Back

Explore every episode of the podcast Context for Chaos

Dive into the complete episode list for Context for Chaos. Each episode is cataloged with detailed descriptions, making it easy to find and explore specific topics. Keep track of all episodes from your favorite podcast and never miss a moment of insightful content.

Rows per page:

1–50 of 95

TitlePub. DateDuration
The Alchemical Ego06 Jun 202600:48:53

This week on Context for Chaos we’re considering Ego.

Starting with Temenos — a psychic container where your old identity dissolves before the new one can stabilize. Then why Manifestation Fails as we often get stuck in the “air” of thoughts and “water” of imagination, forgetting the “earth” of the body. We discuss why you might need to work backwards from the physical to finally dislodge those old, rotten stories that make you feel stuck and how to give your nervous system new data. Actual proof that you are safe and ready for a higher elevation one breakfast or workout at a time.

If you’ve ever felt like you’re waiting in a waiting room for someone to call your number, this episode is your reminder that no one is coming to call you.

You have to get up, take the test, and hit the road yourself.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Happiness vs. Tolerance and the Reality of Depth in Relations30 May 202600:58:35

This one is a ride of self discovery. Vanessa recounts an epiphany about choosing partners who prioritize joy, while Jessica grapples with the nuclear codes of a magnetic situationship that feels like a dream behind closed doors but leaves her frozen in public. Together, we navigate the art of bonding, illustrating how deepening trust is like diving into high-pressure waters where the most unique views are found. Stick with us while we also geek out on synastry, exploring how planetary houses dictate whether a connection feels like doormat energy or mutual delight.

Ultimately, the episode serves as a guide for transitioning from a deficit of love to a state of abundance and self-possession.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
When the Plumber Meets the Poet with Barbara Moore06 Apr 202600:08:34

Join us for a kickoff to our five-part interview with tarot legend Barbara Moore. From a fateful college party to designing world-class decks, Barbara reveals how tarot serves as both a practical plumber for life's messes and a mystical poet for the soul. We dive into the grit of the 90s, when readers traded purple robes for business suits to distance themselves from huckster stereotypes. Discover how Barbara’s background in art history and mythology transformed 78 cards into a vibrant, interdisciplinary map of the human experience.

This introductory segment is your gateway into the rarely discussed world of spreads and the evolution of modern tarot.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Mark Horn on Reclaiming Your Own Traditions04 Apr 202601:04:38

In this deep-dive follow-up, Mark Horn invites us to move beyond spiritual bypassing and engage the internal backtalk that creates our own resistance. We explore the secret of the Devil card’s loose chains and how to conduct a 49-day housecleaning of the soul through the ancient technology of the Omer. From the streets of Havana to the God channel found on a meditation cushion, this episode is a map for finding the spiritual gold hidden in your everyday human life.

Read Mark’s book Tarot and the Gates of Light to find your own practice and build your own tradition.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Divine Descent with Mark Horn03 Apr 202600:15:16

What if the solid world you touch is actually light moving slowly enough for your senses to grasp?

With Mark Horn we venture into the quantum realm of the soul, where ancient Kabbalistic maps align with modern physics to reveal a reality without separation. Discover how the human body is not a prison to be escaped, but a divine vessel designed to hold the descending fire of creation. Before we dare to climb the Tree of Life, we must first clear the energy centers of the self to ensure we can receive the light without being overwhelmed. Explore the power of your own free will as a sacred spark, echoing the first moment the divine said, "Let there be light."



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Mark Horn on the Chariot's Path02 Apr 202600:14:56

Listen to Mark Horn move beyond the labels and step into a reality where every card is a gate and every breath is a prayer. In this segment explore the ancient dangers of the mystical garden where only the most prepared can walk among the angels and return in peace. Through a 49-day ritual of purification, we learn to strengthen the vessels of our lives so the lightning of revelation does not shatter us. From the sacred rejoining of masculine and feminine to the balancing of dual energies, this journey offers a map for those seeking harmony.

Discover how the tarot acts as a cosmic transformer, stepping down the blinding light of the infinite into a power you can finally hold.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Revelation at Midnight with Mark Horn01 Apr 202600:13:55

We invite you to step into a 49-day desert wandering where the Minor Arcana become mirrors for the ancient, hidden energies of the Tree of Life. Discover the secret Jewish roots buried within the world’s most famous tarot deck and the woman who bridged two mystical worlds to bring these teachings to light. This is a journey of clearing spiritual blockages to prepare the heart for a personal revelation that transcends ordinary sensory experience. When the colors are heard and the voices are seen, will you be ready to receive what has been waiting for you at the summit?

