Hi, welcome to Hold the Light, a podcast on spiritual growth and personal transformation. I’m Laurie Gunning Grossman. This season, I’m sharing my reflections on the book The Freedom Transmissions, chapter by chapter.
Messages for This Moment: Carissa Schumacher Returns
samedi 17 mai 2025 • Durée 56:03
Welcome back to Part 2 of my conversation with Carissa Schumacher.If you haven’t listened to Part 1 yet, I encourage you to go back and tune in—it sets the stage for what we explore today.
Carissa Schumacher is a renowned forensic psychic medium, spiritual guide, and the sacred channel behind The Freedom Transmissions—a book that continues to bring peace, balance, freedom, and simplicity the hearts of spiritual seekers around the world.
In this episode, we focus on the transmissions themselves:✨ The one Carissa believes offers the most guidance for us right now✨ The often-overlooked offering she says holds deep transformational power✨ The essence of The Freedom Transmissions—what it's truly about at its core
Whether or not you’ve read the book, this conversation will meet you where you are and offer something meaningful for your journey.
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If you joined my event with Carissa this past March, you know how special it was. Yes, we talk about The Freedom Transmissions — yet, it was so much more.
We loved it so much, Carissa said, “Let’s do another!” And with her psychic abilities and tuning into the Divine, the date that has come forth as the best time to meet is on Thursday, August 21st. Big energy is happening, and we’ll come together to talk about it all — and how it relates to TFT (but also, how it relates to everything and the collective.) If you want to be the first to hear about it so that you can join us, sign up on the waitlist. More info to come in a bit.
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Carissa Schumacher: The Quantum Leap, the Trust-Love Spigot, and What Yeshua Wants Us to Know
samedi 10 mai 2025 • Durée 01:22:30
Today on Hold the Light, I’m talking again with Carissa Schumacher in our fourth conversation together here on the podcast.
You know Carissa by now: she is a renowned forensic psychic medium, a spiritual guide, the co-creator of the book The Freedom Transmissions, and she leads beautiful journeys that allow people to go deeper into their spiritual inquiry and evolution.
If you’ve been following along, you might remember that I kicked off the season talking with Carissa, so it’s fitting that I’m ending the season with her as well.
This conversation is a two-parter – the second half is in next week’s episode where we dig more into The Freedom Transmissions.
Today, the topics we cover are, as Carissa says, relevant to so many people’s paths right now.
* We talk about the trust-love spigot. The issue of expectations and assumptions.
* We talk about how the containers of her journeys come together..
* She shares about the trust and faith it takes to be a full body channel.
* We talk about how we collectively are in an upgrade time — and that we’re going through a quantum leap.
* She shares what Yeshua’s is holding us accountable for as we move into a new era. (Hint: it’s not time to hold back as light-holders in this new era.)
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Ep. 24: The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom AND The Covenant (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 26 avril 2025 • Durée 12:49
Episode Summary: The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom (Pages 405-416) & The Covenant (Pages 417-418)
Today, we focus on the final chapter of Transmission 8 and Transmission 9 as a closing reflection. While Transmission 9 isn’t a full episode, it holds profound significance in the journey we’ve been on—so I’ll address it at the end. Because, as we’ve learned, Transmission 9 is … you.
This final offering is about freedom—but it challenges the way we often perceive it. We tend to think of freedom as something external—something to be won, taken, or given. But here, we learn that true freedom is an internal state of being.
* It is not something we wait for.
* It is not something we fight for.
* It is something we become.
That shift in perception? It’s up to each of us.
As we move through this chapter, have your Freedom Transmissions Personal Process page ready—you’ll be guided to reflect and write.
Key Themes
* True Freedom is an Internal State – Not something granted, but something cultivated.
* Freedom Requires Responsibility – We must nurture it, not take it for granted.
* The Illusion of Freedom – External power and control are not real liberation.
* Forgiveness as the Path to Peace – The real battle is within, not outside of us.
