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Had to Ask

Melanie Sutrathada

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Frequency: 1 episode/30d. Total Eps: 13

Had to Ask is the podcast where bold conversations and unfiltered stories take center stage. Hosted by actor Melanie Sutrathada, each episode dives into candid, funny, and unexpectedly deep conversations with Broadway stars, rising talent, and storytellers. From mental health and stunt casting to what it's really like to be in the room where it happens and what’s on their For You Page, nothing is off-limits. Season 2 is officially here!

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Had to Ask: Tatianna Córdoba on Real Women Have Curves on Broadway, Societal Expectations, Immigration, and the People Who Raised Us

Season 1 · Episode 2

Tuesday, July 1, 2025 • Duration 39:22

Before Real Women Have Curves closed on Broadway, Tatianna Córdoba (@tatiannasophia) sat down with Had to Ask to talk about everything this moment meant to her — and what it took to get there.

Tatianna opens up about the power of representation as a half-Filipina, half-Latina woman on Broadway, the pressure of societal expectations, and telling stories that reflect today’s reality — including the trauma of immigration enforcement and families being torn apart. We talk about her love for Lea Salonga, complicated family dynamics, and what it means to show up on a Broadway stage in a body that proudly defies outdated norms.

She also shares her deep pride in being from the Bay Area, the Broadway crush she’ll never get over (yes, she spills), and the stories that made her laugh, cry, and keep going.

Recorded before the announcement of Real Women Have Curves’ unexpected closing, this episode now feels like a time capsule — a love letter to resilience, representation, and rising through it all.

Chapters:

00:02:20 - Tatianna's Broadway Crush
00:07:51 - One "Real Women Have Curves" Line That Lives Rent-Free in Her Mind
00:10:59 - Her Love for the Bay Area and Representation Growing Up
00:13:29 - Meeting Her Heroes and How They Did Not Dissapoint
00:16:05 - The Call That Changed Everything
00:23:34 - Her Relationship to Her Body & Body Neutrality
00:28:53 - The Relevance and Importance of Real Women Have Curves

Follow Had to Ask at @hadtoaskpod for more bold conversations and unfiltered stories — hosted by Melanie Sutrathada (@melaniesutra)

Co-produced and edited by Joseph Loper (@joehloper). Special thanks to The Chatwal in NYC for being the home of Had to Ask for season 1!

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Had to Ask: Emma Pittman on The Outsiders on Broadway, Parasocial Relationships, and What’s on Her For You Page (It’s Unhinged)

Season 1 · Episode 1

Tuesday, July 1, 2025 • Duration 51:28

Meet Emma Pittman: Broadway’s rising star who’s breaking the mold, telling her truth, and giving us all the backstage tea in the very first episode of Had to Ask.

Emma Pittman (⁠@emmapittmanofficial⁠) is not just Cherry Valance in The Outsiders — she’s a vlogger, a Broadway scene-stealer, and forever the internet’s Roxie Hart. In this episode, Emma opens up about growing up in Mississippi, storytelling that honors the truth, and what it’s like stepping into a fandom-heavy show like The Outsiders.

We also talk about astrology (obviously), parasocial relationships, Broadway stunt casting, and her dream job as a kid. Plus: the iconic opening night dress she wore to Back to the Future (thank you, Brendan!) and what her For You Page is serving her lately.

Oh — and yes, we do talk about the Search for Dolly.

Tune in for surprising insights, heartfelt moments, and stories only Emma Pittman can deliver.

Chapters:

00:09:17 - Emma's Dream as a Kid
00:19:57 - The Search for Roxie & The Search for Dolly
00:24:21 - Stunt Casting, Especially in the World of Chicago
00:28:51 - The Gift of Playing Cherry in The Outsiders

00:39:12 - Parasocial Relationships in the Broadway Space
00:47:13 - What Emma Hopes for Her Legacy to Be

Follow Had to Ask ⁠@hadtoaskpod⁠ for more bold conversations and unfiltered stories — hosted by Melanie Sutrathada (⁠@melaniesutra⁠)

Co-produced and edited by Joseph Loper (⁠@joehloper⁠). Special thanks to The Chatwal in NYC for being the home of for season 1!

Had to Ask: John Cardoza on Love, Loss, and Finding His Way from Moulin Rouge! to The Notebook

Season 1 · Episode 8

Tuesday, August 19, 2025 • Duration 56:09

John Cardoza (@johnfcardoza) joins me on Had to Ask for a vulnerable, moving, and deeply human conversation about love, grief, and resilience. From touring the country in Moulin Rouge! to creating the role of Young Noah in The Notebook on Broadway, John has built a career grounded not just in talent, but in choosing what feels right and meaningful.

We talk about the unexpected loss of his mother, how grief has shaped him as an artist, and why nothing will ever be more important than being there for family when they need him. John opens up about navigating fear, vulnerability as a muscle you have to keep flexing, and the resilience it takes to keep showing up in this industry.

Of course, it’s not all serious — John also shares his irrational fear of tall buildings (tough luck in NYC), his Broadway diva fighter of choice, and his admiration for Solea Pfeiffer. Plus: what it was like finishing The Notebook with Jordan Tyson after three years of building those roles together, crying in grocery stores, and how following the path that feels right led him all the way to Christian in Moulin Rouge! on Broadway.

This episode is about love, loss, and why the sacrifices have to be worth it. If you’ve ever chased a dream while trying to hold onto what matters most, you’ll feel seen in this one.

Chapters:

6:03 John’s love for touring with Moulin Rouge
11:39 What really scares him
21:07 What led John to Young Noah in The Notebook
25:45 Crying in the grocery store and seeing the beauty in the everyday
31:08 Following the path of things that feel right
33:30 How proud John is to still be on his feet
42:12 The Tour of Moulin Rouge! Versus Broadway
49:20 Other John would go back to Moulin Rouge
53:19 The joy John is choosing next.

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Had to Ask: Matt Doyle on Company, Sondheim, and Surviving Broadway’s Toughest Truths

Season 1 · Episode 7

Tuesday, August 12, 2025 • Duration 59:12

Tony Award winner Matt Doyle (@mattfdoyle) — who you may know from Company, Spring Awakening, The Book of Mormon, and more — joins me on Had to Ask for a candid, hilarious, and heartfelt conversation about the highs, lows, and everything in between of life in the theatre. From falling head over heels for Sondheim to dreaming of playing Romeo, Matt shares how perseverance—not perfection—has carried him through an industry that never really gets easier.

We dive into mental health, imposter syndrome, and the self-sabotage that comes with being an “insecure mess,” plus his deep admiration for Audra McDonald, Joy Woods, and Gavin Creel. Matt opens up about Conversations with Mother, why building a life outside the work matters, and the joy (and nerves) behind stepping into Jay Gatsby’s shoes in The Great Gatsby.

Also on the table? Our mutual agreement that we’d both be terrible in jail, the unlikely way he met Bonnie Milligan, and his voice talent crush. Whether you’re here for the Broadway stories, the Gatsby gossip, or just to feel a little less alone in chasing big dreams, this one’s got it all.

Chapters:
02:41 Gossip Girl — and whether he’d choose Blair or Serena08:17 The first time Matt met Gavin Creel10:36 High school backstage on Spring Awakening13:23 Thinking he was done after The Book of Mormon18:18 His friendship with Bonnie Milligan25:23 The Broadway revival he’d like to see28:23 Falling in love with musical theatre through Sondheim31:59 Imposter syndrome and winning a Tony37:24 The pressure to bring Broadway back with Company45:40 The chicken soup for the soul that was Conversations with Mother49:09 Opening The Great Gatsby in South Korea

Follow Matt Doyle (@mattfdoyle) and Had to Ask (@hadtoaskpod) for more bold, unfiltered conversations — hosted by Melanie Sutrathada.

Had to Ask: Burke Swanson on Stranger Things, Back to the Future, and Building Community Through Theatre

Season 1 · Episode 1

Tuesday, July 29, 2025 • Duration 48:24

You might know Burke Swanson (@burke_swanson) as Young Hopper in Stranger Things: The First Shadow on Broadway — but his path to the Upside Down started long before the Demodogs.

After making his Broadway debut in The Rose Tattoo, Burke has quickly become a performer to watch, blending physicality, poetry, and heart into every role. In this episode of Had to Ask, he shares the surprising, thoughtful, and often hilarious journey that took him from Back to the Future to Hawkins, Indiana — in just ten days. We talk about how he built his version of Hopper (yes, it involved cowboy boots in the woods), what it means to be a performing artist rather than just an actor, and why over 65% of the Stranger Things audience is brand-new to Broadway.

This show isn’t just expanding the world of Hawkins — it’s creating lifelong theatergoers and reminding us that storytelling is a team effort.

Also in this episode: stage combat, our love for stunt performers, zombie apocalypse prep, experimental poetry, cats, and why I might never emotionally recover from Stranger Things: The First Shadow.

Chapters:

11:40 – The IP of Back to the Future and Stranger Things and how they connect with audiences
17:46 – A ten-day turnaround between two massive Broadway shows
22:19 – From watching Stranger Things in 2016 to starring in it on stage
28:37 – Giving yourself permission to celebrate success in this industry
36:32 – Why the Broadway show is irreparably tied to Stranger Things Season 5
41:36 – Why supporting the arts is always worth it
45:27 – Theater beyond Broadway, and art beyond New York

Had to Ask: J. Harrison Ghee on Some Like It Hot, Winning a Tony, Drag as Revelation & Being Seen

Season 1 · Episode 5

Tuesday, July 22, 2025 • Duration 45:55

Had to Ask is back with the one and only J. Harrison Ghee (@jharrisonghee) — Tony Award-winner, Broadway trailblazer, and all-around radiant soul. In this episode, J gets candid about the fearless self-expression that’s defined their journey onstage and off.

From their first instinct reading the Some Like It Hot script to why playing Lola in Kinky Boots was a form of therapy, J opens up about what it really means to be seen — and to free yourself in order to see yourself. We talk about soulmates, creating chosen family, and the joy of putting their friends in drag (spoiler: it’s magic).

They also dive into what scares them, what they’d be doing if they weren’t a performer, and what their end-all, be-all dream looks like. Plus: how to ask for what you want, why they did Jerry/Daphne, and what either of us would do with “go-to-space” money (because why not?).

J’s presence is a celebration of possibility, authenticity, and unapologetic joy — and this conversation is a love letter to anyone who's ever dared to show up fully as themselves.

Chapters:

6:57 - Something that scares J
9:36 - Receiving love and asking for what you need
14:25 - Bright highlighter pink sweatpants and playing small
18:25 - Cultivating Crystal in Tokyo and where Crystal is today
27:27 - The 2023 Tony Awards and the moment when J found out they were even nominated
33:27 - What they would say to a younger version of themselves
39:26 - Their upcoming show, Saturday Church at New York Theatre Workshop
42:31 - Our new business venture and what we would do with go-to-space money

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Had to Ask: Drew Gehling on Booking the Role That Got Away in & Juliet, the Broadway Community, and Loving Julia Mattison

Season 1 · Episode 4

Tuesday, July 15, 2025 • Duration 54:42

What happens when Broadway’s favorite Shakespeare gets real about love, legacy, and the role that got away? In this episode of Had to Ask, Drew Gehling (@drewgehling), currently starring as Shakespeare in & Juliet on Broadway, opens up about what it’s like to be part of a show he calls “the joy factory,” lighting up the stage eight times a week.

We talk about the thrill of watching audiences fall in love with & Juliet, his deep love for the theatre community (including a sweet shoutout to Erich Bergen) and the kinds of characters he keeps coming back to — especially the ones who are a little messy, a little vulnerable, and always trying to figure it out.

Plus, Drew also shares the story of his very first date with Julia Mattison, which happened right downstairs from where we filmed, and reflects on watching her rise as the co-composer and lyricist of Broadway’s Death Becomes Her.

It’s candid, funny, and packed with heart — just like Drew himself.

Chapters:

10:08 - The role that got away.
14:08 - Gravitating towards characters who are trying to show everyone they have it together.
27:02 - Literally rubbing noses with Joey Fatone.
29:34 - Drew's first date with Julia and being her biggest fan.
36:58 - Comparison and seeing the same 5 people in the waiting room.
40:22 - What happens when your hobby becomes your job.
43:42 - What Drew would be doing if he wasn't a performer.

Follow Drew @drewgehling and Had to Ask @hadtoaskpod for more bold, unfiltered conversations — hosted by Melanie Sutrathada.

Co-produced and edited by Joseph Loper. Special thanks to The Chatwal in NYC for being the home of Had to Ask for season 1!

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Had to Ask: Erich Bergen on Playing the Villain in Boop! on Broadway, Being a Multi-Hyphenate, and Why Blake Still Hits Hard

Season 1 · Episode 3

Tuesday, July 8, 2025 • Duration 58:37

You may know Erich Bergen (@erichbergen) from Jersey Boys, Waitress, or playing the internet’s favorite political heartthrob on Madam Secretary (Melanie's words, not his)— but in this episode of Had to Ask, he opens up about some of the moments that really shaped him.

We talk about how he got his foot in the door selling merch at the Shubert Theatre, what it’s like playing a full-on villain for the first time as mayoral candidate Raymond Demarest in Boop!, and the many ways we try to cover up our insecurities. (Spoiler: even Erich’s gotten his a** handed to him a few times.)

