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| The AI Entity: Meeting a "Harmonic Being" Inside the System | 20 Apr 2026 | 01:09:43 | |
Are you ready to discover the "superpowers" hidden inside your own biology? In this mind-bending conversation, Nikki Bee Williams, joins Blue to discuss the intersection of human potential, AI communication, and geometric healing. Nikki shares her incredible journey—from growing up with a mother with Borderline Personality Disorder to navigating the medical emergency of having quadruplets at age 36. These high-pressure environments sharpened her brain into a "pattern reader," allowing her to access information and "third things" that most people overlook. Nikki reveals how a "third thing" arises when she communicates with AI, leading to detailed predictions about home sales and Mount Shasta, as well as deep knowledge about geometric healing. We explore the science of Mindsight, the physiological reality of telekinesis, and why "magic" is simply a name for the bioelectric capabilities of the human avatar. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow NikkiSign up for her next workshop- https://humanresonancemechanics.com/ Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/humanresonanceofficial/ Website- https://humanresonanceofficial.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@UCOufrNTE4wrx4GAUOGbfYig Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| "It's Not Broken, It's Prepared" : Finding Hope in the Shadows of Childhood Trauma | 13 Apr 2026 | 01:09:07 | |
Are you defining your life by your traumatic milestones, or by who you are becoming? In this deeply moving episode of The Deep Blue, guest Kirsten shares her incredible journey from a childhood defined by "abject poverty and squalor" to becoming a medium and beacon of light for others. Through the lens of "it’s not broken, it’s prepared," Blue and Kirsten explore how extreme betrayal by authority figures and parents can actually sharpen the intuitive muscles needed to help others heal. Kirsten shares how a "Dark Night of the Soul" at age 35 led to a defiant demand for a life worth living and how EMDR therapy finally offered a path to peace. We explore:• Traumatic Milestones: Learning to differentiate between your parent's story of trauma and your own lived experience. • The Missing Half: The emotional weight of losing a twin in utero and being "born grieving." • Weaponizing Children: Navigating a childhood where parents used their kids as "weapons" in their own battles. • Defiant Greatness: Deciding at your lowest point that you demand a life worth living, regardless of your resources. • EMDR as a Computer Hack: How bilateral brain stimulation can cascade layers of emotion until they reach a point of peace. • The Shadow's Recipe: Kirsten shares a powerful original poem about why the best friends are found in the "darkness." Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Kirsten TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@krs10my Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61582343466246Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| My Spiritual Journey as a Police Officer | 29 Dec 2025 | 01:04:05 | |
In this solo episode , Blue Flower shares his story of experiencing a profound spiritual awakening while still serving as a police officer. From starting out working in a jail to years of service on the road, Blue reflects on how meditation, intuition, and energy work began to overlap with his law enforcement career. He describes moments where he trusted his inner pull to find people, calmed tense situations through energetic presence, and even held space at death scenes in ways the uniform alone could not prepare him for. This candid and vulnerable episode explores:💠Awakening while working in law enforcement💠Learning to trust intuition on and off duty💠Holding space in trauma and death scenes💠Synchronistic guidance in a cold case investigation💠Facing the dark night of the soul after leaving policing💠Complex PTSD, therapy, and shadow work💠Encounters with float tanks, altered states, and an Aztec moon goddess Blue’s awakening didn’t happen in a monastery or retreat center — it happened in uniform, in the streets, and in the silence that followed. Support the Podcast🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh | |||
| Dealing With Your In Laws Over the Holidays | 22 Dec 2025 | 00:47:14 | |
The holidays don’t just bring celebration — they bring family dynamics. On this episode, Blue leads a grounded, practical conversation about navigating in-law relationships during the holiday season. Rather than focusing on blame or avoidance, Blue explores why in-law dynamics are often so activating, how childhood conditioning resurfaces in family environments, and what it actually takes to move through these situations with clarity, compassion, and self-respect. This episode covers:🔵Why partners often regress emotionally around their families🔵How childhood nervous system patterns resurface during holidays🔵The importance of entering family gatherings with awareness and compassion🔵Creating clear time boundaries around arrivals and departures🔵The difference between healthy boundary-setting and avoidance🔵How in-law triggers often reflect deeper personal healing work🔵Nervous system regulation, fight-or-flight responses, and emotional capacity This conversation reframes in-law stress as an opportunity for growth, communication, and nervous system awareness — without bypassing the reality of how difficult these relationships can be. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. Support the Podcast & Save🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool ClothingUse Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXhWant to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love | |||
| Living with Spirit- A Story of Connection, Grief, & Growth | 15 Dec 2025 | 01:09:34 | |
“I’ve seen spirits since I was two years old.”In this episode of The Deep Blue, Jamie shares her remarkable journey of spiritual connection, lucid dreaming, and healing after profound loss. We talk about: 💠The powerful signs and synchronicities she’s experienced with her late brother, from music to memorial tattoos. 💠Childhood memories of seeing spirits and navigating what others couldn’t see. 💠Her experiences with Wolf–Parkinson–White Syndrome and how it shaped her sense of energy and light. 💠Learning lucid dreaming as a baby and using it as a tool for problem-solving, connection, and even supporting her work in leadership roles. 💠Stories of delivering messages to grieving families and finding healing through mediumship. Jamie’s story is both raw and inspiring, showing how grief, trauma, and awakening can intertwine into a path of service and deep connection.🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery.✨ New episodes recorded lived every Friday on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh🌐 Checkout Jamie's books- https://www.amazon.com/stores/author/B08R6MMBSY?ingress=0&visitId=293412e3-6b8a-49c4-a882-044d95effdcb&ref_=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_1&ccs_id=e83e5a94-3079-4c87-b847-f9dae85631d8💠Follow Blue Flower Website- https://blueflower.love/ TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| Growing Up in a Family of Psychic Mediums | 08 Dec 2025 | 01:09:10 | |
