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Even if it Kills Me
FANG workshop
Frequency: 1 episode/6d. Total Eps: 7

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A Crowd of No One
Season 1 · Episode 6
mercredi 24 juillet 2024 • Duration 39:40
The band grapples with crafting a successor to their debut album for the record label. Opting to part ways, they embark on a final headline tour, which falls short of expectations. One of the guys exits days before the tour's conclusion, leaving the remaining members to complete the journey without him.
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
Socialized Pepsi by The Loyalist | https://soundcloud.com/the_loyalist_official Music promoted by https://www.free-stock-music.com
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Nothing Short of Bliss
Season 1 · Episode 5
mercredi 17 juillet 2024 • Duration 36:14
The band steps up to a higher tier of touring, inadvertently upsetting the headlining band's tour manager along the way. They transition to a tour bus for a major festival, facing the juxtaposition of disappointing performances amidst luxurious living conditions.
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
IN MEMORY OF DUSTIN BOW
Lobby Time by Kevin MacLeod | https://incompetech.com/
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Technically, This is On Us
Season 1 · Episode 4
mercredi 10 juillet 2024 • Duration 27:59
The band relies on the hospitality of others for places to sleep. One of the members experiences a breakdown and departs, coinciding with the loss of the band's cash box. A replacement is flown in, but challenges arise.
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
Socialized Pepsi by The Loyalist | https://soundcloud.com/the_loyalist_official Music promoted by https://www.free-stock-music.com
Creative Commons / Attribution 3.0 Unported License (CC BY 3.0) https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/deed.en_US
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A Little Less Than Half
Season 1 · Episode 3
mercredi 3 juillet 2024 • Duration 20:26
The band grapples with the hidden expenses of touring and takes on gritty jobs to sustain themselves between tours. Additionally, they witness technological shifts unfolding while on the road.
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
Socialized Pepsi by The Loyalist | https://soundcloud.com/the_loyalist_official Music promoted by https://www.free-stock-music.com
Creative Commons / Attribution 3.0 Unported License (CC BY 3.0) https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/deed.en_US
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Stuck Inside The Gap
Season 1 · Episode 2
mercredi 26 juin 2024 • Duration 20:52
The band embarks on tour, only to be overwhelmed by feelings of inadequacy when measuring up to their fellow touring bands. Meanwhile, one of their tour mates achieves sudden and remarkable success on the road.
This show is brought to you by Manhead Merch https://www.manheadmerch.com/
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
Socialized Pepsi by The Loyalist | https://soundcloud.com/the_loyalist_official
Music promoted by https://www.free-stock-music.com
Creative Commons / Attribution 3.0 Unported License (CC BY 3.0)
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/deed.en_US
Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.
A Band Called ______
Season 1 · Episode 1
mercredi 26 juin 2024 • Duration 23:05
The band's journey begins. Fueled by ambition, they relocate to Los Angeles, seeking a record deal. Fortune smiles upon them as they secure a contract with their dream label.
Tune in next Wednesday for the next chapter in this six-part miniseries.
This show is brought to you by Manhead Merch https://www.manheadmerch.com/
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
Socialized Pepsi by The Loyalist | https://soundcloud.com/the_loyalist_official
Music promoted by https://www.free-stock-music.com
Creative Commons / Attribution 3.0 Unported License (CC BY 3.0)
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/deed.en_US
Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.
Trailer
mercredi 19 juin 2024 • Duration 02:06
This is the story of the band that almost was. You won’t hear what this band sounds like. You won’t even learn their name. But you know this band, even if you don’t.
Even If It Kills Me is a narrative documentary podcast, chronicling the lives of Jon, Ryan, Mac and Pete as they set out across the country and try to make it as rockstars in the bygone era of the ‘00s. Each episode uses contemporary interviews and archival recordings to pull back the curtain on the nitty-gritty inner workings of tour life, all unfolding during the music industry’s own fall of Rome, as massive technological shifts upended business models that had existed for decades.
First two episodes available everywhere June 26. Tune in weekly for the next chapter in this six-part miniseries.
This show is brought to you by Manhead Merch https://www.manheadmerch.com/
Even If It Kills Me is a FANG workshop production
Written and Narrated by Aaron Joy
Produced by Jon Lullo and Brendan Walter
Featuring original music by Alex Dezen
Original theme by Matt McGinley
Hosted by Ausha. See ausha.co/privacy-policy for more information.