Explore every episode of the podcast I Could Never...
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| Let's Get This Show on the Road | 05 Sep 2024 | 00:47:29 | |
Couple to Throuple's Denyse Davis talks about her 20 person polycule, keeping things spicy over long distance and how she "won" the show.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Denyse Davis on IG - @denyserda Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Happy Trip by Yona Marie | |||
| Dial M for Metamour | 29 Aug 2024 | 00:43:15 | |
Meghana and Shreya discuss teasing their shared partner, finding chosen family and how the colonization of India ruined everything.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Meghana Raveendra on IG - @thecurlyvagabond Shreya Satapathy on IG - @shreya_satapathy_ Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| You Don't Know the Half of It! | 22 Aug 2024 | 00:02:21 | |
Midseason Announcement! | |||
| When a House Becomes a Homie | 15 Aug 2024 | 00:47:07 | |
Metamours Jacob and Robert talk about polyamorous community, their shared partner and why they moved in together without her.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Jacob Sandler on IG - @jacobsandler Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| See You Next Tuesday | 08 Aug 2024 | 00:46:01 | |
Solo polyamorous autism coach, Josselyn Crane, discusses how she manages non-monogamy as a mother, the ups and downs of friends with benefits, and how de-escalation has worked for her.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Josselyn Crane on IG - @josselync_coach Josselyn Crane on TikTok - @josselync.coach Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| The Four Boyfriends of the Apocalypse | 01 Aug 2024 | 00:43:42 | |
Youtuber Kat Blaque talks about bad polyamorous dates, bizarre swinger parties and navigating white spaces as a Black trans woman.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Kat Blaque on TikTok - @katblaque Kat Blaque on YouTube - @katblaque Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Macho Men Need Cuddles Too | 25 Jul 2024 | 00:43:53 | |
Mexico City-based psychotherapist Jaime Gama discusses opening his relationship as a gay man, what masculinity can look like and loving Sailor Moon.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Jaime Gama on IG - @gotitasdepoliamor Jaime Gama on TikTok - @amemoseticamente Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Purity Culture Can Suck It | 18 Jul 2024 | 00:56:34 | |
Polyamorous voice actor, musician and audio erotica storyteller, Cera Gibson, dives into her experience growing up in Mormonism, unlearning the shame of purity culture and navigating the challenges of early non-monogamy. For more info and full episode transcript visit https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0)
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| Trailer: I Could Never... | 09 Jul 2024 | 00:01:19 | |
Check out the trailer for Season 1 of I Could Never..., and get a sneak preview of some of the anecdotes to come from our guests this season! Music: Submission by Beat Mekanik - Free Music Archive - CC BY 4.0 | |||
| We're Gonna Need a Bigger Bed | 12 Sep 2024 | 00:46:50 | |
Intimacy coordinator Rufai Ajala talks about living with a partner and her husband, queerplatonic love and how they handled 9 relationships at once.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Rufai Ajala on IG - @rufaiajala Intimacy with Roo on IG - @intimacywithroo Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Happy Trip by Yona Marie | |||
| In Too Deep | 19 Sep 2024 | 00:46:20 | |
The Boyslut, Zachary Zane, dishes on diving into the deep end with non-monogamy, how he's scaled back romance responsibly and why he loves the label of bisexual slut.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Zachary Zane on IG - @zacharyzane_ Zachary Zane's Website - zacharyzane.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lope and Shimmer by Podington Bear | |||
| Not Just "White People Sh*t" | 26 Sep 2024 | 00:49:41 | |
Michelle Hy explores her Chinese and Taiwanese heritage, getting outed to her dad and what it was like going to her partners' wedding.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Michelle Hy on IG - @polyamorouswhileasian Michelle Hy's Website - polyamorouswhileasian.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Hood Rat by John Bartmann | |||
| Bonus Episode: You Ask, We Deliver | 17 Oct 2024 | 00:48:40 | |
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about if solo polyamory just means having commitment issues, bringing metamours into your home, and how to support a partner through a breakup.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Um Actually, Polyamorous People Are Hot | 27 Feb 2025 | 00:47:58 | |
Dropout's Ify Nwadiwe and Emily Louise talk D&D, cheating exes, and how scary it is when your partner falls in love with someone else.