The Responsibility of Freedom
* Freedom is not an entitlement—neither in the human nor the divine sense.
* Many take freedom for granted, assuming it is simply their right, but without awareness, it can be lost.
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Ep. 23: Salvation (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 19 avril 2025 • Durée 18:29
Episode Summary: Salvation (Pages 379-404)
This chapter is about coming home to yourself—liberation, transformation, and stepping into the light of who you truly are. Some days, you may feel deeply connected to your purpose; other days, you may feel lost. This is part of being human. We move through light and shadow, remembering and forgetting, but there is always a way back to yourself.
At its core, this chapter explores salvation not as something external, but as an inner transformation. It is the process of shedding fear and illusion, returning to divine truth, and choosing faith over fear, unity over division, and presence over distraction. Peace, freedom, and love are not something we seek—they are something we awaken within.
This teaching is an invitation to step into our divinity. We are all part of something bigger, something sacred. This is a path of awakening—discovering who we truly are and the light we are meant to share with the world.
Key Themes
* Salvation as Inner Transformation – It is not given to us; it is something we embody and live.
* Deliverance is an Inner Process – Releasing false narratives, choosing faith over fear, and stepping into spiritual truth.
* Returning to Divine Truth – Aligning with wisdom, presence, and love instead of illusion and distraction.
* We Are the Bridge – We are here to carry the Light and be part of the awakening of conscious life.
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Ep. 22: The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Pt. 2 (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 12 avril 2025 • Durée 13:13
Episode Summary: The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2 (Pages 363-376)
In this episode, we continue exploring the spiritual concept of the Trinity of Light and the Shadow Trinity. This is an exploration, not a pursuit of mastery. The journey is one of continuous unbraiding from fear and judgment while reweaving into love, wisdom, and freedom.
This chapter offers insights into the power of redemption, the significance of shared burdens, and the ultimate liberation found in embracing divine will. True peace is not achieved through external validation but through deep spiritual work—shedding old beliefs that no longer serve us and embracing a life of love and joy. Through the three key principles of Repentance, Atonement, and Redemption, we are provided with a framework for finding inner peace and freedom.
Key Themes
* The Journey of Spiritual Growth – This path is not about perfection but continuous exploration and integration.
* Joy as a Spiritual Lens – Choosing joy does not mean avoiding pain, but seeing it differently.
* Shared Burdens & Divine Reciprocity – Service is not just an act of giving; it is a sacred exchange.
* Redemption as Renewal – True freedom comes when faith and forgiveness are fully realized.
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Ep. 21: The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Pt. 1 (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 5 avril 2025 • Durée 22:06
Episode Summary: The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1 (Pages 339-362)
This chapter explores how fear shapes our lives and how our response to it—either through surrender or resistance—determines whether it controls us or becomes an opportunity for growth. Fear, when left unchecked, creates illusions that trap us in cycles of suffering. However, understanding two powerful forces can help us break free:
* The Trinity of Light: Repentance, Atonement, and Redemption—a path to healing, transformation, and liberation.
* The Shadow Trinity: Separation, Judgment, and Fear—energies that bind us in limitation and distortion.
By recognizing our fear-based patterns and shifting our perception, we can step into a life of divine connection, where faith replaces fear and we align with our highest potential.
Key Themes
* Fear as Illusion – How the mind creates exaggerated ghost stories that keep us trapped in suffering.
* Addiction to Fear – How external structures (media, politics, societal systems) manipulate fear for control.
* Faith as the Antidote – The unknown is where transformation and spiritual connection live.
* The Shadow Trinity vs. The Light Trinity – One binds us in suffering, while the other sets us free.
The Nature of Fear and Perception
* The phrase “Abandon hope, all ye who enter here” is often used to create fear in controlled settings, yet in real life, we resist fear instead of embracing it with curiosity.
* Fear does not exist in external events but in how our mind interprets them.