Join us as we move beyond reading the label to finally take the medicine of true spiritual liberation.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Mark Horn on Soul Technology31 Mar 202600:13:39

Listen in this week with Mark Horn to discover how a physical connection to a lost love transcends death and proves that we are never truly alone in this universe. We explore the convergence of Buddhist practice and Kabbalistic secrets, finding that the void and infinity are one and the same. This is more than a story, it is an invitation to stop reading the label and finally take the medicine of spiritual liberation.

Join us as we count the Omer through the mirror of the Tarot and step into a home that finally has room for all of who you are.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Beyond Dogma with Mark Horn30 Mar 202600:14:03

Journey with us from the streets of 1960s Brooklyn to the temples of Japan as Mark Horn reveals how a technology for the soul can illuminate the path back home. Explore a world where the Fool’s leap of faith and the Page of Cups’ ancient whispers offer more than just stories — they offer a path to liberation. We delve into a life shaped by a profound karmic love and the realization that some connections are written in the stars long before we arrive. Beyond the dogma of organized religion lies a deeper experience of reality waiting to be observed through the simple act of breathing.

Step through the gates of light with us and discover the universal truths hidden within the cards and your own heart.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Dragging the Devil Into the Light with Meg Jones Wall28 Mar 202600:55:37

In this conversation, author Meg Jones Wall reveals the radical transformations in her life since 2023. We dive deep into her upcoming book, The Devils We Know exploring the 15th archetype not as a boogeyman, but as the tender, scary parts of ourselves we often hide away. Meg unpacks the Devil work of living in the gray areas, challenging listeners to abandon the false safety of binary thinking and religious dogma. By trading defensiveness for curiosity, she argues that we can finally move our shadows from the unconscious into the light of awareness. Listen in as we discuss the nature of evil, the depravity of power, and how to reclaim our humanity from the labels of monsters.

Join us for an alluring exploration of why the cards we fear most often hold the keys to our most profound liberation.

Read Meg’s current books Finding the Fool: A Tarot Journey to Radical Transformation and Tarot Spreads.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Meg Jones Wall on Intentional Life Architecture27 Mar 202600:17:03

In this finale, Meg Jones Wall explains why she prioritizes radical self-empowerment over predictive love readings to help seekers focus on their own growth. She highlights the importance of finding your unique lane in spirituality and resisting the urge to compare your practice to others on the internet. We also deconstruct the King of Wands, exploring how to step into fiery authority as the intentional architect of your own life changes. Through the lens of numerology, Meg shows how archetypes like the Hierophant can help us listen to our own inner spiritual guidance during times of transition.

This concluding conversation is a powerful invitation to celebrate where you are already in your bag and embrace the goodness of your current cycle.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Rewriting the Two of Cups with Meg Jones Wall26 Mar 202600:18:26

In the fourth segment of our interview, Meg Jones Wall explains why strict tarot methodologies can be brutal and why she prefers a more playful, intuitive approach. We dive into her unique numerological system, where Queens embody the protective power of the Emperor and Kings act as visionary pivot points for change. Meg shares her creative method of assigning jobs to court cards, reimagining the Queen of Wands as a fire dancer and the King as a deliberate setter of necessary forest fires. We also deconstruct the Two of Cups, moving past simple love card cliches to explore deep compatibility and heart-centered decision making.

This episode highlights how the internet has fostered communities where seekers can finally settle into authentic spiritual ecosystems.

Join us to learn how to stop treating tarot like a rigid dictionary and start using it as a flexible, living language.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
New Moon in Taurus: Feeling Abundance in the Body23 May 202600:48:26

This week we’re diving into the grounding and fertile energy of the New Moon in Taurus, exploring how to find spiritual alignment within our daily lives.

In this episode, we discuss:

* The Love Ethic: Inspired by Bell Hooks’ All About Love, we explore building a code of ethics based on extending oneself for the spiritual growth of our communities and ourselves.

* Finding Reality: Why finding reality through budgeting and honest self-investigation is the key to moving from reaction to intentional action.

