Explore every episode of the podcast Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice
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| The Heart of a Giver: Amanda’s Journey | 10 Nov 2025 | 01:10:31 | |
This week, we’re chatting with Amanda Bolan, a woman who somehow manages to juggle big life changes, motherhood, and a little bit of chaos — all with a smile. From unexpected turns to heart-led decisions, Amanda’s story is full of love, laughter, and those wild moments that make life beautifully unpredictable. 🎧 Tune in for an honest and uplifting conversation about choosing chaos, finding joy in the curveballs, and saying “yes” to the life you were meant to live. | |||
| Choice Mom Coach, Reema Kiran | 03 Nov 2025 | 00:51:44 | |
Today on Choosing Chaos, I’m chatting with Reema, also known as The Choice Mom Coach. Reema is a certified coach who helps women bring ease, confidence, and clarity to the Single Mother by Choice journey. Drawing on both personal and professional experience, Reema empowers women to navigate the emotional highs and lows of this path, helping them approach motherhood with confidence, clarity, and meaningful support. If you’re considering single motherhood, feeling hesitant, or simply curious about what this journey really looks like, Reema shares practical guidance and heartfelt insights to help you move past fear and self-doubt — and embrace the incredible gift that awaits on the other side. Instagram: Choice Mom Coach Website: Choice Mom Coach | |||
| Hello-Bundle: Helping Moms Get the Leave They Deserve with Linzay Davis | 01 Sep 2025 | 00:54:51 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice, we sit down with Linzay Davis, founder of Hello-Bundle, to talk about navigating parental leave as a new parent. After struggling to figure out paid leave, job protection, and postpartum support herself, Linzay created Hello-Bundle to help thousands of parents maximize their benefits and thrive while spending precious time with their newborns. Tune in to learn how to get the parental leave you deserve and make the transition back to work smoother—because every parent deserves a little support. Check them out at hello-bundle.com to learn more! | |||
| From One Embryo to Two Teenagers with Sara Lefebvre | 25 Aug 2025 | 00:55:56 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice, Sara shares her journey to solo motherhood, from combining IUI and IVF to the surprise of identical twins. She opens up about pregnancy bedrest, early motherhood anxiety, and the lessons learned raising her girls into their teenage years. A story of resilience, love, and embracing a little beautiful chaos along the way. | |||
| Life of the Party: Raising Her Tiny Social Butterfly with Lakeisha Jackson | 18 Aug 2025 | 00:55:28 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice, Lakeisha shares her journey to becoming a mom on her own terms—from prioritizing motherhood when dating took a back seat, to embracing the sweet surprise of discovering her baby’s gender at birth. She reflects on the joy of raising her daughter and the unique connections she’s built through dibling meetups, while also opening up about the emotional shifts that come with postpartum life. Most importantly, Lakeisha reminds us that seeking help when you’re struggling is not a sign of weakness, but of strength. By speaking candidly about postpartum depression and the courage it takes to ask for support, her story highlights the resilience, honesty, and love that define solo motherhood. Every path to parenthood is unique, and Lakeisha shows that even in the chaos, reaching out for help can make all the difference. 📞 Immediate Help
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| 3 Weeks One Belly Two Tenants with Amanda Ziobro | 11 Aug 2025 | 00:48:29 | |
Amanda found out she was having twins at just three weeks pregnant — surprise! In this episode, she shares what it’s like to raise two babies solo, flee a state mid-pregnancy, and survive postpartum with the help of friends, caffeine, and a synchronized nap schedule. Chaos? Yes. Regrets? Zero. In this episode, Amanda shares her thoughtful journey into single motherhood by choice (SMBC), offering a wealth of practical advice and personal reflections:
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This episode is a must-listen for anyone considering or navigating the SMBC path, especially those looking to make the most of their workplace support and benefits. | |||
| Tiny Fighter, Mighty Love with Lindsey Bombard | 04 Aug 2025 | 00:59:39 | |
In this powerful episode of Choosing Chaos, Lindsey opens up about her path to solo motherhood—from choosing to become a single mom by choice to the unexpected detour of navigating life in the NICU with her preemie. We talk about fertility, preeclampsia, advocacy, and the emotional strength it takes to keep going when nothing goes as planned. 💛 NICU Support Resources:
🩺 Preeclampsia Resources: 🎧 Tune in now wherever you get your podcasts and find all the links in the show notes! #ChoosingChaos #PreemieStrong #SMBC #NICUMama #SoloMomByChoice #FertilityJourney #DonorConception #PreeclampsiaAwareness #MotherhoodUnfiltered #NICUAwareness #PreemieLife | |||
| Fertility 101: Everything You’re Afraid to Ask (But Need to Know) | 28 Jul 2025 | 00:54:09 | |
