We’re continuing where we left off from the last podcast and having a straight read through of the RPG Tower of Heaven, a circa 2020 game about an ex-angel breaking into heaven about an ex-love. If you’ve ever loved supernatural stories that are cozy and at the same time heart wrenching, then this game and it’s prompts will be perfect for you! Sometimes we do need the realms of story and fictions to expound on what we feel, through borrow paints, and timelines expanded. 

This is direct read of the instructions of the game and i do read all 78 rooms of tower of heaven, each one a reinterpreted scape of the classical tarot deck. Feel free to pause at any parts/rooms that you like or even randomly shuffle through the audio. I hope you enjoy the Worlds I built back in 2020 as much as I do.

This is part 2 of 2, of a coupled episode where the first episode is a sample playthrough of the game, where I play out the story of Kenneth. 

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A new format for the new year! In this episode Maria plays through an old RPG game they wrote in 2020 about an ex-angel breaking into heaven about an ex-love. A story of liminality and symbol, we explore the space of Stories (a general one or a particular one) and how it can activate the untouched rooms of our psyche. 

This is part 1 of 2, of a coupled episode where the second episode will be a read through of all 78 rooms of tower of heaven, each one a reinterpreted scape of the classical tarot deck.

For this play through, I tell the story of Kenneth a being of particular restriction and regret.

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Community (and genuine connection) is touted as a cure-all to modern day isolation and rugged individualism — but how exactly do you go about doing that? Building that? Especially when we have limited time and resources, how does one create a bank of community that feels sustainable, aligned and real? In this solo-cast we go through two major parts: clarifying for ourselves why we might feel a shift into holding space for more people through a specific intention (part one), but also the pragmatic who what when where how often we create momentum in the connections you are making. 

If you want a convenient starter pack, this is the episode for you. 

PART1: SELF-CLARIFICATION

PART2: PRACTICAL QUESTIONS

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Let’s get cracking on one of the most fundamental concepts in self-development: Self! What is it? What’s our baggage with the definitions of it? Why is it so paradoxically real and not-real? In this podcast we tackle what it means to rebirth and redefine, combing through the common hang-ups of interrogating the self, internally, as well as extrapolating the self externally in your lived manifest life. A lot of folks tend to have a pull to re-make and re-birth, during spring, or during wide tides of change, which the world has plenty. 

In this episode we take a two-pronged approach of simple-complex, internal-external, basic-paradoxical of considering how one really defines the seat of One’s Self. If this seems to be right time to listen to this then you’re surely invited.

• PART1 Aries and the Self: Baggage and other notes
• PART2 Radical self-acceptance: mastery, energy, internal nature
• PART3 Your Self within Society: Co-creation, external nature

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A focused solo-cast on everything mercurial: words, intention, sanctified communication and the very human sincerity of wanting to understand and to be understood. In this podcast ep Maria walks us through the common injuries of an injured throat chakra: whether it was your voice/words not being valued, or our inner storms/word-vomits being numb to it’s own powers. We go through very useful tips on how to tap the power of our VERY WORDS, and how to invoke intentions that help us receive, transmit, feel into what needs to be spoken, and the highest expression/music of our will, heart and soul’s intentions.

If you always find that most of your issues are around communication or an aspect of the mind, this is the podcast for you. 

Covers:

• intro, mental comms, speaking For an energy
• what if the message is not about you? on the throat chakra
• confessing to yourself first, just HEARING the truth
• shallow talk, are your words cheap or is there more weight/value/You in it?
• pre-prayed offering of actions and words, history of one’s own hung-ups in communication: processing & sorting out
• spell work for your Literal Words, tools, words as music, pulsing protected
• prayer for spaces and conversations, stewarding your energetic footprint
• not running away from oneself, the unglamorous job of listening and working with where We Are
• letting go of the need to be magickal, then all Becomes magickal: Everything is Constantly Happening; The Word
• the way you talk is a mirror, how much of us in the density of our speech?

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85 ART TAMBAY: Creativity Acceptance & Community with Lilay and Kent

Welcome to our first live audience podcast ep! In this episode, si Maria Lilay at Kent ay nagkwekwentuhan tungkol sa mga virtues ng creative process at papaano tayo nakakapagheal at learn kasama ng isang community. Located at @odangputikpotterystudio we talk about our own journeys around our creative practices (inner children, stepping out of capitalism), and how necessary it is to consciously cultivate a village especially when modernism leans towards isolationism & personal greed. If times are tough, if creativity and art feel can feel like a classist privilege, if community/totoong mga kasama feels optimized out of your life — then this might just be the podcast ep for you.

An art tambay reminder na: di ka nagiisa and we can continue to keep re-making and remembering the abundance we have in each other.

FEEL FREE TO PARALLEL PLAY/MAKE ART WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PARA BUO PO ANG IMMERSION. atmospheric po ito nasa rooftop po ang vibes

Mga nadaanang topic:

• intros, what drew you to creativity? is art educated out of us? 
• creative play, redefining what art is for or papaano siya ginagawa? capitalism
• pride vis a vis receptivity and grace
• 4th spaces: intentionality, allowing it to be organic
• other kinds of communities/tambayan bat siya needed?
• how about people who can’t break the cycle of exhaustion/isolation?
• leisure class, purging/healing needs to be paced cause even healing change can be stressful
• treadmills of outcomes and better “futures”, self acceptance and present moments, delayed fulfilment, PRESENT gratitude journals
• receptivity and radical presence, making inner spaciousness, aminin ang celebration, while also allowing grief, anger and present feelings
• how stuck are you, REALLY? non-linear processes, cultivating sanctuary, what’s your real definition of success? 
• what are the emergent -isms of the current generation? glocalisms? your honest art kung saan ka 
• dreams to impart knowledge, space sa ating pagkakaiba iba, abundance of connections

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Makiconnect!

kay Lilay:

https://www.instagram.com/lilaypinay/

kay Kent:

https://www.instagram.com/patrickkan999/

sa Odangputik:

odangputik.com

Video version ng podcast:

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Another cafe episode drop! In this episode Maria and Ice walk through the highly underrated topic that is astral remediation, where tough/“hard” planets and aspects on one’s chart can be more supported ergo “remediated”. We go through popular malefic planets like saturn and mars, and go through houses with strong holistic health themes like 6H 12H 4H etc. We emphasize the uniqueness of each person in how they wield, work with and alchemize energies, and encourage folks to find outlets, and complimentary, sulit actions that will help you live out your best life. If you’ve always been frustrated with a chart imbalance or a tough chart placement, this episode is for you.

