Links and notes in order of mention:
* The Dimensions of Dying and Rebirth
* Casey ânot-like-the-other-psychiatristsâ Paleos and the NYC psychedelic therapy scene around Fluence are big GPM (II-IV).
* âKey competencies for psychedelic treatment in real-world mental health care settingsâ Wolff et al., 2025
* Some other points on The Tell:
-I think Amy Griffin is involved with an extremely dubious scene of psychedelic therapists/sitters, all revolving around the orbit of MAPS, T Cody Swift, NYU, (I have no evidence to back this, but I would be entirely unsurprised to see connections with NYC-based Fluence et al.).
-It was reckless for Olivia, the âpractitionerâ that Amy and John Griffin worked with, to go into the session with Amy, intending to look for repressed memories of sexual abuse.
-There are numerous other glaringly large red flags in Oliviaâs practice e.g. this whole quote:
ââAS TIME WENT ON, I found myself asking more people if I could share my story with them. I understood that it was a lot to hear, and the person listening needed to be ready to hear it. But I also understood that to tellâthe thing I promised I would never doâwas a gift to myself. Each time I gave myself permission to tell, I felt freer.Sometimes, when I told people, they praised me for doing âthe work,â because, they said, it made me a better example to my children, a better wife to my husband, or a better friend to those closest to me. Women are always doing things so we can be better for other people. My relationships had changed for the better, but I didnât do it for anyone else. I did it for me.There is also, Iâve learned, a way that people sometimes respond when I tell them about my experience. They grow tight, zipped up, locked away. âI donât think I could do anything like that,â they say. âIâm too much of a control freak. And besides, I donât think I want to know. What if I donât have the space for â it? What if I find out something that I canât deal with? I donât have the time to process what comes up on the other end. Why would I want to wallow in the pain?â Or the line I hear the most: âIf I donât remember something, isnât there a good reason for that?â In these comments, I hear the sound of their tellâthe thing that nags at them with gnawed edges, the way it did at me for so long.Olivia laughed when I told her this. âYou and I both know those are probably the people who need it the most,â she said. âJust like you did.âShe was visiting me and John on a summer night not unlike the one when sheâd first entered my life. MDMA had recently been legalized for therapeutic use in Australia, which indicated that the rest of the Western world would likely follow in the years to come. I was wearing the bracelet Olivia had given me for my birthday a year earlier, which had become one of my most cherished possessionsâa tangible link to the leap of faith Iâd taken. Just like the one Iâd held on her wrist âduring my first session, the bracelet was made of coins that I now knew dated to 1912, the year MDMA was invented.â
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