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Understanding shame is the first step toward freedom. We examine the roots of deception and how to move past your history.In this highlight reel from Module 7, we look at the story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden to understand the origins of shame. Awakening You #UCU! An online learning community that opens January 2027 for those of us that came through childhood sexual crimes. You can join from the privacy of own home. It is a six-week course, which includes five modules a week — 30 modules! You are welcome to go at your own pace. Weekly Q&A and an online community of support.Learn more here: https://ucu-site.thinkific.com/pages/coming_soon!Remember – Liars are often more persuasive in selling their deceptions than truth-tellers are in presenting the facts. Find your story, find yourself and then find your purpose and destiny!All love!

Sylvia Caldwell, author of Arise: Your Road to Wholeness After Sexual Trauma—Your Journey to Healing, joins me for a candid conversation about her life. She shares the tragedy of childhood sexual abuse by her biological father, the court case that followed, and the trauma amnesia that caused her to forget it all until the day the memories returned. Sylvia also recalls visiting the courthouse to request the case records and the emotional moment when the clerk, through tears, asked, “You’re Sylvia?” Hers is a beautiful story of redemption through Jesus.

Childhood sexual abuse reporting statistics are often misunderstood. We discuss why only 20% of survivors come forward with their stories.This episode of The Huntress features my youngest guest to date as we candidly address the reality of childhood sexual abuse. Our conversation focuses on the critical data surrounding survivor reporting rates and the systemic barriers that prevent victims from speaking out. This discussion is intended for those seeking to understand the prevalence of these issues and the importance of creating safer environments for disclosure.By examining current survivor statistics, we aim to shed light on why the vast majority of cases remain unreported. Understanding these reporting abuse patterns is a necessary step toward better advocacy and support for those affected. We hope this dialogue helps clarify the scope of child safety challenges and encourages more informed conversations on a difficult but necessary topic.Subscribe for weekly advocacy breakdowns and let us know your thoughts on this important subject in the comments below.

Stop staying silent when seeking justice for a personal tragedy.
After carrying the weight of a difficult experience for 59 years, I am still sharing my story to encourage others to use their own voices. This message is for anyone struggling to speak up against the darkness they have faced in their own lives.
If you have a story to share or need support, reach out to me at the email address listed below.
Contact: BitsnB1218@gmail.com

Childhood sexual trauma is often a silent struggle, but discussing these experiences is a critical step toward healing from trauma.In this episode we focus on destigmatizing sexual abuse by creating space for honest conversations. Jeanette Finn, author of Girl Distorted, Joy Restored, joins the show to share her personal journey and her motivation for speaking out publicly. Her story provides a roadmap for those seeking to understand the path toward recovery.We examine how survivor stories can shift the cultural narrative surrounding childhood sexual trauma. By sharing her experience, Jeanette Finn demonstrates that healing from trauma is possible and that no one has to suffer in silence. This conversation is for anyone looking for perspective on overcoming trauma or supporting those who have navigated similar challenges.Subscribe for weekly discussions on mental health and recovery, and let us know in the comments: what topic should we address next to help continue destigmatizing sexual abuse?

This powerful short video presents a message about the "Bits n' B" campaign, a "non profit" initiative that addresses anonymous messages from viewers. The speaker emphasizes the value of shared "trauma in story" and experiences over traditional counseling. This approach fosters a strong sense of "community" by providing guidance and support.We answer anonymous messages received at BitsnB1218@gmail.com.

Clip from Lisa's interview. Listen to the entire interview on this channel.

The injustice to the victims of the attackers. Attackers get immediate legal counsel while victims must prove and pay.

In this powerful episode of The Pedophile Huntress, we discuss the profound impact of childhood trauma, including sexual abuse and sex trafficing by her father. Louise Sedwick shares her personal journey and work, offering hope and insights for those navigating complex mental health challenges like cptsd. This conversation sheds light on recovery and healing for survivors.You can find Louise here: https://www.louisesedgwick.com/https://www.facebook.com/louisesedgwi...

Join me for a 2-day virtual retreat (Feb 13-14) to rediscover true connection. No quick fixes or clichés - just honest reflection and spiritual growth.

Why Valentine's Day?Because it's time to reclaim intimacy where it was first lost.

Is this you?

• Disconnected fromdesire & trust after childhood sexual trauma

• Tired ofsuperficial human connections

• Seeking authenticencounter with God

Reorient your healing journey in the safety of your own space.