Thinking about becoming a single mom by choice and not sure where to start? In this episode, I’m joined by Megan from 412 Fertility, a fertility nurse and founder who’s helped countless women navigate the complex (and sometimes overwhelming) world of reproductive treatment. We dive into:
Whether you’re egg-freezing, browsing donor profiles, or trying to decode what day you’re supposed to take which med—this conversation breaks it all down with honesty, empathy, and zero judgment. 🎧 Hit play and take your next step toward solo motherhood with confidence. Follow Megan on Instagram: @412Fertility | |||
| Am I Ready to be a Single Mom by Choice? | 21 Jul 2025 | 00:23:32 | |
For every woman who’s ever asked herself if she’s ready to become a Single Mom by Choice—this episode is your brutally honest, slightly sweary, emotionally empowering pep talk about tuning out the noise and tuning into your gut. We’re diving into the big question: Am I ready to be a Single Mother by Choice? From emotional readiness and financial planning to scrolling sperm donor profiles like it’s Bumble, we’re breaking it all down—no pressure, no judgment, just real talk for anyone thinking about taking the plunge into solo motherhood. | |||
| 38, Single and Starting IUI | 14 Jul 2025 | 00:22:24 | |
After years of searching for love—and finding heartbreak—I stopped waiting for the "right" relationship and decided to pursue motherhood on my own terms. In this episode, I share the emotional highs, medical hurdles, and deeply personal moments that led me to become a Single Mother by Choice. From fertility consults and failed IUIs to a life-changing Instagram message and finally... two pink lines. This is the start of my journey into solo motherhood—and it’s just the beginning. | |||
| The Rise of the Single Mom by Choice | 07 Jul 2025 | 00:15:05 | |
Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice—the unapologetic podcast for Single Mothers by Choice who are building families without waiting for a partner or permission. In this kickoff episode, host Laura breaks down what it really means to be an SMBC, and explores the growing movement of women redefining motherhood on their own terms. From fertility freak-outs to modern dating fatigue, we dive into why so many badass women are opting out of dating and into solo parenthood. If you’re navigating motherhood without a partner—but with purpose, grit, and a little caffeine-fueled chaos—this episode is your permission slip and pep talk rolled into one. | |||
| Flip the Script: Interview with Host Kristen Caples | 27 Oct 2025 | 00:50:21 | |
You hear my voice every week on Choosing Chaos, but today we’re doing something a little different. So many of you have asked to know more about me — the person behind the mic — and this episode is my chance to share a bit of my story. I’ve invited the amazing Kristen Caples to take over as host for a special “flip the script” episode where she asks me the questions. We’re diving into my decision to become a solo mother, the realities of a village that sometimes falls short, and the milestones that have defined this first year. It’s honest, a little vulnerable, and just a glimpse into the chaos that’s shaped who I am — and why this podcast exists. | |||
| Chosen Path, Shared Roots with Erika | 20 Oct 2025 | 00:50:53 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos, Erika shares her journey as a single mom by choice — from multiple rounds of IUI to fun “sperm donor parties.” She opens up about the challenges and joys of solo motherhood, meaningful dibling relationships, and how parenting during COVID gave her precious time with Hadley that she wouldn’t have had otherwise. A story about the importance of donor connections and discovering the beauty of raising a daughter in a world of uncertainty. | |||
| Moonlight Nurturer with Amanda Dorn | 13 Oct 2025 | 00:54:03 | |
Parenthood is full of sleepless nights, constant learning curves, and moments where the right support can change everything. In this episode of Choosing Chaos, newborn care specialist Amanda Dorn, founder of Moonlight Nurturer, joins us to share her perspective on helping families thrive during the newborn stage. Amanda talks about finding balance in the chaos, setting realistic expectations, and giving yourself grace as a new parent. We also dive into the unique role newborn care specialists play in building a strong support system—and why asking for help is one of the bravest things a parent can do. If you’ve ever wondered how to create a village that truly supports you and your baby, this conversation will leave you feeling reassured and inspired. For more newborn care tips, follow Amanda at the following: | |||
| Celebrating My Daughter’s Life with Down Syndrome – Annie Rocchio | 06 Oct 2025 | 01:03:33 | |
In honor of Down Syndrome Awareness Month, this episode is a heartfelt celebration of life, love, and inclusion. Annie Rocchio joins us to share the story of her daughter’s life with Down Syndrome—a journey filled with joy, lessons, and a deeper understanding of what it means to embrace differences. Annie’s story is not only a tribute to her daughter but also a call to practice compassion, celebrate diversity, and teach future generations the importance of acceptance. Please note: This conversation touches on sensitive topics surrounding choice and the difficult decisions many families face. Listener discretion is advised. Through Annie’s words, we’re reminded that no one is perfect—and that’s what makes us beautifully human. Together, we can honor every life, celebrate the unique gifts each person brings, and work toward a world that is more inclusive, kind, and open-hearted. Resources & Inspiration from Annie:
