You love each other. So why does the same fight keep happening?
Married therapists Tarah and EJ Kerwin help couples understand the patterns behind recurring arguments, emotional distance, and struggles with intimacy—and explore how to respond differently.
Drawing on their own marriage, their work with couples, and relationship science, they bring honest conversations and practical tools to communication, emotional safety, trust, sex, and connection.
They share the moments they get wrong, too: defensiveness, missed signals, old hurts, and the work of finding each other again.
Whether one of you shuts down, small disagreements escalate, or you feel disconnected after an argument, you’ll learn ways to recognize your cycle, repair after conflict, and build a more connected relationship.
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Men Who Do the Work: Why Real Strength Begins With Looking Inward
Épisode 304
vendredi 23 octobre 2026 • Durée 33:28
What if real strength isn't about having everything figured out, but about being honest, accountable, and willing to grow? In this episode, Tarah sits down with EJ Kerwin to explore the heart behind Men Who Do the Work, a community helping men build emotional courage, deepen meaningful connections, and become more fully the men they want to be.
In this episode, we talk about:
The inspiration and purpose behind EJ's Men Who Do the Work community
Why real strength begins with self-awareness, honesty, and accountability
The Five Commitments: truth, responsibility, teachability, courage, and connection
How defensiveness and old emotional patterns affect relationships
Why becoming more emotionally reachable strengthens trust and connection
How practicing courage helps men express vulnerability and repair relationships
The importance of receiving feedback without shame or blame
Why brotherhood and small-group conversations help men overcome emotional isolation
Moving beyond rigid ideas of masculinity toward healthier emotional expression
How personal growth translates into everyday actions, stronger relationships, and meaningful change
Real strength isn't about having all the answers or never making mistakes. It's about recognizing your patterns, taking responsibility for your impact, and having the courage to respond differently when old habits take over.
Growth becomes meaningful when it moves beyond self-awareness and into everyday action. Through honesty, teachability, courage, and connection, men can become more emotionally reachable and build healthier relationships with themselves and others.
You don't have to become a better version of yourself alone.
❤️ Your Love Work
The next time you notice yourself withdrawing, becoming defensive, or shutting down, pause.
Ask yourself: “What makes me hard to reach in this moment?”
Notice what you're feeling underneath your reaction.
Then consider: “What am I leaving my partner to guess about me?”
Think about what being 10% more reachable could look like.
Maybe it's expressing a feeling, acknowledging a mistake, or asking for a moment to regroup.
Try saying: “I'm feeling overwhelmed, but I want us to work through this together.”
Remember, being reachable doesn't mean abandoning your boundaries or having every answer.
Sometimes the most meaningful growth begins with one honest moment of connection.
From the Relationship Renovation Catalog
Want to keep building emotional safety in your relationship? Revisit Episode 163, How to Stop Being Defensive in Your Relationship and Build Emotional Safety, and explore how recognizing defensive patterns and responding with greater awareness can help create healthier, more connected relationships.
Men Who Do the Work is a guided men's formation community founded by EJ Kerwin, MA, LPC, focused on helping men develop greater self-awareness, personal responsibility, emotional courage, and meaningful connection.
Through small virtual cohorts, honest conversations, and practical reflection, men are encouraged to apply what they're learning to their relationships, fatherhood, friendships, work, and everyday lives.
The community is grounded in five commitments:
We Tell the Truth
We Take Responsibility
We Remain Teachable
We Practice Courage
We Never Walk Alone
Men Who Do the Work is a coaching and formation community, not psychotherapy.
Learn More
Interested in becoming part of Men Who Do the Work?
EJ is building the next qualified cohort, with timing based on enrollment and fit.
