Explore every episode of the podcast Finding My Big Girl pants
| Title | Pub. Date | Duration | |
|---|---|---|---|
| Stop Lying to Yourself (and Other Ways I Broke My Own Heart) | 29 Oct 2025 | 00:29:29 | |
A messy, honest debrief: post-Vegas sickness, introvert recovery, why “Nobody Wants This” felt a little too familiar, the tiny acts that feel like love, and the bigger truth I kept avoiding — lying to myself about what I want in love and how I want to live. We talk sex, dating, men’s friendships, closure, and the courage to want the non-traditional. If you’ve ever faked an orgasm, swallowed your needs, or tried to be the “chill girl,” this one’s for you. Subscribe, share, and send to a friend who needs the nudge. | |||
| Choosing Myself (Even When It Breaks My Heart) | 20 Oct 2025 | 00:28:10 | |
Week two of burning my life to the ground. What jumping off from the cliff of uncomfortable safety has taught me while free falling in the unknown and how it feels to chose yourself, your mental health the leaning towards the one thing that feels right even when it breaks your heart. Even been between loving someone but loving yourself more. This one is for you | |||
| Starting Over at 40: No Job, No Man, No plan — Just Me | 13 Oct 2025 | 00:32:00 | |
After 17 years of building her corporate finance career, a comfortable six-figure salary, and a so-called “dream life” in LA, Janina hit her breaking point — one night, in a moment she didn’t see coming, staring at a work email. This episode unpacks the panic attacks, the heartbreak, and the strange relief of finally quitting without a plan. A raw, funny, and real take on what week one of her brand-new, unknown life actually feels like. | |||