Explore every episode of the podcast Beyond the Monsters
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| Groomed into Marriage and a Cult | 08 Feb 2025 | 02:00:03 | |
Holly Buss shares her powerful journey of overcoming emotional abuse, manipulation, and religious grooming. She recounts how, as a high school student, she was groomed by an older man—her teacher—into the beliefs of Reformed Christian Reconstructionism, as well as into a marriage that was marked by control and emotional turmoil. This experience of religious and psychological manipulation left her isolated, particularly during motherhood, as she struggled with severe mental health challenges. Holly reflects on her fight to reclaim her identity and protect her children from her ex-husband’s manipulative behavior, highlighting the emotional and legal battles she endured.
The conversation explores the challenges women face when navigating a biased legal system, particularly survivors of trauma. Holly emphasizes the importance of self-advocacy, documentation, and community support in overcoming these obstacles. Holly and Chell also discuss the complexities of parenting after separation, the need for self-care and healing, and the importance of strong support networks and safe spaces to empower women to rebuild their lives and reclaim their voices.
National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 Find local resources: https://www.thehotline.org/get-help/domestic-violence-local-resources/
Domestic Violence & Sexual Assault Center
U.S Department of Justice’s Legal Assistance for Victims Program: https://www.justice.gov/ovw/legal-assistance-victims-program
Safe Horizon’s Legal and Court Help: https://www.safehorizon.org/our-services/legal-and-court-help/
Resources for assistance - financial, housing, necessities, food, etc. https://www.domesticshelters.org
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Holly's Story 06:04 Grooming and Manipulation 10:00 Courtship and Control 15:52 Marriage and Realization 21:50 Motherhood and Survival 32:56 Recognizing Emotional Abuse 34:51 Planning an Escape 36:37 The Fallout of Divorce 41:24 Escalation of Abuse 48:03 Finding Relief and New Beginnings 51:12 The Cost of Justice 54:30 The Turning Point in Court 01:00:35 Empowerment Through Legal Knowledge 01:04:21 Navigating the Costs of Justice 01:10:43 The Importance of Documentation 01:12:18 Finding Support and Community 01:16:28 The Impact of Courtroom Bias 01:24:39 The Role of Empathy in Justice 01:34:45 Navigating Parenting After Separation 01:41:40 The Importance of Self-Care and Healing 01:45:08 Empowering Women in Crisis 01:51:31 Funding the Fight Against Abuse
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Spiritual Mediumship, Scientology Rehab, and Psychosis | 05 Feb 2025 | 00:43:44 | |
Sarah Marie shares her journey through trauma, addiction, and mental health struggles, describing how growing up in a small town where secrets were hidden left her feeling vulnerable and fearful. She opens up about her battles with addiction, bulimia nervosa, and episodes of psychosis, which deeply impacted her life. Once a successful spiritual medium with a social media following, Sarah’s declining mental health led her to step away from her business and public presence, leaving her followers wondering what had happened. After navigating various rehabilitation programs, including a Scientology-based center, she found the right support to begin healing. Sarah emphasizes the power of Internal Family Systems therapy (IFS), the importance of facing emotional triggers, and the need to cultivate healthy internal systems. Now focused on helping others, she shares a message of resilience and hope, encouraging those who feel broken to believe in the possibility of recovery and transformation.
Sarah’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/sarahmariecollective https://www.sarahmariecollective.com COMING SOON! Sarah will have a free safety plan workbook for people to download on her website!
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Sarah Marie's Journey 02:02 The Impact of Small Town Secrets 04:59 Teenage Rebellion and Struggles 09:56 Rock Bottom and Unconventional Rehab 15:08 The Turning Point: Mental Health Care 20:55 Discovering Healing Through Internal Family Systems 22:38 Creating Change Through Internal Systems 29:19 Understanding Triggers and Embracing Emotions 34:00 Building Systems for Collective Healing 39:56 Vulnerability and the Power of Sharing Stories
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Navigating Grief: Finding Hope and Healing During the Holiday Season | 10 Nov 2024 | 00:24:22 | |
Please excuse our camera quality on Kenna, the trial and errors of getting started lol In this heartfelt conversation, Chell and Kenna Bane discuss the profound impact of grief and loss during the holiday season. They share their personal experiences with loss, particularly the death of a loved one, and how it has shaped their approach to celebrating holidays. The discussion highlights the importance of community support, the challenges of seasonal depression, and the need for intentional outreach to those who may be struggling. They emphasize that grief is a personal journey that doesn't adhere to a timeline and that everyone deserves to feel included and valued, especially during difficult times. *Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. Chapters 00:00 Navigating Grief During the Holidays 13:07 The Impact of Seasonal Depression 22:08 Building Community and Connection
Host: Chell Bane Instagram: @BeyondtheMonsters | |||
| What They Never Told You About Adoption Trauma | 01 Feb 2025 | 00:48:15 | |
Lorah Gerald discusses her experiences as a domestic adoptee and her advocacy for better mental health care for those affected by adoption. She highlights the hidden history of adoption, particularly the Baby Scoop Era, and its psychological impacts on adoptees. Lorah emphasizes the importance of healing for both adoptees and adoptive parents, the ethical concerns surrounding the adoption industry, and the need for education and awareness about adoption trauma. She also shares her journey into yoga and how it serves as a tool for healing and community support.
https://lorahgerald.com/classes-%26-merch Code: Free Class
Adoptee Resources on Lorah’s Site https://lorahgerald.com/adoptee-resources
Lorah’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/theadoptedchameleon https://www.facebook.com/TheAdoptedChameleon https://www.tiktok.com/@theadoptedchameleon
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
Chapters 00:00 Lorah Gerald's Background and Adoption Experience 04:25 The Hidden History of Adoption 09:24 The Baby Scoop Era and Its Impact 14:16 Trauma and Mental Health in Adoptees 19:07 The Adoption Industry and Its Challenges 24:14 The Importance of Understanding Adoption Dynamics 25:24 The Trauma of Birth and Adoption 28:52 Coercive Tactics in Adoption 31:10 The Impact of DNA Testing on Identity 33:30 Understanding Adoption Trauma 35:57 Generational Trauma and Foster Care 39:12 Healing Through Yoga and Mindfulness 43:31 Finding the Right Support in Mental Health
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Surviving Childhood Sexual Abuse with Seth Gehle | 31 Jan 2025 | 02:17:05 | |
In this powerful and deeply moving conversation, Chell sits down with Seth Gehle to uncover his journey from a childhood marked by relentless trauma and sexual abuse to becoming a published author and motivational speaker. Seth courageously shares his story of growing up in a chaotic and dysfunctional home shaped by addiction, neglect, and manipulation. He reveals the profound impact of the ongoing sexual abuse he endured at the hands of a trusted adult, the silence and shame that followed, and the lasting scars it left on his sense of self.
Through raw and vulnerable storytelling, Seth reflects on his rebellious youth, the betrayal of those he should have been able to trust, and the critical turning points that shaped his resilience. He delves into the complex emotional battles he faced, including the struggle to recognize manipulation and the difficult path to seeking help and reporting his abuser. Mentorship became a lifeline, guiding him through some of his darkest moments as he worked toward healing and survival.
Together, Chell and Seth explore the psychological weight of sexual abuse trauma—its lasting effects on trust, identity, and emotional well-being—and emphasize the importance of embracing vulnerability in the healing process. They discuss breaking the silence, confronting shame, and the role of therapy and self-compassion in overcoming the long-term effects of abuse.
Seth’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/seth_gehle?igsh=M2J0Y21tNGdlYXZu https://www.youtube.com/@sethgehle https://www.facebook.com/share/1Uwjt6kSab/?mibextid=wwXIfr
Seth’s book: Strength Beyond the Shadows
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Seth Gehle and His Story 01:33 Seth's Childhood and Family Dynamics 05:20 Abuse and Neglect in Early Life 09:14 The Impact of a Dysfunctional Home 16:25 The Role of Foster Care and Its Challenges 18:41 Rebellion and Troubled Youth 27:07 Finding a Mentor Amidst Chaos 31:46 The Betrayal of Trust and Abuse 42:29 Manipulation and Control in Relationships 45:30 The Complexity of Sexual Abuse 52:53 Resilience Amidst Trauma 57:34 Hope and the Will to Overcome 01:12:01 The Complexity of Manipulation 01:25:17 The Turning Point: Reporting the Abuse 01:35:39 Life After Trauma: Military and Healing 01:40:17 The Role of Therapy and Self-Help 01:42:28 Embracing Shame and Vulnerability 01:43:32 The Power of Being Triggered 01:53:19 The Importance of Sharing Your Story 01:57:04 Spring Cleaning for the Mind 02:00:19 The Decision to Heal 02:05:09 The Role of Empathy in Healing 02:06:59 The Courage to Share Your Story
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Church Trauma: The Hard Truths of Faith and Life Beyond the Bubble | 20 Dec 2024 | 00:56:25 | |
In this powerful conversation, Melissa Greene opens up about her journey through church trauma, sharing her experiences of growing up in a conservative megachurch shaped by fear-based teachings. She reflects on how these doctrines influenced her childhood, her moments of doubt and questioning during college, and the transformative power of travel and personal growth in expanding her perspectives. Melissa dives into the complexities of confronting privilege, navigating LGBTQ+ inclusion within the church, and embracing compassion and understanding as pillars of spirituality.
She also discusses her time in the contemporary Christian music scene, the challenges of fostering inclusivity within faith communities, and the importance of accountability in leadership. Melissa shares her bold decision to leave a church and create Imaginarium, a non-profit organization focused on building a non-hierarchical, inclusive spiritual community. The conversation touches on the profound impact of prison ministry and the belief in the inherent worth of every individual, regardless of their past.
This episode is an inspiring exploration of faith, growth, and the pursuit of authentic spirituality. Please excuse our audio quality towards the end of the episode!
Evergreen Christmas Concert in Nashville, TN on December 23rd
Melissa’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/melissagreene https://linktr.ee/melissagreene https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWQpP8gHH7vew99LcQJs3Og
Imaginarium Foundation https://www.instagram.com/weareimaginarium https://www.facebook.com/ImaginariumCommunity
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Church Trauma 02:54 Melissa's Journey in the Church 06:04 Fear-Based Teachings and Their Impact 09:05 The Us vs. Them Mentality 11:49 Questioning Beliefs in College 14:55 Traveling and Expanding Perspectives 18:09 Confronting Privilege and Theology 20:45 Experiences in Africa and Their Lessons 23:59 Finding Love and New Beginnings 27:06 Confronting LGBTQ+ Issues in Faith 27:55 Navigating Faith and Identity 30:13 The Shift Towards Inclusivity in Faith Communities 35:45 Challenges of Leadership and Accountability 42:15 The Birth of a Non-Profit: Imaginarium 48:18 Transformative Experiences in Prison Ministry
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Growing Up with the Loss of a Parent | 23 Nov 2024 | 01:19:17 | |
In this deeply personal episode, host Chell Bane sits down with Kenna to explore her experience of growing up without her father, who passed away when she was just six months old. Together, they delve into the complexities of grief, the unique challenges of losing a parent before forming memories, and the emotional development that stems from such loss. Kenna reflects on how her father’s absence shaped her identity, relationships, and coping mechanisms, including humor and introspection. Chell and Kenna also discuss the broader impacts of loss, from navigating family dynamics to understanding codependency, independence, and emotional healing. This conversation shines a light on the importance of processing grief, maintaining open communication in relationships, and finding strength in vulnerability. Through raw and heartfelt dialogue, the episode offers insights into the ongoing journey of healing and the profound ways loss can shape a person’s life. *Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. Instagram: www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters
Chapters 00:00 Navigating Loss: A Personal Journey 05:20 Understanding Grief: Growing Up Without a Father 21:47 Coping Mechanisms: Humor and Reflection 36:21 Emotional Development: The Impact of Absence 40:10 Navigating Codependency and Independence 45:07 Understanding Grief and Loss 49:51 The Impact of Absence on Relationships 55:13 Communication Styles in Relationships 59:47 Reflections on Parenting and Growing Up 01:10:14 The Complexity of Grief and Healing | |||
| Finding Strength in Sobriety: Addiction, Family, and the Path to Recovery | 14 Nov 2024 | 00:49:58 | |
In this episode, Chell and Dan Bane explore Dan's powerful journey through addiction, tracing the early influences that led him toward substance abuse and the role of family dynamics in his story. Dan opens up about his experiences with various substances, pivotal moments that led him to seek help, and the ongoing challenges of maintaining sobriety amid life’s complexities. This honest and reflective conversation delves into the pain of regret, the deep impact of personal choices on relationships, and the steps toward healing and redemption. Dan discusses the downward spiral that followed the loss of a loved one, the turning points that brought him to sobriety, and the critical role of support systems and making amends in the recovery process. Through his story, this episode offers hope and encouragement to those facing similar struggles, illuminating the strength and resilience needed to rebuild a life in the wake of addiction.
Resources and Help Lines: National Drug Helpline: (844) 289-0879 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: 988 SAMHSA’s National Helpline, 1-800-662-HELP (4357) Find Treatment Search Engine: https://findtreatment.gov Find an AA Meeting Near You: https://www.aa.org/find-aa NA or AA Meeting Search Engine: https://betteraddictioncare.com/meetings/
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health.
Instagram: www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters
Chapters 00:00 Introduction to a Journey of Sobriety 03:10 Early Beginnings of Addiction 05:59 The Escalation of Substance Use 08:58 The Impact of Family Dynamics 11:50 Transitioning into Adulthood and Drug Use 14:45 The Turning Point: Family and Responsibility 17:48 The Path to Sobriety Begins 20:48 Challenges of Early Sobriety 24:06 Living with Addiction: The Struggle Continues 27:29 The Weight of Regret 29:57 A Downward Spiral 34:25 The Turning Point 36:44 Navigating Recovery 40:34 The Journey of Amends 46:07 Words of Hope | |||
| From Religious Cult to Dominatrix | 11 Feb 2025 | 01:28:18 | |
Raven shares her powerful journey of self-discovery, resilience, and healing. Growing up within the strict Jehovah’s Witness religion, she faced trauma, identity suppression, and addiction, struggling to reconcile her true self with the confines of her upbringing. She courageously speaks about the deep scars left by multiple instances of sexual assault and the lasting impact of those experiences on her mental health. Throughout her story, she reflects on navigating family dynamics, sobriety, and the profound role of plant medicine in her recovery. She emphasizes the importance of creating safe spaces for consent, exploration, and self-discovery, especially within marginalized communities.
Raven also highlights her advocacy for the military, particularly the Marines, while shedding light on her experiences with complex romantic partnerships. In addition, Raven delves into her empowerment through the world of BDSM, emphasizing the significance of safety, trauma healing, and living authentically. She introduces her alter ego, Raven Roulette, who symbolizes her journey of reclaiming power and self-expression. She also shares her harrowing experience with an abusive partner who exploited her involvement in the BDSM world to manipulate and harm her.
Through writing and her upcoming book, Raven hopes to inspire others to confront their trauma, embrace mental health awareness, and find their voice. Her advocacy aims to provide resources for healing and create a supportive community where others can share their stories.
Raven’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/theravenroulette https://www.instagram.com/drippinginhope
Raven’s book - Releasing this Spring Dark Erotic Poetry Called "I Should Have Murdered You When I Had A Chance." Raising mental health awareness for Sex Workers & United States Armed Forces.
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use) 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Two Year Old Child and Dog were Killed in a Car Crash | 15 Feb 2025 | 01:20:41 | |
Naima Hill opens up about her profound journey through grief after the tragic loss of her daughter, Avy, and her beloved dog in a devastating car accident. She shares the raw reality of navigating immense sorrow, the challenges of finding support, and the ways in which society often falls short in offering empathy to those experiencing deep loss. In her quest to honor Avy’s memory, Naima turned her pain into purpose by founding a nonprofit dedicated to creating spaces that celebrate love and remembrance. She reflects on the contradictions of joy and sorrow, the weight of PTSD, and the complexities of moving forward while carrying the past. In this heartfelt conversation, Naima and Chell explore the impact of trauma and grief, the struggles of overprotection and fear, and the unpredictable stages of healing. They discuss the power of storytelling, the importance of community, and the ongoing journey of finding light amid the darkness. Naima’s resilience serves as a testament to the strength it takes to rebuild after loss, proving that even in the depths of grief, love and legacy can endure.
Avy’s Sunshine Tribe Foundation https://avyssunshinetribe.com/ https://www.instagram.com/avyssunshinetribe https://www.facebook.com/AvysSunshineTribe
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Fatal DUI, Prison, and Sister’s Suicide | 27 Feb 2025 | 01:53:17 | |
Tessa Jennings shares her deeply personal journey through mental health struggles, addiction, loss, and redemption after a tragic DUI accident that took a life and led to her imprisonment. She opens up about the emotional and legal consequences of her actions, the overwhelming guilt she carried, and the societal judgment she faced. As she navigated the hardships of incarceration, she also endured the devastating loss of her sister to suicide, highlighting the painful intersections of grief, mental health struggles, and the failures of the mental health system. Tessa reflects on her path to healing, the coping mechanisms that helped her—including skydiving—and the difficulties of rebuilding her life after prison. She discusses the importance of self-discovery, authenticity, and using her experiences to raise awareness about addiction, mental health, and the power of second chances. Through her story, she hopes to inspire others to find meaning in their struggles and to advocate for compassion and change.
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use) 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
Drunk Driving Prevention Resource https://www.responsibility.org/end-impaired-driving
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| A Taxi Ride Made Me a Widow | 22 Feb 2025 | 01:08:35 | |
Chell, the host, shares her deeply personal journey through trauma, love, and loss. In order to help other widows, she opens up about the heartbreaking experience of losing her first husband due to a tragic drunken night that ultimately led to the accident. She reflects on past experiences—including tumultuous relationships and the weight of generational trauma—that have shaped her life. Chell candidly recounts the events of the accident, the emergency response, and the heart-wrenching decisions that followed. Her story stands as a testament to resilience and the complex process of healing from profound grief. Through her narrative, Chell illuminates the emotional struggles of widowhood, the challenges of societal judgment, and the transformative power of empathy and support. Her reflections on the raw realities of grief and personal healing aim to offer comfort and understanding to others navigating similar journeys.
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use) 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Troubled Teen to Motivational Speaker with Nathan Wray | 06 Mar 2025 | 01:26:23 | |
Nathan Wray's journey unfolds from being an "Air Force brat" to facing the harsh realities of bullying, substance abuse, and academic struggles. He reflects on the profound impact of his childhood experiences, the power of support and connection in education, and the invaluable lessons learned along the way. Emphasizing the importance of understanding and communication in both parenting and education, he highlights how these elements shape a child's path to success. His story delves into the consequences of past decisions, including a desperate escape from danger, a turning point with family, battles with sobriety, and the transformative experience of fatherhood. Coping with new responsibilities, financial hardships, and the resilience required to overcome adversity, he ultimately chooses purpose over pain, finding a fresh start in non-profit work. From personal struggles with substance use to becoming a passionate advocate for youth, Nathan sheds light on the importance of emotional regulation, strong support systems, and meaningful student engagement. Addressing the alarming rise of vaping among teenagers and the long-term effects of adverse childhood experiences on mental health, he underscores the significance of positive childhood experiences, the critical role of parental presence, and the lasting lessons from his father about preparation and performance.
Nathan’s Socials and Links https://www.nathanwrayspeaks.com https://www.facebook.com/nwrayspeaks https://www.instagram.com/thatnathanwray https://www.tiktok.com/@thatnathanwray https://www.gigsalad.com/nathan_wray_harriman
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Sexual Trauma and Sex Therapy with Emma Smith, PhD | 09 Mar 2025 | 01:14:43 | |
Emma Smith, a licensed professional counselor and certified sex therapist, shares her expertise in working with survivors of sexual trauma. She explores the crucial role of consent in therapy, the challenges trauma survivors face, and the diverse therapeutic approaches she employs to support healing. Emma also examines the profound influence of societal norms—such as purity culture—on individuals’ experiences of trauma, emphasizing the importance of trust and collaboration in the therapeutic process.
In this compelling conversation, Emma and Chell navigate key aspects of sexual health, trauma, and therapy. They discuss the delicate dynamics of couples therapy—particularly in the context of trauma and infidelity—and the transformative journey from trauma to post-traumatic growth. Emma underscores the significance of specialized training in sex therapy, the exploration of sexual fantasies in a therapeutic setting, and the importance of finding the right therapist. Cultural influences on relationships also take center stage, offering a deeper understanding of how personal and societal narratives shape individual healing and intimacy.
Emma’s Socials and Contact https://www.instagram.com/emmasmithphd https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/emma-j-smith-nashville-tn/443578 https://linktr.ee/EmmaSmithPhD Emma’s Website: https://soliloquie.co/
Sexual Assault Resources:
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673 https://rainn.org/consulting-services/Crisis-Support
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use) 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Green Beret’s Reality of S.A, War, Addiction and Healing with Trevor Beaman Part 1 | 14 Mar 2025 | 01:43:02 | |
Trevor Beaman is an active duty U.S. Army Green Beret, a husband, father, and a dedicated advocate for mental health and trauma awareness. He shares his journey from a difficult childhood marked by sexual abuse and dysfunction to the rigorous path of becoming a Special Forces soldier. He opens up about the harsh realities of war—witnessing extreme violence in Afghanistan, losing fellow soldiers, and grappling with the psychological toll of combat. Trevor discusses how these experiences compounded his struggles with mental health and substance abuse, forcing him to confront the lasting impact of both his military career and his past.
Trevor’s Links/Socials: Trevor’s book, No One Else Can See Your Fire: https://a.co/d/5sgQN5R Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/trevor_a_beaman
Veteran PTSD Resources: https://www.mentalhealth.va.gov/ptsd/next-step.asp
Combat Call Center: (877)WAR-VETS
PTSD Foundation of America -Veteran Line: (877)717-PTSD
Mental Health/S.A Resources: Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Green Beret’s Reality of S.A, War, Addiction and Healing with Trevor Beaman Part 2 | 21 Mar 2025 | 01:09:03 | |
In part two of his powerful story, Trevor Beaman opens up about his journey through substance abuse, mental health struggles, and the impact of military life on his personal relationships. He reflects on the turning points that led him to seek help, asking for support within the military, and the realizations that came during deployments. Trevor also shares his transition to a new life in Key West and his path to healing through therapies like EMDR and ketamine treatment. This episode explores themes of healing, self-love, and the lasting effects of trauma on identity, parenting, and connection. It highlights the transformative power of therapy, the importance of community, and how sharing our stories can spark purpose, resilience, and generational change.
Trevor’s Links/Socials: Trevor’s book, No One Else Can See Your Fire: https://a.co/d/5sgQN5R Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/trevor_a_beaman
Veteran PTSD Resources: https://www.mentalhealth.va.gov/ptsd/next-step.asp
Combat Call Center: (877)WAR-VETS
PTSD Foundation of America -Veteran Line: (877)717-PTSD
Mental Health/S.A Resources: Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Being MLM Exec Jessie Lee’s Assistant During Her Stage 4 Cancer Battle | 07 Apr 2025 | 01:02:05 | |
Carissa shares how her spark for life was reignited after meeting and working closely with powerhouse entrepreneur Jessie Lee Ward, who was navigating a Stage 4 colon cancer diagnosis. As Jessie’s personal assistant, Carissa found herself transformed—not just by the challenges they faced together, but by Jessie’s relentless spirit, drive, and vulnerability. In this powerful episode, Carissa opens up about overcoming chronic depression and anxiety, the deep impact of friendship, and how loss became a catalyst for purpose. She reflects on the importance of emotional honesty with her daughter, rebuilding after separation, and the courage it takes to be authentic while starting a new chapter.
Carissa’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/carissalovesu/ https://www.youtube.com/@carissalovesu
Jessie Lee’s https://www.instagram.com/imbosslee/ https://www.youtube.com/@Imbosslee https://www.tiktok.com/@imbosslee?lang=en
Mental Health/S.A Resources: Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| What It's Really Like for Women in Prison | 01 Apr 2025 | 01:58:14 | |
Amie Ichikawa shares her remarkable transformation from incarceration to becoming the founder of the Woman II Woman organization. She opens up about her experiences behind bars, the emotional and psychological toll of prison life, and the difficult transition back into society. Through her story, Amie sheds light on the harsh realities faced by incarcerated women, the silent battles with PTSD, and the urgent need for mental health support. She also dives into the complex and often overlooked impact of gender self-ID laws on the safety and well-being of women in prison. Her insights reveal the systemic neglect, lack of proper healthcare, and legislative apathy that continue to endanger vulnerable populations within the justice system. Amie’s advocacy focuses on the need for reform, empathy, and accountability. She challenges the status quo, amplifies the voices of incarcerated women, and calls for stronger support systems and protections. *Trigger Warning: Discussion of SA and other explicit content *We support the trans community and respect their right to safety, identity, and inclusion! This discussion of concern is not directed at trans individuals, but at violent offenders who are abusing gender self-ID laws to cause harm.
Amie’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/ichix310 https://www.facebook.com/amie.ichikawa
Woman II Woman Organization https://www.facebook.com/WomaniiWomaninc https://www.instagram.com/womaniiwomaninc
Amie’s Articles of Support California rape case
Wisconsin
New York
https://nypost.com/2022/04/09/trans-serial-killer-harvey-marcelins-first-prison-interview/
New Jersey
Canada https://torontosun.com/news/national/hunter-whos-pushing-violent-trans-sex-killer-on-female-prisons
Baby case
Washington
Mental Health/S.A Resources: Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Husband’s First Wife Was Murdered, He Later Took His Life | 10 Apr 2025 | 02:16:25 | |
Sarah Benedict shares her deeply personal and harrowing journey involving her late husband, Andrew, and the tragic murder of his first wife, Rachelle. She recounts the early years of their relationship, the challenges of young parenthood, and the shocking events that unfolded in their small town in Texas. As the story unravels, Sarah reflects on the devastating impact of Rachelle’s murder and the investigation that followed, touching on themes of trauma, justice, and the lasting scars of unresolved emotional pain. The episode explores the complex dynamics of small-town life, the ripple effects of violent loss, and the emotional toll of navigating mental health struggles within a relationship. Sarah speaks candidly about the weight of supporting a loved one in crisis, the heartbreaking moment of Andrew’s suicide, and her journey through grief, searching for meaning and closure. She highlights the vital role of town support, the power of truth in healing, and the transformative strength that can emerge from tragedy. Sarah also discusses the importance of addressing men’s mental health, breaking the silence around suicide, and supporting children and families through loss.
Project Unbroken
Forensic Files' episode covering Rachelle's case: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muPm136yF5I
Mental Health/S.A Resources: Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Overcoming Childhood Abuse, Kidnapping & SA as a Trans Man | 14 May 2025 | 01:32:25 | |
Vittorio "Wyatt" Gray's journey is one of surviving the unimaginable—kidnapping, rape, childhood abuse, and homelessness—while discovering his identity as a transgender man. He opens up about the emotional weight of growing up in an abusive family that struggled to accept him, the mental health toll of constant rejection, and the isolation of navigating gender identity in a world that often misunderstands. As he built a new life in the entertainment industry, Wyatt found strength in community, resilience through storytelling, and healing in embracing his truth. His voice now serves as a powerful advocate for LGBTQ+ individuals who face similar battles, reminding us of the deep need for compassion, support, and visibility.
Vittorio’s Socials and Website https://www.instagram.com/voiceactorvittorio/
Vittorio’s Book
Resources
Trans Lifeline 877-565-8860
The LGBT National Hotline 888-843-4564
Crisis Text Line Text START to 741-741
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| From RICO Charges to Working in the Music Industry | 07 May 2025 | 02:32:01 | |
Grace Ann’s story isn’t just about surviving addiction or doing time—it’s about what happens when the system spits you out, and life still expects you to show up. In this episode, she opens up about catching federal RICO charges, navigating probation, and the reality of incarceration as a young mother. She talks about losing her son, finding her way back through grief, and how that pain pushed her to fight for sobriety. Grace also shares what it's like working behind the scenes in the music world with country rap artist Struggle Jennings, and how their friendship became a lifeline. This episode is a raw look at consequences, comeback stories, and the grit it takes to rebuild when the odds are stacked against you.
Grace Ann’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/graceann_angelsandoutlaws https://www.tiktok.com/@graceannangelsandoutlaws https://www.facebook.com/GraceAnnAngelsandOutlaws
Struggle Jennings https://www.instagram.com/iamstruggle
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Raped in a Hotel Parking Garage, Her Case Set Legal Precedent | 30 Apr 2025 | 02:08:38 | |
Kira Wahlstrom shares her journey of trauma, survival, and the pursuit of justice after being brutally raped. She recounts the emotional turmoil faced by her and her family, the challenges of navigating the legal system, and the impact it had on her mental health. Kira discusses the civil trial that followed the criminal trial (the biggest premises liability case in Massachusetts history), the difficulties of testifying, and the eventual victory that set legal precedent. She emphasizes the importance of healing, the ongoing struggle with PTSD, and her commitment to raising awareness through a film about her story. Kira's resilience shines through as she advocates for others and reflects on her journey of self-discovery and empowerment. She speaks on the mental health struggles she faced, the coping mechanisms she employed, and the importance of advocacy and support. Through her story, she highlights the complexities of trauma, the need for understanding, and the resilience required to heal and move forward.
Kira’s socials https://www.instagram.com/mynameiskiraw https://www.facebook.com/mynameiskiraw
Boston Herald Articles https://www.bostonherald.com/2010/03/14/for-this-survivor-remaining-silent-was-not-an-option/ https://www.bostonherald.com/2010/03/15/vocal-rape-victim-is-a-beacon-of-hope-to-others/
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
National Sexual Assault Hotline RAINN 800-656-4673 https://rainn.org/consulting-services/Crisis-Support
Sexual Assault Crisis Text Line 741741 https://www.crisistextline.org
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use) 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Growing Up in The Order of the Lamb Cult | 21 Apr 2025 | 02:08:43 | |
Roanna shares her harrowing journey of growing up in a deeply dysfunctional family within the cult-like religious group known as The Order of the Lamb. She opens up about the trauma she endured as a child—severe punishment, emotional control, and fear-based obedience—and how it shaped her mental health and sense of self. Her story weaves through early play therapy with dolls, the isolating experience of being raised in a predominantly Mormon community, and the internal conflict between genuine spirituality and the oppressive structure of organized religion. As she began to heal, repressed memories resurfaced, leading her to confront PTSD, complex triggers, and the legacy of abuse she was determined not to pass on to her own children. Roanna credits her therapist and osteopath with helping her navigate the most difficult parts of her healing. She speaks powerfully about the importance of emotional awareness, the role of shame, and the courage it takes to face the truth. Through grief, growth, and education, Roanna is not only breaking generational cycles—she’s building a life rooted in truth, freedom, and purpose.
Roanna’s socials https://www.instagram.com/thegfculinaryschool/ https://www.instagram.com/roannacanete/ https://thegfculinaryschool.com/
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Trafficked By Her Boyfriend’s Father | 21 May 2025 | 01:00:39 | |
Sheri shares her story of being groomed and trafficked by her boyfriend’s father at the age of 15. She details her journey from a shy teenager to a victim of manipulation and abuse due to human trafficking. The importance of awareness and education to prevent such tragedies is emphasized, illustrating how grooming can happen to any child, regardless of their background. Sheri’s story highlights the psychological impact of trafficking, the struggle for survival, and the long road to recovery after escaping her traffickers. Her resilience and determination to share her story serve as a beacon of hope for others who may be suffering in silence.
Sheri and Pearl at the Mailbox’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/pearlatthemailbox https://www.facebook.com/pearlatthemailbox https://www.pearlatthemailbox.com
Sheri’s Books: Pearl at the Mailbox Smart, Safe, and Strong
National Grooming Prevention Hotline 623-688-3214
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Raised in Violence, Fueled by Addiction, Saved by Sobriety | 04 Jun 2025 | 02:03:07 | |
Charles opens up about a life shaped by childhood trauma, addiction, mental health struggles, and the fight for identity. From a violent upbringing and a devastating car crash to the spiral into substance abuse, he shares the turning points that led him to seek help. This raw conversation covers the emotional weight of PTSD, broken family dynamics, infidelity, and the impact of addiction on fatherhood and marriage. With unfiltered honesty, Charles reveals how he rebuilt his life—finding hope, support, and a new path through recovery.
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Exploited by a Major Music Label | 02 Aug 2025 | 00:57:15 | |
Mariah Heller exposes what really happened to her when she was offered a deal with a major record label. She shares how the label took control of her image, silenced her voice, and used her past trauma as part of their branding—without her consent. Pressured to change her name, aesthetic, and personal narrative, she was told to lose weight and put on a strict diet under a label-assigned nutritionist. She opens up about being silenced, manipulated, and nearly branded as a product of her pain. This is a raw look into music industry exploitation, mental health abuse, body image pressure, identity erasure, and the dangerous price of chasing a dream when the industry cares more about marketable trauma than authentic artistry.
Mariah’s Music and Business Socials: Music https://www.instagram.com/riahmusic
Business https://www.instagram.com/pain_free_fitness
SAMHSA National Helpline 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Struggling with Alcoholism While Divorcing an Abuser | 15 Jul 2025 | 01:14:23 | |
Danielle shares what it was like to live in an abusive marriage while silently battling depression, alcoholism, and the pressures of motherhood. During the Covid pandemic, she was raising her children, working from home, and struggling from alcoholism. In this episode, we talk about the emotional toll of high-functioning addiction, domestic violence, and what it means to live in survival mode for so long that it starts to feel normal. Danielle opens up about the moment she knew she had to leave, the guilt that followed, and the process of starting over—for herself and for her kids.
SAMHSA National Helpline 1-800-662-HELP (4357) The National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-SAFE or Text “START” to 88788
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Losing Her Husband to a Fentanyl Overdose with Adriana Sansam | 05 Jul 2025 | 02:13:24 | |
At just 29 years old, Adriana Sansam lost her husband to a fentanyl overdose—leaving her to raise their three young children alone. she shares the reality of falling in love, building a family, and discovering her partner’s hidden struggle with heroin addiction. Adriana opens up about navigating sudden widowhood and the challenges of grief while raising kids. She also talks about battling postpartum depression and lifelong depression—silent struggles that shaped her journey long before and after loss. This powerful conversation explores the intersection of addiction, mental health, motherhood, and grief—and what it takes to keep going when everything falls apart.
Adriana’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/adrianasansam https://www.facebook.com/p/Adriana-Sansam-100086399725563/ https://www.tiktok.com/@adriana.sansam
Just for Today Podcast https://www.youtube.com/@justfortodaypodcast https://www.instagram.com/justfortodaypodcast https://linktr.ee/justfortodaypodcast
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Raised in Violence, Fueled by Addiction, Saved by Sobriety Part 2 | 22 Jun 2025 | 01:38:49 | |
In Part 2, Charles opens up about his powerful journey through addiction, incarceration, and personal transformation. He reflects on the emotional toll of navigating the legal system, the impact on his family, and the hard lessons learned from jail time and courtrooms. Through faith, service work, and creative healing—like tattoos—he began to rebuild his identity and repair broken relationships. This conversation dives deep into trauma, recovery, and the evolution of addiction, highlighting the dangers of modern substance use, the importance of connection, and what it means to choose healing over survival.
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| The Depths of Addiction and a New Approach to Recovery with Dr. Robb Kelly | 14 Jun 2025 | 01:35:15 | |
Dr. Robb Kelly had it all—a music career, talent, success—until alcoholism took everything and left him living on the streets. In this raw conversation, he shares how addiction shattered his life and family, and the spiritual awakening that led him to recovery and a powerful reunion with his children. Now a leading voice in addiction science, Dr. Kelly breaks down why traditional treatment models fail, the neuroscience of alcoholism, and how self-talk, nutrition, and neuroplasticity can rewire the brain for healing. He offers a new paradigm—one rooted in connection, family, and practical steps for daily change. If you’ve ever struggled with addiction, loved someone who has, or questioned what real recovery looks like, this episode will shift your perspective.
Robb Kelly’s Website
Robb’s Social Media https://www.instagram.com/addiction_doctor/
Robb’s Book - Daddy, Daddy Please Stop Drinking
Contact: General Questions JANET@ROBBKELLY.COM Office Phones 210-620-3555 214-649-5427 Schedule a call https://robbkelly.com/schedule/
SAMHSA’s National Helpline (mental health and/or substance use)
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Escaping 18 Years of Domestic Violence Part 1 | 22 Aug 2025 | 01:56:56 | |
Lyndsey shares her powerful story as a survivor of domestic violence, opening up about the early signs of manipulation, control, and emotional abuse that slowly escalated into physical violence. She reflects on the devastating impact on her children, the painful cycle of leaving and returning, and the emotional toll of the justice system that often failed to protect her. Lyndsey recounts how the last and most severe instances of abuse occurred during COVID, when isolation and fear made escaping even harder. Through raw honesty, she exposes the hidden realities of abusive relationships, the courage it takes to recognize red flags, and the strength required to finally break free. This conversation highlights the complexities of family dynamics, legal battles, and recovery, while showing the power of resilience and the importance of strong support systems. Lyndsey’s journey is one of survival, healing, and reclaiming her voice—and her story offers hope to anyone fighting to escape abuse.
