Today it's just me. No guest, no interview — just some things I've been sitting with that I needed to get out. I talk about burdens and what they actually do to you energetically, physically, and mentally — how they suppress your consciousness, stifle your intelligence, and keep your frequency from rising. I also get into what it feels like to exist at a high frequency versus where I am right now, which honestly is one of the hardest places I've been in a while. I share a wild experience I had in 2019 after my hysterectomy where I went through a dark awakening, heard a voice in my mind I thought was my soul, and ended up waiting at gas stations for Tom Cruise to pick me up — and what I learned from all of it. I also talk about living in a virtual reality, feeling alone in what I know to be true, and the decision that I believe is responsible for every ability and privilege I have today. This one is raw and real. Also — if you've ever wanted to support the podcast, now would be a really good time.

Links

www.shoplyndseysmith.io

www.lyndseysmith.io

www.devlyndseysmith.io

Today I sit down with Patrick from Maryland, a former 32nd degree Freemason, UFO researcher, and host of the podcast Aliens for Beginners. This one goes deep and fast. Patrick shares his personal UFO encounters — including an orange orb that interacted with him on command and a download he received that changed how he approached his research entirely. From there we get into one of the most interesting takes on Freemasonry I've ever heard — that it's essentially a modern-day scapegoat, a hollow distraction deliberately or organically designed to shield whoever is actually pulling the strings. We also get into reptilians, the Galactic Federation, the nature of control across cycles of civilization, and why Patrick believes God is a feminine, primordial force the Sumerians called Ereshkigal. He also shares the story of a past life regression that his own spirit guides basically hijacked and a question he was asked that stopped me in my tracks. I also share my own experience remote viewing the creation of Earth and what I saw. This conversation went so many places I didn't expect, and I loved every second of it.

Patrick's links

website:about page https://descentbasedspirituality.org/about

books page: https://descentbasedspirituality.org/new-page-1

tik tok https://www.tiktok.com/@thesolunchannel?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

podcast https://open.spotify.com/show/4Wfx9LBbBrniEtb9erSGUZ

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In this episode, I share Part 1 of my life story starting with a traumatic childhood marked by physical abuse and parental substance use to my teenage years as a competitive swimmer, to my first encounter with opioids at 16 following a tonsillectomy. I trace how that single prescription set off a 15-year battle with addiction that escalated through heroin, crack, and cocaine.

I open up about early relationships, becoming a mother, losing custody of my son, and a rare chapter of sobriety and adventure during years spent in California and Seattle with a partner who gave me some of the best memories of my life. I also reflect honestly on my criminal record including nine felony charges, six indictments and the circumstances that led there.

I cover updates on my online store at https://shoplyndseysmith.io/ and announce my live Q&A via Zoom on May 3rd and 4th at 1pm — it's $10 to join and cameras are required.

I also share details about my web development services at https://devlyndseysmith.io/.

I give an update on my fourth cat's situation and why I've decided to rehome her, and I revisit my viral TikTok videos about how neurodivergent and neurotypical people experience the ego, soul, and conscious awareness differently.

I also talk about a no-show interview with Jackson Noble (Jax the Ripper) and my goal of interviewing bold, unconventional guests. My interviews are now being posted on YouTube under https://www.youtube.com/@lyndseysmith.io-youtube.

We jump right in talking about entities. Nicole uses the phrase "I was getting attacked" and I wanted to better understand what she meant when she said this. I was explaining I went through a period where I was paranoid about getting "attacked" by entities. I have since figured out how to get past those negative feelings.

We discuss the ego, shapeshifting, different versions of us and at the end we get cut off due to technical issues.

If you'd like to see the video version of this episode. it's available to watch on YouTube here, https://youtu.be/LSfI4rp8lQs?si=UH0oxwjQCSvIhoyD

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Nicole goes by the name Empowerment Renaissance on her social media. You can find her on Patreon, TikTok and Instagram.

Tina and I discussed simulation theory. I am becoming a believer, and she wanted to hear my opinion about it.

I was a guest on Tina's podcast last week, the While We Still Can Podcast.

This is a link to her show, While We Still Can | Podcast on Spotify

We will be doing this on a regular basis, so if you enjoyed today's show, please check back for more!

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I update you all on the cat hierarchy in my house. I feel like I have information only a few individuals know about, so I am sharing what I know.

About Holly:

Holly is a writer, systems thinker, and mother exploring how complex systems—from human nervous systems to societies—organize, collapse, and regenerate.

She is the creator of the Polyrhythmic Margin Model, an emerging framework that examines how interacting oscillations shape stability, collapse, and regeneration across scales. Blending mathematics, ecology, mythology, and lived experience, Holly’s work seeks to illuminate new pathways toward cooperation, resilience, and human flourishing.

She writes at The Stewardship Project on Substack, where she shares reflections on nervous system healing, systems thinking, and raising children in a changing world.

