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Ep. 12: No Trouble At All

Season 1 · Episode 12

Thursday, October 2, 2025 • Duration 37:52

What happens when reverence turns to curiosity, and curiosity turns to spectacle? In our last episode, we witnessed the unraveling of Huautla’s sacred silence: from Gordon and Valentina’s respectful early visits to the post–Life magazine flood of seekers, smugglers, and spies, as the psychedelic tide rolled in.

In this episode, secrets swim in plain sight—some in fish tanks, some in field notes, and some in the fractured mind of a combat medic who’s running out of rope. Gordon Wasson never meant to open the door. But once opened, it was the CIA who walked through. And now, as Lidiya unspools the truth, Chris is slipping toward a dark familiar edge of his own.

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Ep. 11: Western Union and Almost Mea Culpa

Season 1 · Episode 11

Thursday, October 2, 2025 • Duration 32:04

In our last episode, Lidiya and Chris began the next leg of their journey—bidding farewell to Millicent, to Oahu, and to Piney’s Holistic Health Center—now bound for Danbury, Connecticut, to see Exa. While on their flight, Lidiya’s immersive storytelling took us high into the cloud forests of Huautla. We saw what Gordon Wasson saw—and met the curandera who would change the world.

In this episode: before the hippies came, before the road was built, before the world knew her name, María Sabina whispered to strangers in the dark. But the whisper grew louder—and the sacred silence of the mountain would never be the same.

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Ep. 10: Piece of Work and Huautla de Jiménez

Season 1 · Episode 10

Thursday, September 18, 2025 • Duration 34:20

In the last episode of Her Magic Mushroom Memoir, Chris took his first halting steps toward sobriety at Piney’s Holistic Health Center. Meanwhile, Lidiya and Millicent made the long, windswept trek to Ka‘ena Point—the mythical leaping place of souls—where Lidiya finally admitted what she feared most: dying alone. And then, with Exa’s voice on the phone, a promise was made.

In this episode, Millicent hands Chris a mission and a mandate. Lidiya is running out of time. But Chris, no longer just her biographer, must decide what kind of man he’s going to be—before that choice is taken from him. Chris is officially charged with watching over Lidiya. He’s not sure he’s ready. But ready or not, they’re headed to Danbury—into winter, into uncertainty, and into the heart of her unfinished story. What Chris doesn’t yet realize: his assignment isn’t just medical—it’s personal. He has one mission—and a second chance he never expected.

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Ep. 9: The Parable of Piney and Danbury Is Not a Town in Hawaii

Season 1 · Episode 9

Thursday, September 18, 2025 • Duration 45:56

Previously on Her Magic Mushroom Memoir…
Chris hit rock bottom—fired from both jobs, drunk, and ready to give up. But just as he spiraled into darkness, Lidiya showed up, literally dragging him out of his tent and into a plane. He woke up groggy and confused, halfway to Hawaii, where Lidiya had arranged a rehab stay with an old friend. He thinks he’s been kidnapped. She calls it kindness. Either way, the story has moved to a new place—one where healing might just be possible.

In this next chapter, the stories widen and deepen. As Lidiya reunites with Millicent, we learn the powerful origin story of Piney—the Vietnam vet turned labor organizer who built a recovery community from the ground up. As the women reflect on legacy, regret, and the ripple effect of their choices, Lidiya reveals the secret she’s been holding: why she chose Chris. And why she still believes he’s the one meant to tell her story—even if time, and faith, are both running out.

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Ep. 8: Dust Off and A Soft Blue Hue

Season 1 · Episode 8

Thursday, September 18, 2025 • Duration 39:54

Last time on Her Magic Mushroom Memoir…
Lidiya’s past continued to unfold—from mushroom theft and forgiveness to mentorship under Gordon and life lessons from Sister Emilka, a nun with a war tattoo and a resistance legacy. But just as Chris was absorbing the weight of her story, Lidiya dropped the news that stopped everything: she’s dying. And suddenly, Chris—the reluctant writer—was left reeling, unsure how to keep going… or even if he should.

In this episode, we land in Oahu, where old friendships are rekindled and second chances are quietly offered. Chris arrives at Piney’s Holistic Health Center—still hungover, still angry, but maybe, just maybe, ready to change. Meanwhile, Lidiya reunites with Millicent, a childhood friend whose life has taken its own remarkable path. As they drive the North Shore together, reflecting on the past and watching sea turtles nap in the sun, it’s clear that time is precious—and what they do with it now might be the most important decision of all.

