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Something sacred is happening across the world, hearts are waking up. From Gen Z Muslims reclaiming their faith to Americans, Europeans, and Africans embracing Islam in record numbers, there’s a quiet revolution rising, one led by sincerity, longing, and light. I takes you on a global spiritual journey through the eyes of those returning to Islam. You’ll hear stories of reverts like Megan Rice, Jay Palfrey, Lauren Booth, Myriam François, and so many more, people who walked through confusion, fame, and emptiness only to find peace in the remembrance of Allah. But this isn’t just their story, it’s ours. It’s about a generation tired of pretending to be “okay,” tired of chasing aesthetics, tired of shallow connection, and finally realizing that Islam is not a restriction, but a return. this episode explores why the world is turning toward faith again, and what it means to live Islam in an age of noise, crisis, and longing. Because even when the world feels lost, hearts still know their way home.

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We spend our lives chasing milestones, careers, relationships, numbers, validation, and call them goals. But what if the real goal was never the world, but Who we were meant to live for?, I unravels what it means to have real-life goals in a world that worships distractions. From prioritizing Allah and seeking sacred knowledge, to helping people, respecting parents, and remembering Jannah, this isn’t an episode about ambition, it’s about alignment. this episode calls you back to what truly matters: the peace that comes when your purpose stops revolving around the dunya and starts revolving around Allah.

If you’ve been feeling lost, empty, or disconnected from your why, this episode will remind you that the real success story is written in the hereafter. Because the real goal isn’t to live louder, it’s to live with Allah at the center.

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There’s a kind of peace that comes only when you stop fighting what was always meant to be yours, and what was never meant to stay. In this episode, i takes you through the journey of surrender, from heartbreak to healing, from questioning Allah’s plan to finding comfort in it. i talk about what it truly means to trust Qadr, not passively, but powerfully. You’ll learn how to stop forcing what Allah has already redirected, how to breathe again after loss, and how to find freedom in knowing that nothing written for you will ever miss you. This is not just an episode, it’s a reminder that your story was always written with mercy, even in the moments that broke you.

🎧 Listen when your heart feels heavy, when your plans collapse, or when you just need to remember that Allah’s timing is never late.

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There’s a secret weight we carry, the heaviness of unspoken guilt, unhealed regret, and the quiet distance from Allah. In this episode, i unravels the healing power of Istighfar, not just as forgiveness, but as emotional release, spiritual detox, and the art of returning home to Allah. If your heart feels heavy, this one is for you.

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This is for the ones who gave someone their heart, and forgot to leave a space for Allah. For the ones who made someone their home, only to watch it collapse when love wasn’t enough. In this episode, i unravel the raw and dangerous beauty of loving someone more than we love the One who created them. We’ll walk through the quiet signs of attachment that turn into chains, the heartbreak that becomes a mirror, and the mercy that pulls you back to your Rabb. This isn’t just about love, t’s about misplacement, awakening, and relearning what true love is supposed to feel like when Allah is at the center.

This is a love story, but not the kind you think. If you’ve ever loved so deeply it drowned you, this is your reminder to rise. Press play, and let’s talk about love that doesn’t break you.

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What happens when the prayer meant to be your lifeline begins to feel like a checklist? When standing before Allah feels more like a habit than a heart cry? This episode is a deep a journey into that quiet spiritual numbness many are too afraid to admit. We’ll talk about what happens when faith drifts into formality, why the soul grows silent in places it once bloomed, and how to find your way back to the sweetness of your sujūd. this isn’t about judging your worship. It’s about remembering why you fell in love with it in the first place. If you’ve ever whispered “I’m praying, but I don’t feel anything” this episode is for you. Listen in, breathe deep, and let your heart remember Him again.

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What if today is the day your soul is called back to Allah? In this episode i talk about what it truly means to live every day as if it’s your last day on earth, we walk through the steps of preparing our hearts, our deeds, and our souls for the moment we stand before Allah. This episode isn’t about fearing death, it’s about living with purpose, clarity, and surrender. Because when you live prepared, death is not a thief… it’s a reunion.

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How to love yourself for Allah; not for the world.