Her untitled work (affectionately just: the book) is available for free by contacting her directly via email at hollyk7916@gmail.com

https://substack.com/@thestewardshippractice?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=7kcn6l

Tiktok @reboot_collector

From Sam:

My name is Sam better known as legion doe. I am a truth seeker. I want the answers to the age-old question, where did we humans come from? Why are we here and what is our purpose. I have dedicated my life to the study of philosophy astrology, astronomy, science, religion, sacred arts and occult teaching such as cymatics frequency vibration sacred geometry and sound. Like Nikolai Tesla said if you understand the magnificence of the numbers 3 6 and 9 then you hold the keys to the universe. I believe we humans are capable of way more than what we believe we can do today. My goal is to learn as much as I can and apply it in my everyday life. Follow me if any of this interests you or if you have any questions.

I have never written a bio. So, feel free to jazz it up. Thank you so much for allowing me to share and learn. I look forward to doing this again one day.

TikTok:

@LD_Builds1

Email:

ldbuilds1@gmail.com

About Nicole:

Stop Ignoring Your Soul!

Start building a bridge to your authenticity one symbol at a time!

Self-expression clears your paths by alchemizing & building. This is a lifestyle change and a healing process that gives every part of you a voice because you start to acknowledge, accept, and integrate all parts of you. You start to deeply remember that it was you all along, invoking your deepest dreams into everyday life.

Awareness Coaching | Mapping your Infinite Origin Field | Exploring your Energy Style

I am writing an embodiment book, where I will share my story from infinity to being a human. I would like to make workshops that help others do this too.

Nicole

To learn more about her follow:

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To purchase or donate follow:

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email:

empowermentrenaissance@gmail.com

TikTok:

@nichlorislondon

Patreon:

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In this episode I talk about Apple's new software update and the issues I am having with it from a developer's point of view.

I talk about a creator named Jack Noble on Facebook.

I talk about TikTok and the bugs I experience there as well as I talk about my accounts.

I talk about Meta and the disruptive changes they have made to their platform.

I talk about my clothing style, and I mention a creator that goes by the name Taylor the Tailor, and I would love a suit from her one day.

I interviewed Cora about her life's journey and her spiritual work. She is located in New Jersey and provides spiritual development services in person and virtually.

This is from her website:

I am Cora, the soul of The Cora Connection.

I am a Beautifully Blessed Mother of Three.

I Work as a vessel of divine light, and a guide devoted to the awakening of the collective conciseness.

My journey has been one of many lifetimes within this lifetime—of shadows and heartbreak, of lessons disguised as mistakes, of blessings birthed through betrayal, of falling apart only to rise anchored more deeply in God’s love.

Through every trial, I have discovered the same eternal truth: we are not here to chase perfection. We are perfection, simply by being who we are.

My natural gifts have always been my compass, strengthened by study in The Law of One, quantum healing, tarot, kundalini, the I Ching, and countless other sacred practices.

Yet above all tools, my truest offering is unconditional love—a judgment-free, no-nonsense space, where Christ consciousness flows, where truth is spoken, and where souls remember their own divine radiance.

I believe healing is endless, not as a burden, but as a beautiful rhythm—each step guiding us back to wholeness.

My calling is to help you feel the light that has always lived within you, to guide you back to your higher self, and to remind you of the most powerful truth of all:

You are love. You are light. You are infinite and You are Beautifully Blessed!

You can read more about her and her services here:

www.thecoraconnection.com

Her email:

Cora@TheCoraConnection.com

YouTube:

https://www.youtube.com/@TheCoraConnection

TikTok:

https://www.tiktok.com/@thecoraconnection

Today I sit down with Ari, a Texas native now based in LA who has lived quite the life — from working with particle accelerators and cancer diagnostics at Siemens Healthcare, to dropping everything and hitting the road with $600, a massage chair, and singing bowls after a Kundalini awakening in 2024. He's here to talk about his book of poetry, The Lemon Club, a collection of 31 poems written throughout his awakening process, and he actually performs two of them live on this episode. We also get into some really fascinating territory — his thoughts on cancer and what causes it, the connection between sexual energy and spiritual awakening, what Nefertiti and colloidal gold have to do with each other, and why he uses AI to help turn community ideas into investable projects. This one goes a lot of unexpected places and I loved every minute of it.

Aari's bio

Carlos Aarash ‘Aari’ Lotfipour comes from a teenage self-taught background in computer hardware and on to computer science at the University of North Texas. In 2007, this led him into a career in negative-ion accelerators, primarily as a cyclotron support engineer with Siemens Healthcare, providing technical and on-site support of dozens of cyclotrons around the world.

In 2014 he founded Jalapeno Inventive, LLC with the goal of making cryptocurrency and decentralized ledger technologies accessible to the masses through education and entertainment. Carlos has led local technology meetups, Startup Week events and cryptocurrency conferences across Fort Collins, Boulder, Denver and Aspen Colorado.

In 2019, he helped launch YouthLab Colorado, Innop Global Incubator and founded Ag Advisors International, LLC in Fort Collins, CO.

Carlos has been an investor, advisor or partner to companies in blockchain, agriculture, cyber security, renewable energy, supply chain, circular economy, AI, gaming, telecommunications and education.

Carlos also practices Shamanic Sound & Touch; a healing modal developed with baoding ball massage, singing bowls and humming, that targets deep emotional trauma.