FREE TOYS OR DISCOUNTS ON TOYS! Everyone who signs up to my giveaway with Bellesa gets something! https://www.bboutique.co/vibe/chillpolyamory-podcast "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Ify Nwadiwe on IG - @ifynwadiwe Ify Nwadiwe on BlueSky - @ifycomedy.com Emily Louise on IG - @ohmyemilylouise Emily Louise on OnlyFans- notthatprincesspeach Our Relationship Pod w/ Ify & Emmy - Apple Podcasts Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats | |||
| My Not So Guilty Pleasure | 06 Mar 2025 | 00:45:53 | |
Dr. Han Ren is a hot, polyamorous mom who shares about collectivist cultures and what she gets up to when her partner's on a date.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Dr. Han Ren on IG - @dr.han.ren Dr. Han Ren on TikTok - @drhanren Dr. Han Ren's Website - drhanren.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Monogamy, Table For Three | 20 Mar 2025 | 00:45:55 | |
Monogamish Lex reveals what it's like dating a married man, and how his wife became one of her best friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility | 13 Mar 2025 | 00:50:07 | |
Award-winning polyamorous author, Kevin Patterson, talks monogamous pearl-clutchers, jam packed calendars and not turning partners into heroes or villains.
Support the launch of Kevin's newest book: indiegogo.com/for-hire-the-price-of-fame "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Kevin Patterson on IG - @polyrolemodels Kevin Patterson on Tumblr - @polyrolemodels Kevin Patterson's Website - kevinapatterson.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: A Hero is Born by Holizna | |||
| An Anchor in Troubled Waters | 27 Mar 2025 | 00:44:35 | |
Puerto Rican actor, drag king & storyteller Vico Ortiz describes their red flags, moving in with a partner, and how they made Our Flag Means Death so polyamorous.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Vico Ortiz on IG - @puertoricaninja Vico Ortiz on Blue Sky - @vico-ortiz Vico Ortiz on Patreon - Vico's Patreon Vico's Podcast on Substack - Today in Gay
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Dating The Old Fashioned Way | 03 Apr 2025 | 00:53:31 | |
The Collectress, Ashtin Berry, gets into romance with friends, who should pay for dinner and how men react to her swearing off marriage.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Ashtin Berry on IG - @thecollectress Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Announcement: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats | |||
| Question Everything, Assume Nothing | 10 Apr 2025 | 00:46:28 | |
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about age gaps, holidays in a triad and dating your best friend.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo Peer Support Calls - chillpolyamory.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| And Baby Makes Five | 17 Apr 2025 | 00:48:42 | |
Hannah and her quad are part of an even larger polycule buying land and building a family together in Argentina.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Hannah on IG - @eutimian Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| The Novel Tale of a Former Future Housewife | 24 Apr 2025 | 00:47:52 | |
Author of The Anxious Person's Guide to Non-Monogamy, Lola Phoenix, discusses love under lockdown, living solo in Sweden and why she views sex like a car.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Lola Phoenix's Website - nonmonogamyhelp.com Lola on IG - @nonmonogamyhelp Lola on Twitter - @nonmonogamyhelp Lola on TikTok - @nonmonohelp Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| The Storm Before The Calm | 08 May 2025 | 00:52:51 | |
Libby Sinback, host of Making Polyamory Work, on watching partners fall for each other, her triad breaking into a V and what happened when her kid's teacher found out about it all.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Libby on IG - @thatpolyammom Libby's Podcast - Making Polyamory Work Libby's Website - libbysinback.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Why We Didn’t Pull The Plug | 01 May 2025 | 00:54:49 | |
Up for trying anything once, Deepa Paul gets down and dirty on coming back from cheating and ditching Filipina Catholic shame.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Deepa on IG - @storiesbydeepa Deepa on Substack - Letters by Deepa Ask Me How It Works: Love in an Open Marriage - Preorder The Book Note: For US listeners, Waterstones will ship to the US from the UK. Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| For The Love of Oshun | 15 May 2025 | 00:41:57 | |
Bringing high drama, Darkwah lays bare their monogamous failures, Ghanaian pride, and how the tits be titting.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Darkwah on LinkedIn - @hausofdarkwah Darkwah on IG - @hausofdarkwah Darkwah on TikTok - @hausofdarkwah Darkwah on Spotify - @Darkwah Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Ask And You Shall Receive | 22 May 2025 | 00:58:31 | |
In this Season 2 Finale Q&A, Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about annoying metas, dating as a couple and being too fucked up for polyamory.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo Peer Support Calls - chillpolyamory.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Double Date | 28 Aug 2025 | 00:53:25 | |
Reece Foster, aka SaulForged, is a very special guest for Genevieve & Ishik - an episode full of surprises to kick off Season 3!