PS: this pod has a bit of cafe BG noise and was recorded while flushed to an open exchange library, some taglish but remains legible to our international listeners :)

Covers:

• Intro: Astrology is not a personality test 
• Mars, Saturn, Chiron
• Chart rulers, self-worship, Jupiter
• Houses, the subconscious, art making, virgo
• 4H tricky lowest point of the horizon, ancestral woes, Pluto
• North & South Node
• OPEN CALL: for those who need mercury remediation
• Mercury as a neutral position, potent Spelling

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Connect with Ice on IG

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Helo Astro Remediation Resources

Helo Astro: House Remediation 

BONUS

AstroDienst AstroClick Travel for Astrocartography

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83 Grounding, Land Spirits, Belonging, how to do that in the Age of the Internet

This one has been a long-time brewing: an episode on Land Spirits, (advanced!) grounding, and how can we really energetically and meaningfully engage on the internet? Topics might seem disparate at first glance, but so much of the integration needed these days are multi-faceted: our minds have access to so much information, our sense of belonging can be diasporic, fragmented, everywhere and all at once at the same time. What is “grounding” really in a very aquarian age, where information and your food and minerals come from all over the world? In this episode Maria dives through the nuances of basic to advanced conceptions of grounding, such as co-regulating with distant landforms, astrocartography and co-regulating with the bodys of the internet. This episode also comes with meditation/journey proper at the tail-end so it’s a very very! packed one hour.

If you ever felt like it’s impossible to ground and be in touch with the land and spirit, in the age of the internet? this episode is for you. 

Covers:

• Grounding basics: body & earth core
• Feeling of belonging? Nesting 
• human nature is still nature
• Land spirit basics: allyship, rectifications, illnesses, food
• Land spirits more: co-regulation with cultures, memory, plugging in
• Why we “disassociate”/dislodge: spatially and temporally, constantly!
• immediate physicality is Omni, as well; Now
• People are Ecosystems, Global interconnectedness, living tensions
• Co-regulating with the internet? biased to mental realms
• transcendent connections: practical energetic tips for the internet
• …generosity of global devotees and bridges
• Meditation/journey proper

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Welcome to our first cafe-atmospheric podcast, we have a wonderful guest @jupitergrace sitting down with us and walking us through the primary roles, lessons and integrations of our Human Design (HD) Chart. An accessible system that combines, the iching, astrology and the body, Grace walks us through the main centers of our HD chart and what it really means to be closed/open in these specific aspects of our bodies. We also talk about our personal journeys between receptivity-directedness, self-acceptance amidst projectors, manifestors, generators and reflectors amidst generations and cultures — all while having cake! If you enjoy the picking out the nuances of these HD body energies, and what can it mean to your unique energy, boundaries, gifts and lessons then this is the podcast for you!

Note: this episode is significantly in tagalog

Covers:

• experiencing vs grasping/collecting
• HD and it’s straightforward conscious and unconscious
• main centers for projectors: timing & rhythm
• manifestors, generators, reflectors…where the light is
• splenic center — emotional solar plexus; birds responding to winter or internal ecosystem emergent
• will/heart/ego center — valid desire of validation et al
• G center/identity center — magnetic monopole
• throat — expression, bungad ng ating fountain
• ajna and crown
• lines and wonder about spleen meridians
• Splenic Center, G Centers and embodied feelings
• how about open centers? sacral center ni grace
• body wisdom, needing other bodies, 
• recent transits of big pisces to aries planting energies

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Back from a short break we have a solocast on one of the most underrated and quite frankly! misunderstood type of healing lineage. We often talk about ancestral healing, in the lens of our primary parental wounds, but this episode invites us into cultures, traditions and even concepts around land/minerals as A ancestor, to really make generous and wide our concept of family, ancestry and connection. The collective is the individual, the self/loob~kapwa is a porous chosen and surrendered thing. What does it mean to rectify themes of home/uwi/return, especially to the level of “here” and one’s own body/bodies? How do we arrive to inspired answers to these very important themes? We know what hasn’t worked, but how do we gather dreams and ways of being that includes more of us? The individuated cycle breaker but also the enduring new growth of roots and fresh soil? What is it to be really— an ancestor?

Cover:

• Intro, what is your family’s Story
• basic concepts: shamanic journeys, group guides, altars and how to work with it
• lifetimes of being earth, feeling “rooted” “home” somewhere w someones…
• why group work exists, bakit ako?
• amiotic fluid of prayer and an interstitched world
• your story is mine my story is yours story is mine ad infiniti
• rectification can be domestic, making intimate and rhythmic ancestors and connection
• sick of “working on yourself”? Selfing yourself to death
• what is the role of this reln/this grp of my life? constant rebirth of souls and grps
• What about soul family, transcendent Love & Family? 
• How does the system and the body reorient to transcendent and present love?
• profound realizations by your soul, but also realized via your Life

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Related Podcast Episodes:

61 Forgiving Your Parents and Second Adulthood 

16 Divine Mother Rectification

17 Divine Father Rectification

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This one is a certified banger, we have the lowdown on an often vilified but potent planet: Ms. Saturn. Maria has invited the wonderful integrative astrologer, Thea of @soulsoiltlc to walk us through what it really means to have a Saturn Return, lessons, and the elemental aspects of it’s cosmic-stuff and phases. We cover somatic expressions of these energetic integrations and talk about the soupy time of Pisces in Saturn, Kairos vs Chronos, and why is it Really that time feels so weird lately? It’s easy to lug around the word “quantum”, but with this podcast we have mythic, dialectic-erotic!, and cheeky stories and images to really have you reckoning with grandfather time, and all it’s topsy-turviness. If you ever feel like you have a lot of work, activations or simply downright questions about the iconically “hard” teacher called saturn (or Growing Up) then this is the podcast for you.