* Art vs. Drudgery: Reclaiming raw talent and the necessity of art in our everyday spaces to resist the domination ethic of modern life.

* Small Luxuries, Big Impact: How listening to our internal needs leads to comforts that actually matter.

Join us as we learn to build a root system for a future that feels like a million dollars, regardless of the price tag.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Meg Jones Wall on The Architecture of Tarot Constellations25 Mar 202600:18:07

In this segment Meg Jones Wall reveals her investigative approach to tarot, sharing how crafting journal prompts stimulates deeper self-discovery beyond just reading for oneself.

We explore the “Hanged One" state, a period of limbo and surrendered control that Meg navigated during a difficult move in Brooklyn. By applying Pythagorean numerology, she illustrates how the Hanged One connects to the healing energy of the Empress and the restorative power of nature. Meg introduces the concept of card constellations, where every number reflects a broader picture of facets like the dualism and intuition found in the Twos. This system allows seekers to move past rigid dogma and reclaim their instincts, transforming the deck into a map for navigating life’s difficult choices.

Learn more with Meg at 3am Tarot.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Beyond the Image and Into the Grimoire with Meg Jones Wall24 Mar 202600:18:15

In this installment, we dive into Meg Jones Wall's creative process and her decision to move beyond the ubiquitous Rider-Waite-Smith deck. Meg reveals how she built a digital tarot grimoire using writing software to track her personal evolution with the cards over many years. She challenges the idea that tarot is an inherent talent for only "special" people, arguing that anyone can access its magic if they are willing to play and trust their own body's response. We explore her book’s unique approach, which ditches card images in favor of astrology, numerology, and sensory experiences.

This conversation is a call to stop treating tarot like a dictionary and start treating it like a flexible, living language. Ultimately, Meg invites us to break free from the shoulds of tradition to find a practice that actually resonates with our real lives.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Unlearning the Devil and Embracing the Tower with Meg Jones Wall23 Mar 202600:18:00

Join us for an illuminating conversation with Meg Jones Wall, the queer and chronically ill author of Finding the Fool, as she explores her journey from fundamentalism to tarot. Raised in a strict evangelical community in New England, Meg describes a childhood where anyone outside her specific sect was considered unsaved. Meg opens up about the devastating trauma of losing a friend in her youth and how her upbringing taught her to distrust her own intuition. Meg recounts her Tower moment of walking away from the church, a terrifying process of smashing her old life to find true spiritual liberation.

This episode is a raw look at breaking the familiar chains of dogma to embrace a more relatable and grounded way of being.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Beyond the Burnout with Corinna Rosella21 Mar 202600:45:08

In this follow-up interview, Corinna Rosella returns to share the raw transition from running a large-scale apothecary to finding freedom in a smaller, more tangible individual practice. After facing a nervous system collapse brought on by the heavy burdens of small business ownership under capitalism, Corinna explores how she is reclaiming her energy through ritual art and analog photography.

The conversation dives into the “psychedelic” nature of cardiac herbs for processing collective grief, the grounding boundaries of Mugwort, and the radical act of redefining success by walking away from a project before it turns to bitterness.

From film soup experiments to the quiet wisdom of planting native trees, this episode is an invitation to ground your spirituality in the body and the earth.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Corinna Rosella on The Internal Throne20 Mar 202600:22:00

In the final chapter of our conversation, Corinna Rosella explores the true meaning of sovereignty and what it looks like to move from a reactionary ego to a place of grounded, internal power. We delve into the distinctions between controlling one's environment and mastering one's own emotional landscape, using the Kings of the tarot to redefine what leadership actually looks like. Corinna shares a humbling personal anecdote involving a minor daily frustration that reveals the gap between our high spiritual ideals and the messy reality of being human. We also discuss the pitfalls of toxic positivity, the necessity of Empress-level self-care, and the fifteen-year journey of hard lessons that shaped her understanding of authority.