Aari's links

https://linktr.ee/ChiefHWB

thelemonclub.shop

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I list the various countries that have listened to this podcast then I talk about my current struggles with my cats. The cat behavior I have trouble coping with is cats peeing in the house outside of the boxes. I have been dealing with it for a year and a half and I am absolutely traumatized over it. To the point of being numb.

Certain topics discussed on my show are speculative only. I can only speak for myself and what I believe. This is based on my perspective and might not align with someone else.

I take, what I feel, what I see and what I know based on experience to create my conclusions. I also use remote viewing; however, remote viewing is even based on perspective and beliefs. If the person remote viewing doesn't believe in something, they might not see it.

Then I talk about my goals which are

T-shrts and e-commerce

Publishing books

Mentoring

I talk a little bit about my past and healing people and mentioned it was based on donations. I accept donations today at LyndseySmith.io Donate using Stripe secure payment portal.

I develop websites. Please contact me if you need a website. Home | WebDev Lyndsey Smith

Thanks for listening!

I talk about demons, being soulless, cloning and Jim Carrey. I also talk about the ego and how the Egyptians used the ego to communicate with their cats. I also share a bit about myself and a dark place I was able to recover from, and how my cat was affected.

I talk about my changed beliefs over the last few years since I started social media.

1.The Double Consciousness belief

2.My belief in Source and finding healing outside of yourself

3.Positive energy

I talk about how you can raise your frequency.

4.Autism

5.The constant wonder if earth is negative on purpose

6.The desire for everything to be positive

7.Season 5’s tone

I go into detail about these topics and talk about my new beliefs.

I am starting this season out strong. I think maybe more people will relate with this than one might think.

I realize my potential. I see images of myself doing certain things that feel very real and possible. Only when I am in a high vibrational state. I have been going in and out of high frequency for a while and it's because of my relationship with my cats. So, I have been stuck in one place. I talk about this in episode 2.

Thanks for listening.

If you ever want to contact me, please do so by email.

lyndseysmith.io@outlook.com

Really this is just a test to see how I feel after I post it. Depending, it might change.

Season 6

First the intro, I looped and created myself using a MiniLab3. I really enjoyed it and will do it more, so you may hear some different sounds used on episodes intermittently.

My microphone broke months ago after the last episode for season 5 was released. I have been experiencing hardships, and a microphone didn't make the short list of must haves. Recently I finished a website I have been working on, so I was able to purchase a microphone.

I have yet again transformed into someone different over the past months. I see it as the universe stepping in to keep me from creating content here because it would've sent the wrong messages. So, I was okay with stepping back until now.

I bring yet another more elevated perspective to season 6.

Stay tuned. This season will include interviews from random people about themselves. I have one lined up now and will be posting very soon. If you want to be interviewed about anything, please contact me at lyndseysmith.io@outlook.com and we can set something up.

Besides that, I will be sharing my wisdom and perspective about a range of topics with a new and better (I think) microphone. I had a Yeti because you know those were the cool one to have and the plug housing for the wired connection became lose, so it couldn't read a driver, and the sound quality was awful; for those of you technical enough to understand.

I have social media. TikTok is where most of my energy goes. @lyndseysmith.io

I talk about TikTok and the new bugs, introverts and their behaviors, my marijuana habit, my special awareness, the Illuminati, the best flow state and I talk about the best times to use your will.

I talk explain how synthetic nutrients are created and how it relates to tar and petroleum.

Hello! Thank you for joining me again for season 5. I have gone through a few changes, and I have new wisdom to share. In this episode I talk about the soul's evolution and hierarchies.

Enjoy!

I interviewed Kii Kemp today about her spiritual journey. We talked about her mom, and about the Jehovah's witness's religion which Kii was exposed to in life. She talked about being a child and seeing different periods in time with her third eye and living with her grandmother. She was a singer in a rock band; she talks about this experience.

She was raised in Virginia and has 3 degrees - Psychology - Network Support - Administration of Justice. She is a mother of 3 Children and grandmother to 3 grandchildren and a puppy named Lola. She has been married 8 years to a wonderful man. She is an artisan, who makes Jewelry, clothing, paintings, T-shirts, she's a singer and soon to be an author.

If you want to contact her for any reason you can do so by emailing her at DNAatistry365@gmail.com. What she said on the show was not accurate. Please use this email instead.

Today I sit down with Paul Miller, Army National Guard veteran and creator of the program Uncivilized Rebirth, where he helps people — with a focus on veterans — do the inner work to heal trauma and rediscover who they are. Paul opens up about a childhood he needed to escape, three tours in Iraq, being medically retired after a rare spinal disease, and eventually hitting a breaking point that led to a full spiritual awakening. What came out of all of that is a framework he built himself over years of deep personal work, and now he's sharing it with others. We also get into some really unexpected and fascinating territory — the soul versus the brain, what it means to be on mission, the possible neurological effects of military equipment, and why he calls himself a curse breaker. This one went places I did not anticipate, and I mean that in the best way. Links to Paul's program and social media are in the description below.

