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Today I’m so honored to have back on the show for a third time: MK ULTRA, satanic ritual abuse, and organized abuse survivor, overcomer and whistleblower, loving mother, musician, writer, independent researcher of past and present history, and a woman on a mission to raise awareness about trauma-based mind control programs that have been hidden in the dark and to help others heal from the unimaginable: Noaidi
A little bit about Noaidi if you missed her incredible first two episodes, if you’re new here, or if you just need a quick recap:
Born in Humble, Texas, into a family whose public story was one of Mormon pioneer heritage and military service, she entered the world already carrying secrets older than her own memories. Her maternal grandfather proudly traced the line to some of the earliest settlers of Utah. Beneath that lineage ran generations of control, exploitation, and hidden operations that stretched across Air Force bases, hospitals, underground facilities, and intelligence programs. On her father’s side, family features and ancestral threads pointed toward the Sámi people of northern Norway an ancient indigenous people long targeted for their shamanic gifts, psychic capacities, and ability to travel beyond the body. From before her first breath she was marked. Childhood was not innocence. It was a battlefield.
She was taken to Air Force hospitals, subjected to procedures that fractured consciousness, induced near-death states, and trained as both a theta psychic asset and a beta sex slave. Rituals, family “vacations,” Disney programming, and constant medical interventions reinforced the inner and outer architecture. Missing months of school, body memories of wires and machines, out-of-body perspectives of experiments designed to open portals - these were the hidden curriculum. At home the culture of the network was simply life. Yet even inside that engineered darkness a light refused to go out.
At eight years old, against her family’s dismay, she felt an unrelenting pull toward truth and became born again. She devoured Scripture through her teenage years. At twenty-one, pregnant with her first child, she entered a contemplative Christian church and spent thirteen years in disciplined self-observation, meditation, and the patient work of gathering fragmented parts of herself into greater wholeness. That inner foundation became her sanctuary. It taught her that consciousness itself cannot be destroyed. What had been forged for control could be reclaimed for liberation.
Then, at thirty-four, the dam broke. Long-repressed memories returned in a torrent after the natural birth of her fifth child - vivid, physical, and undeniable. She found the courage to speak. Her mother took her to an Austin therapist who specialized in ritual-abuse and mind-control survivors, the first safe space where truth was allowed to breathe. The inquiry that followed revealed she had been used as a breeder. Six of her seven beautiful children were forcibly taken. Her own family ostracized her, discredited her, and worked to silence the testimony she carried. Most people would have been destroyed, but Noaidi rose.
She turned the very tools of her programming into instruments of freedom. People felt seen, held, and transformed in her presence. She began offering spiritual healing and prayer. Today she stands as a whistleblower, survivor advocate, and voice for the voiceless. Ostracized, targeted, and forced to relocate with her youngest daughter for safety, she continues to speak. She shares her story so that others will know they are not alone, so that the hidden programs can no longer operate in complete darkness, and so that the cycle that ran through her family for generations can finally end with her.
Noaidi did not simply outlast the programs designed to own her; she metabolized them. The same capacities they trained for obedience and extraction she now wields as instruments of remembrance and repair. She is the woman who took the weapons meant to break her and forged them into tools of awakening. She is the mother who prayed that the abuse would end with her and then lived that prayer at an enormous cost. She is the overcomer who still sings, still writes, still researches, still heals, and still stands taller. She is a divine walking miracle. And the light she carries is no longer hidden.
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