Some inspiring families on Instagram: Annie’s personal page: @annielrocchio — She posts a lot of political content in her stories, just a heads-up! | |||
| One Brave Choice, A Lifetime of Love: Marquita’s Story | 29 Sep 2025 | 00:47:53 | |
Sometimes the boldest leaps bring the most beautiful rewards. 🌟 In this episode, Marquita takes us inside her inspiring journey as a single mom by choice—first welcoming her daughter, and now joyfully preparing for baby girl number two! She shares what it’s really like to navigate the ups and downs of fertility, why trusting your provider matters, and how building your own version of a village can make all the difference. Marquita’s story is full of courage, love, and yes—even choosing a little chaos along the way. 💕 | |||
| Never Letting Go of Hope: Lindsay’s Story of Fertility | 22 Sep 2025 | 00:53:34 | |
Fertility is rarely simple. For many, it’s a journey that calls for time, patience, and the courage to adjust course—whether that means changing clinics, rethinking treatment options, or finding new sources of hope. In this episode of Choosing Chaos, we sit down with Lindsay, who was told at just 33 years old that motherhood might not be possible. Years later, after navigating heartbreak, loss, countless rounds of treatment, and the rollercoaster of hope and disappointment, her persistence led to life-changing news. ✨ A gentle note: This episode includes sensitive conversation around pregnancy loss. Lindsay’s story is a powerful reminder of self-compassion, and the truth that while the fertility journey is often invisible to others, it deserves our empathy, respect, and love. | |||
| Motherhood on Her Own Terms: Kristen Caples | 15 Sep 2025 | 00:58:54 | |
What does it mean to embrace motherhood on your own terms? In this episode of Choosing Chaos, we sit down with Kristen Caples, a single mom by choice to twins. After an early arrival landed her babies in the NICU, Kristen navigated the challenges of the hospital, the journey home, and the adventures of raising twins with resilience, joy, and a strong village by her side. Now, she’s traveling the world with her children, exploring museums, aquariums, and diverse cultures, all while redefining what family can look like. Kristen shares her story of courage, connection, and why she’s passionate about normalizing the many paths women can take into single motherhood. Follow Kristen and her journey at uncomplicatedmomming.com | |||
| Beyond Every Expectation: Melissa Whalen on Gratitude, Special Needs and Motherhood | 08 Sep 2025 | 00:51:22 | |
What happens when motherhood begins in the unexpected? In this episode of Choosing Chaos, we sit down with Melissa Whalen, whose journey into motherhood started when her daughter was born at just 29 weeks and six days. After developing preeclampsia that escalated into HELLP syndrome, Melissa faced an early delivery and the challenges of the NICU. Now, she’s raising her neurodivergent daughter—who is making incredible strides with her skills—with endless love, advocacy, and determination. Melissa shares how she continues to seek out the support her daughter needs to thrive, while navigating the ups and downs of motherhood with honesty and strength. Melissa's Recommended Resources: Medicaid Waiver Programs – Some states provide Medicaid for kids with special needs regardless of parent income. Find your state’s info here: Kids Waivers Service Coordination – State/county coordinators can connect families to resources and waitlists. Early Intervention – Early services are available in every state for infants/toddlers with developmental delays. ABA Therapy – While controversial, neurodiversity-affirming ABA can be helpful for some families. Education Supports – Explore IEPs and 504 Plans to ensure schools provide needed tools. Advocates are available if schools aren’t meeting a child’s needs. | |||
| A Known Donor, A New Beginning: J’s Story | 08 Dec 2025 | 00:54:56 | |
In this episode, J—who joins us anonymously—shares her path to solo motherhood through at-home insemination with a known donor. Now navigating life with a lively toddler, J reflects on the beauty, chaos, and honesty of early parenthood. She speaks openly about her commitment to introducing donor conception from the very beginning, making it a natural and celebrated part of her son’s story. With humor, candor, and a grounded perspective, J offers insight into building a family with intention and heart. | |||
| Paige Dempsey on Dating with Intention and Becoming an SMBC | 01 Dec 2025 | 00:57:49 | |
In today’s powerful, feel-good episode, we sit down with Paige Dempsey—SMBC mama, dating coach, and a woman who’s redefining what it means to build a life on your own terms. After conceiving her daughter in her 40s, Paige opens up about choosing single motherhood, embracing the unexpected, and stepping boldly into a new season with confidence and clarity. She also shares her best tips for dating with intention, staying open to possibility, and finding meaningful connection beyond the usual swipe-based apps. If you’ve been craving fresh dating inspiration, permission to trust your own journey, or a reminder that love and family come in many forms, this episode is for you. Honest, uplifting, and packed with practical insight—this conversation will leave you feeling empowered, encouraged, and excited about what’s possible. To learn more about Paige Dempsey: Threads: Dating & Relationship Coach Instagram: @datingcoachpaige Website: Paige Dempsey Coaching | |||
| Signature Donors with Victoria Crowe | 24 Nov 2025 | 00:46:42 | |
In this episode, we sit down with Victoria Crowe, founder of Signature Donors, a premier Manhattan-based agency dedicated to helping families grow through egg donation. Victoria shares how Signature Donors brings a deeply personal, hands-on approach to every match — supporting intended parents and donors through one of the most meaningful and emotional journeys they’ll ever take. We talk about what goes into finding the right donor, why personalization matters so much in this process, and how Signature Donors works to make each family’s experience feel thoughtful, supported, and truly individual. Whether you're exploring egg donation for the first time or simply curious about how the process works behind the scenes, this conversation offers real insight and heart. Learn more about Signature Donors at: | |||
| Chillin’ for the Future: Andrea’s Frozen Hope | 17 Nov 2025 | 00:52:46 | |
Meet Andrea — a woman who proves that when life doesn’t go according to plan, you can still create something even better. From fertility hurdles to solo motherhood wins, Andrea’s living her dream — with her mini brunch partner by her side. ☕💫 In this episode, she opens up about trusting her instincts, navigating infertility, and leaning on the incredible village that helped her along the way — from her biggest cheerleader (hi, Mom!) to her local SMC community and dibling families. Andrea’s story is equal parts heart, humor, and inspiration — a beautiful reminder that motherhood on your own terms can be pure magic. Follow along with Andrea’s journey on Instagram at @MamaOnMyTerms to see the amazing life she’s built with her daughter. 💕 | |||
| Lara’s Story: Pregnancy, Loss, and Finding Light in Lockdown - Part 2 | 22 Dec 2025 | 00:40:24 | |
In Part Two of Lara’s journey, we step beyond the delivery room and into the tender, vulnerable chapter of bringing Max home. With the world still deep in the pandemic, Lara navigates early motherhood in isolation—learning to care for a newborn while processing all she endured to get here. This episode explores the messy, beautiful realities of the newborn phase, the emotional shifts that accompany new motherhood, and the ways Lara began to rebuild support and connection during a time when community felt out of reach. We follow Max’s early growth, Lara’s own evolution, and the intentional, sometimes unexpected ways she began creating her village. Part Two is about healing, adaptation, and discovering who you become when life finally gives you the thing you’ve been fighting for. | |||
| Lara’s Story: Pregnancy, Loss, and Finding Light in Lockdown - Part 1 | 15 Dec 2025 | 00:46:52 | |
In Part One of this two-part series, we follow Lara through her deeply personal journey to motherhood—a path shaped by the challenges of PCOS, multiple fertility treatments, and the emotional toll of failed IUIs and back-to-back IVF rounds. As she navigates her own uncertainty, the world around her begins to shift. COVID-19 shuts everything down just as she learns she’s pregnant, layering isolation and fear onto an already fragile time. Meanwhile, Lara faces another heartbreak—the declining health of her mother—forcing her to hold joy and grief in the same breath. Part One takes us through the weight of those months, the resilience she discovered, and the profound moment she finally welcomed her son, Max, into the world. This is a story about persistence, timing, and what it means to keep moving forward when everything around you feels like it’s falling apart. | |||
| New Year, Organized Chaos with Sage Haus | 05 Jan 2026 | 00:32:39 | |
New year, same chaos—just better managed ✨ In this episode, we’re talking all things organized chaos with Sage Haus and why having the right support can be a total game changer, especially for solo moms by choice. From reclaiming your time to reducing the mental load, this conversation is all about how a house manager can feel like an extension of your village—so you can focus on you, your family, and your goals. If 2026 is the year you reprioritize yourself while still keeping life running smoothly, this episode is for you. Learn more about Sage Haus and their approach to modern home management: Website: Sagehaus.com Because chaos is inevitable—but support makes all the difference. | |||
| Macaile Hutt on Podcasting & Aspiring to SMBC | 29 Dec 2025 | 01:03:11 | |
In this episode, we’re joined by Macaile Hutt, the host and creator of Red Nail Energy — a podcast that centers bold conversations, real stories, and the power of choosing yourself. Macaile shares her experience as a podcast host, what inspired her to create Red Nail Energy, and how the show has become a space for honest dialogue and unapologetic storytelling. We also talk about her thoughtful and intentional path toward becoming a single mom by choice, and what it looks like to move forward with clarity, confidence, and — sometimes — choosing chaos. This conversation is for anyone navigating nontraditional paths, building something meaningful, or trusting themselves enough to take the next step.
Red Nail Energy is a podcast dedicated to authentic conversations with guests who have powerful stories to tell. Macaile creates space for vulnerability, confidence, and perspective — inviting listeners to lean into curiosity, self-trust, and bold life choices. 🎙 Listen to Red Nail Energy: 🌐 Website: 📸 Instagram: 🎵 TikTok: | |||
| Pathfinder Birth Works | 02 Mar 2026 | 01:08:24 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos, we’re joined by Caroline, owner of Pathfinder Birth Works, for an honest and empowering conversation about the role of a doula in pregnancy, birth, and postpartum. Caroline shares how doulas provide steady support through one of the most transformative seasons in a woman’s life—offering evidence-based information, emotional reassurance, physical comfort measures, and guidance when it matters most. We talk about what it really means for a mom to advocate for herself, how having the right support in the room can shape the birth experience, and why postpartum care is just as important as the delivery itself. Whether you’re preparing for your first baby or adding to your family, this episode sheds light on how personalized, continuous support can benefit both mom and baby—and why no one should have to navigate this chapter alone. Learn more about Pathfinder Birth Works and connect with Caroline here: | |||
| Jess’s Story: Navigating Egg Freezing, IVF & Immunology | 23 Feb 2026 | 00:42:07 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos, we sit down with Jess to talk about what it really looks like to pursue single motherhood by choice later in life. Jess froze her eggs in her younger years, believing she was preserving an option for the future. But when she ultimately decided to conceive in her 40s, she learned those eggs were no longer usable — and she had to pivot. What followed were multiple rounds of IVF, each carrying emotional weight, physical demands, and significant financial considerations. We also explore an important and often overlooked part of the fertility conversation: when transfers fail, it’s not always about the clinic, the protocol, or donor compatibility. Sometimes there are deeper-rooted health factors at play. Jess shares why exploring underlying issues — including reproductive immunology — and advocating for comprehensive testing may help uncover the “why” so many women are searching for. The journey to motherhood isn’t always straightforward, and freezing your eggs isn’t a guarantee. While it can be helpful, embryo freezing often shows stronger success rates. This conversation is about informed choices, self-advocacy, resilience, and building the family you envision — even when the path isn’t linear. Jess shares education and support for women considering this path on TikTok at @jessnuremberg. If this episode resonates, make sure you’re subscribed to Choosing Chaos so you don’t miss more stories of courage, choice, connection — and the beautifully chaotic realities of motherhood. Connect with Choosing Chaos: | |||
| Fine, I'll Just Do It Myself with Michelle | 16 Feb 2026 | 00:57:06 | |
Michelle joins us to share the story behind her bold pivot to single motherhood by choice. After choosing to leave a relationship impacted by addiction, she found herself redefining the vision she once had for starting a family. Instead of waiting for the “right” circumstances, Michelle leaned into community, trusted her intuition, and decided to move forward on her own terms — turning what could have been a sidestep into a meaningful journey. We dive into loving someone through addiction, the strength it takes to let go, and the courage to choose the life you truly want. It’s a conversation that’s honest, uplifting, and beautifully human. Michelle is also the author of Party in a Petri Dish, a heart-warming children’s book in which Bailey explains how Mommy wanted a baby so much she took a leap of science and love to make it happen — celebrating the beauty of unique family stories along the way. Grab a copy today: Party in a Petri Dish Addiction is a deeply sensitive and complex topic. If you or someone you love is struggling with substance use, support is available. In the U.S., you can call or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline for immediate support. You can also contact the SAMHSA National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357) for free, confidential treatment referral and information services. If you’re outside the U.S., please consult your local health services for substance use and recovery resources in your area. | |||
| Jackie: A Story of Choice, Community, and Connection | 09 Feb 2026 | 00:46:50 | |
We’re sharing a story that beautifully expands what love and family can look like. In this episode, Jackie — a single mom by choice — opens up about her path to motherhood, from beginning her journey with a known donor to ultimately choosing a different direction. She shares the courage it took to pivot, the joy of welcoming her daughter, and the intentional ways she’s built connection along the way — including creating a sibling community and surrounding herself with a strong village of other single moms by choice. At its heart, this conversation is about generosity, support, and the powerful ripple effect of embryo donation. It’s a story of love multiplied — and a reminder that family can be built in the most thoughtful, expansive ways. 💛 Connect with Choosing Chaos: Be sure to subscribe so you never miss more stories of courage, choice, and the beautiful mess of motherhood. If today’s episode resonated, we’d love for you to follow, rate, and leave a comment! | |||
| A Beautiful Path to Motherhood: Masha’s Story | 02 Feb 2026 | 00:55:25 | |
On this episode of Choosing Chaos, I’m chatting with Masha, a mom of two sweet daughters, about her journey into motherhood — the joys, the challenges, and all the unexpected ways love and family show up along the way. 💛 We also talk about the ways she’s been able to share the gift of motherhood with another single mom by choice, and how building your village sometimes looks different than you expect. For more info on embryo donation and resources for single parents by choice, check out Embryo Connections. This episode is full of warmth, honesty, and inspiration — perfect for anyone navigating motherhood, family, or just life’s beautiful chaos. Connect with Choosing Chaos: | |||
| So… I Became a Mom: Joni’s Story | 26 Jan 2026 | 00:43:46 | |
In this episode, we sit down with Joni to hear her journey to motherhood through IUI — and how that experience helped her discover who she truly is. She opens up about life in the sandwich generation, balancing the needs of her child and her parents, navigating the emotional ups and downs of postpartum, and the beautiful, unexpected joys of becoming a mom. Her story is honest, heartfelt, and a reminder of why it’s so important to take care of ourselves while caring for the people around us — because we can’t pour from an empty cup. Connect with Choosing Chaos: Be sure to subscribe so you never miss more stories of courage, choice, and the beautiful mess of motherhood. If today’s episode resonated, we’d love for you to follow, rate, and leave a comment! | |||
| NICU Moms Speak: The Fear, the Love, the Strength | 19 Jan 2026 | 01:05:58 | |
Birth doesn’t always go the way we imagine. In this episode, we reconnect with Kristen, Lindsay, and Annie as they share their honest and emotional NICU journeys — from fear and uncertainty to resilience, growth, and unexpected strength. We talk about what it’s really like to have a baby in the NICU, how families cope with the emotional rollercoaster, and what it means to choose chaos — to choose love, courage, and connection in the middle of uncertainty. Whether you’re currently in the NICU, have been there before, or love someone who is, this conversation is for you. Resources mentioned: Subscribe to Choosing Chaos so you never miss stories of courage, choice, and the beautiful mess of motherhood. Find us on TikTok, Instagram, Youtube and Patreon — and don’t forget to follow, rate, and review. We’d love to hear from you 🤍 | |||
| Science, Probability, and Kelley's Decision to Move Forward | 12 Jan 2026 | 00:47:34 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice, Kelley joins Laura for an honest conversation about the emotional realities of becoming a solo mother by choice. Kelley reflects on why relationships aren’t always easy — and why leaving one can be just as complicated as staying. She shares how the path to motherhood through IUI or IVF can take time and carry an emotional toll, and why connection matters — including what it means for her and her daughter to be connected to donor siblings. We also talk about postpartum anxiety — how difficult it can be, how it can cause you to second-guess yourself, and why recognizing it and seeking support is so important. And finally, Kelley reminds us that while becoming an SMBC is both difficult and courageous, it does get easier. We also address postpartum anxiety, explore ways to recognize it, and share supportive resources for anyone who may be struggling. Postpartum Support Resources: Connect with Choosing Chaos: Be sure to subscribe so you never miss more stories of courage, choice, and the beautiful mess of motherhood. If today’s episode resonated, we’d love for you to follow, rate, and leave a comment! | |||
| Life Is...Full: Alex's Story (Part Two) | 03 Aug 2026 | 00:41:23 | |
In Part Two of my conversation with Alex, we explore the parts of solo motherhood that often go unspoken. Alex shares what it's like to carry the weight of always being the strong one, how she has navigated dating while raising a toddler, and the ongoing journey of finding joy while living alongside grief. We also discuss the importance of building community, accepting support, and creating a life that feels both full and meaningful. This episode is an honest conversation about resilience, connection, and embracing the beautiful chaos of motherhood. Connect with Alex on Instagram: @alexfi24. | |||
| Life Is...Full: Alex's Story (Part One) | 27 Jul 2026 | 00:50:14 | |
Life is beautifully full—and sometimes incredibly hard. In Part One of Alex's story, we explore what it looks like to intentionally build a life that makes room for both joy and grief. Alex shares how she prioritizes creating meaningful moments with her daughter, Tilly, filling their days with fun, connection, and adventure while navigating the realities of solo motherhood. We also talk about finding your village in both expected and unexpected places, and why building a "hired village" has been essential in helping Alex manage the day-to-day demands of work, home, and motherhood. Finally, Alex opens up about navigating grief while raising a toddler and the ways motherhood has shaped her healing journey. This conversation is a beautiful reminder that life can hold many things at once—love and loss, chaos and calm, grief and joy—and still feel wonderfully full. Connect with Alex on Instagram: @alexfi24. | |||
| Maternal Mental Health with Erika | 25 May 2026 | 00:43:48 | |
In this special Maternal Mental Health Awareness Month conversation, we are joined by Erika Schmitt, Director of Counseling and Family Support Services at a Pittsburgh-based nonprofit, to explore the importance of reproductive mental health support across the entire journey into motherhood — from trying to conceive, through pregnancy, postpartum, and beyond. Erika shares her perspective on expanding access to counseling services that support individuals navigating infertility, pregnancy, and postpartum experiences, and highlights the critical need for care that meets people where they are emotionally and medically throughout these stages. The conversation underscores how maternal mental health is not a single moment in time, but an ongoing journey that deserves compassion, resources, and specialized support. Resources mentioned in this episode:
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| From Baby Dolls to Baby Girl: Mom Life with Bernie | 18 May 2026 | 01:02:03 | |
This week on Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice, Laura sits down with Bernie — a newer mom to a baby girl conceived through embryo donation — for one of the most honest and entertaining conversations yet. Bernie opens up about knowing from a young age that motherhood was always part of her dream, the relationship that almost changed the course of her journey, and how she ultimately found her way to solo motherhood. Together, Laura, Kristen and Bernie explore the beauty of self-regulation, what it looks like to help your baby learn emotional regulation alongside you, and the reality that motherhood often teaches us just as much about ourselves as it does about parenting. The conversation also dives into the hilariously relatable side of single motherhood — including why dating in this season of life can feel like far more work than it’s worth. Honest, thoughtful, funny, and deeply real, this episode is a reminder that there’s beauty in embracing motherhood exactly as it comes. Resources Mentioned: | |||
| She Blooms: Healing from Within | 11 May 2026 | 00:57:03 | |
In honor of Maternal Mental Health Awareness Month, this episode of Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice explores the emotional realities of motherhood—across every stage of the journey. From fertility and infertility to pregnancy, postpartum, and beyond, mental health is a thread that runs through it all—yet it’s often the part we talk about the least. Laura is joined by Cathie from She Blooms, a practice dedicated to supporting women through the emotional complexities of fertility, pregnancy, and motherhood. Together, they dive into the layers of maternal mental health, why it matters, and how we can begin to create more space for honest, supportive conversations. This episode is a reminder that mental health isn’t separate from motherhood—it’s foundational to it. Whether you’re navigating this journey yourself or supporting someone who is, this conversation offers insight, validation, and a gentle reminder that you don’t have to do it alone. Learn more and find support: https://www.she-blooms.com/postpartum-prep | |||
| Beyond the Diagnosis: Tori’s Story | 04 May 2026 | 01:06:18 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice, Laura sits down with Tori to share her journey through endometriosis, fertility challenges, and ultimately, building her family in a way she never expected. After years of navigating chronic pain and difficult medical decisions—including the loss of both fallopian tubes—Tori was forced to rethink what her path to motherhood could look like. Her story highlights the importance of finding the right medical support, advocating for your needs, and staying open to possibilities even when the plan changes. From pursuing motherhood through a donor embryo to creating a beautiful, blended life with a fellow solo mom by choice, Tori’s experience is a reminder that there’s no single way to build a family. Resources & Education on Endometriosis:
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| I Knew Something Wasn’t Right: Pregnancy, Delivery & Postpartum | 27 Apr 2026 | 00:24:18 | |
In this deeply personal episode, I share my pregnancy, delivery, and postpartum journey—from a physically challenging first trimester to navigating gestational hypertension and postpartum preeclampsia. I open up about months of severe migraines and sickness, the anxiety of advocating for my health, and why I chose to keep my pregnancy private early on. I also reflect on becoming a single mom by choice, the mixed reactions I faced, and the strength it took to stand firm in my decision. From a 51-hour induction and unexpected complications to the realities of postpartum recovery, this episode covers the highs, lows, and everything in between. More than anything, this is a story about resilience, self-advocacy, and trusting your body. If there’s one takeaway: give yourself permission to experience it all… not just the strength, but the softness too. | |||
| Why Early Intervention Matters for Kids | 20 Apr 2026 | 00:51:58 | |
In this episode, we’re joined by Taryn, a pediatric physical therapist from First Steps Physical Therapy, to talk about supporting your child’s development in the early years. I also share a bit of my own journey navigating Early Intervention and what it looked like to advocate for my son and get him the support he needed. We break down what pediatric physical therapy looks like, how to spot early signs your child may need support, and how to access Early Intervention services for children from birth to age three. If you’ve ever wondered, “Should I be concerned?”—this episode is for you. 💛 | |||