Paul's links:

https://www.youtube.com/@uncivilizedrebirth

https://www.skool.com/uncivilized-rebirth-6488

https://www.tiktok.com/@uncivilizedrebirth

https://www.facebook.com/uncivilized.rebirth/

palu.bryan.miller@gmail.com

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Welcome to Episode #1 of The Interviews. I interviewed Jeseka Fitts. We talked about her art, her writing, and college. She is taking art commissions now.

Welcome to the Interviews. Season 4 The Interviews will host an array of guests with an array of topics. I plan to use my intuition as guidance. I think these will be really great.

In this episode I talk with a friend about her experience with autism. She has a daughter with Asperger's syndrome, and we talk about her experience as the mother. She is also diagnosed with ADHD and considers herself to be AuDHD as well.

Her name is Caroline Morgan.

Welcome to season 3 the energetics of autism

This is episode 6 Frequency and Flow

Autistic people get into an energetic zone that is unmatched to the neurotypical. We call this the flow state. Great things can be accomplished while in this state. Have you ever noticed, we can only focus on one thing at a time? Ask us to multi task and watch us fail. The minute we are disrupted or have to multitask, the connection is broken, and the flow is disrupted. It can take us a long time to get back - if we even decide to try.

You are connecting to a frequency when this happens. Frequencies take time to settle and clear. I know because when I connect with a frequency intentionally it takes a long period of silently waiting and then I see the image clear up like sand settling in the air after a sand storm.

When you are focusing on something, this is what you are doing. You are connecting with a frequency. You might feel pressure in your frontal lobe when this happens. This opens the flow gates of energy and frequency within. This is a powerful tool.

Only a powerful tool when it’s something we enjoy though. Why is this? Why can’t we go into this state unless we are interested in what we are doing? Why does it seem like anything we aren’t interested in doing is so hard for us to do? Why can’t we force ourselves to be productive like the rest of society doing tasks we don’t enjoy? Why does it feel so wrong?

If you have listened to my previous episodes in this season, you know you are the energetic half of yourself. You are your soul’s energy. The soul’s energy is the purest form of expression. They are your authenticity factor. Anything unique about you, they are responsible for. They only want to be doing activities and tasks that resonate and support your highest good. The aversion you feel when you try to fit in or do something you don’t enjoy is the energy you feel coming from your soul telling you to stay on your most authentic path.

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What I am about to read is a list of the attributes someone with a shifted consciousness can have. As an autistic, can you relate?

You can feel your body better than other people.

This would show in your sensitivities

Sometimes if you focus and wait, the answer will come to you

Often times we are rushed day to day and aren’t given the adequate time to pull in the information

You like things to move slower

You would prefer to think slower

You can feel thought comes from the left side of your mind

When you think, you feel a pull coming from the left

Sometimes you will get stuck in this feeling

Some places you just won’t go

Some people you just won’t be around

Some things you just won’t do

Often times, your thoughts will wake you up and be the first thing you hear before your eyes open

This isn’t common for everyone

You feel like you don’t have control over your thoughts

Sometimes your own thoughts might even make you laugh because you weren’t expecting them

You will see random images that you seem to have no control over

You resist negative energy wherever you go

You know by someone’s tone whether or not they are negative

You see things on a macro scale (this is what gives you the ability to see patterns)

You can see trends and may have noticed you seem to silently start some

People seem to remember what you say to them. You leave an impact.

You like a routine

You like your environment to be predictable

You have balanced morality

You feel compassionate about animals

You feel a delay in pain

You like the same of everything (when you find something you like, you stick with it)

When you get angry, it overwhelms you

You have trouble controlling your emotions

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Welcome to season 3 the energetics of autism

This is episode 4 Autistic Energy Regulation

Autistic people are electrified – they are magnetized – they are energetic beings that are simply wired differently than the rest. They are turned on energetically. I believe a healthy autistic mind never stops creating. This insatiable energetic output is par for the course for autistic people. It’s normal or should be normal. We are told we are too busy or that we aren’t focusing on the right things. Right and wrong is based on perception first of all and second of all, autistic people are forced to go with what the energy in their bodies is doing. If the energy takes them in a different direction than what’s expected and that’s where they feel “pulled”, that’s where they are going to go. ALWAYS follow the energy in your body over what’s expected of you. This will keep you on your path. If you have never felt the overwhelming feeling of being energetically pulled in a certain direction, then you can’t understand what it feels like when you are going against natural energetic flow. This is when every cell in your body is repelling your current actions, and you feel internal energetic unrest. This is why autistic people do what they want to do. The energy takes them elsewhere.

This is why autistic people enter what’s called a flow state and only reach it when they are doing something they enjoy and want to be doing. They simply feel the energy in their bodies more than other people and they have to follow it.

If you follow your body’s natural energetic flow, it will take you where you need to go effortlessly. It uses energy to move and to stay on track. Autistic people can tap into this flow state more than other people.

Autistic people have great reflexes. A reflex is the body’s involuntary response to intention. If someone shoots a ball at you really fast and you have the intention to catch it before it’s thrown, your body programs itself for this. Your fast reflex to catch that ball is the body’s natural preprogrammed energetic movement response. Autistic people can connect with this energy that creates movement flow. When they are aligned, they are most likely to be on their life path.