This episode is a call to reclaim power from external systems and find the upright king within yourself.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Corinna Rosella on Tarot for Collective Freedom18 Mar 202600:19:56

In the third installment of our interview with Corinna Rosella, the conversation expands from personal healing to the necessity of collective liberation. We delve into what it looks like to dismantle the internalized systems that hold us back—from the "cop in your head" to the limiting binaries of being "all good or all bad". Corinna offers a radical reimagining of ancient archetypes, shifting the focus from traditional gendered tropes to the literal elements that sustain our existence and the accountability we owe to our own well-being. We explore the power of finding the right language for our truths and why the direction of the future ultimately rests in our own autonomy.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Quiet Work of Healing with Corinna Rosella17 Mar 202600:19:43

In the second part of this interview, Corinna Rosella returns to dismantle the spiritual ego and re-frame traditional archetypes like The Empress not as a figure of hetero normative motherhood, but as a symbol of radical boundaries and self-sustenance. You’ll hear a candid discussion on why the most profound healing is often quiet and internal, and how to identify when “spiritual narcissism” is doing more harm than good.

Whether you are a work in progress or a seasoned seeker, this conversation offers a grounded look at using the cards to break cycles and step into your integrity.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Corinna Rosella on Using Tarot to Break Patterns and Heal Systems16 Mar 202600:21:05

This first installment of the interview features Corinna Rosella, the creator of Rise Up Good Witch, as she explores the intersection of spirituality, leftist politics, and personal recovery.

Learn how her background in anthropology and activism informs her Tarot School for Liberation, where she teaches that the personal is political and that spiritual work must acknowledge the harms of capitalism and systems of oppression. Corinna also challenges traditional views on psychic ability, arguing that the true power of tarot lies not in predicting a fixed fate, but in identifying the unhealed patterns and cycles from our past that shape our future.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Let Go to Let In with Spiral Sea Tarot14 Mar 202600:44:47

We’re reuniting with Tim and Julia of Spiral Sea Tarot to explore how their practice has evolved since 2023 into a more accessible living language of symbols. Discover the hidden connections between alchemy and tarot as Tim reveals how plants like nettles mirror the astrological decans and elemental energies of the cards. Julia shares her transition into a "low consumption era," emphasizing the importance of curiosity over expectations for anyone starting their spiritual journey.

Come back to the conversation and find out how to weave magic into the mundane through the beautiful patterns of the natural world.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Spiral Sea on Mastering Psychic Expression with the King of Wands13 Mar 202600:18:16

Step into the final chapter with Julia and Tim of Spiral Sea Tarot as they reveal how to transform tarot into your own personal, living language. Learn why breaking the rules and prioritizing fun is the secret to a sustainable practice that goes far beyond book definitions. We dive into live card pulls, exploring the ease of the Nine of Cups, the heavy lifting of the Ten of Wands, and the visionary power of the King of Wands.

Come celebrate the beautiful obsession of the mysteries and find the soulful connection you’ve been looking for.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Scorpio Full Moon: Integrating Darkness into Security01 May 202600:43:22

This week we dive into the deep, electric waters of the Scorpio Full Moon occurring on Friday, May 1st.

As the Sun in Taurus illuminates the Moon in Scorpio, we explore the tension between earthly comfort and soulful depth.

In this episode, we're discussing:

* The “Scorpio Howl”: Why this specific full moon creates a palpable, almost feral energy that brings people out of their homes and into the night.

* Cleaning the Spiritual Basement: How the Sun in the 12th House acts as a spotlight on our self-sabotage and hidden habits.

* The Jupiter-Pluto Tug-of-War: Navigating the conflict between Jupiter’s optimism and Pluto’s transformative fire, pushing us to let go of the ego-driven patterns that no longer serve us.

Whether you are a water sign feeling the juicy intensity or just someone trying to navigate the cacophony of the world, join us as we find spiritual context within the worldly chaos.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Spiral Sea on The Call of the Judgment Card12 Mar 202600:17:42

In this segment, Julia shares her personal resurrection through the Judgment card, reflecting the moment she stopped denying her spiritual calling and fully embraced her practice. We explore the art of reading what isn’t there, such as how a lack of cups in a love reading can be just as telling as the cards present. We also demystify the Court Cards, viewing them as stages of experience and internal attributes rather than just literal people.

Join us to learn how to find your own rhythm and feel safer trusting the patterns of this ancient language.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Spiral Sea Tarot on Building an Intuitive Practice11 Mar 202600:17:48

Welcome back as we explore the practical magic of building an intuitive tarot practice with Julia and Tim from Spiral Sea Tarot. Learn why they champion a loosey-goosey approach that favors personal resonance and excitement over rigid, scholastic rules. We delve into their unique methods for shadow work, including the “surface and depth” spread and using trigger cards to uncover deep-seated patterns.

Join us to find out how to stop over-analyzing and start trusting the wisdom already waiting within your deck.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Meditations and Transformations with Spiral Sea Tarot10 Mar 202600:16:41

Join us for the second part of our journey with Julia and Tim from Spiral Sea Tarot as we dive into the depths of the unconscious mind and esoteric practice. Discover the fascinating world of lucid dreaming and hypnagogic states where voices and visions blur the lines between reality and the dream world. Tim reveals his intense experiences with Golden Dawn elemental purification rituals and the transformative power of surrendering control to life’s lessons. Explore their unique collaborative projects including musical meditations designed as portals to experience the raw essence of the Major Arcana.

Tune in to learn how to move beyond dictionary definitions and truly feel the living language of tarot in your own life.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Living Language of Symbols with Tim and Julia09 Mar 202600:16:46

Join us for an intimate conversation with Julia and Tim of Spiral Sea Tarot as they reveal how their unique paths converged to form a powerful spiritual partnership. From Julia’s lifelong immersion in esoteric wisdom to Tim’s transformative journey through recovery and mystical awakening, their stories offer profound insights into the mysteries of the craft.

We invite you to explore how they blend occult philosophy with breathtaking aesthetics to find the missing puzzle pieces in your own practice.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Megan Leatherman on Listening to The Land07 Mar 202600:49:18

Megan Leatherman returns to our podcast to share how a transformative four-day wilderness vigil deepened her connection to the land and shifted her understanding of human purpose. We explore how to move beyond the capitalistic grind by embracing your most authentic self — just like a cedar tree simply being a cedar. This conversation invites you to reclaim your right to belong and to finally start taking your own dreams seriously.

Visit awildnewwork.com to continue the journey with Megan.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
A Final Call to Your True Purpose with Megan Leatherman06 Mar 202600:17:02

Welcome to the finale where Megan Leatherman explores how to prioritize your well-being over the hollow demands of a capitalistic society. We discuss the vital importance of divesting from traditional success to experiment with new ways of living and working that actually nourish the soul. Discover why your higher purpose does not require reaching a spotlight to be valid and essential to the world. This conversation is a call to become a pioneer of meaningful work that values honesty and community connection over materialistic turnover.

Find deeper peace by visiting awildnewwork.com.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Megan Leatherman on Inner Sparks and Mental Mazes05 Mar 202600:16:48

Welcome back to our series with Megan Leatherman as we dive into the four suits of the tarot and their connection to your higher purpose. Discover how to balance your inner creative flame while navigating the mental conflicts and psychological shifts that come with true change. Megan helps us find the spiritual nature within our mundane needs for money and rest by teaching us how to align our physical resources with our souls. You are invited to see yourself as a diverse meadow where every version of you is welcome and necessary for the ecosystem to thrive.

Visit awildnewwork.com for more guidance.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Tools of A Wild New Work with Megan Leatherman04 Mar 202600:13:05

In the third installment of the week, Megan Leatherman explores the complex intersection of higher purpose and the practical realities of living within a capitalistic system. We discuss the liberating permission to separate your financial needs from your soulful callings, allowing you to pursue passions like art or service without the pressure of a paycheck. Learn how Major Arcana cards signal significant life transitions, acting as medicine to help you honor both your spiritual self and your material needs.

Join us to find clarity on what your soul is most hungry for right now and visit awildnewwork.com to dive deeper into Megan’s offerings.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Growth Edge with Megan Leatherman03 Mar 202600:17:30

In this second installment, Megan Leatherman shares how stepping into the wild can provide a perspective that humbles us and deconstructs capitalistic views of success. Megan demystifies spiritual connection, explaining that you don’t need a week-long solo trek to find magic; it is present in your houseplants, pets, and the very technology connecting us. We also dive into the true meaning of a higher purpose, shifting the focus away from finite jobs or public recognition toward the soulful expression of your unique essence. By viewing ourselves like the seasonal blooming of an iris, we can learn to honor our internal life cycles and find purpose in the simple act of being.

Explore Megan’s work at awildnewwork.com.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Deconstructing Success Through the Natural World with Megan Leatherman02 Mar 202600:18:28

This week is featuring Megan Leatherman, a coach and amateur ecologist who helps listeners find their higher purpose by aligning with the natural world. Megan shares her journey of reclaiming her identity through tarot after feeling dried out by a restrictive religious upbringing.