This episode is a soft journey into a forgotten Sunnah: seeing yourself through Allah’s mercy, not through your pain. I talk about the quiet ways we learn to shrink, the wounds we carry, and how the Prophet ﷺ taught us dignity without arrogance. It’s a reminder that self-love in Islam isn’t ego, it’s worship. It’s learning to honor your heart, protect your soul, set boundaries with softness, and walk with the quiet strength of knowing your worth comes from Him.

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Sometimes Allah’s answer isn’t a dream. It’s silence. Stillness. Closed doors that hurt but heal. In this episode, i talk about the subtle, breathtaking beauty behind Istikharah’s answers, how Allah responds not always with signs, but with shifts; not with visions, but with peace. Through story, reflection, and surrender, i’ll uncover how Allah’s “no” often hides His greatest mercy, and how the quiet unfolding of His plan is itself a divine response.

🎧 A reminder for every heart waiting for clarity: Sometimes the calm after the dua is your answer.

Between every “Should I?” and “What if I’m wrong?” there’s a prayer that anchors your heart to Allah’s wisdom. Istikharah isn’t just for big life decisions, it’s the believer’s daily compass, the dua that transforms uncertainty into peace and fear into surrender. In this episode, i take us deep into what Istikharah truly means, how to pray it, what it changes inside you, and why it’s not about signs, it’s about trust.

🎧 A reminder that every time you say, “Ya Allah, choose for me,” you are stepping into the safest kind of guidance: divine guidance.

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْتَخِيرُكَ بِعِلْمَكَ، وَأَسْتَقْدِرُكَ بِقُدْرَتِكَ، وَأَسْأَلُكَ مِنْ فَضْلِكَ الْعَظِيمِ، فَإِنَّكَ تَقْدِرُ وَلَا أَقْدِرُ، وَتَعْلَمُ، وَلَا أَعْلَمُ، وَأَنْتَ عَلَّامُ الْغُيُوبِ، اللَّهُمَّ إِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذَا الْأَمْرَ- خَيْرٌ لِي فِي دِينِي وَمَعَاشِي وَعَاقِبَةِ أَمْرِي- عَاجِلِهِ وَآجِلِهِ- فَاقْدُرْهُ لِي وَيَسِّرْهُ لِي ثُمَّ بَارِكْ لِي فِيهِ، وَإِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذَا الْأَمْرَ شَرٌّ لِي فِي دِينِي وَمَعَاشِي وَعَاقِبَةِ أَمْرِي- عَاجِلِهِ وَآجِلِهِ- فَاصْرِفْهُ عَنِّي وَاصْرِفْنِي عَنْهُ وَاقْدُرْ لِيَ الْخَيْرَ حَيْثُ كَانَ ثُمَّ أَرْضِنِي بِهِ

Allaahumma 'innee 'astakheeruka bi'ilmika, wa 'astaqdiruka biqudratika, wa 'as'aluka min fadhtikal-'Adheemi, fa'innaka taqdiru wa laa 'aqdiru, wa ta'lamu, wa laa 'a'lamu, wa 'Anta 'Allaamul-Ghuyoobi, Allaahumma 'in kunta ta'lamu 'anna haathal-'amra-[then mention the thing to be decided] Khayrun lee fee deenee wa ma'aashee wa 'aaqibati 'amree - [or say] 'Aajilihi wa 'aajilihi - Faqdurhu lee wa yassirhu lee thumma baarik lee feehi, wa 'in kunta ta'lamu 'anna haathal-'amra sharrun lee fee deenee wa ma'aashee wa 'aaqibati 'amree - [or say] 'Aajilihi wa 'aajilihi - Fasrifhu 'annee wasrifnee 'anhu waqdur liyal-khayra haythu kaana thumma 'ardhinee bihi

O Allah, I seek the counsel of Your Knowledge, and I seek the help of Your Omnipotence, and I beseech You for Your Magnificent Grace. Surely, You are Capable and I am not. You know and I know not, and You are the Knower of the unseen. O Allah, if You know that this matter [then mention the thing to be decided] is good for me in my religion and in my life and for my welfare in the life to come, - [or say: in this life and the afterlife] - then ordain it for me and make it easy for me, then bless me in it. And if You know that this matter is bad for me in my religion and in my life and for my welfare in the life to come, - [or say: in this life and the afterlife] - then distance it from me, and distance me from it, and ordain for me what is good wherever it may be, and help me to be content with it. Whoever seeks the counsel of the Creator will not regret it and whoever seeks the advice of the believers will feel confident about his decisions. Allah said in the Qur'an: "And consult them in the affair. Then when you have taken a decision, put your trust in Allah."