PS: some quips are in taglish but this is mostly legible to our non tagalog speaking listeners; also includes a gentle wash of geminid WIND and occasional lolo airplanes landing thru the recording

Covers:

• Saturn, discipleship capital Trauma, loss of innocence, Capricorn & Aquarius
• Myth of Saturn as Kronos, Castrating the family tree, mars et al 
• Ms. Saturn, Venusian matriarch & pleasure
• Cancer foils Capricorn; Leo foils Aquarius
• Thea's personal Saturn experience
• Time and timelessness, Chronos vs Kairos
• Quantum reinvention of seed dreams/programming
• This is why you feel like you’re not going “anywhere” = you’re in a sphere
• Uranus entering Gemini, make ANCHORS to the NOW when doing timeline work
• VERY NEW RESET: which path are you choosing into the new cycles? writing new quantic code, i am ALL/the whole mountain frequency
• More paradoxes, tension of the opposites, existential comedy, nervous system, what is eternal? 
• WIRED & WEIRD business podcast series, Rose Alchemy Container and Thea's integrative foundational astrology courses

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https://www.instagram.com/soulsoiltlc/

bit.ly/tlcbio

Mata Coop

https://www.instagram.com/mata.coop/

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Related Podcast Episodes:

Forgiving Your Parents and Second Adulthood 

Folding Time as a Sphere

Life’s Cycles and Rhythms 

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Let’s talk about the year of the snake and the archetype of shedding. Themes of collaboration are coming up for the Chinese New Year, and it becomes important not only to be honest with ourselves with our own needs but to be lucidly clear with what we can expect and exchange in our various relationships. We also cover plenty of learnings with regards to relating to crystals: choosing quality over quantity, caring for our mineral companions, and allowing crystals to teach you when they emit certain qualities of alchemy, or even when they bend or break.

If you’re keen to learn about the astrology of 2025 from a Lunar/Chinese New year perspective and would love to learn about MadebyKCA and crystals in general then this is the episode for you!

Note: this episode is mostly in tagalog / taglish

Covers:

• about the brand, childhood resonance with crystals
• baby pink & rose quartz, grays
• crystals and earth energy as memory, psychometry
• good energy in good exchange, “swerte ba ako?”
• transformation, shedding, collaborations, discernment
• convenient lang ba yan?, group think?
• good connection: is there respect or love/attachment? 
• knowing yourself, different kinds of friends, circles
• wood, yin, candle; not losing yourself
• self-honesty, process as revealment, may crystal ba na forever?
• birthstones per month, the use of spacers, why? as an anchor
• “imperfect”/self-healed crystals, “enhanced” crystal, sensitivity to frequency
• tumbles and grids! being very flexible in gridding a house
• personalized crystals, regifting crystals, cleansing , rechargingand those that break

Connect with MadebyKCA:

taplink.cc/madebykca

Episodes mentioned:

Charm of Kaneladia: Candle Magick

https://open.spotify.com/episode/4mxyUQkA9JV9X3EAnfiNqB?si=f9fe07d978434fcd

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A relatively short but important podcast! In this episode we pick apart the different nature (or even orientation) of listening to Intuition versus Overthinking. For many, accessing the many depths and spiritual intelligences inside of us feels overly magickal, miraculous when it can surely be everyday, lived and embodied. In this episode, we walk through the capacities to discern but also drop into the well of intuition inside of us, a sure web and compass from our Soul and how to increasingly grow momentum and trust with it. 

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78 Domestic Magick & New Year Purging

WELCOME TO THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE NEW YEAR! Fresh from our little break we have a very conveniently timed episode: How to purge (the different ways of it), and How magick and wisdom is so available our everyday environment. Let me hang out with y’all as you reset for the new year, and how we so easily miss the present and blooming wisdom that can be right in front of our eyes. For a lot us, we can relegate spirit in only! specific places/practices that seem more “spiritual/holy”, not realizing the things that remind us of ourselves, and our very human sense of mastery is a sliver of grace that helps us access spirit! love! truth! Your personal frequency is available to you, you are It. If there’s anything to declutter, it is that which is the largest, looming and you know-it-already thing that you’ve ignored and put off that you’ve known for a long time would serve you really really well. 

It’s the start of the year! Season’s greetings! We speak and weave the same lessons in varying harmonies so enjoy. 

PS: Yes this is a better audio quality than usual you’re correct 

episode link in bio! 

Covers:

• intro
• fengshui! a brief taster of the energies of the next year
• elemental masteries in different veins: eg seasonal colds
• know One thing deeply and well, know the All; How you do one thing is how you do everything
• the downplay of domestic wisdom, and the natural intelligence of life
• the downplay of aesthetics as a body of wisdom, femininity and weaponization?
• organic natural posture, satisfying!!! energy
• ensouling materials!, the household path and being integrated to your day to day life
• do you feel centered and at home in yourself?
• appreciation and acknowledgement, snaked sheds still as itself

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By the end of the year we usually take stock of the past, and meet maybe (with some disappointment and frustration!) the gap between our previous new year’s intentions, goals, and maybe our own personal expectations. The energy of innocence, hope, youth, dreams, vigour is something that will always co-exist and lie in contrast with the energy of salt, mud, wisened protection, aged bitterness, the rubber meeting the road. 

Maybe what’s stopping us from a real fresh start, or fresh feeling with life, is the closet of old dreams, deflated, when the wind, “was knocked right out of us” and just the nuanced history of hard things happening to us and around us, and our conscious self doing it’s best to “catch up” with ourselves and where we’re really at, alongside the truths in the dreams of where we want to be. 