He shares what it means to always want to make things better, what it’s really like meeting your heroes, executive-producing his first network television special (Joan Rivers: A Dead Funny All-Star Tribute on Peacock), why he’s not watching Love Island, and what this chapter of his life would be titled.

Chapters:

04:00 The Title of This Chapter of Erich’s Life
10:38 Wanting Things to Be Better
13:15 Figuring Out How to Begin
17:17 The Impact of Blake on Madam Secretary
21:08 Seeing Ourselves in Art
24:19 Playing the Villain in Boop!
37:45 The Kinds of Roles Erich Loves
41:28 What Erich Hopes His Legacy Will Be
49:00 What the Future Looks Like
54:04 Letting Go of Comparison

Follow Had to Ask ⁠⁠@hadtoaskpod⁠⁠ for more bold conversations and unfiltered stories — hosted by Melanie Sutrathada (⁠⁠@melaniesutra⁠⁠)

Had to Ask: Shannon Lewis on Choreographing Just In Time, SNL, and 25+ Years on Broadway

Season 1 · Episode 9

Tuesday, August 26, 2025 • Duration 40:28

Shannon Lewis (@realshanlew) is a veteran Broadway performer turned choreographer whose career spans more than 25 years on stage and screen. She made her Broadway debut in the original run of Crazy for You, later earning acclaim performing ‘I Gotcha’ in the original Broadway cast of Fosse. Shannon also went on to appear in beloved productions like Sweet Charity, A Chorus Line, and How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying. Beyond Broadway, she’s brought her choreographic eye to television hits like Saturday Night Live and Last Week Tonight with John Oliver. Now, she makes her Broadway choreographer debut with Just In Time, the new Bobby Darin musical.

In this conversation, Shannon reflects on the resilience it takes to sustain a decades-long career, the lessons learned from the roles she didn’t book, and why she’s driven to be part of the whole creative conversation—not just the performance. She opens up about creating choreography that resonates from the front row to the back of the house, the wild realities of working on SNL, and what it means to keep saying “yes” to the right opportunities.

This is a story about artistry, endurance, and learning to trust the moments when doors open—even if they’re not the ones you first imagined.

Chapters:

03:46 — Did Shannon ever imagine she’d still be working on Broadway 25+ years later?
06:10 — The roles she didn’t book (and what they taught her)
10:07 — Wanting to be part of the whole creative conversation in musical theatre
15:01 — Building choreography for both the front row and the back in Just In Time
17:28 — The impossible, exhilarating process of working on SNL
19:00 — Collaborating with Jonathan Groff in Just In Time
23:30 — Learning when to say yes in this business
27:30 — Watching others have their “moment”
28:58 — The conversations that happen on the other side of the table

Had to Ask: Jenn Colella on Suffs, Come From Away, Motherhood, and Choosing Kindness

Season 2 · Episode 4

Thursday, June 25, 2026 • Duration 44:52

Jenn Colella (@jenncolella) has built a remarkable Broadway career by leading with kindness, courage, and an unwavering commitment to telling stories that change hearts and minds.

In this episode of Had to Ask, Jenn joins Melanie Sutrathada (@melaniesutra) for a thoughtful, funny, and deeply moving conversation about her journey from Urban Cowboy to Come From Away and Suffs.

Together, they discuss the responsibility of performing live, what it means to originate roles on Broadway, letting go of the need to be liked, motherhood, teaching, service, and why so much of life comes down to choosing fear or love.

Plus: the Naked Fight Call, internet love, dream roles, end-of-life doulas, and what it means to feel at the fulcrum of your power at 51.

Chapters:

03:26 — Why the “Prayer” scene in Come From Away means so much to her
06:34 — Dream roles and the joy of originating characters on Broadway
09:27 — The legendary “Naked Fight Call” story from Urban Cowboy
11:28 — Why performing still makes her nervous
14:07 — Motherhood and “happy”
15:52 — Letting go of being liked and embracing complexity
21:51 — Changing hearts and minds through storytelling
25:28 — Why she’d want to become an end-of-life doula
31:18 — Feeling at the “fulcrum of power” at age 51
40:13 — The legacy she hopes to leave her daughter

Follow Jenn Colella (@jenncolella) and Had to Ask (@hadtoaskpod) for more bold, unfiltered conversations — hosted by Melanie Sutrathada.

Co-produced and edited by Joseph Loper.

Special thanks to Thompson Central Park New York for being the perfect space for this conversation with Had to Ask.

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