* When faith is lost, the mind creates illusions—stories that seem more frightening than reality.
* : Learning when fear serves a purpose versus when it is used as a tool of control.
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Ep. 20: The Justice of Divine Balance (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 29 mars 2025 • Durée 17:01
Episode Summary: The Justice of Divine Balance (Pages 323-338)
This chapter explores the importance of balance, letting go of what no longer serves, and trusting the natural flow of life. It invites us to examine how chasing external validation—such as success, approval, or control—can leave us feeling empty and disconnected, while aligning with truth, peace, humility, and authenticity brings clarity and fulfillment. We also explore how change and loss, though difficult, can be pathways to freedom. This offering provides guidance on how to navigate transitions, including global energetic shifts, with grace, surrender, and purpose.
Key Themes:
* Balance is achieved by releasing attachments and trusting life’s natural flow.
* External pursuits—success, status, control—often lead to disillusionment and imbalance.
* True fulfillment arises from inner peace, humility, and authenticity.
* Loss is not punishment; it is often a necessary step for realignment and growth.
* The world’s energetic shifts require us to embrace change with trust rather than resistance.
The Illusion of Fulfillment Through External Means
Many of us believe that something outside of ourselves will provide the fulfillment we seek. Yet, when we focus on lack or fixate on what “should” be instead of what is, we create a false sense of separation.
* Real happiness does not come from external success. As the book states, “You may hit the bull's-eye on sex, money, and power, but focusing on such targets leaves your authentic self missing in action.”
* When we chase validation, status, or material wealth, we often feel unfulfilled, even when we achieve those goals.
* True peace does not come from accumulating more or achieving perfection—it comes from accepting ourselves as we are.
* Freedom begins when we release the part of ourselves that constantly seeks and desires without ever feeling satisfied.
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Ep. 19: Resurrection (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 22 mars 2025 • Durée 15:38
Episode Summary: Resurrection (Pages 310-320)
This chapter explores the deep interconnectedness of all life—from the smallest insect to towering trees, from animals to humans. Everything in existence plays a role; we are not separate from this web of life but woven into it.
We examine our purpose as conscious beings—not to dominate but to serve as caretakers of the Earth. The energy we bring into the world matters, shaping our collective future. This offering invites us to recognize the sacred in all things, to honor our relationship with nature, and to understand the unseen impact of our spiritual evolution.
Key Themes:
* All life is interconnected; no being is separate from the web of existence.
* Our role is not to dominate but to care for and honor all life.
* The energy we cultivate and leave behind influences the world long after we are gone.
* Animals and plants are profound teachers, offering wisdom through their presence and balance.
* Justice is not about punishment but restoring harmony through wisdom and discernment.
The Legacy of Energy and the Seeds We Plant
Every one of us carries a life force that does not simply vanish when we pass. Instead, our energy and consciousness continue to influence the world, much like planting seeds.
* The way we live—and the way we die—matters. Our state of being at the time of passing leaves an energetic imprint.
* Living in love, grace, and peace plants seeds that create healing and harmony.
* Living in resentment or fear plants seeds that continue cycles of suffering.
* Indigenous cultures, animals, and nature understand these cycles intuitively, honoring life and death as part of a greater balance.
The Wisdom of Nature and Animals
Plants, trees, and animals are among our greatest light-holders. They live in harmony with the rhythms of life and serve as reminders of presence and truth.
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Ep. 18: The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 15 mars 2025 • Durée 27:32
Episode Summary: The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (Pages 279-309)
This chapter explores the sacred cycles of beginnings and endings, offering comfort and wisdom to anyone navigating loss or seeking a deeper purpose behind the human experience. While we often think of life and death as opposites—one to be celebrated and the other to be feared—this teaching invites us to see them as partners in the soul’s journey. By embracing both, we can find greater peace, presence, and freedom.
Key Themes:
* Life and death are not opposing forces but interconnected cycles in the soul’s evolution.
* Every birth contains an ending, just as every ending creates a new beginning.
