What happens when you stop chasing your own plan and finally surrender to God’s?
My Life Is Not My Life is a soul-led podcast that invites you into raw, transparent conversations about purpose, identity, obedience, and the unpredictable moments in life that shape us.
Whether it’s navigating motherhood with grace, pivoting in your career, deepening your walk with God, or learning how to serve others from a posture of love, this space is for you. Every episode blends storytelling, scripture, and truth that cuts through culture’s definition of success and reminds you that God’s way is always better.
Because this isn’t just about life hacks, this is about Holy surrender.
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Welcome to the very first episode of My Life Is Not My Life! If you were a listener of The Crew Book Club Podcast, this episode is your personal invitation into a new chapter. One rooted in deeper surrender, obedience, and purpose.
In this episode, I open up about the pause that changed everything. What started as a break from podcasting turned into a divine reset. I share the why behind the shift, how God revealed a calling I wasn’t expecting, and what it means to lay your plans down for something greater.
We’ll talk about:
Trusting God when the plan changes
How obedience requires active surrender
Why your journey won’t look like anyone else’s, and that’s okay
This isn’t just a rebrand. It’s a realignment. A reminder that true impact starts when we stop holding the pen and let God write the story.
Because sis… this life is not our life; it’s His.
It's All In Our Head
Episode 99
Wednesday, October 23, 2024 • Duration 32:47
Episode 99: What Are You Declaring? 🧠✨
In this episode, we’re diving into Chapter 3 of You Are the Placebo: Making Your Mind Matter by Dr. Joe Dispenza, where we explore the placebo effect in the brain. We touch on three key elements:
Conditioning
Expectation
Meaning (Our main focus)
💡 Key Points:
Are you doing things just to do them, or is there meaning behind your actions?
How is your brain processing all the data from your life experiences?
What are you declaring when you say, “I am…”?
We also reflect on the power of meaning in our lives and how it shapes our reality.
📖 Who Gon’ Check Me Boo? God Is: This week’s scripture is Acts 20:24, reminding us of the importance of finishing the race God has set for us, no matter the obstacles.
Quote of the Episode: "Most of us have been conditioned to run from the unknown, so now we have to learn to become comfortable in the void or the unknown, instead of fearing it."
✨ On our social media, we discussed the concept of Crossing The River of Change (pg. 64-65) and how transformation is often uncomfortable but essential.
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Get Out the Trap
Episode 90
Monday, August 28, 2023 • Duration 31:08
The Invaluable Laws of Growth
John C. Maxwell
Episode 90: Get Out the Trap
What’d Up, Crew? What’s good?
Welcome to the podcast where I read the books you should read and don’t have time.
Who Gon’ Check Me Boo?! God is!
Colossians 4:6
“Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone.”
Chapter 1: The Law of Intentionality
· Pg. 1 Growth Doesn’t Just Happen
· Growth Traps pgs.3-6
1. The Assumption Gap-“I assume that I will automatically grow.”
2. The Knowledge Gap- “I don’t know how to grow.”
3. The Timing Gap- “It’s not the right time to begin.”
4. The Mistake Gap – “I’m afraid of making mistakes.”
5. The Perfection Gap- “I have to find the best way before I start.”
6. The Inspiration Gap- “I don’t feel like doing it.”
7. The Comparison Gap- “Others are better than I am.”
8. The Expectation Gap- “I thought it would be easier than this.”
Chapter 2: The Law of Awareness
Trailer: Welcome to "The Crew" Book Club Podcast
Sunday, January 2, 2022 • Duration 01:37
Welcome to The Crew Book Club Podcast.
I was inspired to start this book club becasue I became a reader of books that inspired and motivated me. And I couldn't wait to share my ah-ha moments with my crew.
What I realized is everyone doesn't have time to read the entire book, so I read them and you get the benefit of getting the keynotes to inspire, motivate and challenge you.
And for the person who does read the entire book or listen to it on audio; you can tune in to get a different perspective on how I recieved and used the information.
Come hang with "The Crew" to get advice, ask questions, and gain knowledge while hearing about dope books.
“How will you commit to believing bigger, living bolder, and fully stepping into what God has destined you to be and do?"
Chapter 15, "Slaying Self-Doubt," emphasizes the concept of believing in God's promises. A biblical reference from Luke 1:45 is used to illustrate this point.
Chapter 16: "Let the Miracles Begin" is discussed, focusing on facing challenges and embracing personal growth. Quotes and passages from specific pages in the book are mentioned to underscore key concepts.
"What Would Crew Do?!" segment invites listeners to seek advice. A new mom seeks guidance on balancing responsibilities with her newborn and addresses the challenges of single parenthood.
The week’s challenge is embracing disruption and expressing gratitude for its impact.
A quote of the week highlights the distinction between those called and chosen, underscoring the importance of responding to one's calling.