 Register now: https://thepedophilehuntress.com/awakening-you-a-virtual...

 Questions? Email awakeningyou123@gmail.com

Join us for an insightful discussion on how God heals, contrasting it with worldly healing methods. This session features certified heart healers sharing their extensive experience in inner heart healing. We explore concepts of emotional healing and the journey towards deep healing, emphasizing that recovery and miracle are within reach through divine intervention. #ucu What does identity mean?How do we find the courage to step into healing?From God's perspective, how do labels play out in our life?

Ricky Brockwell's shocking true story begins with a boy who learned to sleep light, run toward his mother's screams, and absorb the blows from a father unraveling in drunken rage. When "safety" meant being sent away to various relatives' homes, sexual predators licked their lips. As Ricky learns to fight for his survival, he grinds his way to become an accomplished Christian singer/songwriter, touring for nearly a decade. But Ricky finds himself offering hope from the limelight while wrestling demons offstage. After a wildly chaotic roller-coaster of a story, Ricky hits rock bottom and finds himself parked at a local "suicide bridge."#religioustrauma #childhoodsexualabuse #childhoodmemories Hello and welcome to another episode of The Pedophile Huntress. Tonight I have a special guest with me, Ricky Brockwell, an accomplished author who has recently published new book titled Victory in Vulnerability: Shatter the Silence that Holds You Captive. His testimony is the power of a God who doesn't forget. We hope his stories inspires and helps you!Buy his book here: https://a.co/d/3pMat7z

This video expands on the concept of "Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers," focusing on a new educational panel discussing how God heals hearts. It's a journey of "spiritual awakening" and "healing journey" that invites viewers to reflect on their "faith" and embrace "god's message today" for continuous growth, all inspired by the "holy spirit".

This video introduces a "panel program" that focuses on spiritual insights, featuring a discussion on "Awakening Knightfall." The speaker shares experiences with spiritual practices, highlighting the importance of continuous engagement beyond initial altar calls. This "knowledge sharing" aims to provide a deeper understanding of "prophetic ministry" and its application in daily life.

Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers: Panel program featuring Staci Winn, Jennifer Hallaway and Jodie Tedder."Awakening" is a spiritual renewal, like waking from spiritual death to new life in Christ, healing that meets your broken heart and creates life, peace and movement. Spurred by Holy Spirit this discussion provides insights into kingdom living and spiritual well-being.In the interest and concerns of our viewers, I have put together this new educational panel on how God heals hearts. This panel is a collaboration and discussion about healing from God's perspective. We are all heart healers certified through Prophetic Heart Healing. Join us for this new series!

“Disclaimer - Jodie Tedder, Staci Winn and Jennifer Hallaway are independent third-party licensees of The Heart Healing Network LLC and is not an agent or representative of The Heart Healing Network LLC”

This video introduces a panel discussion on "Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers," featuring Jennifer Hallaway sharing her insight to healing. In the interest and concerns of our viewers, I have put together this new educational panel on how God heals hearts. This panel is a collaboration and discussion about healing from God's perspective. We are all heart healers certified through Prophetic Heart Healing.The full panel discussion will drop January 1, 2026.Join us for this new series!

This video introduces a panel discussion on "Awakening Knightfall: Prophetic Heart Healers," featuring Staci Winn sharing her path to healing. In the interest and concerns of our viewers, I have put together this new educational panel on how God heals hearts. This panel is a collaboration and discussion about healing from God's perspective. We are all heart healers certified through Prophetic Heart Healing.Her spiritual journey began after a decade-long period of grieving, highlighting the deep connection between personal struggles and the God who welcomes authenticity, faith and healing. The full panel discussion will drop January 1, 2026.Join us for this new series!

This video shares a powerful **true story** from a courageous **survivor**, openly discussing her experience with **child abuse** at the hands of her mother's husband, after losing her birth father. The host explores the profound impact of such **childhood trauma** and the complexities of these delicate situations.

This video features a powerful discussion about "healing" and "forgiveness" with author Kathleen Johnson. She shares insights from her books, including practical advice on "how to heal" and cultivate "healing" through devine intervention. The conversation also explores methods on "how to forgive," what meditation and energy work looks like, and encourages a journey of "personal growth" using faith.Kathleen Johnson, find her at scripturegirl.com, author or Healed to Heal.