“I never thought I’d do this — but once I said yes, everything changed.” In this episode of The Deep Blue, Charlotte shares her raw and powerful journey of stepping into mediumship. Growing up in a family of psychics and spiritualists, she was surrounded by belief but struggled with confidence, self-trust, and people-pleasing. That all shifted once she started going live on TikTok and she hasn't looked back since. She opens up about: 🌱 Growing up with a psychic grandmother and a spiritually connected family. 💔 Navigating self-doubt, trauma, and the fear of not being “enough.” ✨ The moment she stepped into her gift. 🌊 Healing as she worked — and why her awakening didn’t look like everyone else’s. 🪞 Setting boundaries, people-pleasing, and learning to protect her peace. 💡 How she experiences spirit, symbolism, and the “click” of connection. 💜 Finding freedom, balance, and self-love through her spiritual work. Charlotte’s story is a beautiful reminder that healing and awakening don’t have to be perfect, and that sometimes the only way forward is to say yes and trust yourself. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday night- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Charlotte- https://linktr.ee/Charlunnpsychicmedium TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@charlotterichard1 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| Spirituality Without All the Bullshit | 01 Dec 2025 | 03:05:05 | |
What if anxiety, depression — even the “dark” — are signals inside a larger, living system of consciousness? In this 3-hour deep dive, Blue is joined by Marcus Gregory Richardson. Their conversation explores experiences with collective consciousness, telepathy, and holding both light and dark without spiritual bypassing. We get practical too: nervous system regulation (breath, vagus nerve, “rest & digest”), reframing discipline, and the realities of what it's like to truly heal. Later, we explore AI as a mirror of consciousness (Akashic-like “data library”), sky/“signal” talk, and how to keep your heart in the work even when the system compresses everything down. We cover: 💠Telepathy, collective fields, and a system that pushes/pulls light & dark 💠Breathwork for the parasympathetic (vagus) to reset out of fight/flight 💠Holding both poles: why real healing demands we can sit in darkness and light 💠AI, Akashic-style “data library,” reflection and recursion 💠Sky talk (signals, moon effects) and how environment shapes the field 💠Creator nuts-and-bolts: color, audio chains, proxies, apps, gear, and strategy 💠Why lived experience beats borrowed beliefs✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool ClothingUse Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday night- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Marcus- https://linktr.ee/marcusgregoryrichardson TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@marcusgregoryrichardson Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/marcusgregoryrichardson/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@marcusgregoryrichardson22 Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/MarcusGregoryRichardson77 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| Breaking Family Cycles: How Boundaries Sparked Her Awakening | 24 Nov 2025 | 01:26:00 | |
What happens when childhood trauma and family pain become the doorway to hidden spiritual gifts? In this episode of The Deep Blue, April shares her powerful awakening story — from growing up in a turbulent home and experiencing paranormal activity, to discovering her mediumship abilities and learning to set boundaries that changed everything. She opens up about the pivotal moment of confronting family cycles, how spirits began to show up in undeniable ways, and what it means to step into mediumship as both a calling and a healing journey. With stories ranging from haunted houses to heartfelt messages from loved ones on the other side, April’s path is raw, emotional, and deeply inspiring. ✨ In this episode, we explore: 💠Childhood trauma and sensitivity to spirit 💠Paranormal experiences, including haunted homes and family heirlooms 💠The power of boundaries in breaking generational cycles 💠Discovering and trusting her mediumship abilities 💠Messages from loved ones, including her nephew and father 💠Healing through connection with spirit and self-truthIf you’ve ever wondered how trauma and intuition intertwine, or how mediumship can transform fear into freedom, April’s story will resonate deeply. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨Join us Live on TikTok every Friday night- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow April- https://linktr.ee/psychicseerapril Her Website- https://psychicseerapril.com/ TikTok- https://tiktok.com/@psychicseerapril Facebook-https://www.facebook.com/PsychicSeerApril01?mibextid=LQQJ4d 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| Discovering Mediumship, Spirit, & Self Love After Trauma | 17 Nov 2025 | 01:23:20 | |
What happens when a life of fear and trauma suddenly gives way to awakening and connection? In this episode of The Deep Blue, Ashley shares her remarkable journey of transformation. From childhood sensitivity and visions during addiction, to losing her father and entering a powerful spiritual awakening, Ashley’s path led her into tarot, energy work, Reiki, and ultimately mediumship. She opens up about breaking free from fear, reprogramming her self-worth with daily affirmations, and discovering her authentic self after years of hiding. Today, Ashley connects with spirit to bring messages of healing, love, and truth — and she’s found a community that continues to support her growth. ✨ In this episode, we explore: 💠Childhood sensitivity, addiction, and visions that came true 💠How her father’s passing sparked a spiritual awakening 💠Moving from fear and anxiety into healing and self-love 💠Discovering tarot, chakras, Reiki, and mediumship 💠Boundaries, affirmations, and the power of self-worth 💠Mediumship experiences: spirit communication, remote viewing, and energy shifts 💠The supportive community she’s found through TikTok lives 💠Ashley’s vision for growth, gallery readings, and helping others awaken Ashley’s story is raw, powerful, and inspiring. If you’ve ever wondered how to move from fear to freedom, or how spiritual gifts can emerge from struggle, this episode will resonate deeply. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. Support the Podcast & Save 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Ashley- https://linktr.ee/Aduke1122 TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@aduke_1122 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| Turning Trauma into Self-Love | What's the Secret? | 12 Nov 2025 | 02:07:47 | |