Lyndsey’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/lyndseyh6723 https://www.instagram.com/living.inthe.aftermath
The Refuge Utah https://www.instagram.com/therefugeutah
National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 Find local resources: https://www.thehotline.org/get-help/domestic-violence-local-resources/
Domestic Violence & Sexual Assault Center
U.S Department of Justice’s Legal Assistance for Victims Program: https://www.justice.gov/ovw/legal-assistance-victims-program
Resources for assistance - financial, housing, necessities, food, etc. https://www.domesticshelters.org
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Turning Trauma into Film, Empowerment, and Advocacy with Marie Pizano | 11 Aug 2025 | 01:17:31 | |
Marie Pizano is an author, filmmaker, producer, and passionate advocate for domestic violence survivors and Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs) awareness. As the founder of MVP3 Entertainment Group, she’s brought compelling stories to life—from serving as executive producer on the multi-award-winning documentary Momo: The Sam Giancana Story, to producing the feature film Shattered. In her memoir From Barefoot to Stilettos: It’s Not for Sissies, she reflects on her journey out of a high‑conflict divorce and emotional abuse toward healing, resilience, and purposeful storytelling. Through her media work—spanning film and community events—Marie highlights how authenticity, the arts, and community can empower individuals to transform adversity into their own “yes.”
Marie’s Socials and Links https://www.instagram.com/mariemvp https://frombarefoottostilettos.com
From Barefoot to Stilettos, It's Not For Sissies by Marie Pizano
12 Steps To Finding Your Yes by Marie Pizano
MVP3
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Inside Human Trafficking and Psychedelic Healing with Paul Hutchinson | 05 Sep 2025 | 01:03:27 | |
Paul Hutchinson, executive producer of Sound of Freedom and founder of multiple child-rescue initiatives, exposes the hidden realities of human trafficking and child exploitation. He shares his firsthand experiences from undercover operations, detailing how traffickers target children, the signs families should recognize, and why awareness is the first step in prevention. Hutchinson also addresses the deep impact of trauma and the urgent need for meaningful healing. He discusses the role of psilocybin therapy and his retreat work, explaining how structured psychedelic experiences can help survivors, rescuers, and others carrying unresolved pain achieve breakthroughs in recovery. This conversation reveals both the darkness of trafficking networks and the hope found in innovative healing. Hutchinson’s perspective underscores the importance of protecting vulnerable children while also creating pathways for long-term restoration and resilience.
Paul’s Socials and Website https://liberating-humanity.com https://www.instagram.com/liberating.humanity https://www.youtube.com/@Liberatinghumanity https://www.tiktok.com/@liberating.humanity https://www.facebook.com/liberating.humanity
‘The Sound of Freedom: True Stories that Inspired the Film’ Book (Available at Amazon and Barnes & Noble!)
Sound of Freedom movie https://www.amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B0CV3TMD6M/ref=atv_dp_share_cu_r
The Liberating Humanity Podcast Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4X5cFDS0DlHCe3xhlr8yfB?si=a8fb6aea2c654679 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/liberating-humanity-real-heroes-real-stories-and/id1699211825
Child Liberation Foundation https://www.instagram.com/childliberationfoundation https://www.tiktok.com/@childliberationorg https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9lTb0RGJKgR04ALjeYkrXA
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Escaping 18 Years of Domestic Violence Part 2 | 29 Aug 2025 | 01:01:27 | |
In part two, Lyndsey continues her courageous domestic violence survivor story, exposing the realities of life after leaving an abusive relationship. She opens up about the trauma responses that follow abuse, the challenges of co-parenting with an abuser, and the emotional impact on her children. Lyndsey shares her experience of navigating the justice system, the cycle of manipulation and intimidation, and the lasting scars of emotional, physical, and psychological abuse. She goes into detail about the trial, revealing the emotional toll of facing her abuser in court and the painful ways the legal system often retraumatized her while she fought for justice and safety.
Through raw honesty, she highlights the hidden battles survivors face—financial struggles, fear of retaliation, and the long journey of trauma healing and abuse recovery. Yet, Lyndsey also shows the power of resilience, rebuilding her identity, creating a safe home for her children, and reclaiming her voice. Her story is a powerful reminder of the strength it takes to survive domestic violence and the hope that healing and freedom are possible.
Lyndsey’s Socials https://www.instagram.com/lyndseyh6723 https://www.instagram.com/living.inthe.aftermath
The Refuge Utah https://www.instagram.com/therefugeutah
National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 Find local resources: https://www.thehotline.org/get-help/domestic-violence-local-resources/
Domestic Violence & Sexual Assault Center
U.S Department of Justice’s Legal Assistance for Victims Program: https://www.justice.gov/ovw/legal-assistance-victims-program
Resources for assistance - financial, housing, necessities, food, etc. https://www.domesticshelters.org
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Healing After Multiple Open-Heart Surgeries and a Lifetime of Trauma | 10 Sep 2025 | 01:12:33 | |
Misti Blu Day shares her powerful story of surviving both childhood trauma and life-threatening health battles. Growing up in a home marked by abuse, alcoholism, and trauma bonds, she learned early on what it meant to live in survival mode. Later in life, she faced congenital heart issues, dangerous arrhythmias, and multiple open-heart surgeries — first in 2011, again seven years later, and most recently just three years ago. She also lives with Ehlers–Danlos Syndrome (EDS), a connective tissue disorder, and Wolff–Parkinson–White Syndrome (WPW), a rare heart condition that causes abnormal rhythms.
Her journey highlights the connection between trauma, chronic illness, and the fight to reclaim life after repeated medical emergencies. From navigating grief and gaslighting to waking up after open-heart surgery with a second chance, Misti’s story is one of raw honesty, resilience, and hope.