This podcast ep covers an exercise that reviews not only gratitude of the past year, but the underlying more secret disappointments we have had, and considering if there are underlying patterns and themes of desire, wisdom, worldly truths that hold a larger realization, truth and meeting of where you really are right at this moment. This transcendent ‘knowing’ is tempered by the acceptance of the heart, but also acknowledging the true callings/desire of the will (A mind-heart-will resonance so to speak). 

Episode actually has ASMR-like quiet times for when we journal/write alongside each other. Hope this serves you well .

For reference for folks following along

Step 1 

Write 10 disappointments/failures/things from the past year/the past in general

• What did you want from it really?
• What actually happened? What truth was revealed from your exploration?

Step 2

Notice patterns from your list, are they usually around a certain theme? Is there an underlying real need from defeated dreams? Is there a pattern of lesson from the realizations? Which numbers feel like they’re more “loaded”/more baggage?

• Don’t math it, listen to the ache/notice rather than solve

Step 3

Walk it out: what is the core truth of where you are at? the base of the tree? Shadow and light, rubber and road: digesting a transcendent and integrated truth: will (desires, dualities) heart (acceptance) and mind/soul (+transcendence). How do you feel? How to support this?

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For our second outdoor episode! hang out with Maria and Charm Aradia (@charmaradia the practitioner behind @kandeladia), and some park cats as we talk about Charm’s wisdom journey, and some basic invocation techniques. Charm has a lineage of closed practice, so what is disclosed is a curious peek into a muddy, elemental and rooted practice that is not only local but is also respectful of the sensual and the transitions of ash/death. Very hilarious park-events-bonus-only-done-in-live recordings happen and I can assure you that if you want a very easeful talk, that speaks frankly but also directly about the mystical experience (especially with intention candles!) then this is a must listen for you.

Covers: 

• intro, beginnings in candle making
• beginnings of kandeladia
• intentions of sharing her practice, not a business
• taboo practice while also always having been like this
• clairs reopening, managing “turning off”
• choosing to transmit light, but being fully in the mud (rocknroll vs cozycats)
• sex is important! 
• setting intentions, abundance candle misunderstood?
• basic candle magick, energy exchange, boundaries, contracts
• ancestral lineages and final words

Connect with Charm! 

https://www.instagram.com/kandeladia/

https://www.instagram.com/charmaradia/

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A long overdue episode! Maria takes everyone on a tour of books, lineages and wisdom bodies that are good foundational starting points for spiritual practice. We cover the major categories of: Personal Development, Psyche Adjacent, Spiritual, Podcasts and Special Mentions to present a wide base of development that is most appropriate and integrative for every person/soul. Maria basically does a really good synthesis of each lineage mentioned, and “contraindications” of why something may not “work” for a certain person in their specific path. Wisdom is something that is very difficult to steal from you and has a very prescient form in one’s energy, if you need something to gift to loved ones (including yourself) consider this a holiday list. 

(Note: A lot of these have free access versions online) 

PERSONAL

- Tony Robbins RPM, core beliefs and archetypes

- Peter Crone and working through major BS

- Esther Perel emotional paradox of security and intimacy > John Wineland and the polarity pole (consider Deida and masc practices, EMBODIED THO)

- use sa femme and women w wolves but I also want to recommend dark femme books, and pleasure politics to really untangle unconscious biases about listening to ur pleasure, chaos, menstruation etc

- Non violent communication (NVC, note: decolonial)

PSYCHE

- it didn't start with you, epigenetics

- Jung: man and his symbols

SPIRITUAL

- Mantak Chia and TCM

- Osho orange book

- Quantum Healing (basic BASIC energy healing)

- Babaylan sing back (local indigenous) 

- ARNOLD MINDELL and processwork: shaman’s body esp. on intuition + basic shamanism; really good at explaining listening to signs and holding process rin for class/cultural conflict + leadership 

- my grandmothers hands — decolonized body, racial work, REALLY good handbook, I’ve had friends have such a difficult time working thru this one but really body poetics and leverage, Resmaa Menakem

- Ken Wilber Integrative Model of Consciousness

- Paul Chek — esp if ur in PT, HTEMBH, a lot of free content, good at pattern weaving

- Visionary Iching — for folks with geomancy leanings

- Energetic herbalism — for kitchen witches 

• Steiner how to know higher worlds
• Stalking The Wild Pendulum: On the Mechanics of Consciousness by Itzhak Bentov.

PODCASTS:

- aubrey marcus - strikes a balance of reltability, depth, good interviewing

- paul chek - strong arz

Bonus

- Alchemist ni Coelho

- Adiyogi Sadghuru

- Gabor Mate: myth of normal, when the body says no

- Caroline Myss sacred contracts

• Yes please go read fiction, learn from everything, be voracious and all encompassing, weave with whats your context and urgent for you: eg: chris do, steal like an artist
• amarastrand.com

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In this episode of Integrated Awakenings we have a Philippine functional mushroom pioneer Jilly Lovegood talking to us about her relationship with nourishment, and trusting synchronicities to manifest access to wild, ethically sourced, and the heart aligned business that she has today. She walks us through her unique experiences of sharing a lot of food wisdom during the height of the pandemic, as well as some more familiar experiences around Ayahausca, dream downloads and discerning the integration and call to spirit. Jillian has a steadying patience and quiet willingness to show up for what would be “muddy” work, that might be just the assurance you need during chaotic times. If you’ve been curious what spiritually makes, mushrooms that bloom earth violet — then this is the episode for you. 