* Love does not disappear after loss—it transforms and takes on a new form.
* Our feelings cannot be solved through logic; they must be felt and processed to move through them.
* The Divine is not a force of suffering or punishment but of peace—we can access this when we surrender to the greater flow of life.
The Nature of Beginnings and Endings
We all come into this world knowing that we will one day leave it. This is not a tragedy—it is part of the Divine design. Without endings, there could be no beginnings.
* A mother must release her former identity when she gives birth to a child.
* When a loved one passes, those left behind must release the life they knew with them.
* The grief we feel in loss is proof of the love we have shared.
* Beginnings and endings hold both light and void—fear, love, grief, and transformation are all part of the same sacred cycle.
The Conflict Between the Mind and the Heart
One of the greatest challenges we face is the tension between our thoughts and feelings:
* The mind seeks logic and control, but the heart speaks the language of energy and emotion.
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Ep. 17: Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (The Freedom Transmissions)
samedi 8 mars 2025 • Durée 19:28
Episode Summary: Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt (Pages 252-276)
In this chapter, we explore the dualities within ourselves—our Yeshua self, which embodies love and light, and our Lucifer self, which resists change and clings to fear. By recognizing these aspects, we gain a deeper understanding of how our personal struggles mirror collective challenges and how our resistance to growth reflects the tension in the world around us. Transformation is not a single moment but a gradual process of awakening to our true nature. Through the lens of light and void, we learn to navigate our inner polarities, make conscious choices, and contribute positively, even in times of uncertainty.
Key Themes:
* Light is not fading; rather, our connection to it can wane. It is up to us to stay connected.
* As light grows within us, resistance often increases. Our old belief systems struggle to hold on.
* The world mirrors our internal struggles—resistance to change, collective division, and the cycles of power.
* We are responsible for our own peace and how we engage with transformation.
Navigating Inner Resistance
Resistance to growth is natural. This chapter explores how resistance manifests:
* Love-nots—the mental and emotional knots we carry—can feel heavier when transformation begins.
* When belief systems collapse, there is often panic and a rush to regain control.
* The pendulum of power swings back and forth, without real progress, when change is resisted instead of embraced.
* We are encouraged not to get lost in choosing sides but instead to move beyond judgment and into a place of awareness and unity.
The Balance of Healthy and Unhealthy Resistance
We are invited to reflect: Should we resist at all?
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If you joined my event with Carissa this past March, you know how special it was. Yes, we talk about The Freedom Transmissions — yet, it was so much more.
We loved it so much, Carissa said, “Let’s do another!” And with her psychic abilities and tuning into the Divine, the date that has come forth as the best time to meet is on Thursday, August 21st. Big energy is happening, and we’ll come together to talk about it all — and how it relates to TFT (but also, how it relates to everything and the collective.) If you want to be the first to hear about it so that you can join us, sign up on the waitlist. More info to come in a bit.
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer and Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
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“Freedom is not something that happens to us—it is something we cultivate through presence, consciousness, and effort.”
* The illusion of freedom—believing that power, unlimited choices, or control over others will bring liberation—is a false path.
* True freedom is not about getting everything we want; it is about no longer being ruled by wanting.
Where Does Freedom Exist?
* Freedom is an inner journey. It is not found in external conditions but within our perception and awareness.
* Wars have been fought over freedom, yet history shows that these battles often lead to more suffering.
* “The real battle is internal. The only fight that leads to lasting peace is the fight for forgiveness.”
* Unlike wars that create winners and losers, forgiveness frees everyone.
* True freedom is not about overthrowing others or proving ourselves right. It is about releasing chains—anger, fear, separation, and illusion.
You Are the Vessel of Light
* The responsibility of freedom does not belong to someone else—it belongs to you.
* Not through suffering. Not through sacrifice. Not through war.
* But through inner transformation, kindness, compassion, and choosing peace over conflict.
