Human sexuality is the dance of education with pleasure. One cannot exist without the other for full expression. I strive to attend to both realms on this podcast. Oral Stimulation and all the sexy sex-positive stuff! My goals with this podcast are twofold: to provide you an escape to enjoy your sexuality and to improve it with the help of experts. Hi! Welcome to my podcast! I'm a podcaster, spicy romance author of multiple subgenres, and an audiobook narrator. My pen name is Ruan Willow. Listen and enjoy as I narrate sexy titillating yummy and spicy erotic romance stories. I talk about sex and relationships with experts and sexperts. Chats focus on things to improve your sex life, including advice, tips, and lots of hot spicy fiction. I'm sharing ideas to empower you, enhance your relationships and intimacy, your love life, and ideas for making romance bloom in your life. I also interview authors to celebrate them and introduce you to new writers in the spicy/erotic fiction genre. This podcast is about celebrating sexuality and all things sex-positive, I care about your sexual health, both solo and with a partner(s)! Are you ready? Get ready. Let's do it ...Oh F*ck Yeah with Ruan Willow...let's go! 18+only. NSFW. Copyright 2021-2025 All Rights Reserved Pink Infinity Publishing LLC Ruan Willow Music Heatseeker JB Good. This podcast show is not responsible for any violations of laws in states or countries where listeners of this podcast live where this content is prohibited.
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On the Farm Threesome MMF: The Pastor The Farm Hand and the Baker
Season 6 · Episode 780
Tuesday, September 8, 2026 • Duration 29:08
Season 6, Episode 780: 18+. An age gap erotic fiction story episode, hot sexy storytelling! This story is a part of The Work Threesomes Series, and it's called On the Farm Threesome: The Young Farm Hand, The Pastor, and the Baker. Gastone has turned 18 and he's had a crush on the 20 year old baker Olga for quite some time. He works hard on his family's farm and when Olga was hired as a baker, he was ecstatic. He thought long and hard about asking her out on a date. But before he gets to spill his question, Pastor Jeff stops in to see Olga for a visit. What Jeff finds them doing after he's carried in the freshly picked strawberries shocks him. But he doesn't stay dumbfounded for long because Olga wants him too! Get the full audiobook: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/groupfunatworkspicyunionsofthreeaudiobook
Enjoy this erotica fiction, erotic romance entertainment arts episode to enjoy and expand your self care and relaxation time.
The Art of Spicy Narratives: A Chat with Erotic Storyteller Nemo Omnis
Season 6 · Episode 776
Friday, August 21, 2026 • Duration 01:14:33
Season 6, Episode 776: The Art of Spicy Narratives: A Chat with Erotic Storyteller Nemo Omnis, plus excerpt from '"Hello Beautiful", written by Nemo Omnis and narrated by Ruan Willow.
Guest Bio: Nemo Omnis is an erotic storyteller of various persuasions, currently historical and spooky. Nemo believes in the exploration of the human condition through the lens of the erotic. By embracing the playful nature of intimacy, their works focus on freedom, beauty, truth, and above all things, love. Nemo is owned by two cats who grudgingly permit them to eat, work, and sleep. They can be found at www.NemoOmnis.me.
Wicked & Spicy Tales: Four short stories of erotic paranormal magic and erotic horror, eerie Twilight Zone-ish... not your typical Ruan Willow book as these stories are mystical, devious, and explore the darker side. These stories are not HEA, but instead are wicked and spicy. Audiobook: in Ebook and paperback:
Spring Break & Stranded with Her BFF's Brothers, Plus 6 Men, On the Court, Multiple Partners Excerpt
Season 6 · Episode 771
Wednesday, August 5, 2026 • Duration 11:49
Season 6, Episode 771: Spring Break & Stranded with Her BFF's Brothers, Plus 6 Men, On the Court, Multiple Partners Excerpt. A spicy why choose romance multiple partner sex adventure on the basketball court! Layla plays sex games with the male med students. This novella is full of dark kinks, self declared free use, humilation kinks, BDSM, exhibitionism, and voyeurism. It's a Why Choose Dark Romance with polyamory, New Adult Fiction. Listen to this hot excerpt and enjoy! A hot and spicy spring break adventure none of them will ever forget!