This episode dives into themes of childhood abuse, trauma recovery, resilience, congenital heart disease, open-heart surgery, healing after medical trauma, PTSD, abuse survival, and overcoming adversity.
Misti’s Socials and Links https://www.instagram.com/mistibluday
Books: Botanical Rebellion: Apothecary Guide to Nature's Alchemy
Garden of Blu
Botanical Rebellion Podcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/botanical-rebellion/id1802984202
Beyond the Monsters Socials https://www.instagram.com/beyondthemonsters/ https://linktr.ee/BeyondtheMonsters
*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Her Child’s Father Became Quadriplegic, His Girlfriend Became His Caregiver With a Dark Agenda | 03 Oct 2025 | 01:17:49 | |
Melisa shares the heart-wrenching story of her ex-partner Alex’s motorcycle accident that left him quadriplegic after being struck by a Grubhub driver. In the aftermath, she faced not only the devastation of ICU visits and breaking the news to her daughter, but also the unraveling of family trust.
As Alex’s girlfriend stepped in as his caretaker, Melisa describes how she cut him off from loved ones, took control through a secret marriage, power of attorney, and a new will, and left the family fighting for access, truth, and justice. This powerful conversation explores love, betrayal, and the painful reality of losing someone not just to tragedy, but also to deception and control.
Justice for Alex and His Children Facebook Page https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61567689483408
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| Police Officer Marries a Man With Secrets He Couldn’t Hide | 26 Sep 2025 | 01:29:10 | |
Savannah, a police officer and military veteran, shares her story of sacrifice, betrayal, and survival. After giving up her entire life in Washington to move to Chicago for marriage, she quickly discovered her husband was not the man she thought he was. Once married, he became emotionally abusive and revealed struggles with cheating, drug addiction, and sex addiction, leaving Savannah to navigate devastating betrayal and the painful unraveling of the life she had built.
Her journey reaches further back into a childhood shaped by domestic violence and family dysfunction, where she learned patterns that influenced her adult relationships and left her vulnerable to manipulation. Savannah reflects on how family betrayal, military service, and her role as a police officer all intersected with the trauma she carried—and how she found the strength to reclaim her boundaries, self-worth, and future. Her story exposes the realities of toxic family dynamics, generational trauma, and emotional abuse, while shining a light on the resilience it takes to heal, rebuild, and rise stronger.
Savannah’s Book: In the Wake of Wounds https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FPRNYMZ6?ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_9ANEMFQ0X0EZ1PNM0Q7T
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| Her Father Lied About His Family Being Murdered and Her Mother Was Deported | 21 Sep 2025 | 01:13:39 | |
Clair’s life began in chaos—raised by a father who fabricated shocking lies about his family being murdered and a mother who was later deported. Her childhood was marked by deception, abandonment, and the weight of secrets no child should carry. As she grew older, Clair uncovered more truths about her family’s past, while navigating the pain of loss, strained relationships, and the emotional toll of addiction. She shares what it was like to grow up with a mother battling alcoholism and a father whose life was cut short in a car accident when she was young. She reflects on the dark moments where she questioned whether life was worth continuing—and the resilience it took to keep going. Today, Clair is rewriting the narrative, determined to raise her daughter with honesty, empathy, and a safe space to express her emotions.
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| Hit by a Drunk Driver and Learning to Thrive with Bipolar Disorder | 18 Sep 2025 | 00:47:22 | |
After growing up in Trenton, New Jersey, Prince broke the cycle and built a life defined by discipline and service; first in the Army, then as a Charlotte-Mecklenburg police officer. Ten years into his career, everything changed when a drunk driver hit him, forcing an abrupt medical retirement. While facing the aftermath of the crash, Prince was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and PTSD. Instead of breaking, he rebuilt—returning to school, earning multiple degrees, and ultimately completing his doctorate in criminal justice. Today, he uses his lived experience and education to teach the next generation as a college professor, while continuing to speak openly about mental health, resilience, and overcoming trauma. Prince has transformed his pain into purpose advocating for mental health awareness in law enforcement and veteran communities while proving that it’s possible to rise from loss stronger than before. From losing the identity he once clung to, to finding purpose beyond the badge, his story is proof that resilience is possible even when the world falls apart.
Prince’s Socials and Links https://instagram.com/realprinceblue https://tiktok.com/@realprinceblue https://www.linkedin.com/in/prince-blue Email: armyprince2020@gmail.com
Real Time with Prince Blue Podcast https://www.youtube.com/@realprinceblue
Black and Blue Lives Podcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/black-and-blue-lives/id1574245761
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*Disclaimer: The content shared on this podcast is for informational and entertainment purposes only. The discussions and experiences shared are based on our personal stories and opinions. This is not medical advice, and it should not be used as a substitute for professional medical guidance. Always consult with a qualified healthcare provider for any concerns or questions regarding your health. | |||
| Martial Arts Athlete’s Boyfriend Tried to Kill Her | 11 Oct 2025 | 02:50:12 | |
Laura’s story is a haunting look at the hidden realities of domestic violence — and the systems that fail survivors. She opens up about falling in love with a man who slowly stripped away her confidence through manipulation, gaslighting, and control. What began as subtle red flags turned into emotional and physical terror, leaving her fighting to reclaim her sense of safety and self-worth. As a trained martial artist and health advocate, Laura reflects on the painful irony of being both strong and trapped as well as how abusers exploit empathy, guilt, and love to maintain power.
Laura takes us through the aftermath, the failed trial that never gave her closure, the retraumatization within the legal system, and the painful silence from a community that protected her abuser. She discusses the generational patterns of abuse within her family, the importance of therapy, and the long journey of rebuilding trust in herself. Laura’s courage to speak out gives voice to countless survivors who were silenced by fear or disbelief. Her story is not just about violence; it’s about reclaiming autonomy, exposing injustice, and reminding others that healing begins when you finally refuse to be quiet.
National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 Find local resources: https://www.thehotline.org/get-help/domestic-violence-local-resources/
Domestic Violence & Sexual Assault Center
U.S Department of Justice’s Legal Assistance for Victims Program: https://www.justice.gov/ovw/legal-assistance-victims-program
Resources for assistance - financial, housing, necessities, food, etc. https://www.domesticshelters.org
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