* “True freedom is not about fighting the war. It is about ending it—within ourselves first, and then in the world.”
* “Through Presence, you become conscious that you are consciousness itself.”
* The peace within you is not just a gift; it is a responsibility.
* You are called to embody it, to live in the light of consciousness, to choose peace.
The Truth of Freedom
The book tells us:
* “There is nothing to have Faith in, for you ARE Faith.”
* “There is nothing to Forgive or be Forgiven for. There never was. For you ARE Forgiveness.”
* “There is nothing to be Free from, for you ARE Freedom. You are already Free.”
So, “…go forth and reveal and unfurl your beautiful tapestry within the Tapestry of the Web of Life.”
The Covenant: The Ninth Transmission is YOU
* Transmission 9 is called The Covenant… and as we’ve learned, Transmission 9 is YOU.
* A covenant is offered to sign in realization and completion of this sacred journey—between you and Yeshua.
* This is your commitment to upholding your service as a Holder of the Light.
* This is the moment to acknowledge that the Light you carry is your responsibility.
Key Takeaways
* The journey of transformation is an internal one.
* Freedom is not outside of us—it is within.
* We are called to walk forward in peace, embodying the Light we already are.
* You are the final transmission. You are the pathway to peace.
Closing Reflection
This has been a journey of transformation, alignment, and peace. The pathway is not outside of us—it exists within. We are the ones now—carrying wisdom, light, and the responsibility to embody love.
This is not about seeking something external; it is about remembering who we truly are.
You are the ninth transmission. Go forth in your life as peace.
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Disclaimer
Everything shared in this podcast series is my personal interpretation of The Freedom Transmissions and does not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My reflections, insights, and learnings are solely my own.
Everything shared in this podcast series is my personal interpretation of The Freedom Transmissions and does not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My reflections, insights, and learnings are solely my own.
Everything shared in this podcast series is my personal interpretation of The Freedom Transmissions and does not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My reflections, insights, and learnings are solely my own.
Understanding the Three Strands of the Trinity of Light
1. The Power of Repentance: The Act of Unburdening
* Repentance is not about guilt; it is about release.
* Acknowledging burdens—blame, regret, judgment—allows us to unburden ourselves and reconnect with love and peace.
* Recite the Repentance Prayer (page 353) to surrender and realign.
2. The Power of Atonement: Service Through Joy
* Atonement restores balance, not as punishment, but through joyful service.
* This is co-creation with the Divine, allowing us to hold the Light for others.
* Acts of kindness, laughter, and compassion are ways we atone.
The Shadow Trinity: The Counterbalance to the Light
* A necessary contrast that teaches us what we are not, so we may remember what we are.
* Consists of three braids:
* Resentment, Reaction, Regret
* Shame, Blame, Guilt
* Polarity, Complacency, Separation
* These energies create suffering but can be unbraided through awareness and choice.
Key Takeaways
* Fear binds. Faith liberates. When we shift from fear-based perception to faith, we create inner peace and clarity.
* Repentance releases burdens. Let go of judgment, regret, and separation to return to love.
* Atonement is service through joy. Give without agenda, and your light will inspire others to find their own path.
* Discernment is key. Fear can be a tool for control—learning to recognize and shift it is part of our awakening.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read or re-read the chapter The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity found under Transmission 7: The Braid, the Star, Rebirth. This is part 2 of the chapter – read pages 363-376. Listen to the meditation at the end of the chapter.
🎧 In the audiobook, listen to where you left off in the chapter The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity under Transmission 7: The Braid, the Star, Rebirth. Start listening after the second homework assignment.
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Disclaimer
Everything shared in this podcast series is my personal interpretation of The Freedom Transmissions and does not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My reflections, insights, and learnings are solely my own.
The Archery Metaphor: Aiming for the Right Targets
The book uses archery as a metaphor for life, illustrating how we often aim at the wrong targets:
* Many people rush toward lofty goals before they have built the foundation necessary to hold steady. As the text says, “Your minds love to race to Olympic Archery distances before you have even effectively learned the discipline and work required to hold a bow.”