Her business, A Wild New Work, helps listeners deconstruct harmful tropes of capitalism by returning to their roots as part of an ecosystem. You will learn how to view your professional life through seasonal cycles, finding permission to rest in winter and inspiration to cross-pollinate when the timing is right.

Discover more information at awildnewwork.com.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Distinction Between Value and Values18 Apr 202600:52:36

Vanessa and Jessica return to the mic for a one-on-one deep dive into the spiritual context behind worldly chaos. To begin this transitional season, we tackle the often-misunderstood architecture of values. Vanessa breaks down the crucial distinction between needs (the Moon) and values (Venus).

Through candid stories we explore why we often sacrifice our own standards to make a connection succeed. Whether you are navigating toxic values or learning to root yourself so deeply that you can finally handle joy, this episode is a call to stop negotiating your worth and start advocating for your own authenticity.

Get ready to chew on some spiritual medicine and discover why your world never has to get smaller, and then listen with us to Kara Loewenthial's episode on value which we’ll discuss next week.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Mapping the Soul with Astro Cartography and Taylor Ursala28 Feb 202601:05:23

Welcome back for a long-awaited reunion with Taylor Ursula. We dive deep into the world of Astro Cartography, exploring how your birth chart splayed across a map reveals the unique planetary energies activated in different corners of the globe. Whether you’re looking for your Venus line for love or a Mercury line to write your next book, this episode is your invitation to view the world as a vast portal for evolution.

Taylor also shares her journey as a therapist and her contribution to the book Tarot in Other Words, which explores the vital work of queering the tarot to find clarity outside the binary.

Visit thatssopisces.com to follow Taylor’s work, including her upcoming Winding the Wheel planner, and use the link below to start your own journey.

Astro Seek Cartography Calculator



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The King of Cups and the Subway Saint with Taylor Ursala27 Feb 202600:19:00

In the last of the segments, Vanessa and Taylor explore how tarot grounds us by shifting our focus from unattainable ideals toward the best possible outcome. Taylor re-imagines the Two of Pentacles, moving beyond simple juggling to describe a profound balance where our spiritual heights must be anchored by equally strong roots. The conversation highlights the transition from the independence of the Minor Arcana to the interdependence and responsibility found within the Court Cards. We reflect on how the Cups lift the emotional weight from our shoulders, reminding us of our shared humanity and the power of radical compassion in a capitalistic world.

Join us for this heartfelt conclusion as we celebrate the spiritual winks and the deep love that keeps the mystic community together.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Alchemical Narrative of Taylor Ursala26 Feb 202600:19:54

Are you tired of the same old Past, Present, Future readings that leave you feeling defensive or stuck in a loop? In this fourth segment, Taylor Ursula invites us to flip the script – literally. We explore her unique vertical spread technique, moving away from the horizontal material line and into the spiritual depths of the subconscious. Taylor explains why starting a reading with the past can be triggering or rude, and why she prefers to anchor every session in the present moment to allow for a gentler, more honest assessment.

We also dive into the collaborative magic of her monthly Tarot Salons, where astrology provides the event while tarot reveals the behavior and emotions behind it. Whether you’re navigating a Year of the Tower or just trying to stop asking the wrong questions about your ex, Taylor shares how her background in hypnosis and self-resourcing helps you reclaim your internal power.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Taylor Ursala on Blending Astrology and Tarot25 Feb 202600:20:21

In this third segment of our journey with Taylor Ursula, we dive into the sharp edge of the Swords, where truth acts as a necessary surgery to cut away what no longer serves us in order to live in integrity. We explore the Queen of Swords as a figure of both grief and hard-earned power, learning why setting a boundary can feel like a lightning strike to the soul. Taylor shares her vision of the Nine of Pentacles as a modest, steady life that prioritizes a connection to the land over a number in a bank account. Finally, if you’ve ever felt dizzy or trapped by repetitive card pulls, Taylor reveals her process for blending astrology with tarot to create custom spreads that turn problems into curiosity.