Exploring the depths of true crime against children, this episode features an interview with Sonni Wilson, founder of PPE Kids, Org. They offer inspiration and insights into the predator mindset. The episode touches upon the realities of crime perpetrated against children and its impact on individuals and communities. Stay tuned for a thought-provoking discussion.PPE Kids provides training and background checks to ensure child safety, legal protection, and staff confidence, creating secure environments for all.

Go check them out:

ppekids.org

Youtube.com/PPEKids⁩ 

Sharing a personal story of child s*x abuse can be a difficult first step towards recovery. This video highlights the lasting impact of childhood trauma. Remember, healing from trauma is possible, and facing your fear is a sign of strength.

The special time with abusers, the special time we get from abusers. This is a hidden message of abuse. The love card!

Do you recognize how childhood sexual trauma effects sexuality?

Chaos, confusion – mistrust you no longer belong in the life of the person hearing my voice.

Peace, rest& love now replaces the damage.

What does authentic look like? Do I have to be perfect to find God? Does he ask that of me? I share what the real road to healing is like...it's paved with imperfection and honesty. God needs us in our truest form to find us.

Continue your **healing journey** and **overcome** the challenges in your life with unwavering **faith**. Explore the depths of **spirituality** and nurture your **personal growth**, prioritizing your **mental health** and healing from **trauma**. Remember to take care of your body and soul.

If you feel like you'd like to help the #UCU movement, you can donate here: https://thepedophilehuntress.com/donate-2/

UCU merchandise coming soon!

In this episode, we feature a conversation with a talented filmmaker, Mary Knight, who shares insights into her work and experiences. She has produced several full documentary films, including Am I Crazy, My Journey to Determnie if my Memories are True. Her search through satantic ritualistic abuse and being s*x trafficed as a child. Please contact Mary Knight at maryknighthappy@yahoo.com. Her documentary filming is available on her YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/ ⁨@maryknight4450⁩  Thank you, Mary, for all that you do to support survivors.

Sara shares her personal experience with Prophetic Heart Healing.

In this inspiring episode, we explore the power of self improvement and healing through the journey of our guest David Zailer, who shares his story of overcoming a fractured childhood. Join us as we discuss love, inner child healing, and the importance of self growth in our paths toward spiritual growth and emotional wounds healing.

David is a speaker and author. He's written When Lost Men Come Home -- 12 step for s*xual brokenness, se*xual addiction,  and a memoir titled, The Death of a Fisherman, and most recently his newest book titled, "Our Journey Home" -- Christian insights for recovery.

Find David's memoir and other books here: https://a.co/d/dvXI1fp

Remember, you are not alone—let's support each other on this journey! #UCU

We're all engaged in the art of **storytelling**, but how many of us can say we're living with true **authenticity**? Many are caught up telling **life stories** of others, rather than tapping into **self awareness** to answer the question **who am i** and **find yourself**. As I always say UCU!

Don't just be a spectator in life. Be Brave! Stand up and find yourself.

Send me an email at BitsnB@gmail.com and let me help you.

Read my entire story here! I pray it supports you and gives you the courage you need to step out and step into you. #UCU

https://a.co/d/7koYi0Y

My last guest asked me if I had ever told my own story on this podcast. It occurred to me that I had not.This is my story.It begins in 1964 in a tiny house on Deleware Lane. My father began raping me when I was three and the last time he raped me I was 16. I have overcome so many obstacles to be the person I am today. I take you through the murder in 1968.I tell you that I have been married four times and the last marriage has lasted succesfully. That's a miracle coming through my life.My entire life is a testament to what can happen with God enters in and you allow his help. I met Jesus at 3 years old -- and it wasn't my parents or a church who introduced us.Thank you for listening~Please help us by sharing this episode and hit Subscribe before you leave.Remember who much I am contending for you to overcome~All Love,The Pedophile HuntressIf you need a friend or would like to tell you story, please email me at BitsnB1218@gmail.com. I am right here for you. Read my memoir here: https://www.amazon.com/Prisoner-No-Crime-My-Own/dp/B0C3WLLSTH/ref=sr_1_2?crid=19IIUS5JGGAZ2&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.2kzrRPirbWpma-LvYsUJdMlsytrQY_oxzSx_X1oluRIQjFHRlzbnyp-EYAenqlTZwgKDF2ioSSh349IL_uEUGnFFXTo5IeFvZVpJvjWhg50bq2RnS9s_iuaPAOjcQjazHqcd1FvNPWRVIY0RxA7FFktjvYcbZf-5lF3MzyDSx7Y.KHibbrG1dVUuWaUWuFwj8449wdTnzc3CiX--C2_sDhg&dib_tag=se&keywords=a+prisoner+by+no+crime+of+my+own&qid=1759181236&sprefix=a+prison%2Caps%2C737&sr=8-2

Have you ever wondered how you go back and find the memories of your childhood that are lost? Have you experienced or do you experience trauma amnesia?

This is a clip for my audiobook talking about recovering buried traumatic memories.

Listen to the entire audiobook here:

https://www.audible.com/pd/A-Prisoner-by-No-Crime-of-My-Own-Audiobook/B0C3WK21ZK?eac_link=PkYch4C9cAYF&ref=web_search_eac_asin_1&eac_selected_type=asin&eac_selected=B0C3WK21ZK&qid=DDDo1MKHOM&eac_id=146-5484617-4274962_DDDo1MKHOM&sr=1-1

Sara joins us for a indepth look at a child's life breached by a sexual predator her mother invited into their home to life with them. She shares the journey of prosecuting "Tim" eventually after he abuses the neighbor. After sentencing, the pedophile kills himself in the woods.

She talks about her life after the abuse. Drugs, sex and rock n' roll themed her unsettled life. Until . . . she began to find healing.

If you are on your own healing journey, I've recently published personal journals for self-reflection with guided prompts for your healing, discovery & purpose. Seasons of the Huntress, first season "Awakening the Huntress"

https://a.co/d/1KhyVwB

I often share pieces of my traumatic childhood. I am asked why I don't share my story on the podcast. If you would like to read my entire 18 years of living with two monsters, you can purchase my true crime memoir here:

https://a.co/d/9Qe28IC

Kalli shares her story of a predator that she met in the father of the children she watched next door. Kalli discusses the grooming of man that was a friend to her father. She talks about the many triggers that were left in her life as she grew and the many missing years of her teenage years that were lost to trauma amnesia.

Jill shares what it was like for her to go through a PHH session with me. She shares, "it felt like God was with her."

“The most courageous thing you’ll ever do is face your own heart.” Elise Turango, Founder of PHH.

Have you been through counseling and your heart is still broken? Are you struggling with trying to comfort yourself through things that hurt you?

Book a virtual one-on-one session with me.

Not because of me.
But because I learned how to partner with God in healing. I do not strive to fix people, but help them hear from Him.

If you are ready to face your heart, I now how to get you there. #UCU

Book a session with me today!

https://thepedophilehuntress.com/shop/

As an adult, Jill learns during a family trip that her mother reveals her father sexually abused her in childhood, though Jill has no memory of the abuse. Join us for a candid discussion around trauma amnesia. How much does Jill remember? The internal conflict she has about searching for her story or leaving it buried in the past.

Father, as I sit here with you this morning, my heart isconcerned for your people. Particularly the ones that have come through severe childhood trauma and those children that would be targeted for this tyranny. I worry about them. I love them and I want you to guard them from the cruel andoppressive predator.

How is God guiding you to your destiny & purpose?

Reading from my Blog: " I've done so many things wrong I can hardly decide which one to talk about. In anger, I fought for my own way. I drank too much. I slept with men I didn't even know. I harbored the desire for power and money. Secretly, I wanted revenge."https://thepedophilehuntress.com/2025/05/23/the-valley-of-decision-2/

Lisa and I have been social media friends for over five years. Together we fight the battle to bring voice and victory around issues of childhood sexual crimes. We hope to bring power to those that were abused, strength and alertness to world at large.

Lisa told her story on the “I AM EVIDENCE” podcast (link below) and she shares it also here. She is a survivor (we both agree we need a different word!) of SRA, incest and many other forms of abuse.

Thank you, Lees, for being here. You are a ray of sunshine!I AM EVIDENCE podcast - link to Lisa's story: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/1-lisas-story/id1749836948?i=1000660623619

At just 4 years old, Charlie was abused by an 18-year-old neighbor, and it shaped his world. With an absentee father and a stoic, unemotional mother, Charlie searched for love in all the wrong places. He struggled with his identity andchoices that felt like traps, shaping a narrative of homosexuality and promiscuity that often felt like he was living a lie. At 7 years old Charlie began a sexual relationship with an older boy (9) for many, many years --keeping the secret he'd been taught at 4 quiet. He enlists in the Navy,finds himself deep in the homosexual world of San Diego in the late 60s/early 70s. Charlie struggles to be "normal" and eventually falls in love and gets married but continued this hidden lifestyle for the first 10 years of his marriage.