Learn more about the program and start a conversation about whether it's right for you.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
The Desire Gap: Rebuilding Intimacy Without Pressure
Épisode 303
mercredi 21 octobre 2026 • Durée 44:29
What happens when one partner longs for more sex while the other feels pressured to pull away? In this episode, sex therapist and psychotherapist Brooke Bralove joins EJ and Tarah to explore why differences in sexual desire are normal, how pressure creates distance, and what couples can do to rebuild intimacy, trust, and connection.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why differences in sexual desire are normal in relationships
How the pursuer-and-distancer cycle creates pressure and disconnection
How childhood experiences and sexual histories shape desire
Why temporarily taking intercourse off the table can rebuild safety
Reconnecting through kissing, affection, and touch without expectations
The role of masturbation, self-soothing, and sexual autonomy
Understanding spontaneous versus responsive sexual desire
How resentment, stress, exhaustion, and emotional burdens affect intimacy
Reclaiming personal desire through self-care and intentional transitions
Why empathy, shared responsibility, and emotional safety restore connection
Different levels of sexual desire don't mean something is wrong with your relationship. The real struggle often begins when one partner feels rejected and the other feels pressured, creating a cycle that pushes both further apart.
Rebuilding intimacy requires both partners to take responsibility for their part. When pressure is replaced with empathy, honest communication, and affection without expectations, desire has room to grow again.
Intimacy isn't something one partner owes the other. It's a connection both partners work together to nurture.
❤️ Your Love Work
The next time you notice affection turning into pressure, pause and ask your partner:
Continue the Work Together
Tell the Truth Faster: When Waiting for the Right Moment Creates Distance
Épisode 302
vendredi 16 octobre 2026 • Durée 20:54
What if waiting for the perfect moment to tell your partner something is actually creating more distance between you? In this episode, EJ and Tarah Kerwin explore why we avoid difficult conversations, how withholding the truth builds anxiety, and why speaking up sooner can create deeper trust and emotional safety.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why waiting for the perfect moment can become a form of avoidance
How withholding difficult conversations creates anxiety and emotional distance
The difference between protecting your partner and protecting yourself from discomfort
Why emotional safety makes honesty and vulnerability easier
How withholding information can affect trust and transparency
The habit of saying “I'm fine” when you're carrying something heavier
How checking in with your partner creates opportunities for openness
Why testing assumptions can prevent unnecessary fear and miscommunication
How practicing difficult conversations builds confidence and connection
Why telling the truth sooner allows couples to face challenges together
Waiting for the right moment can sometimes be another way of avoiding discomfort. What feels like protecting your partner may actually be protecting yourself from their reaction, while leaving both of you carrying more stress and uncertainty.
Telling the truth faster doesn't mean speaking without care or consideration. It means challenging your assumptions, allowing your partner to respond for themselves, and recognizing that honesty builds emotional safety when you learn to navigate difficult moments together.
Honesty doesn't eliminate discomfort, but it creates the opportunity to face it together.
❤️ Your Love Work
The next time you catch yourself waiting for the perfect moment to speak up, ask your partner:
Continue the Work Together
Sobriety Isn’t Recovery: Breaking Free From Porn Addiction and Rebuilding Connection
Épisode 300
mercredi 14 octobre 2026 • Durée 48:55
What if porn addiction isn't really about sex, but about escaping stress, loneliness, and shame? In this episode, we sit down with Jeremy Lipkowitz to explore how compulsive pornography use affects trust and intimacy, and why real recovery goes beyond simply stopping the behavior.
In this episode, we talk about:
How to recognize when pornography use becomes compulsive or harmful
Why porn addiction is often connected to emotional avoidance rather than sexual desire
How novelty and unrealistic expectations can affect attraction and intimacy
The impact of compulsive pornography use on confidence, self-worth, and relationships
Why shame, secrecy, and isolation can reinforce addictive behaviors
How easy access to pornography and sexualized online content can strengthen unhealthy patterns
The difference between sobriety and genuine recovery
How mindfulness and the RAIN practice create space between cravings and choices
Why couples need honest conversations about boundaries, values, and broken agreements
How accountability, emotional awareness, and supportive communities can help restore integrity and connection
Sobriety is not the same as recovery. Simply stopping pornography use doesn't address the loneliness, stress, anxiety, or shame that may be driving the behavior in the first place.
Real recovery begins with understanding those emotions, practicing mindfulness, and learning healthier ways to respond. It's not just about breaking a habit, but about rebuilding honesty, self-respect, and meaningful connection.
Compassion and accountability can exist together.