Al-Bukhari 7:162

We are the anxious, restless, hustling generation. We chase money, aesthetics, identity, and validation, but the Hereafter is the one reality we can’t scroll away from.

This episode dives into what it means to be Gen Z in a world of endless noise, and yet still stand accountable before Allah. We’ll talk about identity, loneliness, mental health, love, hustle culture, and the illusions of dunya. And we’ll ask the questions that matter most: What are we really living for? What will remain when everything else fades?

For every soul that feels lost in the chaos of this era, this is your reminder: the Akhirah is not for later. It’s for us. It’s closer than we think.

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We’re taught to believe healing has to come first. That love is only for the ones who are “whole,” who’ve fixed every scar and silenced every ache. But what if that’s not true? What if healing and love were never meant to be opposites, but companions?

In this episode, I open up about the tension of broken hearts and the longing for connection. We’ll explore the myth of waiting until you’re “ready,” what Islam teaches about mercy and love, and why scars don’t disqualify you from tenderness. Because sometimes, being loved gently becomes part of the healing itself.

This is for the ones who whisper, “Am I allowed to love while I’m still in pieces?” The answer, softly, is yes.

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The Duʿā Diaries is an episode where i talk through chapters of duʿā: love, heartbreak, waiting, fear, gratitude, and more. It’s not about perfect words, but about raw, unfiltered worship, the diary only Allah reads.

If you’ve ever felt like your duʿās went unanswered, this episode will remind you: silence is not neglect, delay is not rejection, and your every whisper is heard.

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Drop your duʿā in the comments, we’ll say āmīn together.

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In a world drowning in noise, what happens when we choose silence?

This episode, “We Need to Abandon the Internet,” is not about smashing your phone or disappearing into a cave, it’s about reclaiming your heart from the flood of endless scrolling, distractions, and comparison.

I take you through the desert of stillness, the Qur’anic warnings about wasted time, and the prophetic blueprint for digital freedom. Together, we reflect on how the internet has stolen our focus, our sincerity, and our ability to sit quietly with Allah.

This is not just a podcast. It’s an invitation, to step out of the flood, to breathe again, and to return to the connection that truly matters: your connection with Allah.

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If you’re still breathing, Allah has not closed your book yet. This episode is a reminder that every heartbeat, every inhale, every sunrise is proof that you’ve been given another chance. Another chance to return. To repent. To choose gratitude. To come alive.

So many of us live like we have endless days ahead—but the truth is, we only get this one life. And if you woke up today, it means Allah is still giving you time. Time to pray. Time to love. Time to say Alhamdulillah for the blessings you overlook.

In this episode, I’m talking about what it really means to be alive: choosing gratitude, finding contentment, and refusing to waste the only story you’ll ever get to write. This is for anyone who’s ever felt too far gone, too tired, or too late. If you’re still alive… this one is for you.

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Love before nikah is messy, unspoken, and heavy on the heart. In this series, i opens real questions from people who are struggling with love, heartbreak, guilt, and longing, before marriage. No filters, no fake advice, just raw, faith-centered conversations about the silent battles muslims face when the heart wants what the soul is afraid of. From crossing lines to waiting in silence, from love that feels haram to love that feels unfinished, each question is an honest reminder that Allah’s mercy is bigger than our mistakes, and His plan for our hearts is more beautiful than the stories we write for ourselves.

If you’ve ever asked yourself, “Is my love haram? Should I wait or move on? Can this ever be pure again?” this podcast is for you.

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Not all faith is loud. Not all dīn is visible. Some of the strongest Islam lives in silence in whispered duʿās, in hidden sujood, in unseen acts of love for Allah that no one else will ever know about.

In this episode, we sit with the beauty of the quiet dīn the kind of faith that doesn’t perform, doesn’t seek applause, but still shakes the heavens. Through Qur’ān, hadith, and stories of companions who lived in silence but were honored in eternity, i talk about why Allah treasures the hidden parts of our worship, and how being unseen in this world can mean being celebrated in the next.

