Explore every episode of the podcast Quantum Living

August 5th–October 29th, 2025. As Carmella reflects on the spell of motherhood, the many forms of veiling that shape human life and the dissolving of roles that no longer serve, this final episode gathers the deepest learning of the experiment into one wide view. With a high-point revelation above Burgh Island, affirming echoes from 'The Future Human' and moving last letters between mother and daughter, the series comes to rest in legacy, sovereignty and the certainty that the dialogue is not over.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

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Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

The Spell of the Mother: Michael Meade, 'Men and the Water of Life', Harper San Francisco, 1993.

'The Future Human': Lee Harris and Regina Meredith, New World Library, 2025. Quotes pages 172, 182, 183.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

July 7th–August 4th. Mhaletta proposes that the experiment continue for life and Carmella follows the implications through object symbology, rapid healing, nature communion and the growing challenge of vibrational mismatch. As the project edges towards completion, the episode opens into a powerful sense that this way of living is no longer an oddity but part of a wider awakening.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, page 275.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

June 12th~July 2nd. As Carmella struggles with light sensitivity, lopsided vision and the aftermath of her first operation, this episode explores reframing, self-listening and learning to live differently through limitation. With reflections on the second veil-removal initiation, sunlight, grounding and a birthday walk for Mhaletta, it moves through endurance and recovery into a deepened sense that quantum living begins with a perception change.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

‘Working with your guides’: Lee Harris, YouTube,September 2022.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPa4yL2Vjvs&list=PLPasyT-m3pqf5ss1iOrpJqDJm96jrIuVG

The Earthing Movie: Josh and Rebecca Tickell, 2019.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

June 2nd–9th. Carmella’s first cataract operation becomes both ordeal and initiation, leading to a powerful unveiling that transforms the way she sees. As Mhaletta speaks of soul-sight, quantum perception and the symbolism of looking through a different lens, the episode expands into a vivid consideration of energetic activism and the hidden work of sensitive souls.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella



Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

TM research study: Lee Fergusson, Javier Ortiz Cabrejos, Anna Bonshek, ‘Living Standards, Transcendental Meditation and the Perúvian Miracle, Sciedu, World Journal of Social Science, Vol 10, No1, 2023.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

May 25th–31st. Carmella explores the richness of community life and soul friendship, as Mhaletta reframes upheaval as a natural companion to inner change. As symbolic living, quantum listening and a series of timely synchronicities gather around the first eye operation, the episode gathers into a vivid sense of belonging, transmission and the meaning woven through daily life.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

May 14th–19th. A gruelling car purchase, the shock of a greenfinch’s sudden death and reflections on objects that ‘take a hit’ all leave Carmella searching for meaning in upheaval. As Ishtaria and Mhaletta speak of multiple guides, portals and direct transmission, the episode opens into a wider enquiry about oracles and what becomes possible when identity begins to shift.

 NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella



Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Mother Mary Oracle Cards: Alana Fairchild, Blue Angel Publishing, 2014.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

April 27th–May 3rd. Mhaletta’s ashes are scattered on the Clent Hills and into bluebell woods in a send-off filled with light, signs and unmistakable presence. Carmella moves from journal-burning and reading the manuscript with her sister to crafting order in her home with monotropic focus, in an exploration of release, integration and what it means to let a life keep singing through place, objects and those left behind.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

April 21st–26th. A remarkable web of names, places and spiritual clues draws Carmella into a deeper understanding of Carmel, Mary, Anna, Yeshua and her own unfolding blueprint. At Adam House, that inner weaving meets the practical work of grief as 40 years of journals are sorted, ashes readied and Mhaletta offers guidance on letting objects go without losing connection.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

'Anna, Grandmother of Jesus: A Message of Wisdom and Love', Claire Heartsong, Hay House, 2017.