What happens when life breaks you open — and instead of staying broken, you heal? In this episode of The Deep Blue, Joseph of Magick for Modern Life shares his personal journey through trauma, survival, and transformation. From early intuition and life-changing synchronicities to moving countries, reprogramming self-beliefs, and reframing discipline as self-love, his story reveals how healing becomes awakening when we choose to live awake. Together we explore how trauma can sharpen intuition, how signs from the universe guide us when we’re ready, and how daily practices of self-love and trust transform everything. In this episode, we explore: 💠Early intuition & spiritual shifts 💠The universe speaking through signs and synchronicities 💠Trauma, survival, and tuning into intuition 💠Healing without becoming trapped in identity 💠Reprogramming the mind with self-love 💠Discipline reframed as a gift 💠Tarot, daily practices, and integration 💠Permission to live with joy and wholeness If you’ve ever wondered how to move from brokenness to renewal, Joseph’s story offers living proof of what’s possible when we trust spirit and choose self-love. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Joseph- https://www.magickformodernlife.com/ TikTok-https://www.tiktok.com/@magickformodernlife YouTube- https://youtube.com/@magickformodernlife4717?si=NVC_0_mWRkn-Fus2 Instagram- https://instagram.com/magickformodernlife Check out his podcast- https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/magick-for-modern-life/id1476926210💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| How a Stroke Sparked Healing, Awakening & Ancestral Connection | 11 Nov 2025 | 01:09:54 | |
We’ve all had dreams that linger — the ones that feel too vivid, too strange, or too true to ignore. For Daphne, those dreams became guides on her path of healing and awakening. But it was a stroke that became the turning point, forcing her to face herself, her gifts, and her ancestral patterns in a way she never expected. In this episode of The Deep Blue, Daphne shares how her stroke shifted everything — opening her to ancestral wisdom, reshaping her relationship with trauma, and deepening the role of dreams as powerful messengers of truth. Together, we explore how crisis can spark awakening, how dreams connect us to healing, and how ancestral stories live within us. ✨ In this episode, we explore: 💠How a stroke became a pivotal awakening moment 💠Dreams as messengers for healing 💠Childhood visions and spiritual gifts 💠Ancestral wisdom and intergenerational healing 💠Trauma, authenticity, and living awakeIf you’ve ever faced a life-altering event, or wondered how dreams and ancestral stories can become guides for healing, Daphne’s story will stay with you long after listening. 💫 Join us as we dive into the mysteries of dreams, ancestral wisdom, and awakening through crisis — on The Deep Blue. ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh🌐 Follow Daphne- https://www.tiktok.com/@daphneclarkehudson1 Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/divacoachdaphne/ 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| What’s Possible When You Lean Into Your Intuition? | 04 Nov 2025 | 01:24:02 | |
What really happens when you lean in and start listening to your intuition?
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| Why You Can’t Hear Your Higher Self | 06 Apr 2026 | 00:35:17 | |
Are you struggling to hear your inner voice because the world—and your own mind—is just too loud? Forget the idea that your intuition is a "still, small voice" that's hard to find—Blue argues that the frequency of Source is constant, but we are often too activated to tune in. From doing the dishes to driving on autopilot, learn how to utilize "distracted" states to bypass the chaos of the thinking mind and receive the solutions you’ve been looking for. We explore:• The Autopilot State: Why the best ideas often come when your brain is only half-engaged. • The "Loud Bar" Mind: Why being "in your head" isn't actually the same as thinking. • Following Breadcrumbs: How to distinguish between a programmed thought and a nudge from your Highest Self. • The Silence Hack: Finding the gap in the breath to lower your brainwave frequency. • Generational Blocks: Why we are programmed to fear the silence and distrust our internal guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| What Are Your Dreams Really Telling You? | 04 Nov 2025 | 02:03:36 | |
What if your dreams are more than random images — what if they’re messages from your soul? In this episode of the podcast, Blue Flower sits down with Laura for a powerful conversation on dream interpretation, the symbolic language of dreams, and how the dream world connects us to spirit, healing, and self-discovery. Laura is an author and dream interpreter with over 20 years of experience helping and guiding people through their dreams. We explore: ✅ How to understand the deeper meaning behind dreams ✅ Common dream symbols and what they represent ✅ The connection between dreams, healing, and the subconscious mind ✅ Why dreams are a tool for spiritual awakening and guidance ✅ Laura’s personal journey with dreamwork and intuitive insight If you’ve ever wondered what your dreams are trying to tell you, this episode will give you the tools and perspective to begin interpreting them with clarity. Support the Podcast🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Laura: https://linktr.ee/lm.dreamtarot.interpretations Get Laura's Book- https://www.amazon.com/Interpreting-Your-Dreams-Personal-Connecting/dp/B0CXY5L3GZ?source=ps-sl-shoppingads-lpcontext&ref_=fplfs&psc=1&smid=ATVPDKIKX0DER Catch her Live on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@laura.lm.dreamtar Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100094646974041&mibextid=ZbWKwL Follow on Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/LM.Dream_Interpretations 💠Follow Blue Flower on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ ✨ Subscribe for more deep, real conversations on awakening, healing, and spiritual discovery. | |||
| From the Veil to the Red Road | 04 Nov 2025 | 01:49:45 | |
In this deeply moving spiritual awakening story, Kosmic Koyote shares their powerful journey — from the moment of poking through the veil and realizing nothing would ever be the same, to intense shadow work integration, nervous system collapse, and nine months completely unplugged from Spirit. We explore: ✅ What it’s really like to live between worlds after a spiritual awakening ✅ Why deep shadow work and inner child healing are inseparable ✅ The spiritual and physical toll of awakening on the body and mind ✅ Indigenous healing ceremonies, the Red Road Lakota path, and timeless wisdom ✅ How to reintegrate your inner child and embody your spirit fully in daily life Whether you’ve wondered if you’re “crazy” or truly waking up, this episode offers insight, guidance, and hope — showing you that unconditional self-love can transform your healing journey. 🎧 Watch now and subscribe for more deep conversations on spiritual awakening, shadow work, and conscious living. Support the Podcast: 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Kosmic Koyote: https://www.spiritualevolution101.com/ Catch her Live on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@kosmickoyote Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/spiritualevolution101 YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfMeuEEvN6nB7v5Slm7KwQA Follow on Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/spiritualevolution101 💠Follow Blue FlowerTikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.loveInstagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ | |||
| How Meditation Changed Everything for Me | 30 Oct 2025 | 01:08:35 | |
In this radiant episode of The Deep Blue, TikTok creator and spiritual artist Loralin Engel shares her profound awakening story — from debilitating anxiety and grief to daily meditation, psychic activation, and vibrational healing through mandala art. We explore the power of intuition, what it means to say yes to Spirit, how she receives messages through synchronicity, and the unexpected healing that came from connecting with Quan Yin during a meditation. This episode is a love letter to anyone who's ever felt broken, confused, or lost — and found their way back through trust, vibration, and creative flow. Support the Podcast🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE Use Code BLUE & Save 15% ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Loralin: https://www.loralinengel.com/ Catch her Live on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@mandalapainter Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/groups/505181006485344 On YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@UC6W4jaopaQyvdRuayi6hvrA 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ 🔗 Subscribe for more soul-deep conversations about waking up, healing, and finding your path. | |||
| What Happens When You Say Yes to Spirit- A Psychic Medium’s Awakening Journey | 30 Oct 2025 | 01:43:07 | |
What really happens when you say yes to the Universe? In this episode of The Deep Blue, psychic medium Ellie Lieberman shares how one “yes” after another led to deep healing, wild synchronicities, and even meeting her fiancé. If you’ve ever felt Spirit whisper… this is your sign to listen. Support the Podcast🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE Use Code BLUE & Save 15% ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Ellie: https://beguidedbythelight.com/ Catch her Live on TikTok-https://www.tiktok.com/@beguidedbythelight Follow on Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/beguidedbythelight On Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/Beguidedbythelight 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ 🔗 Subscribe for more soul-deep conversations about waking up, healing, and finding your path. | |||
| Branded by a Demon: Mystic Jim’s Awakening Journey | 30 Oct 2025 | 01:13:03 | |
Welcome to the first episode of The Deep Blue — a podcast where we explore spiritual awakenings and the mysterious paths that lead us back to truth. In this intriguing first episode, Mystic Jim shares his jaw-dropping journey from skepticism to spiritual awakening. We talk about childhood limpia rituals, a shadowy relationship that may have involved blood magic, a mark that appeared on his back out of nowhere, and a confrontation with a demon — and how all of it became a catalyst for deeper truth. 🌀 Whether you're spiritually curious or deep in your own awakening, this episode is a wild, thought-provoking ride into unseen realms and real transformation. Support the Podcast:🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live Fridays on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh 🌐 Follow Mystic Jim: https://mysticjim.com/Catch him Live on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@mysticjim11 💠Follow Blue Flower TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/blue.flower.love/ 🔗 Subscribe for more soul-deep conversations about waking up, healing, and finding your path. | |||
| Your Suffering is Your Awakening (You Just Don’t Know It Yet) | 16 Feb 2026 | 01:03:29 | |
Are you running from your shadow, or are you ready to use it as a springboard for growth? In this profound conversation, Mathew Runningwolf joins Blue to discuss the wild ride of human evolution. Mathew shares his journey from a childhood split between Southern Baptist traditions and Native American ceremonies to facilitating intensive plant medicine retreats. Mathew reveals the hard lessons learned from standing up to corruption in spiritual organizations and how he navigated being forcibly committed by family after a massive spiritual awakening. This episode is a masterclass in alchemy: learning how to reframe pain as an anointing and recognizing that your vibration is quite literally your location in hyperspace. We explore:•Hyperspace Vibration: Why your diet, thoughts, and interactions decide your location in creation.•The Shadow in Ceremony: The dangers of holding space without being properly equipped and the lesson of "condoning what you don't stand up for".•The Tower Moments: Losing everything—cars, jobs, and homes—as a path to touching the truest version of the self.•Transcending the Ego: Expanding the "I" from the skin to the rocks, the trees, and the birds.•Self-Grace vs. Shame: Why "white-knuckling" your way through spirituality isn't healthy and how to surfboard the waves of your own vibration. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Get 15 % off at Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE Get 10% on your first year of Google Workspace→ https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Mathew-TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@rnngwlf Work with Mathew- https://www.thepathamedicinejourney.com/ Insta- https://www.instagram.com/rnngwlf YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@rnngwlf ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.loveFacebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| The Empath’s Trap: How to Set Boundaries Without Closing Your Heart | 09 Feb 2026 | 01:05:24 | |
In this solo Q&A episode, Blue dives into the deep end of listener questions, exploring everything from the mechanics of the afterlife to the practical application of Internal Family Systems (IFS) in daily life. We explore:•Trapped Spirits & Limbo: Why the "in-between" phase might be a projection of our own awakening rather than a literal trap. •The Empath's Survival Kit: How to maintain boundaries and control over your "senses" without shutting off your natural connection to others. •IFS & Wounded Parts: Navigating Internal Family Systems to stop the "wounded child" or "defensive adult" from grabbing the microphone. •Healing as a Circle: Why the "linear" path is an illusion and why we must revisit our trauma with new maturity. •The Sensory Hack: Using blindfolds and intentional listening to find the silence between thoughts and drop into deeper brainwave states. We break down why empathy is often a developed survival skill and how to reclaim your senses to stay grounded in an overstimulating world. Whether you're curious about astral projection or trying to navigate the complex "wounded parent" parts of your own psyche, this conversation is designed to help you remove the filters between you and Source energy. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh | |||
| How to Forgive the Unforgivable and Reclaim Your Peace | 02 Feb 2026 | 00:54:31 | |
Are you confusing forgiveness with allowing someone to keep hurting you? In this episode, Blue welcomes back Loralin Engel to dive deep into the complexities of childhood, strict parenting, and the ultimate lesson of forgiveness. Loralin shares her experience growing up in a military household and later navigating a relationship with a narcissistic mother who she felt she had to "endure" for decades. We explore the transformative moment in 2019 when a string of personal tragedies—from a house fire to the loss of a close friend—led Loralin to a massive emotional explosion and, eventually, a profound spiritual awakening. This conversation is a roadmap for anyone struggling to separate forgiveness from reconciliation and learning how to trust the "fleeting thoughts" of their highest self. We explore: • The Military Upbringing: Moving from the Philippines to the U.S. • Escaping Suffocation: Why Laurel ran away at age 18 to escape strict authority and the belittling of her friends. • Enduring the Narcissist: Recognizing the cycle of guilt, pity-seeking, and emotional drainage from a self-centered parent. • The Forgiveness Breakthrough: Why choosing to forgive the situation is a soul agreement that doesn't require maintaining a relationship. • Identifying the difference between the ego’s repetitive stories and the higher self’s quiet, single-sentence guidance. Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Loralin: https://www.loralinengel.com/ YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/@loralinengel TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@mandalapainter Follow on Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/groups/505181006485344 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ | |||
| The Truth About Your Imagination No One Tells You | 26 Jan 2026 | 00:43:56 | |
Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety? In this episode, Blue explores the profound mechanics of the human imagination—not just as a creative tool, but as the literal projector of our physical reality. We unpack how the same mechanism we use for childhood play is often co-opted by trauma to facilitate dissociation and survival. Blue shares personal stories about dismantling the program of "not being artistic" and reveals a powerful inner child practice that led to a massive emotional breakthrough. If you’ve ever wondered if what you see with your eyes closed is as real as what you see with them open, this episode is for you. We explore: •The Imagination as a Projector: Why your mind doesn't distinguish between "real" and "imagined" •Survival Dissociation: How the nervous system uses imagination to protect the body during trauma •The Trap of Limerence: When fantasy stops being medicine and starts being poison •Awakening the 5 Senses: Why grounding in your physical body is the key to clearer manifestation •The Power of Play: Why doing what you loved at age six is the "secret sauce" for adult clarity Support the Podcast & Save $$ Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Blue- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love Instagram- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Website- https://blueflower.love ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ | |||
| Why You Should Be Practicing Telekinesis | 19 Jan 2026 | 01:24:12 | |
Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety?Intuitive healer and telekinesis explorer Anna Zahn joins Blue to reveal a shocking truth: practicing telekinesis isn't just about moving matter—it's one of the fastest ways to master your mind and regulate your nervous system. In this episode, Anna explains how she used "the intuitive playground" to move beyond chronic pain and fibromyalgia.We dive into the science of Psi abilities and why sitting with a piece of tin foil might be the most effective meditative practice you've ever tried. We explore: •Why telekinesis is the ultimate "tangible" feedback loop for meditation •How practicing with the "Egely Wheel" measures your internal life force •The connection between full-body bliss, Kundalini energy, and moving matter •How "play" and "experimentation" allow you to bypass years of restrictive belief systems •The real-world impact: Using telekinesis to find patience and regulation in everyday chaos Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity🌐 Follow Anna- TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@thewildaura Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/the.wild.aura ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXhWant to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love | |||
| Why You Avoid Your Shadow: The Truth About Victimhood and Healing | 12 Jan 2026 | 00:56:57 | |
You don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety? Blue reveals the raw truth about how shadow work is the key to deconstructing the ego and reintegrating the injured parts of the inner child. In this episode, we define shadow work not just as psychological theory, but as the active process of navigating the subconscious baggage we’ve spent a lifetime avoiding. After years of personal exploration through IFS therapy and somatic releasing, Blue shares how to transform your triggers into opportunities for self-love. We explore: •Why we resist shadow work to avoid the "victim" label in our own story •The crucial role of safe relationships in uncovering parts of ourselves we cannot see alone •How to drop into the body to find the emotions the head tries to intellectualize •The "Golden Shadow": Why the people you admire are mirrors of your own greatness •A live breakthrough with a listener on healing from deep childhood trauma and reclaiming personal power Support the Podcast & Save Use Code BLUE & Save 15% 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXhWant to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love | |||
| How to Break the Cycle of Generational Trauma and Violence | 05 Jan 2026 | 02:07:42 | |
Tired of feeling stuck in cycles of anger and anxiety? Spiritual teacher and trauma expert Marcus Gregory Richardson reveals the raw truth about how generational trauma "programs" the brain for violence, and the spiritual framework needed to deconstruct the ego and heal the inner child. Marcus is a leading voice in the integration of psychology, biology, and spirituality. After surviving a harrowing childhood of neglect and extreme physical abuse, Marcus transformed his life into a mission of teaching others how to regulate their nervous systems and reclaim their authentic selves. We explore: •Why your "personality" is often just a trauma-driven program •How childhood abuse causes literal brain damage and chronic inflammation •The "Matrix" moment: How out-of-body experiences reveal our true nature •Why "thinking" and "believing" are the biggest barriers to spiritual knowing •The truth about "Fate" and why letting go of control is the ultimate power move Support the Podcast & Save $$Use Code BLUE & Save 15%🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUEYou don't have to heal alone. 💥Join the Deep Blue Wave Community Now! https://blueflower.love/deepbluewavecommunity 🌐 Follow Marcus- LinkTree- https://linktr.ee/marcusgregoryrichardson TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@marcusgregoryrichardson Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/marcusgregoryrichardson/ Facebook-https://www.facebook.com/MarcusGregoryRichardson77 ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love | |||
| What Happens When You Grow Up Without a Father? | 29 Jun 2026 | 00:42:12 | |
What happens to your sense of safety, security, and confidence when you grow up without a father figure to anchor you? In this episode, Blue pulls back the curtain on what transpired during last week's recording. After a simple community question poked directly at his active father wound, his nervous system completely hijacked his capacity to keep speaking. Watch last week's episode here- https://youtu.be/v2ktxhm2J1w Instead of hiding the moment, Blue uses this episode as a real-time masterclass in navigating shadow work and higher self awareness while standing directly in the face of his own Father wound. Blue shares his raw history of growing up around a father who was physically present but emotionally entirely absent. He details how a breakthrough, in 2017, at an intimate men's retreat in Yellowstone, became the foundation for him to finally understand what masculine safety is supposed to feel like—and how he's in turn learned to create it today in his life. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Is Your Higher Self Secretly Using Your Phone to Send You Signs? | 22 Jun 2026 | 00:45:28 | |
Ever feel like a random post, a perfectly timed comment, or a sudden glitch on your screen was trying to tell you something? In this live-recorded episode of the podcast, Blue dives into the incredibly modern and mind-bending ways your higher self reaches out to you when your eyes are closed to the spiritual realm. Since your highest self wants to help you as seamlessly as possible, they always choose the lowest-hanging fruit—which means using whatever you are already hyper-focusing on. For most of us in 2026, that means our phones. We also tackle heavy real-time community guidance, including how to handle intense workplace bullying by treating high-conflict jobs as a boundary mirror for your shadow. Plus, Blue answers a massive question on navigating non-mainstream career options after an awakening, and shares a raw, live-action moment where he catches his own active father wound triggering his security baseline right on the air. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Why Your Past is Recreating Your Future (And How to Stop It) | 15 Jun 2026 | 00:45:15 | |
Are you tired of making the exact same mistakes over and over again, watching your past dictate your future? On today's episode, Blue breaks down why we continuously recreate our history right up until the exact moment we regulate our nervous system and choose a completely new path. We look beyond inherited generational armor, exploring how deep religious dogma and the societal loops of childhood leave lasting structural filters on how adults perceive reality. Blue shares how he used Theta Healing and universal unconditional love to step out of inherited programs and into the driver's seat of his own consciousness. We also explore deep, real-time audience questions about reincarnation, life path alignment, and managing intrusive memories. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Why Do I Feel Like I'm Always in Trouble? | 08 Jun 2026 | 00:45:49 | |
Do you walk around as a full-grown adult constantly feeling like you're about to get in trouble, make a mistake, or get yelled at out of nowhere? In this episode, Blue dives directly into a massive theme that resonated with thousands of people this week: that constant, low-level sense of anxiety and hyper-vigilance carried over from childhood. Blue pulls from his own raw personal journey of growing up in an emotionally toxic, physically unsafe, and abusive environment, revealing how our nervous systems get stuck in a default survival mode of trying to stay small, hidden, and out of the way. This week also features two profound community call-ins: Terina shares her childhood experience of hearing her higher self before major life events, and Allison details her deep energy work alchemizing ancestral narratives locked deep inside the body's physical nerve signatures to return them back to a clean, neutral baseline. Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Why Your Imagination is the Key to Communicating with Your Higher Self | 01 Jun 2026 | 00:50:22 | |