If you’ve ever wondered whether your small, secret acts of worship are enough, this episode is your reminder: Allah sees you. And sometimes the quietest faith is the strongest faith of all.

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Have you ever wondered if the voice in your head is really you? The one that whispers: “You’re not good enough.” “Allah won’t forgive you.” “Your prayer doesn’t count.”

This episode isn’t just about recognizing Shayṭān’s tricks—it’s about reclaiming your heart and remembering that Allah’s mercy is always louder than the lies.

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Do you really want it for yourself… or do you just want people to know that you have it?

This episode peels back the layers of our intentions, our desires, and the subtle hunger for validation that creeps into our lives. From social media clout to hidden riyā’ (showing off), we’ll explore the uncomfortable but necessary question: am I chasing Allah’s gaze, or people’s applause?, because at the end of the day, when you are lowered into your grave, only your intentions and deeds will remain. And if no one ever knew about what you had or achieved, would it still matter to you?

This is an episode about honesty, sincerity, and reclaiming your heart for Allah alone.

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They told us marriage would fix everything that love would heal our scars, that companionship would erase our loneliness, that a spouse would finally make us whole. But what if that promise was never true? In this episode, i peel back the layers of the marriage myth and confront the illusions we’ve been fed. Marriage doesn’t cure wounds it reveals them. It doesn’t complete you it mirrors you. It doesn’t replace Allah it brings you face to face with your own need for Him. i talk about the difference between cultural fairytales and the prophetic reality of marriage. This isn’t a fairytale episode it’s a call to unlearn the myth of completion and to rediscover the true meaning of sakan, mercy, and companionship in marriage.

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In a world where everyone seems to be ahead, it’s easy to feel like you’re falling behind. social media amplifies it, the marriages, the travels, the careers, the milestones that aren’t yours yet. That nagging ache of “What if I miss out? What if life passes me by?” is what we call FOMO. But in Islam, there’s a different lens to see life through: Faith over FOMO.

In this episode, i talk about the spiritual roots of FOMO and how it quietly robs us of peace, gratitude, and trust in Allah’s plan. i talk on how tawakkul (reliance on Allah), sabr (patience), and qadr (divine decree) can completely dismantle the culture of scarcity and comparison.

This is not a lecture, it’s a conversation, a gentle reminder, and an invitation to breathe again. By the end of this episode, you’ll be able to reframe missed opportunities, unchosen paths, and unanswered prayers as signs of Allah’s perfect timing. You’ll discover that you never truly “miss out” on what was written for you, and that faith is the antidote to fear.

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Every wound aches with a secret prayer. Every scar carries a silent story. And in those tender places of our hearts, Allah places His Names, not as distant titles, but as remedies waiting to be discovered. In this episode, “Healing Through Allah’s Names”, we reflect on how the Most Merciful (Ar-Raḥmān), the Restorer (Al-Jabbār), the Forgiving (Al-Ghafūr), and so many more of His Beautiful Names become medicine for our souls.

We’ll talk about how to turn pain into prayer, how to bring your specific wounds to the specific Name of Allah that heals them, and how to remember that knowing Allah is not just theology, it’s therapy for the believer’s heart.

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Every wound aches with a secret prayer. Every scar carries a silent story. And in those tender places of our hearts, Allah places His Names, not as distant titles, but as remedies waiting to be discovered. In this episode, “Healing Through Allah’s Names”, we reflect on how the Most Merciful (Ar-Raḥmān), the Restorer (Al-Jabbār), the Forgiving (Al-Ghafūr), and so many more of His Beautiful Names become medicine for our souls.

We’ll talk about how to turn pain into prayer, how to bring your specific wounds to the specific Name of Allah that heals them, and how to remember that knowing Allah is not just theology, it’s therapy for the believer’s heart.

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Your faith is not a straight line. It breathes. It rises like a wave, lifting you high with Qur’an, salah, and tears that fall easily. And it dips , leaving you heavy, distracted, and wondering if Allah has left you.

In this episode, Asiya explores the Iman Curve, the natural rise and fall of faith every believer experiences. she shares how to survive the dips, protect the peaks, and keep walking the curve back home to Allah.