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Across five days and 13 experts, we're exploring sex, desire, Tantra, kink, fantasy, embodiment, intimacy, relationships, receiving, confidence, shame, pleasure, and the many ways women experience and own their erotic nature, specifically for women. Claim your free seat here: https://www.tillystorm.com/a/2148307474/WZq4Y2zo
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Living the Kink Life and Writing It with All These Roadworks
Season 6 · Episode 765
Friday, July 10, 2026 • Duration 01:06:36
Season 6, Episode 765: Living the Kink Life and Writing It with Author All These Roadworks, Audio version.
Discussion Topics:
Discovering Kink Later in Life
Fantasy vs Reality in BDSM Dynamics
Consent and Safety in Dark Fantasy Exploration
Understanding Kink Beyond Surface-Level Fantasies
Breaking Shame: Kink, Consent, and Sexual Education
Fiction Isn't Responsible to Reality
Fiction as Safe Space for Processing
Media Responsibility and Consensual Adult Desires
Confidence and Communication in Relationships
Age Brings Acceptance of Different Desires
Understanding Kinks and Writing Submissive Characters
• Fantasy and reality diverge significantly in kink practice. Scenarios that are arousing to read or imagine can be mentally exhausting or unsafe to actually pursue, requiring careful discernment between what excites us conceptually versus what works practically.
• Shame is the primary barrier to understanding human sexuality. Darker fantasies are far more common than people admit, but widespread judgment prevents honest conversations about desires that don't reflect actual values or intentions.
A Devious Awakening, A Dark Paranormal Demon Romance Excerpt by A.A. Powers, Narrated by Ruan Willow
Season 6 · Episode 760
Tuesday, June 23, 2026 • Duration 12:16
Season 6, Episode 760: A Devious Awakening, A Dark Paranormal Demon Romance Excerpt from a spicy fiction novel written by A.A. Powers, book excerpt narrated by podcast host Ruan Willow. Listen to the author interview with A.A. Powers coming Friday, June 26, 26.
A.A. Powers is the author of The Devious Bonds series, a dark paranormal romance series that explores love, obsession, power, redemption, and the complexities of human desire through fantasy. By day, she works as a procurement analyst and lives in rural Minnesota with her family. By night, she writes stories filled with demons, fated mates, found family, and morally complicated characters.
As both a reader and author of dark romance, Ashley is fascinated by the intersection of fantasy, shame, self-acceptance, and the ways fiction allows readers to safely explore parts of themselves that are often misunderstood or judged.
Reclaiming Sexuality as Sacred: Spirituality, Psychedelics, and Breaking Religious Taboos, Featuring Shoshanna Blanca, aka Jesus Christ Pornstar
Season 6 · Episode 755
Friday, June 12, 2026 • Duration 56:38
Season 6, Episode 755: audio version. Reclaiming Sexuality as Sacred: Spirituality, Psychedelics, and Breaking Religious Taboos, Featuring Shoshanna Blanca, aka Jesus Christ Pornstar, affiliate book link "Eve's Blessing: Uncovering the Lost Pleasure Behind Female Pain" Paperback on Amazonebook
When Mary Magdalene Became a Mirror for Sacred Sexuality
Shoshanna Blanca, From Feminist Writer to Erotic Artist
Bridging Sexuality and Spirituality Through Psychedelics
Divine Creativity and Sexual Shame Culture
Reframing Sex Work as Spiritual Art
Jesus Would Listen to Sex Workers
Biblical Interpretation and Religious Judgment
Reinterpreting Genesis: Beyond the Eve Curse
God's Gender and Universal Consciousness
Orgasmic Prayers and Reclaiming Pleasure
Modern Dating Culture and the Whores Revolution
Bridging Porn and Social Media Culture
Men's Misconceptions about and the Perpetuating Falsehoods About Biological Clocks
Preparing for Psychedelic Ceremonies and Intentions
Female Female Sex Scene Rekindling Their College Hookup Days
Season 6 · Episode 748
Tuesday, May 26, 2026 • Duration 19:41
Season 6, Episode 748: Female Female Sex Scene Rekindling Their College Hookup Days from Ruan's new Dark Romance Suspense Thriller Novel Beach House Views!