Come along and learn how to stop asking the same tired questions and start casting the line into your own subconscious.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
From Financial Gains to Falling Oranges with Taylor Ursala24 Feb 202600:20:37

Today we continue our deep dive into the Portals tarot deck with the visionary Taylor Ursula. In this second segment, we throw away the rulebook and explore what happens when an artist takes off the training wheels to create from a place of pure, unfiltered intuition. Taylor reveals why she chose to strip the traditional materialistic symbols from the Pentacles, re-imagining them as a grounded connection to our bodies, nature, and the simple pleasure of oranges falling from a tree. We journey through the life force energy of the Wands and the effortless, watery flow of the Cups, discussing how these cards serve as individual portals into the subconscious.

Whether you’re curious about breaking free from results-oriented spirituality or want to hear how a Pisces stellium navigates the creative fire, this episode is a call to ground yourself in the present and let your own artistry flow.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Unlocking the Subconscious with Taylor Ursula23 Feb 202600:22:16

In this first segment of our journey, we sit down with the multi-talented Taylor Ursula, to explore the cosmic threads that weave our lives together. From Taylor’s childhood fascination with her mother’s Aquarian tarot deck to the hypnotic breakthroughs that birthed her immersive Portals tarot deck, this episode is an intimate invitation into the mind of a modern mystic. We peel back the layers on how astrology, mythology, and a lifelong immersion in science fiction shaped Taylor’s unique approach to narrative and healing.

Whether you’re a seasoned reader or just beginning your own winding road of self-discovery, come along as we discuss breaking creative blocks, the power of symbols, and what happens when we finally stop fighting the artist within.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
We're Talking About the Future21 Feb 202600:31:10

This week we step away from interviews to explore the “why” behind our journey, seeking to find spiritual context within everyday worldly chaos.

We also map out an exciting roadmap for the future of the podcast, including:

• The upcoming “Summer of Love” 2026

• The launch of “Pass the Salt,” a new segment inviting listeners to share their own “flavor” and stories regarding the topics discussed.

• A sneak peek into the transitional weeks before the “Summer of Love” where we’ll be exploring personality archetypes and a future deep dive into astro-cartography.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Beyond the Books with Brandy Rachelle20 Feb 202600:18:41

In this final installment, Brandy Rachelle explains why a successful intuitive practice begins with working on the self to build a genuine rapport with your spirit team. She introduces the vital concept of setting the table, a process of establishing parameters and rituals to remove personal ego and bias before any reading. Listeners will gain practical advice on everything from using coloring books as active meditation to specific literature for building a solid academic foundation. She also shares a remarkable anecdote about a Viking tarot reading that illustrates why personal knowing often transcends traditional book meanings. As the conversation concludes, we explore how to stay grounded in the physical world while serving as a conduit for a higher law.

Join us for this powerful conclusion that provides a roadmap for anyone looking to navigate the mystical with integrity and grace.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Brandy Rachelle on Profiling the Players with Practical Tarot19 Feb 202600:18:09

Brandy Rachelle reveals the intense discipline required to maintain total objectivity, explaining why she works blind and avoids direct contact with families to keep her psychic insights untainted. She highlights how her status as a certified crime analyst provides a necessary layer of protection, especially after her unique abilities once landed her on a government watch list. We dive into her real-world tarot methodology, where cards are interpreted through practical experience to identify everything from criminal gangs to the location of physical evidence. Brandy also shares her expert techniques for profiling court cards as specific players in an investigation, distinguishing between a suspect’s front-facing persona and their repressed reality.

She emphasizes that this work isn’t about fantasy, but rather using the third eye and imagination to interpret the specific pictures provided by the cards. This segment explores her mission to train a new generation of forensic psychics who can balance rigorous logic with intuitive navigation.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The High Stakes of Divine Intuition with Brandy Rachelle18 Feb 202600:17:31

In this gripping segment, Brandy Rachelle recounts the heart-pounding moment she tracked a serial predator to a specific apartment using both statistical patterns and a direct hit from her spirit team. We follow her on an unauthorized, high-stakes foot chase that blurred the lines between civilian analyst and front-line investigator. Brandy opens up about the constant “Rolodex of homicide” cases that made spiritual protection — specifically through Archangel Michael — a matter of life and death. From dodging bullets to building radical trust in her intuition, she reveals the extreme conditions that eventually led her to walk away from her agency for the sake of her family.