Topics in this episode:

-Why iman rises and falls (and why it’s normal)

-The hadith of Ḥanzalah and lessons from the companions

-The danger of the dip — and Shayṭān’s whispers

-Small acts that climb the curve back up

-How to live with fluctuating faith without despair

Whether you’re at your highest peak or lowest dip, this episode is your reminder: Allah never left. The curve still leads to Him.

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In this episode, we sit down with something warm in our hands and something eternal in our hearts. From the simple ritual of pairing your morning coffee with the Qur’an, to realizing how much of our life is spent waiting in lines, I shares how just one ayah can reshape your character, transform your relationships, and even revolutionize your life. This is not just about coffee. It’s about carving out sacred pauses in a world that rushes. It’s about letting the Qur’an slip into your ordinary moments the waiting, the walking, the mornings before your phone lights up.

Let the coffee wake your body.

Let the Qur’an wake your soul.

Listen now and start your day with Qur’an and Coffee.

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There are moments in life when even your own voice feels too loud—when all you want is a safe place to fall apart, to question, to return… without shame.

This episode is for those quiet, private places in your heart.

The ones no one sees. The ones you don’t post about. The ones you don’t even fully understand.

"Between Me and Allah" is a spiritual journey through raw monologues, silent heartbreaks, secret sins, unanswered duʿās, and the gentle mercy that still calls us back. It’s not a lecture. Not a sermon. It’s a sacred conversation—about longing, guilt, love, and redemption.

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What happens when you’re not angry at Allah — just distant? When the Qur’an no longer moves you the way it used to? When sujood feels silent, your hands feel heavy, and you're too ashamed to ask Him for anything? This episode is not a lecture. It’s a soft landing. A safe space. A voice for the Muslims silently drowning in doubt, guilt, grief, and the fear that they’ve strayed too far from Allah to return. In these episode, we walk through the rawest valleys of faith — the quiet leaving, the shame after sin, the spiritual numbness that no one talks about. And then, we walk you back. Slowly. Gently. With stories, duʿā, Qur’anic verses, and the reminder that Allah’s door was never closed.

Featuring a moving Q&A segment with real questions from y’ll — about prayer, repentance, pain, and rediscovering who you are when your old self feels lost.

If you’ve ever felt like your faith shattered quietly while no one noticed...

This is your invitation to come home.

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There are parts of you that the world never met—

the soft, surrendered, searching parts. The part that still prays after sin. The part that whispers Allah’s name even when the heart feels hollow. In this deeply reflective episode, we strip away performance, expectations, and noise… to meet the soul underneath it all. Through tender storytelling, Qur’anic reflections, and honest confession, we ask the question no one else has time to ask:

“Who are you, O soul?”

And in the silence that follows… maybe we finally begin to remember. If you’ve ever felt spiritually numb, emotionally tired, or unsure how to return to the version of yourself you used to be — this episode is for you. Listen. Feel. Remember. Return.

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There’s a strange thing about 2:14 AM, The world outside sleeps. But inside you… something wakes up. A guilt. A memory. A name. Or maybe, just the sound of your own silence. And you wonder… Is it too late to come back to God? Even if you’re the one who left?”

Hanan’s story is a metaphor for the silent self-judgment many Muslim women live with. She’s not doing anything outwardly scandalous. She’s just tired. Spiritually tired. The kind of exhaustion that comes from trying to be good, failing — and then punishing yourself internally over and over again.

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There is a kind of sleep that doesn’t end with Fajr. A sleep whose awakening is not in this world. A sleep that every soul must taste — the kind that wraps the body in stillness and introduces the soul to forever. In this raw and reflective episode, i explores the heaviness of heedlessness, the culture of constant distraction, and how amusement, sleep, and comfort have become forms of spiritual sedation. Through the lens of prophetic wisdom and Qur’anic truth, i invites you to wake up before that final rest — to recalibrate your days, your intentions, and your heart.

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They told you to wait for him. To be chosen. To be patient. To make room for a love story that was never written for you. But sis… what if you were never meant to be a side character in your own life?

In this soul-stirring episode, i flips the narrative. reminding every woman who’s been chasing closure, connection, or companionship that she was never the background. You are not waiting to be seen - you were seen the moment Allah fashioned you in your mother’s womb.