Podbook Description ~

'Quantum Living and Permeable Veils' is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

April 18th–20th. A hospital pre-op appointment pushes Carmella into autistic meltdown, revealing how urgently she needs protection and steady support for the eye surgeries ahead. As her mother and spirit team gather around her, the operations take on the shape of a spiritual initiation, while Easter reflections on Jesus, Christ energy and Mary Magdalene deepen Carmella’s sense of ‘Self-divinity’ and the call to serve with hands and heart.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

April 12th–14th. A timely health breakthrough, a formative story of trusting intuition in childbirth and a searching look at consciousness, all bring Carmella back to one essential practice: listening to inner authority. This episode moves from sovereignty into questions about the limits of the brain, the seat of true intelligence and how to embody trust.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Benjaya’s birth story: Benjaya’s Gifts, Mhaletta and Carmella B’Hahn. Only available from https://heartofrelating.com/

International Association for Near-Death Studies (IANDS) https://iands.org

Also: Dr. Jan Holden on Near-Death Experiences, the Afterlife & the Soul, ‘Mighty Pursuit’ podcast, YouTube, April 2024. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-9o5aFAqrI

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

April 2nd–9th. Missing a turn to the sea opens Carmella to a vivid experience of time becoming porous. From the mysterious Burgh Island and Mhaletta’s extraordinary account of foresight to high sensitivity, personal radar and the reading of energetic blueprints, this episode explores what it means to live in the fourth dimension with a less fixed sense of reality.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Burgh Island mysteries: addressed in three articles, Mark Herbert, Caduceus Magazine. Part 1: https://caduceus.info/did-those-feet-walk-on-devons-pastures-green/ Parts 2 & 3 available by purchasing back copies.

See also: August Templar, Finding the Holy Grail, chapters 2 and 3. https://www.findingtheholygrail.com/

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 28th–April 2nd. As Carmella navigates emotional triggers, disconnection and old habits of self-soothing, the experiment brings both challenge and support. With guidance from Mhaletta, moving examples of communication across realms and a healing meeting with her son Asher, this episode turns towards simplicity, release and the possibility that many problems are less solid than they seem.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella



Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released.

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 21st–25th. Client no-shows, health triggers and subconscious ‘thought-bodies’ push Carmella to practise what she teaches in real time. Then a remarkable chain of synchronicities and a dream message from a stranger brings humour, reassurance and fresh evidence of connection across the veil.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

🙏🏼 Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

🙏🏼 Please share the link with anyone who might be enriched by listening and ‘Follow’ the show, so future episodes appear for you as they’re released.

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 15th–16th. Carmella explores the energetic life of objects, homes, images and places, asking what it means to live in conscious relationship with the so-called inanimate. From sacred design and psychometry to uncanny synchronicities and ‘quantumplation’, this episode brings applied metaphysics vividly into daily life.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Quotations: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, pages 77 and 80

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 12th. A night of bodily discomfort leads Carmella into larger questions about health, guidance and the nature of healing itself. From precise questioning and unity consciousness to story-changing, boundaries and resonance, this episode opens a rich exploration of what quantum healing might mean in lived experience.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

‘The illusion of solidity’, Krystle, Facebook, March 2025. https://www.facebook.com/share/r/16NcyqgUVg/

Changing our stories to heal: Zach Bush, Facebook, April 2025. https://www.facebook.com/share/r/16VvctHymW/

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 10th–11th. Carmella explores a powerful dream, startling accounts of dream-bridge telepathy and experiences that seem to confirm communication beyond words. The episode also includes the unforgettable story of the Bethlehem Cross, which casts light on uncanny split-second line-ups, guidance and deep trust.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

The Telepathy Tapes, Ky Dickens, Episode 8, 2024 https://thetelepathytapes.com

Available on YouTube with subtitles.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 8th. A strange night of unseen visitors and lucid dreaming opens Carmella to a stronger sense that reality is malleable and responsive to intention. From holographic living to a remarkable story of prayer, prophecy and collective purpose, this episode explores how aligned consciousness may help shape the world we inhabit.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, page 57.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

March 7th. As Carmella reflects on AI, consciousness, ETs, light grids and the growing cultural shift around telepathy, the experiment opens into startling new territory. This episode explores intelligence as a shared field and introduces quantum recall: a way of accessing knowing that seems to bypass ordinary memory.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Telepathy is Real: (Podcast on Purpose) Jay Shetty with Ky Dickens, creator of The Telepathy Tapes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bY6JTLwkUzc&t=1s

AI references: 

‘One Intelligence playing with itself’, Krystle, Facebook reel, March 2025.

‘Awakening to your super-intelligent reality’, Krystle, Instagram, 2025.

Darryl Anka interview clip, Facebook reel, 2025.

(Apologies, I can no longer access links for the above 2 refs.)