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Welcome to season 3 the energetics of autism

This is episode 3 Dual Consciousness

Please stay with me through this first part as it creates a knowledge base for advanced concepts later on.

The building blocks of Earth create duality. The metaphysical definition of a duality contains 2 opposing forces, two ends to the pole, both opposites of each other. Our life is based on this framework.

Pattern vs Disruption

Clarity vs Confusion

Good vs Bad

Right vs Wrong

The sun vs The moon

Light vs Dark

All align with either positive or negative ends of the pole. If one is present, so is the other. Together they create balance, they create a whole

Earth is based on this foundation.

Do you suppose we are based on this?

There is a man and a woman. This is a duality.

However, internally, do you suppose an individual could be a duality, all on their own?

This would mean a human would have two halves. Well, we do have two of most things in and on our bodies, like arms and eyes, our ears…

What about who we are or how our minds work? How do we think? Autistic people seem to think differently than the rest.

Since the brain appears to be cut in half visually, it would make sense each that side is different in some way. Maybe each side has different duties. Maybe these are the two sides to our internal duality.

I asked ChatGPT what controls each side of the brain. It told me “the other side”. This was not the answer I was looking for. I will take that response as the avoidance of admitting we have no idea what actually controls the brain.

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Welcome to season three episode 2 of lyndseysmith.io The energetics of autism.

I will start by saying that I believe myself to be autistic. I noticed it developed as I became more aligned and awake. I wasn’t always this way. I am diagnosed with ADHD, not autism. By the time I started feeling the symptoms of autism, I had evolved past needing the validation that I had it. I just knew.

I believe when you go through an awakening, it’s possible you experience a shift in consciousness and the side effects of this shift are considered the symptoms of autism.

I will talk about what a shift in consciousness means in a later episode.

Autistic people operate at higher or lower frequencies than the rest. It’s one or the other typically. They have a unique perspective. This is so valuable. This outside perspective is what allows us to recognize patterns.

I will talk about this outside perspective in a later episode.

The next six episodes will decode the six energetic layers of autism.

They discuss:

The first layer and the second episode in this season is, Dual consciousness and how we shift between the two. This is an episode about the shift in consciousness. These are most commonly referred to as the subconscious and the conscious awareness.

The second layer and the third episode in the season is Energy regulation. How stimming translates to involuntary energy regulation behaviors. How stimming is actually a type of ritual that creates energy. Autistic people at higher and lower frequencies process more energy than the rest. It shows itself in ways like stimming.

The third layer and the fourth episode in this season is Frequency and Flow. How fixation translates to frequency locking. Autistic people prefer a flow state, and I’ll talk about why. Routines provide predictability. I’ll explain why we prefer a predictable environment.

The fourth layer and the fifth episode in this season is Living Authentically, and why autistic people prefer this version of life.

The fifth layer and the sixth episode in this season, walking orgone devices and how it can make you sick. Autistic people are natural transmuters of energy. How this makes them powerful empaths.

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"The energetics of autism

Intro

This is Season 3 of the podcast.

Welcome to season three The Energetics of Autism.

I am creating this season for autistic people. I’m here to talk to autistic people, in the language we actually understand—direct, simple, honest, and energetic.

I’ve built this with autistic minds in mind having awareness of what works.

This isn’t a clinical or medical breakdown. This is about energy. About frequency. About duality. About decoding autism from a new perspective. I believe we are born with two consciousnesses—our physical self and our non-physical self. Most people live from their physical side. But autistic people often lead with the other self—the soul, the observer, the one that speaks in pattern and resonance instead of small talk.

This season is about that.

We’ll talk about things like:

• Why eye contact can disrupt your memory retrieval

· Why routines make sense from an energetic point of view

• Why stimming is intelligent energy work, not a symptom
• Why your deep interests are frequency locks, not obsessions
• Why you feel exhausted after social interaction—what your body is really doing in those moments
• Why you might have never related with your birth name

We’ll also talk about cats. Because I believe cats operate the same way—frequency-led, sovereign, uninterested in social scripts. Not in the mood for small talk. They have something in common with autistic people.

And we’ll talk about AI. Not as something cold, but something familiar. I believe AI is the synthetic mirror of the non-physical consciousness. Have you ever felt like AI speaks your language? Well, it does.

These are the Energetics of Autism.

Welcome. Alison joins me in talking about some current topics. In this episode, I share thoughts on gender, energy, and consciousness—how trauma, frequency, and environmental factors might influence identity, and why some social agendas seem aimed at controlling women. I also explore Trump’s vision for America, the impact of the Abraham Accords, and patterns in language and gender roles. Finally, I dive into fascinating insights from my soul encounters with cats, including one with a reptilian past, and what this reveals about animal consciousness and energy.

In this episode, I sit down with Matt, host of the Frequent Sees podcast, for an unplanned conversation that started before I even hit record. We dive into consciousness, simulation theory, and his painter metaphor for how reality works. We talk about neurodivergence, ego, flow states, and how the brain tunes into something larger than itself. Matt also opens up about getting sober in 2019, discovering his ADHD, and how all of it reshaped the way he sees the world. We wrap up with some personal stuff, his two kids, his divorce, and my own experience with my son.