The episode concludes by reaffirming the belief in the listeners and encouraging them to believe bigger in themselves.
Overall, the episode emphasizes the themes of faith, personal growth, and overcoming self-doubt through scriptural references, personal anecdotes, and practical advice.
Expecting More.
Episode 88
Monday, August 14, 2023 • Duration 47:09
Episode 88: Expecting More.
Book: Believe Bigger Chapter 13 & 14
Author: Marshawn Evans
What’d Up, Crew? What’s good?
Who Gon’ Check Me Boo?! God is!
Day 95 Expect More
Matthew 13:58 And He did not do many miracles there because of their lack of faith.
Chapter 13: Stage Five Influence
PG. 227 “A message is no good if it stays in a bottle.”
· Pg. 231 “We don’t get to script it. We can only surrender to it.”
· Pg. 250-253 Influence is about being available. Key Lessons:
1. Influence is about presence.
2. Influence is actively speaking up.
3. Influence requires surrender.
Influence is unlimited.
Chapter 14: Clarifying Your Life Mission
· pg. 256 “Say yes to what’s in front of you.”
This made me think of the man drowning and not taking the things God sent him.
· Pg. 257-258 Courage Comes with Clarity
· Pg. 259 “…the worst question we can ask God is why?
·
I’m Your Pusher
Episode 87
Monday, August 7, 2023 • Duration 37:24
Episode 87: I'm Your Pusher
Believe Bigger Chapter 12: Finding Your Voice
By: Marshawn Evans
What’d Up, Crew? What’s good?
Who Gon’ Check Me Boo?! God is!
100 DAYS OF BELIEVING BIGGER
DAY 85 Advancing the Kingdom
Matthew 5:15-16
“Don’t hide your light! Let it shine for all; let your good deeds glow for all to see so that they will praise your heavenly Father.”
Chapter 12: Finding Your Voice
· Pg. 209 “Our voice is the ultimate threat to the enemy.”
· “When God speaks, the enemy must flee. If the enemy can keep us intimidated by our circumstances and afraid of our light, then he can keep us silent.”
· Pg. 219 What kind of voice are you?
Personality Type 1- The Puller. Voice to help others overcome some area of hurt or pain.
Personality Type 2- The Planner. Wired for strategy…voice to show others a road map for accomplishing desire, objective, or goal.
Personality Type3- The Pusher. Motivator and an encourager…voice to inspire others to believe in new possibilities and potential. Big thinker, dreamer, creator, catalyst, and visionary.
The challenge of the week
There Are Clues to Your Calling
Episode 86
Monday, July 31, 2023 • Duration 43:02
Believe Bigger
By: Marshawn Evans
Episode 86: There Are Clues to Your Calling
What’d Up, Crew? What’s good?
Who Gon’ Check Me Boo?! God is!
100 Days of Believing Bigger
Day 62 Inner Assurance
Psalm 46:10
“Surrender your anxiety! Be silent and stop your striving. You will see that I am God. I am the God above all the nations and will be exalted throughout the earth.
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Chapter 10: Entering the Glory Zone
“When we do something we’ve never done, we find something inside we never knew we had.”
· Calling Signs pg. 183-184
· Teacher- the core of our identity
· Calling- our mission and specific assignment
· Voice- our voice unlocks the voice in others.
· Inner Vault- intentional about something we don’t realize we have.
· Mentorship – sharing what we learned.
Get Out Of The Gap
Episode 85
Monday, July 24, 2023 • Duration 40:54
Believe Bigger
By: Marshawn Evans
Episode 85: Get Out Of The Gap
What’d Up, Crew? What’s good?
Who Gon’ Check Me Boo?! God is!
100 Days of Believing Bigger Devotional Journal
Day 54 Indecision
Ecclesiastes 11:4
“If you wait for perfect conditions, you will never get anything done.”
Let’s talk about it…
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Chapter 8: Stage 3 The Gap Embracing In-Between
The big mission inside of you is seeking expression. When God calls you to something that is not on your radar, embrace it.”
Pg. 124-125
Pg. 126- 127
“The Gap, it means you have outgrown your comfort zone.”
One of my Gap Stories:
The 1st time my husband left me.
Chapter 9: Making The Shift
Uncover Your Talent
Episode 84
Monday, July 17, 2023 • Duration 41:25
Believe Bigger
By: Marshawn Evans
Episode 84: Uncover Your Talent
What’d Up, Crew? What’s good?
Who Gon’ Check Me Boo?! God is!
Believing Bigger Devotional Journal
Embracing You
Romans 12:6-7
“Let’s just go ahead and be what we were made to be without enviously or pridefully comparing ourselves with each other or trying to be something we aren’t.”
“God won’t bless who you pretend to be. So, let’s stop conforming, shrinking, dimming your light, and running from who and what you were always meant to be, say, create, and do.”