ChatGPT being asked about itself, Jessica, Facebook, 2025. https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1EMpm1XJ7m/

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

February 27th–March 6th. As the experiment turns towards Carmella’s own struggles, she explores the limiting veils created by body, belief and self-perception. With reflections on her son Benjaya, synchronicity, client mirroring and the search for evidence, this episode invites a more conscious reading of life as a constant mirror.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs:

https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella


Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

A Sleep of Prisoners: Christopher Fry, (London: Faber and Faber, 1951).

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

February 25th–26th. A vivid dream, an unusual download, and reflections on frequency and sound lead Carmella into the world of Narnia and a moving birth story from India, while opening further into the mystery of how consciousness moves through life. As Mhaletta speaks of new ways of functioning and reframes the boundary between spiritual practice and ordinary tasks, this episode discovers the extraordinary within the everyday.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’ reading, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

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Carmella’s website:  https://heartofrelating.com/

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, page 28.

Narnia story: The Magician's Nephew, C. S. Lewis, (London: Diamond Books, 1998), pp. 95-97.

Podbook Description ~ 

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

As The Telepathy Tapes continue to validate Carmella’s lived experience, she is drawn into deeper reflections on autism, telepathy, the Akashic Records and Universal Law. The experiment widens, and this episode turns toward intention, shadow work and the power of rewriting the inner scripts that shape reality.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

‘An Exploration into the Continuity of Consciousness’, Carmella B’Hahn, Spirituality and Health International, 2004. https://heartofrelating.com/articles-podcasts/

Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, page 20.

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Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

At a deeply moving memorial for a friend, Carmella enters a heightened field of presence, synchronicity and meaningful connection. As signs, affirmations and quantum reflections gather around her, this episode explores perception, co-creation and the art of reading the deeper pattern in events.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Quotations: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, pages 74 and 76.

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Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

As doubts about sharing this material are met head-on, Carmella receives clear encouragement from Mhaletta to trust the process and continue. With the experiment now clearly revealed as one of quantum living, and the language of permeable veils beginning to take shape, this episode brings telepathy, language and the illusion of form into sharper focus and gathers real momentum.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

The Pirahã language: The Amazon Code YouTube video, February 17, 2025. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQnyh_1kqy8

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Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

As synchronicity and telepathic rapport intensify, Carmella is drawn into reflections on autism, silent communication and her own childhood years without speech. Through singing send-offs, honouring her mother’s body and revelations from The Telepathy Tapes, this episode deepens the mystery of voice, frequency and connection beyond words.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

The Telepathy Tapes, Ky Dickens, 2024 https://thetelepathytapes.com

Available on YouTube with subtitles.

Heart of Relating: Communication Beyond Ego, Carmella B’Hahn, Matador, 2015. Only available from: https://heartofrelating.com/

‘Telepathy is Real’ (Podcast on Purpose): Jay Shetty with Ky Dickens, creator of The Telepathy Tapes. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bY6JTLwkUzc&t=1s

Kogui short film: ‘The people who will save the world: The Kogui tribe’, by Project Happiness, 2025. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcceovyNjhE

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Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

On a day shaped by both absence and presence, Carmella reflects on missing her mother and receives wisdom from her son Benjaya, who died in 1992, about oneness and the illusion of separation. From quantum thought to spinning geometry, this episode widens grief into a contemplation of the sacred whole. 

NB: This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, Preface, xxv.

Jason Padgett book: (with Maureen Ann Seaberg). Struck by Genius: How a Brain Injury Made Me a MathematicalMarvel. Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2014.

Jason Padgett, Facebook post, December 2025 https://www.facebook.com/reel/2997559573764378

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In the days after her mother’s passing, Carmella makes first contact through the pen and begins receiving unexpected written communication. As reflections on soul groups, life reviews and the afterlife unfold, the first seeds of an extraordinary experiment begin to take root.

NB: This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast. Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

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Carmella opens the door to a revelatory experiment in conscious quantum living, born in the wake of her monther Mhaletta's death. This introduction sets the stage for an authentic lived experience that unfolds mysteriously and synchronistically, one day at a time.

NB: LISTEN IN ORDER. This is a 'podbook' that unfolds ~ not a podcast.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook audio series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

Episodes will be released in batches weekly, completing the 26-episode podbook series within the first month.

Voluntary contributions welcome to help cover production costs: https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

Carmella’s website: https://heartofrelating.com/

Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Benjaya’s Gifts by Mhaletta and Carmella B’Hahn, Hazelwood Press, 1996. Only available from https://heartofrelating.com/

Quotation: Paul Levy, The Quantum Revelation, Inner Traditions, 2024, page 206

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