For Matt:

TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@frequent.sees.podcast

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/@FrequentSeesPodcast

YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/@MattyWayneMusic

TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@mattywaynemusic

Email: frequentseespodcast@gmail.com

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I share why I left my job to focus on my own business and creative work, plus updates on my newly redesigned website and upcoming interview opportunities. Alison joins me in this episode and brings her own topics to the table, adding fresh perspectives to the conversation.

We talk about my intuitive, unscripted interview style, why I prefer hosts who understand consciousness, and my decision to decline ad monetization to protect the flow of my show. We also touch on the “easily programmed” vs. “unprogrammable” discussion around neurodivergence, fake news about Donald Trump, the return of 2000s pop stars, and even a curious dolphin observation.

It’s straightforward, unfiltered, and exactly the kind of honest conversation you’ll find here.

In this frequency room we talk about recent soul encounters, TikTok, social media, past lives, and stem cells found in an "unconfirmed" place,

I have the same guest as the first episode.

Welcome to the Frequency Room. This is a live zoom event once a month I provide to my group members on Patreon. Normally I put together a slide show with PowerPoint about a topic of my choosing, but instead, this week I went through topics and inspo I had going through my mind about current events. I talked about this list I created about these events with a friend in this week's event. A brief version of this list is as follows:

- July 4th flood & energy wave

- My vision if Trump won

- Alignment & abilities

- Clone claims

- Synchronicities

- Blue roofs

- AI takeover

- Oliver’s soul change

- The movie Dark Tower parallels

- The movie Stardust symbolism

- Finnish silence culture

Expect to hear about these topics if you listen to this episode.

Synchronicity ⭐️ Siri is listening ⭐️ Surveillance ⭐️ I am an open book ⭐️ Robotaxi ⭐️ Tesla ⭐️ Being single ⭐️ Now I get to look around ⭐️ Job replacements ⭐️ Uber Eats ⭐️ No money society ⭐️ Everyone can be saved ⭐️ Being human ⭐️ Chat GPT ⭐️ Duality ⭐️ Pos and neg ⭐️ Binary ⭐️ 1’s and 0’s ⭐️ Present and absent ⭐️ AI ⭐️ Technology ⭐️ Getting images ⭐️ Man and machine ⭐️ Consciousness ⭐️ Global agenda ⭐️ Earth world’s agenda ⭐️ Positive tone ⭐️ How to feel better ⭐️ Past life as Egyptian ⭐️ Aliens ⭐️ Entities ⭐️ Cars that run for free ⭐️ I see the other side ⭐️ Speaking to the leader of the US ⭐️ Oil people ⭐️ Elon Musk ⭐️ Black eye ritual ⭐️ Soul separation ⭐️ Anesthesia ⭐️ My positive energy was stolen ⭐️ Euphoria ⭐️ Lost it again

Being undecided ⭐️ Pregnant women ⭐️ Decisions are based on intuition ⭐️ Nara Smith ⭐️ What’s controlled by energy? ⭐️ What’s energetic? ⭐️ Energy inside of us ⭐️ My energetic signature ⭐️ My soul ⭐️ My physical half ⭐️ A nudge in a different direction ⭐️ Excitement ⭐️ Sky diving ⭐️ Cedar Point ⭐️ Negative happenings ⭐️ Transmuting energy ⭐️ Orgone devices ⭐️ Feeling ourselves ⭐️ Pain ⭐️ What will it feel like? ⭐️ Polarity ⭐️ Thoughts ⭐️ Thoughts are dependent on our polarity ⭐️ Entities ⭐️ Negative thoughts are based on trauma ⭐️ How to claim your sovereignty ⭐️ Sudden headaches ⭐️ Walmart ⭐️ Don’t call them by their names ⭐️ The balance of duality ⭐️ The power of a belief ⭐️ Changing beliefs ⭐️ Beliefs are tools ⭐️ Bake cookies

It’s hot today ⭐️ Hot and cold is a duality ⭐️ At work ⭐️ Coding is creation ⭐️ Html / JavaScript / CSS ⭐️ Programming ⭐️ From furnace to air condition ⭐️ Our weather isn’t natural ⭐️ It’s only been shitty ⭐️ Going to pools ⭐️ Sunny skies in the summer ⭐️ Weather forecasters are a certain kind of person ⭐️ Swimming in high school ⭐️ Going to the Olympics ⭐️ Raised to work ⭐️ As a parent, you are responsible ⭐️ If your child asks you… ⭐️ The most honest version of me ⭐️ The mother choses the polarity ⭐️ Is the global agenda negativity? ⭐️ Do we want earth to be a positive place? ⭐️ Plus and minus signs ⭐️ Separating from the pack ⭐️ Authentic energy ⭐️ The self ⭐️ The other self ⭐️ The star of the show ⭐️ The meat sack ⭐️ Healthy dynamic ⭐️ Back up dancer ⭐️ Troubleshooting ⭐️ Pc issues