Discover how she learned to distinguish a poke from a punch when receiving spiritual guidance in the field. This conversation is a raw look at the cost of working in the shadows and the necessity of grounded faith during the pursuit of justice.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Living the Magic Through Embodied Tarot with Barbara Moore11 Apr 202601:08:57

In this grand finale, tarot luminary Barbara Moore returns to help us bridge the gap between human chaos and spiritual hope. We explore the evolution of tarot spreads, tracing how they have shifted from 18th-century parlor games to mirrors of our modern, polarized reality. Barbara breaks down the Fool’s Journey as a shamanic roadmap for transformation, revealing how the Major Arcana can act as a guide for deprogramming the psyche. She gets vulnerable about her own multi-year struggle to claim the High Priestess archetype, proving that even masters must learn to wear the crown of their own divine authority. Listeners are treated to a bespoke four-card pyramid spread designed to illuminate the shadow and facilitate deep personal healing.

From striking physical poses to turning cards into movement spells, this episode is an invitation to move beyond intellectualizing and start living the magic.

Follow Barbara on Instagram @barbaramoore07 or visit her website to find her many published works on tarot and energies.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Brandy Rachelle on the Science and Spirit of Choice17 Feb 202600:18:12

In this segment, Brandy Rachelle opens up about the powerful role of personal choice in breaking cycles of generational trauma and addiction. She shares how becoming a young mother at nineteen served as a catalyst for change, driving her to return to school and eventually pursue a career in forensic psychology. Brandy also reveals the friction she encountered within law enforcement, where politics and unqualified analysts sometimes hindered major crime investigations. She recounts a defining moment during a case that challenged her commitment to a field she felt was putting numbers before people. This conversation illustrates how Brandy's unique expertise was forged through both rigorous study and intuitive practice.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
Beyond the Yellow Tape with Brandy Rachelle16 Feb 202600:18:27

In this episode we explore the extraordinary journey of Brandy Rachelle, a forensic psychic and crime analyst who bridges the gap between law enforcement and professional tarot reading. Brandy recounts her unique upbringing where traditional religion coexisted with old world magic, influenced by a mother who learned her craft from a nun. We delve into her academic background in forensic psychology, driven by a childhood curiosity about why people do what they do and her own family’s history. Brandy shares pivotal life moments, from her early fascination with television crime dramas to her decision to forego law school as a single mother.

Listeners will discover how she uses her intuitive gifts to assist families of victims while working to harmonize investigative and psychic professions. Join us for a conversation where the logical meets the mystical in Brandy’s mission to redefine the role of the modern intuitive.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Sidereal Shift with Gemma Gallucci14 Feb 202600:43:15

Welcome back to Context for Chaos for a transformative follow-up with Brooklyn-based artist and intuitive Gemma Gallucci. In this episode, Gemma reflects on how releasing the stress of monetization led to a more active and aligned professional practice. We explore the fascinating world of sidereal astrology, discussing how a shift in their rising sign from Capricorn to Sagittarius offered a fresh, objective perspective on their own identity. For aspiring readers, Gemma shares a masterclass in intuition, advising you to "say the crazy thing" and build a personal bibliography with your cards. We also dive into the gritty reality of reading for difficult clients and the importance of holding firm boundaries when someone tries to hijack their own session. Finally, Gemma opens up about their own "composting week" and how "body slamming" their fears allowed them to stop walking in place and embrace a more embodied life.

Join us for an infusion of wisdom that will inspire you to run straight toward the challenges that haunt you and find the beauty in the breakdown.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
The Human Side of the All Knowing Orb with Gemma Gallucci13 Feb 202600:18:56

Join us for this powerful conclusion as we explore the ethics, endurance, and unfiltered reality of a professional intuitive life.

In this final installment, artist and intuitive Gemma Gallucci discusses the vital boundaries between tarot reading and therapy. Gemma pulls back the curtain on the unseen mental and spiritual labor of intuitive work, challenging the all-knowing orb stereotype by demanding to be seen as a person rather than a human Pinterest board. Gemma shares their bold approach to protecting their energy, including why they refer repeat clients to therapists when the cards have already said all they can. We also hear a real-life Tower moment where the cards provided the calm necessary to breathe through a technical disaster. Aspiring readers will appreciate Gemma’s bicycle analogy for learning the craft and their insistence on moving past books to read for real people.



This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit theaquarean.substack.com
© My Podcast Data