Episode is in taglish :)

Covers:

• birth of a business: my daughter a miracle baby, and her clean well-being
• dream vision of earth violet — the earth as one, st. germaine , and transmutation
• being overly an empath during a collective purge
• lions mane from a half-aborigine woman 
• big business transition to shopee
• pregnancy as the catalyst to awaken, a simultaneous public invitation for all others to walk with her
• facebook posting and health conversion, planting seeds
• bulacan and shamanic ayahausca retreats, the scent of lion’s mane
• sharing, powerful impact to nerves and mental clarity 
• doing personalized herbalist consultations, and complimentary medicine
• listening to spirit in creating custom blends for illnesses
• TCM, holistic approach: water, movement, job, health? a mirror of me
• compassion to everyone’s process, intention > diet content
• trusting your own sincerity with venting
• “just high all the time” when! you meditate anyway
• going back to center, knowing how to go back

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OUR FIRST OUTDOOR Atmospheric podcast ep! Come hang with Maria and Lilay habang pinaguusapan ang mga bagay tungkol sa pagagawa ng sining tungkol sa ating mga puki, pagtatahi, at ang simpleng kapasidad ng pakikineg sa mga istorya. I personally feel really expanded by this conversation, as a very real practice of pakikinig at pagpapakilala sa sarili, at pagsasabuhay ng mga intention mo sa paglilikha at paghahabi kasama ng mundo. We talk more about her previous and current works, and trade stories on how we came about accepting our creative natures. If you’re up for company sa may sunken garden with surprise puppy (and kitty!) visits, then this is the episode for you. 

Covers:

• papaano natagpo ni lilay ang theme ng puki
• menstruation! papaano tayo sinocialize about our puki
• “bakit walang mga lalaki sa feminist theory na pa workshop?”
• on Stories
• themeless-ness, being a platform
• when did lilay start wanting to ask questions? listen to stories?
• working with textile, meditative processes
• domestic, home, communal arts, culinary-textiles
• pakikinig sa inner voice, discovering joy sa art
• changing my lens, space and speaking out
• intentions & the art world
• closing thoughts: on showing up! 

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Hot off the press we’ve got a very important solo-cast with Maria: talking about Life Transitions and the cycles of time. A lot of folks have a lot of tangled up grief and emotions around transitions: from being a child to a teenager, to what does adulthood even mea? what and where are the elders supposed to look like, why even bother looking forward to aging? The thing is most of these life cycles, are paradoxically, not going to change! They are an eternal constant, visible in the iching, the tarot, the way seeds are planted, grown, fruit and are replanted again. To think in terms of rhythms and cycles is also to be attuned to the natural breath of the universe, no matter what society, situation or problem you may have. If anything it’s what’s always been there so why not we have a listen?

This episode doesn’t have much of an outline but key terms are:

• maiden, mother, crone (triple goddess archetype)
• initiations and rites of passage
• archetypal seasons
• what counts as “adult” now?
• anachronisms
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In this new solocast on Integrated Awakenings, we have Maria walking us through a new way of thinking about the energetic body. Instead of thinking of chakras specifically or thinking of auric layers, we talk about the major systems that make up and fuel our energetic body, referenced and synthesizing multiple energetic body systems. We talk about major considerations with: natal energy, land/ecosystem energy, relationship energy, the “pregnant” energy of projects and intentions. If you are someone involved in bodywork or simply want to have an integrative and energetic view of what “feeds” your system, then this podcast is sure to be some food for thought.

Yes po 201 is a joke kasi di po ito 101 mej advance pero also basic AHAHA : > 

Covers:

• Intro into why this topic(?) (!)
• Overview of: natal, land, relational, intention based energies
• Natal energy and the initial catalyst of historical trauma
• Land energy and akma/appropriate ecosystems for certain kinds of makeup. Body alive, plugged and compatible
• Relational energy, transcendent versions and how we make “room” in our bodies for folks’ energies
• Energies from major projects and intentions, how we temporarily make room, nest cocoon, and shift energies for them 
• General notes on being able to increase the bandwidth of energetic receptivity, not being attached to the “high” of a catalyst/transformation, radical honesty to what is stressing/changing in your system 

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Have you ever felt a violence possess you and felt overwhelmed, bad, unacceptable? let’s Unpack that. In this juicily thorough episode we have Vicky Marquez, a great thinker and friend to walk us through why is it really that we feel uncomfortable about power, justice, gender, oppression and all manners of Systemic Violences, and what it has to do with both our personal and collective healing. We touch topics both personal and collective, around neurodivergence upto violence portrayed/normalized in genre/gendered media and arrive at such vast viewpoints with how to consider feeling so viciously violent.💥

As usual, we weave healing themes around spiritual lineages, philippine context and catholicism and just very accessible skill-issue pa-“tool-kit” that helps anyone re-orient and even become a splendid ally to any feelings that have extra teeth. 

Episode is in taglish

Covers: 

• intro, defining terms~ violence for babies
• trauma reactions, fight / flight / freeze, absorbing violence
• integrating one’s throne; why is it “lower vibration?”, martial disciplines
• christianity, surrender re: BDSM
• what makes YOU violent? quote unquote “bad guy”, fueled by spite
• somatic expression, and alchemizing a fuel from inis etc 
• a deep sense of justice, responsibility, authority, sovereignty
• mars in libra, what if our mars is constipated? and verbal expression
• as a traumatized, colonized country, specific language
• evolved vs unevolved ver, iching martian roots 
• surgical wounding, correction, knives and piercingness
• nice dobbermans, how comfy are we with bickering and debates?
• castrated outlets, numbness, how many fucks do you talaga?
• belated defense of younger versions of you somatically
• defense as an expression of love, argument as an act of faith and love, modelling
• how: radical ally of yourself, allow yourself to believe and love ang inaawayan mo
• allowing folks to be angry for you and at you in a healthy way, curiosity & wisdom
• anger is the same as sadness just a dif direction, its quite vulnerable
• SKILL ISSUE! NVC (non-violent communication), research, relationship practice
• how stories can open you, media consumption, integrating anima-animus jungian lore
• sasuke, fightclub, windbreakers, solo-leveling and other violent media
• actualizing vis a vis receptivity, discoursin bout equality
• a prophet energizes and criticizes, respectful trustful loving way in releasing violence
• last thoughts: playfulness, healthy parenting authority, 

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www.vmarquez.substack.com : hyperfixations

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Podcast Episodes Mentioned:

Filipina Anger atbp with Vonne Ledesma

Destroyer, Killer Archetype, First Ray

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Hello and welcome to a thorny banger! This is honestly a very tricky topic to discuss as most folks can have a lot of built-up trauma around money, systemic power struggles, and perceptions with income classes that’s just got it good. As much as spirituality and Love steeps all things, very “societal” constructs: like classism and privilege are these very real karmic-imprints/thought-forms/collectively-shared-baggage that can’t be just philosophized away but is something that needs to be seen with utmost clarity, compassion and alchemy. A very human integration to say, spiritual experience.