* Chasing external success can feel like hitting a target—only to realize it wasn’t the one that truly mattered.
* Instead, we are encouraged to:
* Refocus our aim—targeting what brings real peace and connection.
* Adjust expectations—understanding that transformation requires patience and alignment.
* Release the illusion of perfection—embracing authenticity over unattainable ideals.
* As the book states, “The more honest you are, the more balanced your bow, the more open your soul’s eye, through accepting what you are designed to be, hitting the mark will be effortless.”
The Necessity of Release and Renewal
Periods of loss and transformation are necessary for growth:
* Without release, imbalance occurs.
* Loss is not punishment; it is often a divine realignment.
* Letting go allows for expansion and greater clarity.
* Examples of how loss can lead to liberation:
* Losing a job can open doors to a more meaningful path.
* The end of a relationship can lead to deeper self-discovery.
* Releasing outdated beliefs allows for new perspectives and growth.
Rather than resisting loss, we are invited to see it as a doorway to something new. As the book states, “An opportunity for reevaluation, refinement, restoration, and simplification.” Less can often be more.
The Earth’s Energetic Shift and Our Role in It
We are in a time of global energetic rebalancing. The Earth itself is evolving, and we must evolve with her:
* The Earth’s frequency is shifting, requiring a collective realignment.
* Many current struggles—exhaustion, anxiety, disconnection—stem from being out of sync with natural rhythms.
* Synchronizing with the Earth’s cycles brings clarity and well-being.
* As the planet undergoes shifts, natural events will mirror these changes, reflecting necessary realignments.
To navigate this shift, we are encouraged to:
* Honor our bodies—resting, nourishing, and attuning to our needs.
* Release unnecessary consumption—creating spaciousness rather than filling every moment.
* Trust life’s cycles—understanding that every transition has purpose.
There are two choices:
* Fight and resist change, creating struggle.
* Surrender, adapt, and trust the unfolding process.
We are reminded that this is not a passive process. Growth requires participation. The less resistance, the faster clarity arrives.
Choosing Peace in a Changing World
Despite external turmoil, peace is the underlying force driving this shift:
* The current era is moving toward transparency and alignment, though resistance remains.
* Those in power—whether in external systems or within our own ego—will struggle to maintain control.
* The collective will reach a point of oversaturation with dissonance, leading to a greater desire for unity.
Yet, we can choose the path of peace now:
* Be a light-holder, guiding others toward a new way of being.
* Embrace simplicity and authenticity—animals, elders, and children are examples of this.
* Recognize that true balance means living for oneself without imposing on others.
As the text says, “There is such strength in allowing and be-ing just as you are. When you can allow yourself to just be… you create space for fulfillment, service, and joy.”
The Nothing Prayer: A Gateway to Everything
The chapter concludes with The Nothing Prayer, a powerful tool for restoring simplicity and balance. As recommended in the book, this prayer shifts focus from external chaos to inner stillness, liberating us from attachments and desires.
“I have nothing. I want nothing. I will be brought what I need…”
Reciting this prayer often is a practice in surrender and trust.
Key Takeaway
The world is shifting, and we are invited to shift with it. Balance is not found in control or accumulation but in trust, surrender, and alignment with our true nature.
Reflection:What are you holding onto that no longer serves you? How can you embrace release as a path to deeper peace?
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity (Pages 339-362, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity (Transmission 7: The Braid, the Star, Rebirth)
Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.
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🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
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* Trees hold wisdom in their roots, communicate through ecosystems, and sustain life through their breath.
* Animals exist in full presence, without pretense or judgment, reflecting truth through their eyes.
* Our role is not to assert dominance over them but to serve as their caretakers.
Reincarnation and the Evolution of the Soul
Reincarnation is another way to describe the process of resurrection—of soul integrating into form once again.