❤️ Your Love Work
The next time you feel the urge to escape into a habit, pause and ask:
Continue the Work Together
War of Perspectives — When Being Right Starts Pulling You Apart
Épisode 301
vendredi 9 octobre 2026 • Durée 22:42
Have you ever been in an argument with your partner and thought:
“If we could just go back and watch the tape, you’d see that I’m right.”
We get it.
Sometimes conflict feels like a bad instant replay review. Who said what? Who promised what? Who forgot? Who is remembering it correctly?
But when every disagreement turns into a battle over whose version of reality is right, couples can get stuck in what we call a:
War of Perspectives.
And once that happens, it is really easy to fall into The Courtroom Trap.
One person starts presenting evidence.
The other starts defending themselves.
Both people are trying to prove their case.
And somewhere along the way, the actual emotional experience underneath the conflict gets lost. 300_War_of_Perspectives_AD_10_4…
In this episode, we talk about:
Why couples can get trapped arguing over facts instead of understanding each other
The difference between the content of a conflict and the process underneath it
Why being technically right does not always move a relationship forward
How defensiveness can actually be protecting your identity
Why anxiety, resentment, shame, and old wounds often sit underneath everyday arguments
How two perspectives can both contain truth without one needing to defeat the other
Why repeated conflicts are often about much more than the surface issue
How to recognize when you have entered The Courtroom Trap
Why curiosity has to come before problem-solving
How validation can help couples move from opposition back into teamwork
Why understanding what the argument means can matter more than proving what happened
The Shift❤️ Your Love WorkContinue the Work Together
Don’t Diagnose Me: When Therapy Language Hurts Your Relationship
Épisode 299
vendredi 2 octobre 2026 • Durée 22:46
Therapy language can be incredibly helpful.
Words like attachment style, avoidance, stonewalling, narcissism, and trauma can help us understand patterns that once felt confusing.
But what happens when we start using those words against our partner in the middle of conflict?
In this episode, we respond to a listener who asked about the growing tendency for couples to psychoanalyze each other during arguments.
And we start with something very real from our own relationship:
Tarah has called EJ a narcissist before.
In the moment, it felt completely true to her.
But what she was actually trying to communicate was much more personal:
“It feels like your needs matter more than mine.”
That difference matters.
Because when we say:
“You are a narcissist.”
“You are avoidant.”
“You are a stonewaller.”
“You’re overly sensitive.”
we are no longer simply describing a behavior.
We are telling our partner who they are.
And instead of helping them become more curious or accountable, that often creates shame, defensiveness, anger, and even more distance.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why our brains reach for labels when we feel overwhelmed or uncertain
When psychological language can actually be useful
Why diagnosing your partner during conflict usually makes things worse
❤️ Your Love WorkContinue the Work Together
Leaning In — When You Stop Listening to Understand and Start Listening for Reassurance
Épisode 298
vendredi 25 septembre 2026 • Durée 23:26
What happens when your partner is hurting—and somewhere along the way, their pain starts making you feel insecure?
In this episode, we unpacked something that happened between us after Tarah had an especially difficult day.
EJ wanted to listen. He wanted to support her. He wanted to give her room to struggle without fixing it.
And for a while, he did.
But as Tarah’s sadness lasted longer and began expanding from “I had a hard day” into “I’m overwhelmed with our life,” something shifted inside EJ.
He stopped simply listening to understand her experience.
He started listening for reassurance.
Are we okay?
Are you happy with our life?
Is this about me?
When are you going to feel better so I can know we’re okay again?
That shift can happen so quietly that neither partner realizes it.
And suddenly the person who was hurting feels pressure to recover more quickly—not because their partner doesn’t care, but because their pain has started activating their partner’s own fear and insecurity.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why it can be difficult to stay emotionally present when your partner’s pain involves you
How supporting someone can slowly turn into waiting for them to feel better
Why your partner can be upset with you and your relationship can still be secure
What happens when we personalize our partner’s suffering
How emotional capacity affects our ability to remain empathetic and curious
Why silently disengaging often hurts more than honestly naming that you’re reaching your limit
❤️ Your Love WorkContinue the Work Together
When Stress Takes Over Your Relationship—and How to Find Each Other Again
Épisode 297
vendredi 18 septembre 2026 • Durée 28:11
Life gets stressful.