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Reece Foster on IG - @saulforged Reece Foster on Etsy - Etsy - SaulForged Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Pleasing Every Constituent | 04 Sep 2025 | 00:52:25 | |
Besides being a socialist, abolitionist, polyamorous & queer city councilor, Willie Burnley Jr. says he's "pretty normie". Together, we get into being polyam & single, running for mayor and getting c*ck-blocked by his nosy monogamous friend.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Willie Burnley Jr. on IG - @willieforsomerville Support Willie for Mayor - willieforsomerville.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| More Like Bye-erarchy! | 11 Sep 2025 | 00:47:26 | |
Polyamorous since 18, Marla Schreiber, @polyamarla, is sick of talking about hierarchy, but loves bedtime rituals with both of their partners.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Marla on IG - @polyamarla Marla on TikTok - @polyamarla Marla on YouTube - @polyamarla Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Riding the Rainbow Together | 25 Sep 2025 | 00:45:10 | |
Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Deepak on IG - @mrpsychologist Deepak on YouTube - @kaisehomedia Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Village with a Capital "V" | 18 Sep 2025 | 00:45:15 | |
Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Tay on TikTok - @polyamgirliepop Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| I'm Glad You Asked! | 02 Oct 2025 | 00:51:34 | |
Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into cheating friends, moving in with a metamour, and wanting closure from a partner's ex.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Let's Call It What It Is | 16 Oct 2025 | 00:53:49 | |
Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner’s dating choices.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Lily on IG - @lilykerriganpresents Lily on TikTok - @lilykerrigan Lily on BlueSky - @lilykerrigan.bsky.social Lily on YouTube - @lilykerriganpresents Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| It's Not Out of the Question | 09 Oct 2025 | 00:51:06 | |
Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, getting past cheating and what is "too much information".
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Community Through Promiscuity | 13 Nov 2025 | 00:46:58 | |
Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Dean on IG - @spade.dean Dean on TikTok - @deanspade Dean on YouTube - @Dean_Spade Dean on Patreon - @DeanSpade Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Part-Time Girlfriend, Full-Time Freak | 06 Nov 2025 | 00:48:42 | |
Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Kenna on IG - @kenna_bethany Kenna on TikTok - @kenna_bethany Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| In Sickness And In Health | 30 Oct 2025 | 00:48:11 | |
Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Dr. Badiee on IG - @doctorbadiee Dr. Badiee on TikTok - @doctorbadiee Dr. Badiee on YouTube - @doctorbadiee Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| Jellyamorous | 23 Oct 2025 | 00:49:16 | |
Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Loren on IG - @loren_loubser Loren's Podcast - Open Wide Say Ah Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||
| That's a Big Ask | 27 Nov 2025 | 00:54:47 | |
Genevieve & Ishik close out Season 3 with a finale Q&A where they tackle questions about ambiamorous partners, feeling shame in secrecy, and why she shows some partners on socials but not others.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik | |||