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The end of cultivation is not activity but Christ formed within. This final episode gathers the whole journey to show the Father’s goal: sons who reveal His Son. Here we are called to yield to His dealings until His life is the only life seen in us.

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

‘The Untold Story of the New Testament Church’ (Frank Viola) https://www.amazon.co.uk/Untold-Testament-Church-Revised-Expanded/dp/0768461626/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&dib_tag=se&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.ljdZaKiiEfEvjZVjtkTZQoNHIjr0dSbHv8qgQvbhnivc9CBPpOMeOAPUrN6NbBQGvIRWZae04d4s1vwKRFvN7Y3MXmRzZb_hlCrvWwzEVjNjUWKVJBC0Sgq6z7-sRJoemsp6yhE5FP41dlmAhaFK1FrW22il5usrUaqeikZN1UGjB3DJuu1PxzTqRgClOOoT.crMR6yk5x2qfXmaeTvLwA7WhwRLYCjk5i2Q8xR-ER1k&qid=1759259403&sr=8-1

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Paul in Arabia, Moses in Midian, Jesus in Nazareth—each of them had long hidden years. Those quiet seasons were the Father’s classroom, shaping depth and dependence in His sons away from the noise and spotlight.Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Chasing signs will always leave us empty and restless. In this episode we see again that the cross of Christ is the solid foundation, and the real miracle is His very life planted inside of us, a life that actually lasts.Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Peter wanted to build shelters on the mountain. The Father’s voice redirected him: “Listen to My Son.” Cultivation moves us from clinging to moments into abiding in Christ.

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Paul raised Eutychus from the dead but kept teaching until dawn. This episode shows why imparting Christ outweighs even the most dramatic miracles.Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

This episode takes you into my own journey, where I once thought ministry was all about power and crowds, only to discover the Father was actually cultivating me as a son.Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Isaiah said God’s ways were out of reach. Paul declares we now have the mind of Christ. Explore how in Him we share His life and walk in His ways.Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Surrounded by miracles, Israel hardened their hearts. This episode warns against chasing signs and shows how only knowing His ways leads to maturity.

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

The wilderness is God’s classroom. Learn how the Father’s plough turns the soil of our hearts through hiddenness, waiting, and testing, preparing us for fruit that will last.Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Israel saw His acts, but Moses longed to know His ways. This episode opens the series by contrasting fascination with works and the deeper call to be cultivated in His ways.

🎧 Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live His way of life.

🌐 ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Sin pulled man into a false universe where everything revolved around self. But through the Cross, God ends that old centre and shifts us into a whole new one — His centre. In this episode, Alex unpacks Chapter 5 of DeVern Fromke’s The Ultimate Intention, showing how the radical working of the Cross brings full release from self‑life and ushers us into life in the new man.

Fromke’s story of Billy at the parade, his unpacking of S‑I‑N (Selfish, Independent, Negation), and his own testimony of the “truth exploding” in him, all point to one thing: God is calling us out of man‑centeredness into His center where all things are new.

Tent Talk chapter 5

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxlQd9A9XmA&list=PL2hHjwQ_3Qrrb9PVopJlK7-HlmQW9pTtn&index=34

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

When we live for the part, we miss the whole. Redemption, grace, blessing, even church life — these are precious, but they were never the destination. In this episode Alex unpacks Chapter 4 of DeVern Fromke’s The Ultimate Intention, showing how every part is meant to lead us into the Father’s ultimate fellowship with Himself. Only in the whole do the parts make sense.

Tent Talk chapter 4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDSXTCU01-c&list=PL2hHjwQ_3Qrrb9PVopJlK7-HlmQW9pTtn&index=36

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

In Chapter 3 of The Ultimate Intention, DeVern Fromke shows that all the big themes of Scripture—creation, providence, government, redemption, sanctification, begetting, revelation—are not separate goals, but strands of one rope. And that rope is the Father’s eternal purpose in Christ.

Alex unpacks how each strand finds its meaning in Christ, beginning with the Father’s vital Fatherhood—the Father marking out a vast family for Himself in His Son, chosen before the foundation of the world. From this starting point, each strand—creation, providence, government, redemption, sanctification, begetting, and revelation—takes its proper place as a means serving the greater end.

This episode also points to what Fromke calls the Ultimate Paternal Theme: the Father’s Rule, the Father’s House, the Son’s Place, and the Father’s Heart. Fromke even describes the dimensions of life itself—length, breadth, and depth—as ways to measure how we live in His eternal intention.

Tent Talk - chapter 3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQhwjF1swoo&list=PL2hHjwQ_3Qrrb9PVopJlK7-HlmQW9pTtn&index=37

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

Where you begin the story of God shapes where you end. If you start with man, you end with man. If you start with the Father, you end with His family.

In this episode Alex unpacks Chapter 2 of DeVern Fromke’s The Ultimate Intention, showing how the wrong starting point—whether the Fall, man’s commission, or even God as Creator—always distorts the story. Only when we begin with the Father’s eternal purpose in His Son do all the parts make sense. 

🎧Listen to the full chapter being read on Tent Talk: Tent Talk Podcast

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

In this first episode of The Eternal Purpose, Alex unpacks Chapter 1 of DeVern Fromke’s Ultimate Intention. Drawing from both the blue cover edition and the version Nancy McCready is reading on Tent Talk, Alex explores the Father’s eternal purpose with simple and down-to-earth teaching.

This episode takes us through the opening cry of the book: Help me to understand. We look at the story of Billy and his questions, and how this reveals the God-given urge in every person to ask why. We explore the sense of destiny woven into every human heart and see how Christ Himself is our righteousness and the wisdom of God, the answer to man’s deepest questions.

We also consider the difference between the acts of God and the ways of God, and the call to look past the marks of failure to the Father’s glorious “before.” Fromke shows why man’s vision is so often distorted and how Christ is revealed as the centerpiece of the Father’s universe. The episode closes with the three themes of revelation, rectification, and realisation, calling us to live of Him, through Him, and unto Him.

🎧 Head over to Tent Talk Podcast where Nancy McCready is reading the entire chapter: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktepYS97DFQ&list=PL2hHjwQ_3Qrrb9PVopJlK7-HlmQW9pTtn&index=38

Listener Guides

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

About Alex

Alex is from the UK and he teaches and disciples across nations after years serving in Poland. His heart is the maturing of sons, believers growing into the fullness of Christ and revealing His life on earth. He serves within Firm Foundation, a work the Father is unfolding, joining partners who carry the same call. Through the Firm Foundation Focus podcast, Alex helps sons mature in Christ, discover the Father’s eternal purpose, and live Their way of life.

Check out the Firm Foundation website for more information ffdiscipleship.co.uk

🌍 Alex sits down with Agata from Warsaw, Poland, in this In the Field episode fresh from the Polish School of the 70. Agata shares how her perception of God and community has been reshaped, what it means to be seen in her process, and how Holy Spirit met her in moments of struggle with the flesh. Her story reveals the kindness of the Father and the freedom that comes when we trust Him with the process.

In this In the Field episode, Alex sits down with Natan Jaszek from Kamienna Góra, Poland, one of the youngest voices at the Polish School of the 70.

Natan shares some of his story and powerful testimony of what God revealed to him during this year’s school — from discovering the reality of Christ living in him to the importance of community and multi-generational family.

**NEW WEBSITE** - check out the new Firm Foundation website, where you'll find out a lot more information!

⁠⁠www.ffdisicipleship.co.uk

The Cross created a whole new man. Righteousness is about being birthed into an entirely new life in Christ. To be skilled in righteousness is to live from the acceptance already given rather than striving to earn it.

In this second episode, Alex unfolds how DeVern Fromke’s four themes (from chapter 6 of Ultimate Intention, NOT chapter 7) — redemption, sanctification, righteousness, and wisdom — shape the daily framework of the new man. Redemption gives us a new viewpoint: I belong to Him. Sanctification brings a new relatedness: I am set apart unto Him. Righteousness is a new occupation: I am occupied with Him and His working through me. And wisdom brings a new philosophy: I live from heaven’s pattern and purpose.

📘 Core Truths from this episode: 

1️⃣ Redemption is more than forgiveness — it is ownership. He has redeemed me for Himself.

2️⃣ Sanctification is about belonging — I am wholly His.

3️⃣ Righteousness means being occupied with Him rather than working for Him.

4️⃣ Wisdom centres life on God’s eternal purpose.

Tent Talk Podcast - chapter 6 of Ultimate Intention

https://youtu.be/KTxzRfIpPKs?si=Cak2dnynvgwFn-Eo

❓ Ask Yourself:

→ Am I living as one who truly belongs to Him? 

→ Is my life marked out by being wholly His, in every relationship and situation? 

→ Do I live each day occupied with Him rather than my own performance? 

→ Is my outlook on life centred around God’s purpose, or is it still orbiting around me?

📘Listener's Guide Here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

**NEW WEBSITE** - check out the new Firm Foundation website, where you'll find out a lot more information!

⁠www.ffdisicipleship.co.uk

Milk or meat? That’s the question Hebrews 5 throws at us. “Everyone who continues to feed on milk is inexperienced and unskilled in the doctrine of righteousness.” (Hebrews 5:13 AMPC).

In this opening episode, Alex lays the foundation of the whole series. Righteousness is not a goal you strive toward — it is a Person you live from. The Father’s eternal initiative was fulfilled in the exchange of the Cross, where Christ became what you were so you could become what He is.

We’ll unpack three core truths that move us from infancy to the maturing son:

1️⃣ Righteousness is the Father’s initiative — it began in Him, not in you.

2️⃣ The Cross was an exchange — Christ became sin so you could become His righteousness.

3️⃣ Righteousness is a Person — Christ Himself, your wisdom, sanctification, redemption, and life.

Ask Yourself:

→ What was in your milk bottle when you were first born again — self-effort, or the revelation of Christ as your righteousness?

→ Am I still circling forgiveness and reassurance, or have I begun to eat the solid food of sonship?

📘Listener's Guide Here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

**NEW AUDIO - 28 August 2025**

[It was brought to my attention that the original audio was in fact, the audio for episode 1 - so with huge apologies, HERE is the final episode of this series!]

This closing episode draws the series to its sharpest point. Alex reads the final section of Knowing the Self from Watchman Nee’s The Messenger of the Cross and uncovers three final realities: that even prayer can be driven by self-good; that confession without crucifixion is vanity; and that knowing the self is a lifelong lesson without which there is no true spiritual life. The series ends where the Cross always leads us — the end of self, and the daily expression of Christ’s Life.

📘 Core Truths from this episode:

1⃣ “Much seeking, prayers and faith appear to be directed towards God, yet within all these endeavors is most likely the anticipation of self-good.” Spiritual activity can look sincere, yet still hide self at the center. The Father allows defeat so that every false motive is exposed.

2⃣ “How vain it is for anyone to confess with the lips and even cry out for help if he fails to accept the principle of the cross in judging self.” Tears and words mean nothing if self is spared. Freedom comes only by agreeing with the Cross’s verdict.

3⃣ “Knowing the self is a lifelong lesson for a believer… outside of self-knowledge, self-examination and self-denial, there is really no way to spiritual life.” This is no one-time revelation. It is the ongoing mercy of God — exposing, judging, and stripping self until only Christ remains.

🧭 Ask Yourself: 

→ Is my seeking really for Christ, or still for myself?

→ Am I just confessing, or am I letting the Cross deal with self?

→ Am I willing to keep learning this lesson every day so that Christ lives through me?

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross:⁠ https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf⁠

📘 Listener’s Guide:⁠ https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing⁠

📘 Toxic Love by Malcolm Smith:⁠ https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz⁠

Alex is joined by first time students Grace and Connor who share there experience of the Polish School. Listen in as they discuss the revelations that are transforming them from the inside out, and how they are maturing as the new man!

Recorded from the historic castle in Lwówek, Poland, this special In the Field episode of Firm Foundation Focus brings you into the heart of what God is doing in the nations. Alex is joined by friends Joe and Regan, as we share fresh stories, moments, and lessons from The Polish School of the 70.

SOAP Bible Study

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLFHGnmXl-xUwsVNC54TRomuUZmDQaEF0N&si=r-r20a_RsCNAiXbr

This episode goes to the root: the refined self-life that still governs spiritual hunger, revelation, and even surrender. Alex reads from Watchman Nee’s Knowing the Self and uncovers how Holy Spirit applies the Cross—not as a distant truth, but as an inwrought work within. It is about the death of self. The pursuit of breakthrough, the wilderness of delay, and the daily denial of independence all come under one spotlight: the blade of the Cross.

📘 Core Truths from this episode:

1⃣ “If they learn to know one more thing, it is for the sake of glorifying self.”  Even revelation can become fuel for pride when self is still the source. Every hunger must be handed over to the Cross.

2⃣ “God is compelled to keep you in the wilderness longer…”  The wilderness doesn’t end until self is exposed. Delay is not discipline—it is the mercy of God confronting what still draws from the old man.

3⃣ “The cross is a principle… to deny self and depend on God.”  The Cross is not a crisis moment—it is a way of life. Holy Spirit applies it precisely, habitually, and deeply to every place where self still rules.

🧭 Ask Yourself:

→ Where am I still seeking revelation for self’s validation? Does my hunger for truth serve Christ—or is it a quiet attempt to prove that I’m worth listening to?

→ How do I respond when the wilderness drags on?  Do I view the delay as failure—or as the Father’s mercy, exposing every place where self still holds the reins?

→ Where is Holy Spirit applying the Cross right now?  What part of me is being pierced—brought to death so that Christ can finally live through me?

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross: https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf

📘 Listener’s Guide: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

📘 Toxic Love by Malcolm Smith: https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

Some of the most spiritual-sounding forms of ministry today are keeping self alive. Inner healing, prophetic processing, even prayer ministry — when fueled by the wrong source — can preserve the very thing God has already judged. In this fifth episode of Knowing the Self, Alex exposes the hidden motive behind much of our ‘healing’ language: self still trying to stay in control.

This episode calls time on the version of ministry that comforts what God wants to crucify. It speaks to those who are still striving, still performing, still asking Jesus to walk with them into their pain — but who haven’t yet agreed with the Father’s verdict on self.

📘 In this reading from The Messenger of the Cross, Watchman Nee pulls back the curtain with three devastating truths:

1⃣ “God has one aim — to bring you to the end of yourself so that you may know yourself.”

2⃣ “You were the one active, and it was all for your own self.”

3⃣ “When a believer ceases to trust in himself, God saves him completely in that moment.”

🧭 Ask Yourself: → Am I asking God to heal what He wants to kill? → Is my pursuit of breakthrough really just a way to keep control? → What would it mean to stop expecting anything from self — and fall fully into Christ?

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross: https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf

📘 Listener’s Guide: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

📘 Toxic Love by Malcolm Smith: https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

This episode focuses on the deeper danger: doing good in the strength of self. Alex reads from Watchman Nee’s Knowing the Self and explores how success—when sourced in self—reinforces resistance to the Life of Christ.

Barna’s national research shows that 92% of professing Christians operate from a syncretistic worldview—a blend of spiritual effort, cultural values, and religious performance. In that climate, self thrives. It builds fruit, gains applause, and takes the credit.

This episode confronts the form of spirituality that looks mature but flows from independence. When the source is self, it can never carry the life of Christ.

📘 Core Truths from this episode:

1⃣ “God would rather have His children sin than do good.”

2⃣ “Each time they do a good deed, they drift a step further from the life of God.”

3⃣ “More success results in more glory to self, hence prolonging the evil life of self.”

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross: https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf

📘 Listener’s Guide Here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

📘 ‘Toxic Love’ by Malcolm Smith: https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

It looked spiritual. It sounded right. But it came from the wrong source.

In this third episode of Knowing the Self, Alex continues through Watchman Nee’s The Messenger of the Cross and opens up three unflinching truths about the self-life—especially when it hides beneath ministry, gifting, and Christian activity.

This is the most dangerous version of self: the one that prays, leads, and teaches—but still draws from independence. And the Father lets it play out. Until it fails.

📘 Drawing from this cutting section of the book, and with insights from Tozer and Stanford, we uncover:

1⃣ “He wants to see such work go deeper and deeper until we believers are completely delivered from the dominion of self. What a pity that Christians should ruin the work of God.”

2⃣ “He is to learn to trust in God completely. But how difficult this lesson is! To know one’s self is to be deprived of glory; to deny one’s self is to make oneself suffer.”

3⃣ “They will realize how undependable they are when their works do not produce true and lasting fruit.”

🧭 Ask Yourself:

→ What have I built that still carried self at the center?

→ Am I measuring success by fruit—or by source?

→ Where has my gifting outpaced the breaking of self?

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross: https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf

📘 Listener’s Guide Here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

📘 Toxic Love by Malcolm Smith: https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

You didn’t just fall. He let you. This isn’t the start of healing. It’s the beginning of the end. Because what’s being exposed here isn’t weakness — it’s self. And self must die. In this second episode of Knowing the Self, we step deeper into the judgment already passed on the self-life. God does not wait for self to improve — He has already condemned it.

📘 Drawing from the second section of Watchman Nee’s The Messenger of the Cross (linked in the description), Alex reads and teaches through three cutting truths that expose why collapse may be your greatest mercy:

1️⃣ “But it is we who need these defeats and falls, for without them we are not able to know ourselves.”

2️⃣ “He allows us to sin, to fall, and to draw back. All these will cause us to know how utterly corrupted beyond natural help we are.”

3️⃣ “Self is always useless, is always judged by God, and should therefore continually be delivered to death.”

Ask Yourself:

→ Have I viewed my fall as failure — or as mercy?

→ Am I still surprised by sin — because I haven’t yet seen how corrupt self really is?

→ Do I agree with the Father’s judgment of self — or am I still trying to make it useful?

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross is linked here: https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf

📘Listener's Guide Here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

📘‘Toxic Love’ by Malcolm Smith:

https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

You didn’t just stumble into difficulty — you were led into exposure. The wilderness is where God proves what’s still living in the self.

In this opening episode of Knowing the Self, Alex begins the journey through Watchman Nee’s challenging chapter from The Messenger of the Cross — a chapter that unmasks the self-life, the spiritual-sounding version of ‘you’ that still tries to follow Jesus without surrendering to Him - because it cannot!

It’s about the good flesh — the eager promises, the disciplined devotions, the strong commitments that still come from self. And God must expose them.

We’ll unpack three cutting truths:

1️⃣ God already knows what’s in self — but He wants you to see it too.

2️⃣ Your confidence in self is the real issue.

3️⃣ The self-life plays the bride - but sleeps with the world.

Ask Yourself: 

→ Am I shocked by my failures — because I still trust in self? 

→ Have I mistaken eagerness for obedience — when it’s really self-preservation? 

📘 Free PDF of The Messenger of the Cross is linked here: https://issacharpropheticcity.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/the-messenger-of-the-cross.pdf

📘Listener's Guide Here: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

📘‘Toxic Love’ by Malcolm Smith:

https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

The disciples asked Jesus to increase their faith. But Jesus didn’t give them more — He gave them a mustard seed.  In this follow-up episode, Alex takes us to Luke 17 and breaks open Jesus’ response: not a strategy to grow human faith, but a picture of divine life. The mustard seed isn’t about size — it’s about source.

We’ll unpack three anchoring truths:

1️⃣ Jesus Wasn’t Giving Them a Method for More Faith

2️⃣ The Mustard Seed Is Alive

3️⃣ You Were Created to Live by the Faith of Another

This is not about stirring up more belief — it’s about receiving the faith of the Son. His faith is alive. It uproots trees, forgives without limit, and moves mountains — because it comes from the One who overcame death.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I trying to grow my faith — or am I receiving His? → Do I see faith as something I perform, or Someone I live from? → What would shift if I believed the seed of God’s own faith is already in me?

Listener's Guide https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

‘Toxic Love’ by Malcolm Smith https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

Before Pentecost, there were moments of great faith — the centurion who said, “Just say the word,” the woman who wept at His feet, even Peter who walked on water. But all of them, no matter how sincere, still lived from faith that could collapse.

Alex unpacks the kind of faith that existed before the resurrection — sincere, even commendable — but still sourced in the self. This is the kind of faith that recognises Jesus but hasn’t yet been joined to His life.

We’ll unpack three anchoring truths:

1️⃣ The Centurion — Recognition of Authority Without Indwelling Life

2️⃣ The Woman — Love-Born Trust That Still Came from the Soul

3️⃣ Peter — Revelation, Zeal, and the Collapse of Human Faith

This is a call to see the difference between soul-faith and Spirit-born faith. The old man can only muster his best efforts — but the new man lives by the faith of the Son.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still trying to believe in Jesus — or have I seen that His faith now lives in me? → Have I confused emotional trust with spiritual union? → Am I still clinging to a sincere faith that collapses under pressure?

Listener's Guide https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

‘Toxic Love’ by Malcolm Smith

https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

The new man is not the source of anything — he is the receiver of everything. Christ is your Life. Christ is your Love. Christ is your Faith.

In this third episode of No Other Foundation, Alex lays out the divine sequence of the Christian life: Life is given, Love is poured out, and Faith is awakened. This is the flow of the indwelling Christ — not performance, not pressure, but Person.

We’ll unpack three anchoring truths:

1️⃣ We live by the Life of Another.

2️⃣ We live by the Love of Another.

3️⃣ We live by the Faith of Another.

This is not self-sourced, soul-driven Christianity. This is the life of the Son being formed in you. You were never meant to produce anything. You were made to receive everything.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I trying to love God — or receiving the love He poured into me? → Do I live from knowing I’m loved, or still striving to earn it?
• Am I trying to generate faith — or yielding to the faith of the Son? → Do I believe that Christ’s own faith is already alive in me?
• Do I see the Christian life as something I must live — or Someone who lives in me?

Listener's Guide https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing'Toxic Love' by Malcolm Smith

https://amzn.eu/d/3MyQTmz

You weren’t just placed into Christ — Christ was placed into you. You now live by the Life of Another.

In this second episode of No Other Foundation, Alex unpacks the most present-tense truth of the Christian life: Christ now lives in you. Not improved. Not empowered. Replaced. The old life has ended, and the only life the Father accepts now lives within you — His Son.

We’ll unpack three anchoring truths:

1️⃣ Christ lives in you — not I, but Christ.

2️⃣ You live by the faith of the Son of God.

3️⃣ The only life the Father accepts is the life of His Son.

This is the divine exchange. You’re not trying to live for Christ. You’re learning to live from Him — His thoughts, His obedience, His strength. Christ is your Life.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still trying to live for Christ — or have I let Him be my life? → Do I think Christianity is about following Jesus, or containing Him?
• Do I feel pressure to believe harder — or do I know I live by His faith? → Am I depending on my own consistency — or resting in His constancy?
• Do I think the Father is partnering with my self-life — or forming the life of His Son in me? → Am I offering Him my strength — or yielding to the only life He ever accepts?

Listener's Guide https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

You weren’t just forgiven — you were relocated.You were taken out of Adam and placed into Christ.This is where everything begins. Not with trying to live for Jesus, but with being placed in Him.

In this opening episode of No Other Foundation, Alex lays out the most foundational truth in the believer’s life: you are now in Christ. Not partly. Not occasionally. But permanently — by the Father’s doing. This is your new spiritual location, your new lineage, your new humanity.

We’ll unpack three anchoring truths:

1️⃣ You were taken out of Adam and placed into Christ.

2️⃣ What happened to Him has happened to you.

3️⃣ Only what is in Christ can remain.

This is rebirth. You’re not a better version of the old you — the old man was crucified. You are a completely new man, created in Christ Jesus.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still trying to fix Adam — or have I really seen that he’s been ended? → Do I believe I’ve been fully placed into Christ, or do I still think I’m stuck somewhere between the two?

• Do I think the Cross only forgave me — or do I know it also removed me from the old man entirely? → Am I living from the fact that resurrection gave me a new lineage?

• Do I still identify myself as a sinner trying to get close to God — or a son who has been placed in the Beloved?  You cannot be both a sinner and a son! → Am I building from placement, or still striving for proximity?

Christ is the Foundation - and there’s no other.

Listener's Guide https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

If the priesthood has changed, why are we still ministering like Levites?  Why does worship still feel like work—and presence feel out of reach?

In this episode, Alex discusses one of the most deeply embedded assumptions in modern worship: that it’s our job to carry the presence or prepare the way. But Jesus didn’t come from Levi. He came from the order of Melchizedek—and if we are joined to Him, everything has changed. There’s no more outer court, no more sacred tribe, no more man who offers on our behalf.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still seeing worship as a way to “enter in” or get God’s attention?→ Or do I know that I am already in, because Christ is in me?
• Have I taken on a role—like a modern-day Levite—thinking it’s my job to carry the presence or create access for others, rather than pointing to the One who already has?→ Or do I live and lead as one who is already a dwelling place?
• Do I believe someone else can mediate my access to God—through worship, prayer, or atmosphere?→ Or do I come boldly because Jesus has already made the way?
• Am I still ministering from the outside, trying to get close?→ Or am I ministering from within, because I am already one with Him?
• Have I recognised that the temple is no longer a place I go, but a person I’ve become?→ Do I live like the veil is gone, the priesthood has changed, and I am now His resting place?

Listener's Guide:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

If you’ve already been placed, why do you still feel blocked?
In this episode, Alex unpacks what it really means to be seated with Christ and to draw near from a place you never left. From Hebrews 4 and 10 to Ephesians 2, we confront the self-life that still demands performance—and expose the real reason we shrink back. You’re not trying to get in. You’ve already been placed.

Ask yourself:

• When boldness rises in me, do I quickly suppress it out of fear of being “too much”? → Or do I trust that boldness is the natural posture of a son who’s already home?
• Am I still listening to the flesh that says I’m not enough, not ready, not clean? → Or am I letting the Spirit speak louder: that I am already in, already His?
• Do I shrink back when others misunderstand or question my confidence in Christ? → Or do I stay in alignment with what the Word says about where I live?
• Am I still trying to prove I belong before I speak, lead, or worship? → Or do I lead as one who already belongs—because Jesus brought me in?
• Do I define my access to God by how well I’ve done that week? → Or do I boldly approach every time, because of His blood, not my behaviour?

Listener's Guide:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

If the veil was torn, why do we still feel blocked? Why does worship feel like work—and prayer feel like performance?

In this episode, Alex unpacks the real barrier to God’s manifest presence—and it’s not distance or lack of access. Drawing deeply from Watchman Nee and A.W. Tozer, we expose the inner veil that still hides Him from us: the self-life. We talk volcano worship, soul-driven sincerity, and the breaking of the dam inside us that finally releases His Spirit to flow.

We’re not outside trying to get in. We’re the place He now lives. But the veil must be torn within.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still worshipping like I need to attract God’s presence, or from the place where He already dwells in me? → Am I starting with lack or from fullness?
• Do I expect the atmosphere to shift before I can encounter Him, or do I know the atmosphere has already changed because I’m there?→
• Is my expectation shaped by environment or indwelling?Do I believe that refreshing comes down from above, or that it flows up from within?→ Am I still reaching outward, or releasing what’s inside?

Listener's Guide:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

What if the presence of God isn’t something you summon—but Someone who already lives in you? In this episode, Alex dismantles the performance-driven worship many of us grew up with and exposes the obsession with chasing moments, atmospheres, and emotions.

From John 2 to Acts 3, we follow the shift Jesus initiated: from temples of stone to temples of Spirit. You are no longer dancing around the volcano hoping for rain. You are the dwelling place. The wellspring is already within.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still worshiping like I need to attract God’s presence, or from the place where He already dwells in me?
• Do I expect the atmosphere to shift before I can encounter Him, or do I know the atmosphere has already changed because I’m there?
• Have I embraced my identity as His dwelling place, or am I still searching for Him in places He’s already replaced?

Listener's Guide:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

Note - in this episode, I mention a movie scene from Madagascar - it is in fact, Madagascar 2. You can see the clip I refer to here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQp4IlURoNg

In this episode, Alex explores what prayer really looks like for the new man. Not performance. Not distance. But oneness. From John 14 to Romans 8, we follow Holy Spirit into the very conversation already happening between the Son and the Father—now taking place inside you. Prayer is no longer your effort to reach God. It’s your response to the One who already lives within.

Ask Yourself:

In this opening episode, Alex begins the journey from soul-led effort to spirit-to-Spirit communion. Starting at the well in John 4, we uncover the moment Jesus declared an entirely new way of worship—one not dependent on location, mood, or ritual. Worship no longer begins with your attempt to reach God. It begins with His life in you. You’re not entering in—you’re already in.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still trying to enter in, or do I know I’m already in?

• What part of me have I trained to lead in worship—my soul or my spirit?

• Have I confused atmosphere with presence?

Listener Guide:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing

Resurrection isn’t a future reward—it is the indwelling life of the risen Christ, formed in you. In this final episode, Alex invites you to go beyond borrowed language and surface-level change, into the reality of resurrection life that dismantles the self-life and forms the Son. This isn’t about upgrading your behaviour—it’s about the old man being ended and the new man maturing. Grace doesn’t make your life better. It gives you His.

Ask yourself:

• Where has resurrection become your source, not just your language?
• Is the Son being formed in you—or are you still managing the soul?
• Has grace confronted and ended your self-life—or just comforted it?

What kind of death does discipleship really demand?

In this episode, Alex explores the twofold death that every disciple must walk through—the once-for-all crucifixion of the old man in Adam, and the daily dying of the self-life. Drawing on Bonhoeffer’s piercing insight, this message calls us to embrace the cross not as a concept, but as the beginning of real formation. Because until the soul yields, the new man cannot grow.

Ask yourself:

• Am I still trying to improve what God has already crucified?
• Have I truly surrendered my self-life, or am I just managing it?
• Is the Spirit ruling, or is the soul still in charge?

Join Alex in this opening episode as he unpacks Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s powerful call to confront cheap grace and rediscover true discipleship through the breaking of the soul and the forming of the new man under spiritual parenting. This episode challenges us to ask: What gospel have I truly believed—and what kind of disciple has it made me?

Ask yourself:

You asked for fire—but do you know what it comes to do?

In this final episode of The Master Builder, we confront the consuming presence of God—not as energy, emotion, or passion, but as holy fire that tests the origin of everything we've built. The fire doesn’t affirm what we’ve constructed—it reveals whether the source was truly Him. It exposes what we've protected, managed, or maintained in our own strength. And it calls us to return to agreement.

Ask yourself:

🔥 Did God really ask me to build this?

🔥 Am I holding on to something He’s asking me to lay down?

🔥 Is this still from Him—or has it become mine?

The moment of realignment is what He’s looking for. Not polish. Not perfection. Just agreement. Because when we return to what He originally asked—He responds. And He still says today: “From this day—I will bless you.” (Haggai 2:19) Let the fire fall. Let it reveal the source. Let the Father rebuild.

The test of your work isn’t in its size—it’s in its source. We explore how even spiritual things can be built from the soul, and why the Father exposes what we’ve built in independence. If the foundation has cracked, this is your invitation to return.

Ask yourself:

• What am I still holding that He’s asking to touch?
• Did this begin in prayer—or in pressure?
• Has my obedience shifted into ownership?

You may have started in obedience—But what you’re carrying now… did He really ask for it?

In this episode, we confront the subtle drift from revelation to results—how we can begin in surrender and end up in self-effort. We walk through the exile, examine Haggai’s challenge, and uncover how pragmatism often disguises itself as faithfulness. Because when God pulls back the supply, it’s not always warfare—it might be exposure.

Ask yourself:

• Am I still building what He asked for—or just managing what once worked?
• Has the grace lifted because the assignment drifted?
• And if the momentum has dried up… did I move?

You’ve probably built something “for God.” But what if He never initiated it? What if the fire that’s already here isn’t coming to test your effort—but to reveal the source? In this opening episode, we confront the hidden independence that can exist inside even our most spiritual activity—and we return to the foundation: Christ Himself.

Ask yourself:

• Am I building what He asked for—or just what works, and everyone else is doing it?
• Have I shifted from obedience to ownership?
• When the fire reveals the origin—will it be Him… or me?

What if the Christian life isn’t about producing fruit... but about trusting the Life that’s already inside you?

In this episode, Alex shares a powerful personal story from 2023 — a day of traffic jams, hospital runs, and unexpected patience — revealing how the true life of the Son matures inside the new man.

We’ll explore why the self-life can never be faithful, but the faithfulness of Christ already lives in us, growing quietly and powerfully as we abide.

Ask yourself:

• Where am I still trying to produce what’s already planted?
• Where is He inviting me to trust His process instead of forcing my own?
• Where is His faithfulness already growing in me, even if I can't yet see it?

This isn’t about big moments. This is about the slow, unseen formation that happens when no one’s watching. When it feels like life is paused. When nothing’s clear. When the Father benches you.

In this final episode, I share how the new man is matured in hidden seasons—not through ministry activity, but through daily surrender and total dependency on Him.

Ask yourself:

• Where’s the Father asking me to trust Him even when I can’t see what He’s doing?
• Am I okay leaning on Him when nothing around me feels like it’s moving?
• How is the Father using this hidden season to grow and mature me as the new man?

Life as a son is formed in the hidden places. Discipleship takes place in those Father/Son moments, out of the spotlight. 

In this episode, I share a moment where the Holy Spirit exposed where I was still holding onto earthly security, and how the Father was teaching me how a son lives—holding nothing tightly, trusting Him fully.

This was the life of a son being forged in real time.

Ask yourself:

• Is the Holy Spirit showing you where your security is placed in material things?
• Where is self still trying to lead?
• What would it look like to walk with the Father today, in real time?

You can be preaching, serving, even leading—doing all the “right” things—and still not be living from the life you were born again to live.

In this opening episode, I share how I spent years performing out of the residue of the old man (self & flesh), without even realising it… and how the Father began to show me who I truly am in Christ—the new man.

Ask yourself:

• Am I still trying to live for God in my own strength?
• Have I ever asked Holy Spirit to show me the real me?
• Do I actually know who I am now—as the new man?