Consider this podcast episode a primer to reflecting about one’s own privilege, how that shows up “karmically” for different folks, and how money-position-power can be something that is wielded with utmost compassion (while also clearing the imprints of how previous owners of these things, or nakagawian/nakasanayan ways of doing things) can also really offer a giant shift and deep deep freedom.

This ep is partially in taglish!, some cussing too

ANNOUNCEMENT: The podcast will be also be releasing every other week now to give more space to collaborate with guests and to sustain the depth and quality of our episodes. If y’all noticed some of the recent episodes released are also longer! (upto 2hours!) so do know we want to offer long-term value to our community and thus the change of pace :)

Ep covers:

• more comfort but also more karmic cache?, isolation
• unequal capacities to do community work
• spiritual pracitices born out of certain kinds of populations, economics
• intersectional privilege x non-duality and non-judgement
• princess~royalty imprints & slumming
• shaming/masking one’s own privilege/truth, performance/presentation of rank
• emotional skills from impoverishment
• desire for achievements to be mine, desperation
• privilege for good***
• spirituality is a privilege! you can earn/build up privilege
• being exposed to kindness, affording kindness, emotional sensitivity
• relearning a relationship to money, internalized oppression
• money has memory, exchanges can FEEL good 
• being specific with our rage/hate
• shame: being open, and alchemizing with past hurts
• traumatic shame in the body not the mind, delayed alchemy
• define what privilege, true luxury-abundance is for you
• what do you actually want?
• fulfillment is an inside job
• filipino privilege “3rd world” but? Loved
• closing

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Recommended Read:

Sitting in the fire : large group transformation using conflict and diversity by Arnold Mindell

Mentioned Episode

Azaza: On Manifesting 

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Featured: Where are You Now? for your timeline and goals

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If you ever feel like your end of year ruminations need to process not just the past years, but the past several years (and larger cylces) then you’re not alone. Time is fudgy! And there are a lot of concepts, assumptions and expectations we bake into how things end (or don’t end), or how things tie up and awkwardly transition into things you notice happening (or don’t notice! happening at all). Join the conversation with Maria and Anna as they walk through the cyclical in between of being between eras and grief, and yielding to heart that both Knows (and maybe doesn’t need to know). Listen in :)

Note: Episode has significant tagalog as kwento/chika/storytelling

Covers:

• haircuts, shedding color schemes, skins
• saturnian changes, marking endings or ever transitioning beginnings
• Eg: oh it’s still alive it’s just …in a different form now…
• when do gardens actually end? 
• definitions of “sacred” changing: salt water is salty no matter the shape
• changing versus just being at peace with “muchness”
• rush to have answers but maybe we shouldn’t have them? absolutely
• what’s a miracle you didn’t even plan for? 
• (GREMLIN SCHREAMING)
• love, friendships: your heart content, honest and untamed at peace with the life it gets to hold
• love as sharing, invitation; do you want to include your heart in your plans?
• what does your Kaibuturan need wala ng lokohan. listening long enough to actually answer? 

Connect with Anna 

https://www.instagram.com/artbyannadominiquesantos/

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Today we have a long-awaited guest, a long time collaborator of Maria, Anna Dominique Santos, an artist-healer from Bulacan comes to talk on the show about the spiritual aspect allowing yourself to be a conduit of Art and a creative force. We also talk about the usual hang-ups of student’s and client’s she’s come to address and talk about the power of a radically compassionate and authentic art practice. If you know a side of you that’s a frustrated creative then this is very much a potent podcast for you.

Note: this podcast is in taglish, and in some parts has extra doge and rain effects

Covers:

• flowing water, seasons of art 
• pain point ang art?
• does it have to be finished or grand?
• kindness and deep listening to yourself
• label of “artist”, art as connection
• art as craft versus art as process
• common narratives against creative energy and how to shift these narratives
• curiosity and a nurturing capacity, lived practice to actually physicallize self-love
• fear of own power, courage to connect
• creativity: a relationship to awe, being inside a mystery

Follow Anna: 

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Hi! This episode doesn't have an ep intro so that it's optimized to be looped when you're sleeping or resting, or when you feel like you want to actively journey/visualize reclaiming your own energy.

This is specifically designed to help folks recharge, outside the bounds of time, as well as to tap to their original frequency, supportive energies, and their innate magick, dimensions/levels/versions that are wildly and innately magickal.

This is a multi-layered recording so it is more enjoyable with headphones/earphones. Feel free to "lean into" whatever energy bed/ energies feel like serve you best.

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PREVIOUS ENERGY BEDS

Inner child, general health

Sexual Trauma

Past suicidal ideation- allying shadows

Traumatic Memory Deletion

CPTSD

Sleep inductions

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Hi and welcome to an exciting episode from Integrated Awakenings, we have a special guest Amara Strand, a wonderful contemporary example of enlightened living, talking to us about Advanced Dreaming techniques. We both share expanded experiences, immense downloads, and specific technique developments when transitioning and weaving alongside the different dimensions of the dream realm!

Whatever the level of exposure one has to dreamwork, this episode is sure to expand and empower your authority and capacities in whatever level, portal, dimension of dream state. If you've ever wanted deeper sleep, better energetic hygiene, relatable (or maybe not so relatable) stories of shamanic dream shenanigans, then this is a great primer/jump off point on how to powerfully go about your advanced dreaming practice. If you've been a long time listener of Amara's or Maria's, I also assure you that this episode has a beautiful synergy of energies that can certainly open you up to possibilities and self-mastery that can be lying dormant and awaiting for your willing openness.

Covers:

Benefits of Advanced Dreaming

Physical Recuperation, Condensed Learning

Extend your ability to grow psychologically, magically, spiritually

How to invoke more mastery in your dreams

Having a genuine neutral and rested state, discernment

Processing, processors

Dream hygiene 

Dream yoga

Tips for safe dreaming

Cross-transferrable fundamental techniques

Dream shielding, passive spells, purity of intentions!!!

Create a dream protector or device

Wake up, Grow up

How to ground into physical reality after intense dreaming:

Value your waking life, anchoring to it

Retrieve your soul, processes for waking up

Techniques review: focus, time/space, condensing, discernment, true face?

Consent with walking into other's dreams

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Amara's Mention Dream Inductions from Youtube:

Release

Wealth

Lucid Story

More from Amara:

amarastrand.com

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It’s been a while since we had a magick episode so let’s do comeback with a banger: Let’s Interrogate What Really Is The Source of Magick, and what is really holding you back from having an infinite tap to it? Is it a thing you buy off the shelf? Something specially gifted? Something unconditionally and totally faced? Are we sapped of it by the dredges of bad thought-loops, and vampiric societal assumptions? What does it really mean to be aligned with your magick or to become magickal? Why is the Summary Full of Questions and Interrogations? 

Go find out:

• What is Magick? 
• What’s the Loophole? What’s that Really? (+Filipino)
• Would you bend reality without losing your mind?
• Do you want to have a direct link to infinity?
• What are your reasons for asking that?
• What’s your crowbar?
• What is it yanking open?
• Where did it die? Where did you sell it?
• Are you begging someone to see you?
• Have you ever put a reality in danger?
• Would you be willing to die? “Finding the Fck Out” ?
• What Miracles have happened to you? 
• What is the quality of your Thought forms?  
• The Dream of Limitations
• Is that Really a Leap of faith? 
• Did you try That out? Did you Ride that? 
• Is that Necessary? Where? Huh? 
• Omni-efficient?
• Who is considered an enemy? underserving?

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Episodes Mentioned:

Basic Metaphysical Techniques

https://open.spotify.com/episode/52wEspLr8pAJfHniLIZRT0?si=4d5602f2b855493a

Self-Authenticity / Reclamations

https://open.spotify.com/episode/32MtMR08hwGGlbgStbS1Oi?si=4c5d5ae67def4819

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Continuing an old series (since feb pa!) — the creative process as spiritual discipline. In this episode we’re talking about how to feel very enabled and liberated to translate our curiosities and creativities in between creative mediums and expressions. We’ll talk about how that might just bust you out of a creative rut, and also activate parts of you that have felt dormant or under stimulated and raring to be expressed and wonderfully integrated. We also walk ourselves through some simple processes and frameworks that would help enable us to straddle different modes of creativity easefully and talk about cool prompts and questions that would help frame this creativity as a spiritual process within itself.

If you tend to have all the hobbies, or are wildly interested in different things and trying to make sense of your multi-faceted creative spirit, then this is the podcast for you! If on the other hand, you’re still kind of wading through the idea of trying vastly different things and mediums, then this is STILL the podcast for you (HAHA).

(This ep was recorded feb 2024)

Covers:

• Intro, total theater
• mastery from a comfort zone translated for a new thing
• leading interest with fun, genuine curiosity, a heightened sensitivity 
• become a better person? your art grows???
• being Total in one’s process, all encompassing and all involved
• permission to be all out, weird?, deeply shameless ideas that incite and excite, or provokes question
• art as a gift, as an act of devotion, an everyday/folk creativity in life. it’s okay for life to be richer, and to be more personal, authentic
• processwork’s sense channels, explore other modes of being
• experientials and learning by doing (pedagogy) 
• demo lab: heartbreak, sacred ask: can we genuinely meet a question?
• demo maria: game design, demo sample: international cooking/traveling, costumes to pass as...
• exploring your edges, circumambulating a theme/question
• bravery and honesty in process,.. we need everybody

Previous Episodes on Creative process:

Somatics

https://open.spotify.com/episode/6rJIGKwtouW9VSoaNJaNBF?si=9ec59d31bbf447c3

Writing

https://open.spotify.com/episode/7mxfADzVzOjNJV6V1sswTf?si=a48165f5be7e4c4b

References Mentioned:

Arnold Mindell: Dreambody and other books

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Manifesting! Money! Miracles! Is always a high priority for so many of us. In this episode, we tackle alongside our guest Azaza, common blocks, belief systems and nuances that usually brings practitioners out of alignment. Wether it’s your definition of abundance-plenty, generosity, or perceptions about fate/deservingness, we’ll definitely be introducing shifts into that language. If you’ve ever wanted to hear us walk around the topic of “manifesting”, or in desperate need of a miracle, then this is the episode for you! thanks for being in resonance, with such generous realities.

note: episode has a lot of tagalog in the latter half

Covers: 

• intro
• “manifest” as a word, co-creation, alignment of blueprints
• let’s start: a basic process for understanding your needs and desires
• science of vortices, time-streams, cultivation, harvest, hooking vs quantumleaps
• how to quantum leap, defining what success is to you? how about peace? 
• a big life? why? colonialism? culture? expectations by/of what?
• what you do vs what you DON’T do
• nothing is wasteful in nature & literal, you can’t do it alone
• imagination, belief, impossible things are muscles you exercise
• manifesting dumb things, “serious” things, for other people 
• grace, nasa tao and gawa nasa Diyos ang awa 
• if something is misaligned, your desires are being combed out/sinuskulay, what did you NOT like?
• specific and unattached, discerning if the opportunities is for you, trusting the long-term benefits
• executive function to make so many decisions, and the space for planning/seeding/germinating seeds
• delusion as manifestation, just cause something is not tangible doesn’t mean it doesn’t evoke
• sex magick, sacral, eros, mind/heart/eros paths of manifesting
• what chakra do you ground in? complex energy bodies, saan ka? Will-body base
• for ace spec people: sensual joy
• deep state of gratitude, or DUMB luck, how willing are you to accept? 
• control and comfort with a type of love, love from strangers
• maria and azaza share some synchronicity stories: tickets, traffic etc