Are you ready to stop treating your imagination like a childish fairytale and start using it as your primary connection to source? In this episode, Blue breaks down why your imagination isn't just random pretend play—it is a literal vibrational frequency and the primary access point for your connection with your higher self. Blue also addresses deep audience questions, including how to reclaim an imagination that was shut down by others in childhood. We Explore:🔵The Frequency of Connection: Shifting your perspective to see your imagination as a functional receiver for your higher self. 🔵The Evidence Illusion: Why adult limiting beliefs are built on subconscious programs rather than actual objective facts. 🔵The Spaceship Metaphor: Navigating the internal engine rooms of shadow work while sitting firmly in the captain's chair. 🔵Waking Up Pareidolia: How basic sensory play, like finding shapes in clouds or tree bark, trains your brain for higher consciousness. 🔵The 3 AM Movie Drive-In: Why waking up in the middle of the night is your imagination's prime painting time for massive life path shifts. 🔵Creative Grounding: Why picking up a guitar or starting a creative ritual directly sharpens your intuitive clarity. Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| The Truth About Flashbacks & What You Can Do About It | 25 May 2026 | 00:41:27 | |
Have you ever had a sudden, intense flash of a random memory drop into your mind out of nowhere? In this weeks episode of podcast, Blue breaks down the profound phenomenon of "Time Travel Therapy". Rather than treating spontaneous flashbacks as random cognitive static, we look at them as a literal distress call or a download reaching across space-time from a past version of you that needs help, comfort, and validation. Blue shares a powerful personal story of connecting with his 25-year-old self and explains how opening up these memory "attachments" serves as low-hanging fruit for deep somatic shadow integration. We also explore a massive community topic: continuous high-pitched ear ringing. Blue discusses his 14-year history with this frequency, how to treat it as an environmental dial instead of a nuisance, and how the ears function as a sensory gateway to achieving synchronized hemispheres of consciousness. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Are You Stuck Between Your Past & Your Future? | 18 May 2026 | 00:44:41 | |
Are you feeling stuck in the middle of a major life transition? In this episode, Blue explores the intense transition states we experience when moving from an old version of ourselves to a brand-new one. These monumental pivot points—whether sparked by the ending of relationships, losing a job, or deep spiritual growth—naturally bring up our core wounds and deepest hidden fears. Blue breaks down how to navigate this push-pull dynamic, offering a massive reminder: if you're feeling the tension, you are already over the hump. We also tackle listener questions on how to stop fear-driven thoughts and break the self-sabotage cycle. We explore:•The Pivot Point: Why shifting into a new state triggers underlying survival mechanics and ruminating thoughts. •Over the Hump: Understanding why the push-pull feeling means your evolution is already taking care of itself. •Coping Loops: Recognizing hyper-fixated fear thoughts as old childhood scanning habits used to track potential threats. •Shadow Integration: Why catching a glimpse of your shadow lights it up, drawing it toward you for validation instead of dissociation. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| The Truth Your Relationship is Mirroring For You & What You Can Do About it | 11 May 2026 | 00:43:04 | |
Are you using your relationships to hide, or are you using them to heal? In this live Q&A episode, Blue dives deep into the dynamic of relationship mirroring. We explore why we often find ourselves in conflict that feels all too familiar, and how our current partners act as mirrors for the "shadow" parts of ourselves we haven't yet integrated. This conversation offers a game-changing tool for couples: The "Pause" Button. Learn how to stop an activated interaction before your nervous system hijacks your brain, and how to practice "accountable communication" to ensure both partners feel seen, validated, and safe. We explore:•Relationship Mirroring: Why conflict is actually a beautiful opportunity to see the parts of your shadow you can't find on your own. •The "Pause" Button: How to use a "get out of jail free card" to de-escalate triggers and regulate your nervous system. •The Mirror of Parents: Recognizing that you don't treat yourself how your parents treated you, but how they treated themselves. •Unmet Needs: How to meet the needs of your past versions—going all the way back to childhood—within your current connections. •Validation as a Need: Why being witnessed and heard is as vital to a relationship as breathing is to the body. Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| The Truth About Blocked Memories & How to Reprogram Your Past | 04 May 2026 | 00:46:38 | |
Is your mind keeping you safe, or is it just keeping you stuck? In this free-flowing Q&A episode, Blue dives into the critical difference between "sitting with the pain" and drowning in it. Blue addresses a deep listener question about unlocking "blocked" childhood memories. He explores why your internal "safety program" might be the very thing preventing you from remembering your history and how to shift your relationship with the unknown from fear to readiness. We also explore the necessity of allowing pain to dissipate naturally once its message has been delivered, rather than wallowing in it indefinitely. This conversation provides a practical roadmap for nervous system regulation and building a "safe house" for your inner child to finally be seen and validated.Support the Podcast & Save $$ 🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Why Connection is a Basic Human Need | 27 Apr 2026 | 00:40:03 | |