“How have you been chipping away at who you are by trying to be what everyone else needs? What is God now showing you about yourself that needs to come out of hiding?”
Post: Stop comparing yourself to someone who has been doing it for ten years
Chapter 6: Stage Two Talent
“When you don’t have a clear vision, any vision will do.”
· Pg. 99 Stage Two: where success guides our steps and approval paves our path. This is where we turn our beliefs about where we think we belong into choices that set us on a particular path… who did YOU decide to be?
· Pg. 17 Do you have a sense of direction?
3 Kinds of people when it comes to having direction in life?
1. People who don’t know what they would like to do.
2. People who know what they would like to do but don’t do it.
3. People who know what they would like to do and do it.
· Pg. 25-27 Create a game plan.
Awareness. Action. Accountability. Attraction.
The challenge of the week
Pg. 11 Do it Now!
“The greatest danger you face in this moment is the idea that you will make intentional growth later.”
Quote of the week:
Pg. 2 “If you focus on goals, you may hit goals, but that doesn’t guarantee growth. If you focus on growth, you will grow and always hit goals.
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I started getting back closer to God recently, and it has been rewarding but challenging all at the same time. I invite my friends to church, bible study, etc., and they don’t come or support me. How do I stay friends with them but be triggered by their behavior it bothers me because I am changing. Do you have any suggestions on how to move forward?
The challenge of the week
Pg. 269-270
“What is God saying to you about your life mission?”
1. What type of calling do I have?
2. Who needs my voice? My story? My insight?
3. How am I uniquely gifted to impact those I’m assigned to?
4. Where am I prewired to lead others?
5. Why has God chosen me to participate in His plan? What outcomes does my presence facilitate?
My life mission is to be an _______________(1) by using_________________(3) an sharing these with_______________________(2) by showing them how to ____________________(4).
My journey ________________________(5) is why I’m passionate about __________________(your motivation).
Quote of the week:
Pg. 266
“The recurring dreams, visions, and ideas bubbling inside of you to create something new or change lives or the status quo are clues as to what it is God might be calling you to do.
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I am in a dilemma. I applied for a new job out of town without my husband knowing about it. Honestly, I was not expecting to get the job. I was just filling out a bunch of applications at once and didn’t realize this one was not local or remote until in the interview they mention will I be willing to move. I said , yes because the income to change our family dynamic. Fast forward. They offered me the job, but my husband doesn’t want to move. I want to take the job and then we can visit each other until he is ready to move. Its fair to say he doesn’t want to move because he is heavily involved in his nieces and nephews lives because their father is not in their lives.
Any advice for me?
Quote of the week:
Pg. 253
“Don’t let you limit you either. If you shrink, you’ll be nothing.”
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“Gifts are those deposits within you that bring the best out of you and improve the lives of those around you.”
· Pg. 190 What are gifts?
· Fulfill God’s game plan.
· Move others forward.
· Improve others’ lives.
· Pg. 199 Simple Clues
· Joy -Passion -Impact
· Ease - Proficiency
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The challenge of the week
Sit, Seek & Find
What is it you’re afraid will not work out in your favor? And what’s the truth that fear doesn’t want you to know?
Have you accepted the gifts God has put in you?
Do you even realize the Gifts that are in you?
Have you given yourself time to hear what God wants you to do?
I’ve been divorced for three years, and the dating pool is horrible. My ex-husband has been dating, but in between him dating, we tend to sleep with each other. I’ve only slept with him since we were married and divorced. I tend to justify that he is what I know and it’s easier to do it with him than someone new, but I have a hard time moving on. 1st pray for me and give me advice on what to do because I feel like I am stuck and used all at the same time.
Quote of the week:
· Pg.182 “You don’t find your calling on the sidelines. You find it once you’re in it. It’s not something to be explained…it’s something to be explored. Destiny is not an intellectual exercise. It’s experiential. God reveals your brilliance while building the bridge…not once you’ve gotten to the other side.”
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“God calls us to shift us. The interruptions is the invitation.”
Pg. 148
After my husband left, it took me about three months to go with God’s shift.
What is blocking your shift? Pg. 156-158
Blessing Blockers:
1. Self-Doubt 5. Facts
2. Isolation 6. Hoarding
3. Comparison 7. Distraction
4. Indecision pg. 159
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Pg. 162 “Opportunity can be a distraction disguised as destiny.”
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- EXAMPLE- going to college for me was not my choice. It guided me to have the best experience of attending one of the Baddest in the land of HBCUs in the country, and I don’t regret it. It taught me about my history.
· SETTLING vs. MATURING PG. 105
- I met my husband in college. Model in college. I learned to be on my own. Had my first daughter. Even though I was guided that way because my mom wanted the best for me, God still used it for my good.