This episode will open your heart to:

-Healing the obsession with being “picked”

-Reclaiming your divine purpose beyond relationships

-What it means to be enough before anyone affirms you

-How to live like the story has always been yours

"You’re the Plot" is a love letter to the Muslim woman who's been shrinking herself in the name of loyalty. It’s for the girl who’s been told to dim her light.For the woman who keeps waiting for someone to make her feel whole.

Spoiler alert: You were always the plot. And Allah wrote your story with more beauty than any man ever could.

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Meet asya as she dwells on a journey to find and make change. Here she’s able to tell what makes her start a podcast and try to make us believe that yes a change can be made

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the conditioning we’ve grown up with: every Disney princess gets saved, every story ends in a wedding, in this episode i talk about;

~ Emotional idolatry (placing a man where only Allah should be)

~ The deception of seeking validation through romantic attention

~ True purpose of a Muslim woman beyond societal pressures

~ Islamic psychology of waiting, desire, and divine timing

~ Powerful examples of female strength and resilience in the Qur’ān

~ You were not created to revolve around anyone but Allah.

a raw and honest reflection on drifting away from spiritual habits, navigating personal storms, and slowly finding the path back to Allah. For every Muslim who's ever felt lost, distant, or disconnected — this is a reminder that you're not alone, and your return is always welcomed

third jannah episode;

Everything you need, to know who you really are

second episode on jannah; the ultimate goal y'll...

Jannah all the best places, the eternal home, our final home….

In this episode, I talk about how we appreciate and show gratitude to whatever comes ours way, + tips on how to cultivate the Alhamdulillah mindset. <3

In this episode I talk about balancing deen and dunya as a students + tips, and a little advice to all the girlies out there.

And guys we’re on YouTube, check it out… and don’t forget to subscribe and share, thank you.

On today’s episode I talk about tahajjud and it’s beauty and how you can navigate your daily schedule through it. Don’t forget to rate, comment and share this episode with your loved ones.

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On today’s episode, I talk about reconnecting and indulging ourselves with our inner child. Thank you for tuning into this episode.

With love,asya

In this episode, I discussed about what’s happening in Palestine 🇵🇸 and how we could help them please share it as much as possible and please pray for them a lot add them in your prayers as much as you can. There are some dua’s for Palestine in my instagram page pease do check them out and share them also. Insta: https://www.instagram.com/farfromasya

thank you for tuning in to today's episode of " Silence." Join us next time as we continue our exploration of timeless wisdom and spiritual growth. Until then, may the peace and blessings of Allah be upon you all.

In this episode I talk about detachment from dunya and I invite listeners to reflect on their own attachment to worldly possessions and desires. May this podcast inspire us all to let go of the illusion of ownership, prioritize the eternal over the temporal, and find true freedom and contentment in embracing a life of detachment and fulfillment. May this be a source of barakah for all of us.

" I think when we're content with life, sometimes we tend to simply go through the motions of prayer. But when we're sad, when we're lost, when we're heartbroken -- we feel every dua that rolls off our tongues. We find solace in prostrating a little longer and we physically feel our heart connected to Allah in an inexplicable way. I think Allah allows us to be sad, because through pain we experience a bond with Him that we couldn't have wholesomely felt had we were simply content. There is wisdom behind your pain. He knows how to draw you near to Him." So today we talked about gratitude and how we literary help ourselves fell content and happy with everything that Allah put us through. May this be a sadakatu jariyah for us and our parents. Don’t forget for leave and impression and the end. Tune in at your convenience.

In this episode we talk about the love of Allah and the way it will guide you in finding the love we’ve all be looking for among ourselves. I really appreciate you’ll, well I saw your messages and I actually won’t be able to reply through Spotify Q&A so make sure to message us on other flat forms. May this be a source of barakah for us All thank you.

A letter from Ramadan to my dear listeners

Salam lovelies, welcome to my first episode of farfromasya podcast, in this episode we discuss the importance of prayer and ways to navigate when you feel lost or out of track on your iman and the way Allah never loses hope on us. I hope you enjoy this episode as much as I did thank you so much for all the support and don’t forget to leave a review, if you’ll like any contact with me message us via ig @farfromasya