Money. Kids. Work. Family. Health. Business. Parenting. The pressure doesn’t disappear just because you love each other.
And here’s the frustrating part:
Your relationship can help you withstand stress—but stress can also reduce your capacity to participate in the relationship.
That’s what we’re talking about in this episode.
Over the years, we’ve lived through twins, a blended family, financial pressure, businesses, intimacy struggles, parenting stress, and a whole lot of moments where it felt like we were simply bracing for whatever came next.
And under stress, we don’t cope the same way.
EJ tends to go inward. He processes privately, tries to solve things on his own, and becomes harder to reach.
Tarah tends to go outward. Anxiety increases, urgency rises, emotions get bigger, and she reaches for connection.
Neither response is intentionally harmful.
But together, they can create a painful cycle:
The way one partner copes with stress can increase the other partner’s stress—and eventually both people can feel alone inside the same relationship.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why stress narrows our emotional capacity
How our protective coping strategies become stronger under pressure
Why partners often cope with stress in completely different ways
How withdrawing to “protect” your partner can actually leave them feeling abandoned
Why anxiety, urgency, or big emotion can make the other partner retreat even further
How life stress can slowly turn into relationship stress
What happens when both partners lose capacity at the same time
Why couples may process difficult experiences at completely different speeds
❤️ Your Love WorkContinue the Work Together
How to Support Your Partner Without Losing Yourself
Épisode 296
vendredi 11 septembre 2026 • Durée 22:19
You love your partner. You want to be there for them. You want to listen, support, and make space for what they’re feeling.
But what happens when their nervous system starts affecting yours?
That’s exactly what happened to us this week.
Tarah was overwhelmed and needed to vent. EJ wanted to be present and supportive. But a few minutes into the conversation, EJ could feel himself reaching his own emotional capacity.
And that led us to a bigger question:
How do you hold space for your partner without disappearing inside their emotions?
In this episode, we explore what we’ve started thinking of as Three Nervous Systems:
Mine. Yours. Ours.
There’s the nervous system of the person who is struggling.
There’s the nervous system of the person trying to support them.
And there’s the state of safety and connection happening between the two of you.
We talk about:
Why wanting to support your partner doesn’t mean you have limitless emotional capacity
How to stay present without immediately fixing, defending, fleeing, or shutting down
Why the supporting partner has to stay aware of their own body and emotions too
How to tell your partner you’re reaching capacity without making them feel rejected
Why it helps to clarify whether your partner wants to vent, be comforted, or solve a problem
How to protect you, me, and us at the same time
Why couples should talk about emotional capacity before they’re already dysregulated
One of the biggest takeaways from this conversation:
Willingness to be there is not the same as limitless capacity.
❤️ Your Love WorkContinue the Work Together
The Moment After: How to Reconnect After a Difficult Conversation
Épisode 295
vendredi 4 septembre 2026 • Durée 18:02
You talked it through. You didn’t blow up. You actually reached a resolution.
So why does it still feel weird between you?
This week, we had a difficult conversation after our kids left for school. And honestly, we handled it pretty well. We stayed regulated, avoided falling into the Courtroom Trap, listened to each other, and figured out what needed to change.
But then we went about our morning—and something still felt off.
The conflict was over, but our bodies hadn’t quite gotten the message yet.
We call this The Moment After: that vulnerable space after a difficult conversation when everything may technically be okay, but you haven’t fully softened back toward each other.
And if you’re not careful, this is exactly where another small moment can reignite the conflict you just worked so hard to resolve.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why resolution and reconnection are not the same thing
What happens in your nervous system after a difficult conversation
Why silence can feel like anger and space can feel like rejection
How couples accidentally reignite conflicts after they’ve already resolved them
Why different partners need different signals that everything is okay
How touch, words, eye contact, space, humor, prayer, or another small ritual can create a bridge back to connection
How to discover what helps you and your partner soften toward each other again
One of the most powerful things you can say in The Moment After may simply be:
“I’m still a little activated, but you and I are okay.”