* As consciousness evolves, we may move through different forms—human, animal, insect, plant—learning balance along the way.
* A soul that has caused harm may choose to return in a different form, not as punishment but as a means of healing and understanding.
* An abuser may return as the abused, not for suffering’s sake, but to mend the love-knots and restore balance.
* The soul’s ultimate desire is to experience all aspects of existence and contribute to the evolution of consciousness.
The Divine’s Evolution and Our Role in Co-Creation
Even the Divine itself is in a progressive state of evolution.
* As we evolve, so does the Divine, in an ongoing cycle of co-creation.
* The energy we cultivate—whether love and compassion or fear and negativity—contributes to the overall consciousness of existence.
* Beings of light, such as angels, often take form as children with special needs or animals who live brief yet powerful lives, serving as anchors of high vibration.
* Abuse or neglect of any form of life—plant, animal, child, or elder—affects the collective balance of consciousness.
Justice and True Balance
Justice, in its highest form, is not about punishment or retribution but about restoring balance and peace.
* Passion for change must stem from compassion and wisdom, not anger and blame.
* Social justice can quickly become mob justice when fueled by hatred instead of discernment.
* Modern-day pitchforks—social media, judgment, and reactionary activism—often create more imbalance.
* True justice asks: Am I moving from love or fear? If we become consumed by our fight, we risk becoming the very thing we oppose.
* Divine balance ensures that all things are eventually restored to harmony. Any imbalance not rectified in this life will be resolved through the loving correction of the Divine.
Raising Our Vibration and Honoring the Web of Life
The energy we carry and consume matters.
* The words we speak, the food we eat, the media we consume—all shape our vibration.
* Filling our lives with negativity and suffering absorbs that energy into our being.
* Discernment is key: What are you aligning with? What do you bring into your body, mind, and spirit?
* Choosing love and peace raises not only our consciousness but that of the collective.
This does not mean ignoring darkness. It means choosing to bring light into it, even in grief, loss, and disconnection.
Key Takeaway
We are all part of something greater than ourselves. The way we treat others, animals, and the Earth ripples outward, shaping the world itself. Our legacy is not in what we accumulate but in the energy we leave behind.
Reflection:What life force or legacy do you want to leave behind? How are you contributing to the balance of life?
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: The Justice of Divine Balance (Pages 323-338, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section The Justice of Divine Balance (Transmission 7: The Braid, the Star, Rebirth)
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
* We often try to reason through emotions, but feelings cannot be solved like a problem; they must be moved through.
* True peace comes when we learn to balance the mind and heart, embracing presence instead of overanalyzing.
Yeshua’s presence is not about fear, suffering, or burden—those are constructs of the human mind. Divine energy is peace, and we can tap into this by surrendering control and trusting in something greater than ourselves.
Understanding the Layers of Awareness
To better navigate our human experience, we are shown three levels of awareness:
* Thoughts (Lowest Vibration) – The mind’s attempt to process the external world.
* Feelings and Emotions (Higher Vibration) – More aligned with the Light, connected to energy and intuition.
* Intuition and Presence (Highest Vibration) – A deep knowing, the soul’s wisdom, and direct connection to the Divine.
Yet, we often give the lowest vibration—our thoughts—the most power. This chapter invites us to reset, allowing intuition and presence to lead, bringing harmony even through grief, birth, and sudden change.
Finding Peace in Life and Death
Loss is often seen as something to fear, yet it is part of the balance of creation. Nothing reminds us of the power of love more than loss itself.
* When we lose someone, it feels like a part of us is gone—but in reality, they shift from being beside us to being within us.
* The grief we experience is not about something being taken from us; rather, it is an expansion of love.
* The Divine does not wish for us to carry burdens; instead, we are invited to lay them down and find peace in faith and forgiveness.
The Sacred Cycle of Life and Death
This chapter shares the cycle of our physical existence:
* Upon birth, our spirit descends from the infinite, while our physical form rises from the earth.