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Ep. 7: Sister Emilka and Lights Color Fade to Black

Season 1 · Episode 7

Thursday, September 18, 2025 • Duration 56:54

Previously on Her Magic Mushroom Memoir…
Left alone with temptation, young Lidiya crossed a forbidden threshold—stealing sacred mushrooms from Gordon’s garden and embarking on a psychedelic journey that forever altered her inner world. Caught mid-trip by Exa, she expected punishment, but instead found calm, curiosity—and compassion. And when Gordon returned, what followed was no scolding, but something far more powerful: a lesson about trust, and an invitation to step into something greater.

In this next chapter, we’ll hear how Gordon's war experiences shaped his worldview, how psilocybin research collided with politics, and how Lidiya's education at Harvard placed her right at the crossroads of science, tradition, and counterculture. As Chris listens, a storm brews inside him. And as Lidiya shares her past, it’s clear that time is running out—for both of them, in very different ways.

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Ep. 6: A Safe Landing and Respite from the Glare

Season 1 · Episode 6

Thursday, September 4, 2025 • Duration 34:07

Last time on Her Magic Mushroom Memoir, Lidiya opened the door to her most formative experiences: losing her mother, surviving trauma, and finding refuge in the unlikeliest of places. With Exa’s help—and Gordon’s quiet generosity—Lidiya began again. Two schools, two caretakers, and one fragile but growing sense of self. It wasn’t just a rescue—it was the moment she began to believe she might become someone.

In this next chapter, Lidiya’s story shifts again—from personal awakenings to public decisions. She’s been welcomed into Gordon’s world, but it comes with its own expectations—and consequences. As Chris listens, he starts to wonder just how deep this story goes. Who was Gordon really? What kind of empire was being quietly built beneath the surface of mushroom research? And can a story like Lidiya’s ever be told without shaking something loose? This episode is about revelations, reckonings… and the unexpected costs of belonging.

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Ep. 5: Prophesies and Exa

Season 1 · Episode 5

Thursday, September 4, 2025 • Duration 49:01

Previously from Her Magic Mushroom Memoir...
Chris reluctantly met with Lidiya in a stunning Beverly Hills guesthouse, fully expecting to turn her down. But as she shared childhood memories—hookworms, a collapsed stepfather, a funeral canister named “Maxwell”—he started to reconsider. Through laughter and loss, something shifted. Lidiya wasn’t pitching a book anymore—she was opening a vein. And Chris, whether he was ready or not, was already in too deep to walk away.

In this next chapter, Lidiya and Chris go deeper—into espionage, prophecy, and the blurry edges of truth. We learn about Maxwell, the not-so-banker stepfather who helped trigger the Manhattan Project. About Allen Dulles, silent meetings, and suspicions that never quite fade. And then we meet Exa—part legend, part sister—whose own mysterious past intertwines with Lidiya’s in ways neither of them could have imagined. As Chris listens, the pieces begin to shift into place... and so does his purpose.

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Ep. 4: Clysis and The Century Association

Season 1 · Episode 4

Thursday, August 21, 2025 • Duration 44:11

Last time in Her Magic Mushroom Memoir, Lidiya made a bold move—tracking down Chris Wade, the struggling writer who saved her on the beach—and offering him a chance to write her life story. Meanwhile, Lidiya prepared for the journey ahead by sorting through her past: photos, mementos, and a powerful conversation with Claire revealed just how much she's choosing honesty over denial. She’s not just facing mortality—she’s determined to shape what comes next.

In this episode, Lidiya peels back the curtain on the story behind the story. She shares how her mother—once a Soviet spy—ended up with a menial job at an elite Manhattan club, where a chance encounter with R. Gordon Wasson changed everything. We take a step into the world of mushroom mysticism, secret rites, and the strange intersection of science, spirituality, and intelligence work. When a familiar face at a funeral turns out to be the Director of the CIA, Chris begins to understand: this isn’t just a memoir—it may be a reckoning.

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Ep. 3: Name Your Price and South Oaks

Season 1 · Episode 3

Thursday, August 21, 2025 • Duration 33:59

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Lidiya returned to Brooklyn shaken by her collapse in Venice—and even more so by what followed. As her mind drifted through research, memories, and grief, a second collapse led to an MRI scan, and with it, a life-changing diagnosis. As she tries to ground herself—gardening, foraging, cooking—signs and memories keep surfacing. A mushroom known as “the trumpet of the dead,” a haunting dream, a visit from the past. Now, with her time suddenly uncertain, one thing is clear: she must begin her story before it’s too late.

In this episode Lidiya reflects more deeply than before on the origins of a symbolic object—a small mushroom carving—that carries weight from a long-ago chapter of her life. As memories resurface, we’re taken back to a 1965 conference, where a young Lidiya was already turning heads in the psychedelic science world. There, she met a man who offered something more than just professional praise: he hinted at a shadowy path she might take. Now, decades later, those choices echo louder than ever—and with her time running short, the question remains: how much truth is she willing to tell?

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