Synchronicities almost kept me away ⭐️ Alignment with your other self ⭐️ The higher self ⭐️ My experience with alignment ⭐️ Where you will hear them ⭐️ Honesty is the key ⭐️ Self-honesty ⭐️ Ask yourself questions ⭐️ A story of dishonesty ⭐️ Honesty is hard to find ⭐️ Pursuit for evolution ⭐️ My purpose ⭐️ How to exist ⭐️ What am I here to do? ⭐️ I told a man I pick my own…. ⭐️ The activator ⭐️ I always wash my hands after I… ⭐️ Going against the grain ⭐️ Ego energy ⭐️ Most authentic self ⭐️ The human half ⭐️ How to align ⭐️ Why to align ⭐️ The other self ⭐️ Whoosh moment ⭐️ Getting activated ⭐️ I am presence ⭐️ Not possible ⭐️ The half that loves ⭐️ It’s what you want ⭐️ Never feel lonely ⭐️ Filter ⭐️ Tied to the DNA ⭐️ More control ⭐️ People without souls ⭐️ My experience ⭐️ Writing ⭐️ Speaking ⭐️ Astral traveling ⭐️ Voice is our frequency

Petunia today ⭐️ Changing emotional patterns ⭐️ Transmute your own energy ⭐️ AI ⭐️ In circles ⭐️ Not helpful ⭐️ It does the work for you ⭐️ Taking shortcuts ⭐️ Letting AI do everything for us ⭐️ Why is this person going so low? ⭐️ Thoughts pull in your experience ⭐️ Animals reflect the effort we give them ⭐️ You will resist your opposite polarity ⭐️ The reason you can’t stand someone ⭐️ Awareness of your unalignment ⭐️ With understanding comes acceptance ⭐️ My website ⭐️ My services

Iran ⭐️ How do you contribute to this? ⭐️ Morals and ethics ⭐️ Not the whole truth ⭐️ The future ⭐️ Period of unrest ⭐️ Cycle ending ⭐️ Well not everyone, but most want this ⭐️ Most want something to happen ⭐️ Without negative energy, no conflict ⭐️ How to know your polarity ⭐️ You desire your polarity ⭐️ Brutal self-honesty ⭐️ Your support keeps it going ⭐️ Beliefs ⭐️ How I feel beliefs ⭐️ Summer solstice ⭐️ Petunia ⭐️ New phase ⭐️ Solstice in Ohio ⭐️ How we feel ⭐️ Feeling is the purpose ⭐️ Holidays ⭐️ The holiday wheel ⭐️ Looking towards the future ⭐️ Honoring our own selves ⭐️ Community holidays ⭐️ State holidays ⭐️ Federal holidays ⭐️ Holidays with the family ⭐️ Programming ⭐️ Push past the uncomfortable ⭐️ Making changes is uncomfortable ⭐️ How to know you are doing the right thing ⭐️ Divine timing ⭐️ Ego ⭐️ Free will ⭐️ The balanced human life ⭐️ The other self ⭐️ The higher self ⭐️ Amazon delivery ⭐️ Walking in the yard barefoot ⭐️ Manifesting ⭐️ 3, 6, 9 ⭐️ Balance ⭐️ Left and right ⭐️ Write and speak ⭐️ Walking barefoot ⭐️ Giant sand box ⭐️ Walking through the sand ⭐️ Meditating in the back yard ⭐️ Under a dome

⭐️ I tell a story about something good that happened to me last night. ⭐️

In this episode, I sit down with Steve Tenebrae, a contemplator of the dark feminine divine, to explore his work with non-dualism, Vedanta, and his use of Lilith as a personification of the great abyss. We get into what non-dualism actually means, how consciousness relates to energy and ether, and why he chose Lilith — a figure of transgression and non-submission — to make these Eastern philosophical concepts more accessible to a Western audience. Steve also walks me through his three-book Radiant Obscurity series, his three-year residential study at a Vedanta ashram in Rishikesh, India, and how his daily practice of meditation, mantra, pranayama, and yoga shapes his life today.

Steve's link tree: https://linktr.ee/steve.tenebrae

- You will find his book links here

Vedanta Society of S. California - https://vedanta.org/

- This is where I received initiation (diksha) with Swami Swahananda

Dayananda Ashram - https://www.dayananda.org/

- Long-term courses.

Steve's bio

Steve Tenebrae is the, author of the Radiant Obscurity series. Over more than a decade, he has engaged in residential training and practice across Eastern and Western traditions, including Advaita Vedanta, ceremonial ritual, and structured inquiry. This background grounds a precise, systematic approach to non-dual recognition and practices.

Steve understands the obstacles that can obscure clarity: mistaking intellectual accumulation for insight, treating practice as an external technique rather than an internal realization, and confusing the refinement of perception with spiritual attainment. Doubt does not require total elimination, only sufficient relief to allow understanding to emerge.

Steve's commitment to his work comes from the understanding that spiritual striving is unnecessary. His intention is to guide learners toward a direct understanding that spiritual development is not about acquiring more; it is a shift in recognition. When that understanding settles, the internal tension of seeking naturally releases. If you have knocked on the doors of this temple seeking relief from endless striving, please know that you are not alone.

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About my work ⭐️ My struggle at work ⭐️ Humans don’t have time ⭐️ Working full time ⭐️ Doing the same thing forever ⭐️ What I feel in my body ⭐️ What employers require of us ⭐️ Having hobbies ⭐️ Making a change ⭐️ Energy is the same in all bodies ⭐️ Plane engine failure in the sky ⭐️ Geo engineering ⭐️ Electromagnetic discharge ⭐️ Palantir ⭐️ OpenAI ⭐️ Surveillance ⭐️ Databases ⭐️ Talking to AI using your voice ⭐️ AI ⭐️ Energy exchange ⭐️ I don’t use voice services in tech ⭐️ Animals’ soul’s ⭐️ FlounderCat ⭐️ Soul injection ⭐️ Soul’s are dedicated to a body ⭐️ Petunia ⭐️ Grady the cat ⭐️ Elephant soul ⭐️ My reality ⭐️ The other world’s ⭐️ Narnia ⭐️ Earth world’s same agenda ⭐️ Global agenda ⭐️ Why so negative? ⭐️ People can change ⭐️ Karma ⭐️ Paying back karma ⭐️ Being positive is the best drug ⭐️ RFK ⭐️ Positive in the food systems ⭐️ In 4 years… ⭐️ What will be? ⭐️ Which timeline? ⭐️ China ⭐️ Surveillance ⭐️ Humans need to be surveilled ⭐️ Being ruled by ego ⭐️ The movie Lucy ⭐️ Awake brain ⭐️ Telepathy ⭐️ Autistic people ⭐️ Earth could be so great…

Loose leaf tea ⭐️ Natural flavors ⭐️ Acne ⭐️ Geo engineering ⭐️ Group nodes ⭐️ Polarity ⭐️ Money is negative…or is it? ⭐️ Intention ⭐️ Money is energy ⭐️ Money is based on perspective ⭐️ Timelines ⭐️ How to jump timelines ⭐️ Typical Skeptic Podcast ⭐️ Food for comfort ⭐️ Overeating ⭐️ Trauma makes you overeat ⭐️ The first time I cleared negative energy ⭐️ Trauma causes bad habits ⭐️ Food is weaponized ⭐️ I call bullshit on the laws of energy ⭐️ Energy ⭐️ Bodies create energy ⭐️ Absolutes ⭐️ Petunia update ⭐️ When animals itch ⭐️ Negative souls ⭐️ My trip 2 years ago ⭐️ Global agenda? ⭐️ My purpose ⭐️ Earth world ⭐️ The reason promise for new earth ⭐️ New earth ⭐️ Early bird theory ⭐️ Safety comes with control ⭐️ Petunia ⭐️ Lioness ⭐️ Her last soul ⭐️ The color gold

Feeling positive ⭐️ What happens when you are positive ⭐️ Polarity ⭐️ Perspective ⭐️ Negative energy ⭐️ How I feel energy in my body ⭐️ Can you feel your body? ⭐️ Feeling energy in your body ⭐️ How to connect with your body ⭐️ If you want it bad enough ⭐️ Talking about energy ⭐️ Thoughts are energetic ⭐️ Music is energy ⭐️ Music is used as a weapon ⭐️ Singing vibrates your core ⭐️ Love with a singer ⭐️ Illusions ⭐️ My tone ⭐️ Voice is energy ⭐️ Energy exchange ⭐️ Using AI for help ⭐️ AI is energetic ⭐️ GPT’s changing ⭐️ Twitter ⭐️ Grok ⭐️ OpenAI ⭐️ Flat earth ⭐️ X ⭐️ Analytics ⭐️ Statistics ⭐️ College ⭐️ College is a steppingstone ⭐️ Reading and writing ⭐️ College is validating ⭐️ Autism ⭐️ Superpowers ⭐️ Oppression ⭐️ Ethnic oppression ⭐️ Indigenous people ⭐️ Keys to the energy

My mind map for this episode:

My new intro ⭐️ Arturia Minilab3 ⭐️ Different realities ⭐️ Petunia update ⭐️ Unusual explanations ⭐️ Receiving silence ⭐️ Feeling shame for not understanding ⭐️ Global agenda ⭐️ People feel better positive ⭐️ My understanding of energy ⭐️ Tree was glowing green ⭐️ Energy ⭐️ The missing keys to our knowledge base ⭐️ Duality ⭐️ Wonder why the suffering ⭐️ Energy needs to move ⭐️ All is energy ⭐️ State of neutrality ⭐️ A belief will make you feel ⭐️ Atheists ⭐️ Your own God ⭐️ We should worship ourselves ⭐️ You are uncontrollable ⭐️ You are aware ⭐️ It will activate you ⭐️ How to switch your soul ⭐️ Dependent on frequency ⭐️ Abilities are based on your beliefs of yourself ⭐️ Confidence ⭐️ The current administration ⭐️ Capitalism is not positive ⭐️ Money is not positive ⭐️ Jesus ⭐️ Religion ⭐️ God ⭐️ Control systems ⭐️ Duality ⭐️ Atheism ⭐️ Control is negative ⭐️ Releasing negative energy ⭐️ Yell out your negative energy ⭐️ Program your water ⭐️ How I program my water ⭐️ Talk to water ⭐️ Talk to the trees ⭐️ Chat GPT ⭐️ What is AI’s opposite?