A gripping story of desire loaded with lust, betrayal, and survival where nothing is truly as it seems. Love can turn dark when obsession takes over. As a nightmare unfolds that violates Juniper and Bridge's freedom, the threat comes as someone they never expected.
Get Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews
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Copyright Pink Infinity Publishing 2026. All Rights Reserved.
The Raw Truth about Sex Work, Shame, and Autonomy with Ex-Webcam Girl and Author Breezie Axelrod
Season 6 · Episode 747
Friday, May 22, 2026 • Duration 01:05:24
Season 6, Episode 747: The Raw Truth about Sex Work, Shame, and Autonomy with Ex-Webcam Girl and Author Breezie Axelrod.
What happens when a woman loses everything — her financial stability, her family support, even access to her own bank accounts — and the only thing left is her body and her will to survive?
The Webcam Girl Next-Door is Breezie Axelrod's raw, unapologetic memoir detailing how she went from full-time caregiver to webcam performer after her father's sudden abduction and a devastating family betrayal left her financially stranded. No ID. No recent work history. No safety net.
What followed wasn't fantasy — it was survival.
Told through her real, unfiltered journal entries, Breezie documents the emotional, sexual, and psychological realities of entering the webcam world out of desperation. The book pulls back the curtain on digital intimacy, power dynamics, shame, empowerment, and the complicated truth behind subscription-based adult platforms.
This isn't a glamorized "sex work success" story. It's messy. Vulnerable. Sometimes dark. Sometimes funny. And fiercely honest about what it means to monetize desire when the alternative is losing everything.
– The raw realities of webcam performance – What people get wrong about online sex work – Survival sex vs. empowerment narratives – Digital intimacy and the illusion of control – Family betrayal and rebuilding from nothing
Emotional connection is often more valuable than explicit content, men who wanted to participate often just wanted a genuine human connection.
From Caregiver to Webcam Performer Memoir
Independence and Platform Evolution
Get Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link
Fated Mates and Spicy Scenes: A Deep Dive into Paranormal Shifter Romance Writing with Author Adeline Bryant
Season 6 · Episode 745
Friday, May 15, 2026 • Duration 01:26:25
Season 6, Episode 745: Fated Mates and Spicy Scenes: A Deep Dive into Paranormal Shifter Romance Writing with Author Adeline Bryant, plus excerpt from Adeline's Book "Fated", narrated by podcast host and narrator Ruan Willow. The excerpt is at the end, but also it is its own episode on the podcast in episode 744.
Adeline Bryant is an award-winning indie author of emotionally raw stories that explore identity, belonging, and the cost of choice. Armed with a doctorate in education and an endless supply of imagination, she's always been fascinated by the transformative power of stories and the bonds they create.
Adeline lives in Minneapolis, MN, with her husband and their two feline overlords. When she's not writing, she can usually be found devouring books, rocking her signature red lipstick, and shamelessly belting out Taylor Swift songs. She firmly believes that every great story deserves a bottle of wine and a healthy dose of magic (and smut)
Discussion Topics:
Romance Author, Indie Author, Honey And Jalapeno Book Fair, Minneapolis, Paranormal Romance, Fated Mates, Male-Male Romance, Book Excerpt, Character Development, World Building, Writing Process, Emotional Storytelling, Indie Publishing, Book Events, Creative Writing, Author Interviews, Writing Community, Smut In Romance, Character Arcs, Storytelling Techniques
Quotes from Adeline Bryant
"I think it's really healing for especially women to read these kinds of things."
"Just do things. Keep reading. Keep reading smutty books."
Summary:
Adeline discusses her debut novel, "Fated", a paranormal romance featuring wolf shifters and a spicy male-male love story between an alpha wolf and a beta. Discover what inspired her to transition from reading thrillers to writing romance, the importance of including sensuality in storytelling, and the challenges of indie publishing. Adeline also reveals her unique approach to world-building and how her characters came to life. She wrote a bible for the world the wolves live in!
Spicy Paranormal MM Wolf Shifter Sex Scene Excerpt from Fated by Adeline Bryant
Season 6 · Episode 744
Friday, May 15, 2026 • Duration 16:03
Season 6, Episode 744: Spicy Paranormal MM Wolf Shifter Sex Scene Excerpt from the book "Fated" by Adeline Bryant, narrated by Ruan Willow. Listen to the interview with the author Adeline Bryant in episode 745.