* Upon death, our spirit ascends back to the infinite, and our body returns to the earth.
* We do not cease to exist; we simply transition into a new way of being.
* This is why we can still feel the presence of loved ones who have passed—they are still with us, just in a different form.
Hope, Balance, and the Gift of Peace
The Divine carries hope for us, just as we carry hope for our loved ones. But true hope is not about avoiding suffering—it is about seeking peace.
* Yeshua does not exist to save us from death or struggle but to help us find balance.
* When we restore balance between the mind and heart, everything shifts.
* If we wish to find Yeshua, we do not need more knowledge or service—we need balance.
Lessons on Grief and Eternal Connection
Grief is an awakening—an invitation to form a new relationship with the ones we have lost. Love is eternal, and our connections remain unbroken.
* Each ending contains a new beginning; grief and love are intertwined.
* We are whole, even when we feel empty.
* Loss is not final—it is a transformation of presence.
* We are encouraged to move through grief with simplicity, not resistance. True wisdom emerges from allowing what is, rather than trying to control it.
What Happens When We Die?
This chapter offers a perspective on the moment of death:
* The soul reunites with its whole self, freed from the limits of the body.
* All memories and experiences transform into light and understanding.
* We experience a return to love and balance, a reunion with those who came before us.
At the moment of passing, our relationships do not end; they transcend time and space, becoming woven into our spirit.
Key Takeaway
Every loss plants seeds of light within us. Our journey is not about avoiding grief—it is about walking through it with an open heart. Love does not disappear; it simply changes form.
Reflection:When loss creates a void, that space is not empty—it is an opening where light can enter.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: Resurrection (Pages 310-320, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section Resurrection (Transmission 6: On Life, Loss, and the Lamb)
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
* Healthy resistance is about discernment—it allows us to pause, explore, and proceed with wisdom.
* Unhealthy resistance comes from fear and an unwillingness to accept change.
* The Divine is making it impossible to stay in resistance. The more we cling to old patterns, the harder the shift feels.
Fear of Love, Fear of Fear
Many of us fear love itself because loving means risking loss. Yet love is our true nature. We are encouraged to ask: Will we fear love, or will we love fear?
* The Divine loves us in all states—joy, peace, judgment, and separation alike.
* Choosing love over fear is essential to our path.
Understanding the Yeshua and Lucifer Self
Within each of us are two aspects:
* The Yeshua Self is aligned with Divine will, love, and peace. It seeks unity and trust.
* The Lucifer Self clings to control, fear, and separation. It thrives in division and the illusion of dominance.
Rather than rejecting one and clinging to the other, we are called to recognize when we are operating from our Lucifer self and gently guide ourselves back into the light.
Resurrection as a Process of Awakening
Resurrection is not a single event; it is an unfolding journey of consciousness:
* Descent: The movement into form and ego identity.
* Awakening: Recognizing our higher nature and stepping into our true path.
* Realization: The return to Divine consciousness.
We may experience many mini-resurrections in life—each moment we choose awareness, presence, and truth, we realign with our highest self.
What Do You Wish to Contribute?
We are invited to consider: What are we contributing to life?
* Are we creating and engaging with love, presence, and peace?
* Or are we lost in distractions, judgments, and fleeting pursuits?
By being mindful of our words, actions, and energy, we can step into conscious creation rather than reactive existence.
Key Takeaway
Both light and the void are our sacred teachers. When we recognize our Yeshua and Lucifer selves as part of our growth, we stop resisting and begin to flow with divine balance. Through conscious choice, we return—moment by moment—to our authentic selves.
Reflection:Each time we choose love over fear, presence over distraction, and peace over division, we resurrect into our truest self.
Next Steps: Read & Listen
📖 Read: The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (Pages 279-309, The Freedom Transmissions)🎧 Listen: Audiobook section The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life (Transmission 6: On Life, Loss, and the Lamb)
🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA
All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.
Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.