| The Appointment That Changed Everything | 13 Apr 2026 | 00:55:02 | |
Nathalie thought she was living the life she was supposed to want—married, settled, and planning for motherhood. But a life-changing moment at an OB appointment shifted everything. What followed was a journey of healing, self-discovery, and redefining what truly felt aligned. Nathalie made the difficult choice to leave behind what no longer served her, explored new paths, and ultimately chose to pursue motherhood on her own terms through surrogacy. This episode explores the courage it takes to question the path you’re on—and the strength it takes to choose a different one. Connect with Nathalie: Resources Mentioned: Get Nathalie’s Book: | |||
| An Unexpected I Do | 06 Apr 2026 | 00:58:23 | |
Jessica’s path to motherhood took an unexpected turn when life—and timing—presented challenges she couldn’t ignore. In this episode, she shares how changing circumstances led her to make a bold, unconventional choice: saying “I do” to an old friend who stepped up in a way she never could have planned. What followed was a journey filled with uncertainty, resilience, and the complexities of building a life together during a global pandemic—learning how to show up as friends, roommates, and emotional support for one another while holding onto a shared goal. After delays and detours, Jessica’s dream finally came to life—not once, but twice. This is a story about redefining what family can look like, embracing the unexpected, and choosing courage in the face of it all. | |||
| Hot Mess Express | 30 Mar 2026 | 00:34:29 | |
In this episode, we sit down with Brittinie Tran from Hot Mess Express, a women-led nonprofit creating a judgment-free space for women navigating life’s overwhelming moments. Hot Mess Express is built on the belief that no one has to go through hard seasons alone—whether that means help with cleaning and organizing or simply having a compassionate community show up when it matters most. Tune in to hear Brittinie share the heart behind the mission, the impact they’re making, and how you can get involved. Learn more: Website: www.hotmessexpress.co Instagram: @hotmessexpress.nonprofit Facebook: Hot Mess Express Rescue NonProfit | |||
| Sometimes the Best Things Find You | 23 Mar 2026 | 00:43:31 | |
Nicole’s journey to motherhood didn’t follow a typical path. Early menopause and unexpected challenges didn’t stop her from defining her own path. In this episode, we explore embryo donation, family surprises, and the importance of telling children their stories. Nicole also shares how she now supports women pursuing single motherhood by choice, offering guidance and encouragement along the way. Sometimes the path we didn’t originally plan becomes the one that leads us exactly where we’re meant to be. Connect with Nicole: Tiktok: @smbc_consultant Instagram: @singlemombychoiceconsultant | |||
| Trust the Magic: Dena's Journey | 20 Jul 2026 | 00:45:40 | |
In this episode, Laura sits down with Dena to talk about the intentional choices, unexpected turns, and quiet magic that led her to solo motherhood. After years of pursuing a more traditional path to parenthood, Dena made the courageous decision to trust herself and create the life she had imagined—on her own terms. Dena shares what solo motherhood has looked like for her—from balancing career and toddlerhood to finding her village and learning to give herself grace when things don't go according to plan. It's an honest conversation about trusting the journey, embracing the chaos, and discovering that sometimes the best things in life unfold differently than we imagined. | |||
| Follow Your Inner Voice with Beth | 16 Mar 2026 | 00:43:58 | |
Beth opens up about burnout in the tech industry and the moment her inner voice spoke up on a drive, leading her to choose single motherhood by choice. She shares what it’s like raising her daughter in some of the biggest tech cities, how she built her support village, and the leap they took to live abroad for a bigger adventure—balancing world schooling with launching her own company. This conversation is a high-level look at trusting your instincts, redefining success, and embracing life on your own terms. Connect with Choosing Chaos: | |||
| Conservative Roots, Courageous Choices | 09 Mar 2026 | 00:43:52 | |
In this episode of Choosing Chaos, we sit down with Laura Scrieber, a soon-to-be single mom navigating a rollercoaster of fertility and pregnancy. Coming from a strong conservative family, Laura shares the hesitation, courage, and love that have guided her journey to motherhood. Hear her candidly ask Kristen and me the questions on her mind as she prepares for labor—including her concerns about having a C-section, her hopes for support from her older mom, and her plans to relocate to Kansas City while finding her new village. Along the way, she navigates the emotional and financial considerations of this next chapter, celebrating the messy, beautiful moments that come with stepping into the unknown. Laura’s story offers an intimate glimpse into the challenges, hopes, and practical realities of preparing for motherhood, balancing family, and building the support system she needs for the life ahead. | |||