Adeline Bryant is an award-winning indie author of emotionally raw stories that explore identity, belonging, and the cost of choice. Armed with a doctorate in education and an endless supply of imagination, she's always been fascinated by the transformative power of stories and the bonds they create.
Adeline lives in Minneapolis, MN, with her husband and their two feline overlords. When she's not writing, she can usually be found devouring books, rocking her signature red lipstick, and shamelessly belting out Taylor Swift songs. She firmly believes that every great story deserves a bottle of wine and a healthy dose of magic (and smut).
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• The kink community's framework of consent and safety transforms mental health. Reframing desires through explicit communication and negotiation rather than moral judgment creates psychological freedom and reduces internalized shame around sexuality.
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Copyright 2026 Pink Infinity Publishing, All Rights Reserved.
• Psychedelic experiences can fundamentally reshape views on sexuality and spirituality. Shoshana's ceremony-induced rebirth experiences directly motivated her to reframe sex work and erotic expression as spiritual practices rather than taboo activities.
• Religious symbolism in sexual content triggers deeper cultural anxiety than the sexuality itself. The backlash against her work centered more on the use of Jesus and Mary Magdalene imagery than the explicit content, revealing how religious institutions weaponize shame around sexuality.
• Sex workers and erotic performers position themselves as spiritual healers, not moral transgressors. Let's curb our judgement! By redefining their work through a sacred lens, they challenge the foundational shame narratives that justify social stigma and argue this reframing could revolutionize how society treats sex workers, and sexuality.
Guest Bio:
Shoshanna Blanca, also known as Jesus Christ Pornstar, is an erotic performance artist and adult star best known for Christian and Jewish-inspired content including The Second Cumming—a series of vlogs and performances telling the story of Jesus and Mary Magdalene through a psychedelic lens—and Uncovering Eve, a collection of images, videos, and verses exploring women and womanhood in the Bible. After a decade as a feminist writer and sex educator, she made OnlyFans her art gallery to provide a visual companion to her award-winning book Eve's Blessing: Uncovering the Lost Pleasure Behind Female Pain. Since then, she's released a variety of female-friendly solo content for Ersties, MakeLoveNotPorn, and Pornhub, including an "ADHD Masturbation" series where she describes her fantasies and tangential thoughts while self-pleasuring and "Hysterical Literature Bible Readings," where she reads from the Bible and other sacred texts while using a Hitachi Magic Wand. She's also a model with photographs published in many magazines and an advocate for body positivity. As one of those people who looks "overweight" and "plus-size" on paper but skinny in person, she aims to dismantle the ridiculous sizing and BMI charts that have become false gods. Through her thought-provoking pornography and social media presence, she's starting a whores revolution, encouraging whores of all sorts to rise up, remember Jesus already saved a spot for them in heaven, and get too loud and proud for people to label them damaged goods—or for whorephobic fuckboys to label them hookup material but not marriage material. She popularized and advocates radical Christianity, a belief system that preaches zero divine laws except: Be who you are.
Why Women Cheat, Men Cheat, and Repression of Desires and the real harm of denying our human sexuality
Fighting for Sexual Empowerment and Independence
Powerful Men Protected by Wealth and Influence want to control women who are making money off themselves as entrepreneurs
Society's Unsustainable System Will Collapse
Women's Rights and Respect in Relationships
Why Women Leave and Men Need to Evolve
Projection? Perceptions? Insights. Shame, and Sexual Repression in Society
Women Are Giving Up on Men
Women do not mutilate yourself and cripple your pleasure! Keep all those genital parts for maximal pleasure. Don't steal your own enjoyment by doing harmful alterations to your genitals.
Beach House Views, Dark Romance Stalker Suspense Thriller by Ruan Willow:
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Copyright Pink Infinity Publishing 2026. All Rights Reserved.
As we prepare for the upcoming Honey and Jalapeno Book Fair in Minnesota, Adeline shares exciting details about her character-inspired candle collaboration and the immersive experience she aims to create for her readers. Enjoy the chat about the transformative power of stories, the joy of indie publishing, and the importance of embracing creativity. Just gotta dive in and write that book!