Because ending the disagreement is only part of the work.
Repair gets you out of the conflict. The Moment After determines how you find each other again.
❤️ Your Love WorkContinue the Work Together
“What helps you feel close to me without feeling obligated?”
Choose one small moment of connection, whether it's holding hands, sharing a longer kiss, or simply cuddling.
Agree that it doesn't have to lead to anything more.
If you're feeling rejected, share the hurt underneath your frustration.
If you're feeling pressured, express what would help you feel safe.
Then ask each other: “What's one step we can both take toward each other this week?”
Because rebuilding desire isn't about demanding more intimacy. It's about creating the safety that allows connection to return.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
How the same dynamic shows up in high-desire/low-desire intimacy struggles
Why both partners may secretly be waiting for the other person to change before they can finally feel safe
The importance of making room for both people’s suffering
Why couples sometimes need to develop compassion for the relationship system, not just compassion for themselves
How resentment, transitions, parenting, intimacy wounds, and old attachment experiences can accumulate beneath what looks like a surface-level disagreement
One of the biggest ideas we discovered in this conversation was:
Notice when you stop listening to understand and start listening for reassurance.
Because once we begin needing our partner to say the “right” thing so that we can feel secure, curiosity often disappears.
We become defensive.
We try to solve.
We withdraw.
We start waiting for them to get over it.
And the person who originally needed connection can end up feeling even more alone.
This becomes especially complicated when both partners are suffering at the same time.
We talk about this through the lens of intimacy too.
The higher-desire partner may be waiting to hear:
“I want you again.”
The lower-desire partner may be waiting to hear:
“I accept you exactly where you are.”
Both people are hurting.
Both want reassurance.
And both may struggle to truly hear the other person until they feel safe themselves.
Sometimes the first step isn't solving the intimacy problem.
It's creating enough emotional space for each person to say:
“This is what this experience has been like for me.”
And for the other partner to listen without immediately defending their own chair.
The next time your partner is sharing something difficult, quietly check in with yourself:
Am I still listening to understand them—or have I started listening for reassurance?
If you notice yourself becoming defensive, scared, depleted, or desperate for them to feel differently, try naming it before you disappear.
You might say:
“I really want to keep hearing you. I’m noticing that I’m starting to feel insecure and personalize some of what you’re saying. I don't want that to turn into defensiveness or make me pull away. I may need a little space, but I want to come back to this with you.”
And when both of you are struggling, try one more question:
“Can we make room for what this has been like for both of us?”
Your partner does not have to stop hurting before your relationship can be secure.
Sometimes emotional safety means learning that pain and love can exist in the same room.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
How to remain reachable even when you’re still working through something internally
Why saying “I don’t have the capacity right now” can be healthier than defensiveness, guilt, or shutting down
How to set a boundary around your capacity while still communicating love and care
One of the biggest realizations in this conversation was that getting through a hard moment isn’t always the end of the work.
Sometimes one partner has cried, processed, and already feels okay again—while the other is still putting themselves back together days later.
And if we never tell each other what that internal process looks like, we can miss an opportunity to stay connected.
Tarah described that feeling beautifully:
Being “in each other’s care.”
Not fixing each other.
Not carrying everything for each other.
But continuing to pay attention to what your partner is experiencing—even when your own process looks completely different.
Because stress and pressure aren’t going away.
The work is learning how to face them without abandoning each other inside them.
Have this conversation during a relatively calm moment:
What happens to me when I’m under a lot of stress?
Do I go inward? Get louder? Become irritable? Start fixing? Withdraw? Get anxious? Shut down?
Then ask each other:
“When we are both stressed, what helps you still feel like we’re facing it together?”
And one more:
“If you don’t have the capacity to be fully present with me in that moment, how can you tell me that in a way that still helps me know you care and you’re coming back?”
You don’t have to process stress the same way.
You do need to learn how to keep finding each other while you’re in it.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
As always, take care of yourself and take care of each other.
🎙️ If this episode helped you, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone you love. Your support helps us reach more couples who are working toward healthier, more connected relationships.
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