “light” she encountered, and how her experience eventually led her to become a death doula helping others transition peacefully. 

https://www.deathdouladanielle.com/

For most of her adult life, Cynthia Berkshire has carried a recurring image in her mind — a young Confederate soldier, frozen in time like a Mathew Brady photograph. She assumed she was him – in some former life. She was wrong.

 In this episode of Realization Lab, Cynthia — a former Managing Director at Chase Securities, turned restaurateur and mother of four — undergoes a past life regression with hypnotherapist Fiona Harris. What she discovers turns her lifelong intuition on its head: a WWII love story that ends in stoic loss, a Civil War battlefield where she becomes the killer instead of the killed, and a journey after death that leads her — a lifelong Christian — straight into the receiving room of heaven.

 Join us for this deeply moving, beautifully surprising episode.

Theme Music: "And It Goes Like This" – Shadow Kitten

“Horrible” – Oliver Grynberg

On a February morning in 2003, Rob Wergin walked to a Long Beach beach, drew a circle in the sand, and prepared to end his life. What happened next — a confrontation with God, a crowd of 2,000 spirit beings, and a one-way bus ticket to Sedona — launched one of the most improbable careers in the world of energy healing.

In this episode of Realization Lab, Rob — a former corporate turnaround specialist who once drove Porsches and bought $400 bottles of wine — recounts how a devastating con by a seductress ruined him financially and brought him to rock bottom, and how rock bottom cracked him open. 

Twenty-three years and 400,000 healings later, Rob describes what it actually feels like to "flip a switch" and become a conduit for something far larger than himself — and what an ancient Egyptian spirit named Master Zoser (among many others) has been teaching him all along.

Join us for this wild, deeply moving, and genuinely extraordinary episode.

https://robwergin.com/

Theme Music: "And It Goes Like This" – Shadow Kitten

When Susan Grau died at the age of five, she was met by a band of angels who guided her on an astonishing tour of the afterlife — before ultimately returning her to her earthly body. Ever since then, Susan has had the extraordinary ability to see the spirits and other non-physical beings who are present in our world. 

 In the powerful premiere episode of our new podcast, Susan recounts her breathtaking journey to the other side, and the hard-won wisdom that emerged from a life marked by profound challenges, loss, and resilience. 

 Join us for this compelling, uplifting story. 

 https://susangrau.com/

Theme Music: “And It Goes Like This” – Shadow Kitten