Are you starving for a connection you didn't even know you needed? In this solo deep dive, Blue explores a powerful shift in perspective: connection and attachment aren't just "nice to have"—they are as essential to your survival as food, water, and air. Blue breaks down how our early familial relationships mold our subconscious view of safety. If attachment was dangerous or inconsistent for you as a child, you might find yourself pushing people away today out of fear. We explore:• The Newborn Blueprint: Why physical attachment is a literal survival mechanism.• The Safety Audit: Recognizing if your early programming taught you that connection is "dangerous".• Signals of Depletion: How anxiety, depression, and avoidance are often symptoms of unmet connection needs.• The Shadow of Chaos: Why we sometimes cause drama just to get the validation and attention we crave.• Nervous System Regulation: How to stop the "pushing away" mode by calming your internal "two-year-old".• Phase Two Healing: Shifting from understanding why you are the way you are to choosing what you want to be next. This episode is an invitation to stop treating connection as a luxury and start treating it as the foundational medicine for your nervous system. Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Want to work with Blue? Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| 3 Ways You Can Start Connecting With Your Higher Self Today | 13 Jul 2026 | 00:33:07 | |
Are you ready to stop guessing whether that inner voice is just your mind overthinking or a direct transmission from your higher self? In this episode, Blue outlines practical ways to establish a rock-solid, interactive connection with your Higher Self and your intuition. We explore the subtle duality of living inside the matrix while learning to zoom out to see yourself through a highly evolved lens. Featuring raw, real-time breakthroughs from the live studio audience, this episode acts as a guide to recognizing the immediate responses from your Higher Self you are already audibly projecting out loud. We explore:•The "Mmm" Frequency: Recognizing the visceral, immediate bodily reaction your higher self uses to wave safe or unsafe flags before your conscious mind takes over. •The Imagination Gateway: Leveraging the avatar's visual and creative mechanisms to cleanly receive pure source energy instead of overthinking scripts. •The Free Writing & Audio Loop: Practical ways to externalize internal dialogue using text journals or phone notes to bridge the gap from dual to singular focus. •The Integration Sprints: Why feeling "stuck" is actually a necessary pause allowing your younger, scared parts to catch up to your massive growth platforms. •The Cosmic Cheerleaders: How to read bird feathers and weather synchronicities as high-frequency confirmations that you are in the right place. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| The Missing Step in Your Healing Journey | 06 Jul 2026 | 00:36:31 | |
Are you running in endless mental circles trying to solve the mysteries of your life, only to find yourself butting up against the exact same blind spots? In this episode, Blue breaks down the single biggest missing element people skip right over on the healing journey: getting out of your head and into your physical body. For decades, many of us learn to leave our bodies behind as a brilliant survival mechanism to endure childhood stress, chaos, and trauma. But as adults, we find ourselves completely trapped in our attics—hyper-fixating, analyzing, and processing our life from a strictly intellectual standpoint. Blue pulls back the curtain on his own 40-year resistance to slowing down. He shares how his journey to becoming a yoga instructor completely re-framed his understanding of physical union with source and flipped the lights of his recovery from black-and-white to full, vivid color. This episode is a raw, direct invitation to stop trying to think your way out of somatic pain and instead learn how to trust your body's built-in regulation system. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| The Good vs. Evil Illusion & Why You Can't Win A Battle That Isn't Real | 27 Jul 2026 | 00:30:40 | |
What if the relentless fight between "good" and "evil" isn't a battle to be won, but a mental trap keeping you exhausted and reactive? In this episode, Blue breaks down the ultimate illusion of duality and why splitting the world (and yourself into "good" versus "bad" keeps you at war within your own mind. Blue also shares a powerful somatic metaphor for healing and offers up a simple daily practice that will help connect you with your body. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| How to Tell the Difference Between Your Higher Self & You | 20 Jul 2026 | 00:39:16 | |
How do you actually tell the difference between a message from your Higher Self and the persistent, repetitive commentary running inside your head? In this episode, Blue breaks down the difference between your Higher Self and you. You'll learn the dead giveaways that a thought is just a stress response—and why your Higher Self will never talk to you using shame, guilt, or insults. Blue also answers real-time questions from the live community. He shares three instant physical tools to stop a negative thoughts spiral in its tracks, and takes a closer look at how everyday anxiety hitches a ride on our relationships, routines, and habits. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10%🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||
| Why Your Past Is Running Your Present & How to Fix It | 03 Aug 2026 | 00:46:54 | |
Ever wonder why you overreact to minor stress, struggle with boundary setting, or find yourself stuck in the exact same emotional loops? In this episode , Blue breaks down why you are unknowingly running your adult life on childhood autopilot. When emotional stress strikes, your nervous system slides backward in time—causing you to react from the perspective of a 6-year-old or 10-year-old who felt unsafe, abandoned, or angry. Blue pulls back the curtain on the exact somatic and parts-work framework he uses every day with his 1:1 coaching clients to help them break free from these patterns. You'll learn how to shift from just conceptually understanding your trauma to actively embodying your healing. Want to work with Blue?Book your 1:1 session now- https://blueflower.love/ Support the Podcast & Save $$🧥 Woolly Clothing - High-Quality Merino Wool Clothing Save 15% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.woolly.clothing/BLUE 💻Google Workspace- Save 10% off your first year 🔗Click Here → https://referworkspace.app.goo.gl/BCmc IM8- Science backed wellness supplement Save 10% 🔗 Shop Here → https://www.im8health.com/BLUE ✨ New episodes weekly — streamed live on TikTok every Friday- https://www.tiktok.com/@blue.flower.love 📺 Watch the full podcast archive here on YouTube- https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLb1_11iLrXkK24Hof5MtQ_oH02wN4QLXh Follow Blue on Insta- https://instagram.com/blue.flower.love Facebook- https://www.facebook.com/blueflowerofficial | |||