But here’s the question that lingers: Was he predestined to stay this way?

Find Charlie's website here: https://charlieflach.com/

Have you ever wondered why your emotions just seem to run amok at random times?

If you are struggling with an area of your life, and would like to experience a breakthrough and deeper connection with JESUS, I am looking for a few volunteers to sign up with me to receive Heart Healing, and thereby helping me get my requirements done to be qualified in the Certification process.

This was an ask from a former guest and viewer. "Evil delights in sexual abuse because the return on investment is maximized. It takes but seconds to abuse, but the consequences can ruin the glory of a person for a lifetime."I discuss the battle for our heart's devotion between God and Satan. Most of us know there is something working against us -- we don't need to be convinced but what does it look like and how do I walk free."Evil hates what God reveals in and through the creation of humanity, especially with regard to gender and sexuality. Nothing brings evil greater delight or power than to foul our joy in being a man or a woman through sexual harm or gender confusion on the one hand or dogmatism on the other." Excerpts from Sexual Abuse and the Nature of Evil by Dan Allender author of The Wounded Heart.Our sexuality is so deeply intertwined with and expressive of our gender, our heart, our yearning for pleasure and for love—it is core to our being. When harm is done here, it is done in the depths of our existence, and our enemy seizes the opportunity to access dark strongholds within us.  @WildatHeartOfficial ​

What does the bible say about this? Said another way we could ask, "Do I pay for the sins of my parents?" I hear this question a lot! Some insist that no one but God can be ultimately responsible for such suffering. I share my thoughts and what the bible says about this.

Sometimes we believe we had a choice in the abuse. Nothing could be farther from the truth.

Klara sent me an email over the holiday break sharing her story. She was raised in People's Republic of Hungary when it was still under communist rule. She left Hungary and made it to the United States when she was 16 years old. Her story is a gripping one. Follow along with her as she discusses her early years in a communist country and the horrors that held. She then moves us through her life: -Life from 0-7 -Life from 8-16 -Life in the US (16-23) -Anxiety and therapy (23-30) -Motherhood and pedophilia (30-40) -The process of detaching -Emotions Please subscribe and share this Podcast. If you have a story you would like to share, please email it to BitsnB1218@gmail.com.

This discussion addresses the many real problems and heart issues with moving into the holiday season without your family of origin.

We discuss what it felt like for us, we share stories of starting the journey of healing by moving away from families of incest, and what new traditions we created and how we've made it through.

I'm taking a break from this podcast. I will return in January of 2025 restored, refreshed and ready to go.

Blessings to your holiday season and the New Year!

Protect | Prevent | Empower - PPD Kids

Sonni and Bob Wilson join me in this episode t discuss their nonprofit. Sonni also share her story of abuse growing up and how empowered her to move in this direction to help.

They work with churchs on policy and procedures on how to watch for predators in church environments. They hope to bring technology for facial recognition so pedophiles cannot move from church to church unnoticed.

Latarsha has joined me before. She gave birth to her father's child in her senior year at 18 year olds. She raised him keeping the secret hidden until she was about 40 years old (you can listen to her entire story in an earlier episode).

In this interview we talk about how she "knew the church" but didn't have the intimacy with Jesus that she needed. She stepped away from ministry to catch the spirit of God and moved deeper into relationship with him.

We all need to remember that God didn't hurt us, the Spirit of Religion did.

Join us for this beautiful conversation.

The interview with Priscilla Bordayo sparked questions and I heard from many of you. Emily and I discuss many of those questions and reactions. Unscripted and raw we go through the emotions left after listening to the Priscilla episode.

• Should you separate from families of incest?
• Spirit of Religion v. God
• What define forgiving our abusers?
• What does safety for the children look in families of incest?

God indeed wants to keep us from harm a safe distance away from those that sexually abused us.

Jeremiah 23 talks about shepherds who scatter and prophets that lie. The goal is to not "strengthen the hands of evildoers so that no one turns from their wickedness."