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Episodes mentioned:

Azaza on Priestessing

https://open.spotify.com/episode/3OiSfsf9l0cmS7ydjUDojU?si=b40315b461d34b8c

Azaza on Kink

https://open.spotify.com/episode/1FQOqpZRC15expX1FdRdNX?si=c32d0d80c0334659

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I CANT BELIEVE I HAVEN’T HAD AN EPISODE ON THIS. In this ep of Integrated Awakenings Maria covers a few unexpected examples of how spirits/god/love “sees you” and your truth. Often times, a radical self-knowing and acceptance, is cushioned with out accountability, or the emphasis of being able to advocate your gifts and your work. Maria covers the necessary labor of coming into really knowing oneself, and finding the language of temperance to meaningfully participate in the world around you. They also cover some recent collective initiations around the HARA-it’s potent shadows, as well as being able to temper it’s teethful strength with the heart of the maiden-empress. (taurus scorp axis). If you’ve been needing to resource and root back to yourself lately then this is the ep.

Covers:

• intro
• ‘something majorly wrong about me’/ the curse is a gift you must learn to wield
• maria example & chaos
• pwede mo naman hanapin sarili mo pero kasama mo naman sarili mo parati
• the most expensive thing you can do, is what feels like play to you 
• unsung traits: invisibility, plainness, simple beauty
• necessary temperance and advocating for ones gifts
• who am i when the social goop is so AMORPHOUS?
• who am i when i am so Multiple?
• what if you just go Total? Absolute
• ritualized killing, violence, wow I have violence too? death energies…
• heat,hate, heat wave, detox, strength & temperance.
• heart-warrior archetypes, matriarchs and mama mary
• clear seeing, heart led, but your will? 

mentioned:

Multiple Selves

https://open.spotify.com/episode/3fSJywVxzxpgpBi5Nh2g5l?si=ed4f3b65e9e749f7

Soulful Business 

https://open.spotify.com/episode/6v5ptfUINbTu91zMh58KZk?si=8e97ff8a394b44e4

Who’s screwing you? Screwed by Janelle Monae

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Z2MfAx1nJ09NzGjodnvRW?si=3256f88eb79747e3

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In this solo-cast of Integrated Awakenings, we’ll be covering very useful developmental concepts with regards to how and why parents seem to be such a source of disappointment, trauma and unhealthy patterns we bring even to old age. Is adulthood always marked by this loss of innocence? Does anybody ever really grow up? What if our parents still act like children, what grief is that now? This episode offers a spiritual dimension to the natural projection and individuation of the psyche, and how our early symbols of divine mother/father/parent/love always have a fall from grace when we realize their very present humanity. 

If you find yourself dealing trapped in cyclical parental dynamics (from any end), or meeting the grief of adulthood, then this episode will surely offer you holistic insight. 

Covers: 

• intro, natural rhythms, natural projections
• fantasy, unan/uni/pillow as early childhood consolation
• there’s nothing wrong with projection/pedestaling/mythic love it’s not All of Love though
• release all judgement with regards to pace to when this happens
• connect this to more journey/depth podcast eps that connected with inner child, divine femme/masc process
• the masculine and vulnerable anger, twin faces of anger and depression
• crisis and thunder as a calm opportunity for change
• the grief of the lack of eldership/wisdom keepers on a societal level, generational disappointment
• complex mom story and how it’s okay to be a bad parent 
• lack of language, coexisting with the dream/ephemeral and the reality/imperfection

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Other Episodes Mentioned:

Child

https://open.spotify.com/episode/2yl7UtvhVokRLdEqwBNU1U?si=2f727fe6c7714784

Divine Mother

https://open.spotify.com/episode/6ut017B0xQUJBJJj1ycY5M?si=138dba685abf4e74

Divine Father

https://open.spotify.com/episode/4t6odRKwunCq3Zu6JWwGvp?si=7fd8842e1c0849d9

Divine Marriage

https://open.spotify.com/episode/3noVUCDTW2hUyM1V88Buew?si=87e48669bc254678

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In this new podcast episode we have as our guest, Nix, a practicing korean folk-shaman and anthropologist sitting us down and easefully combing for us the core differences in thinking around western and eastern mystical-spiritual practices. We have a holistic discussion on how western philosophy may relate to things via pictures (the snapshot of a situation - eg: a tarot spread) versus the dynamic and relational philosophy of taoist-confuscian-shamanic iching reading of the same situation. ( a moving picture, eg: fengshui, an iching cast). 

In this episode she also shares some of her unique practices, as someone who has grown up in the Philippines and is also a considered a “feminine” practitioner of “masculine” disciplines/texts, AS WELL AS other significant practices such as exorcisms, numerology, dream interpretation and modernizations of these practices and more. 

If you’ve ever felt confused by traditional chinese medicine, want to reconnect to the energies and general philosophies that are the bedrock of east asian mysticism and medicine then this is a great place to start! (A good grasp of western tarot though would be best) I can also vouch that nix emits such a grounded and clear state of being that was such a joy to be able to share with the rest of the audience. Please enjoy!

PS: this is in taglish, also we talk slightly fast with dense info so feel free to pause very generously

Covers:

• Intro, backgrounder on Nix’ experience
• korean shamanism is more traditional since neo-confucianism didnt happen in korea (too strict about gender roles instead of it being symbolic)
• collective > individual, re-balancing a system/body harmoniously
• relational eastern astrology vs western astrology
• 4 elements vs 5 phases (even vs odd, static vs changing) 
• western one life and swift results vs reincarnation (eg: bonsai)
• stills/snapshots vs a movie
• how the elements are different between systems 
• emotions with regards to organs and temperature
• spleen, horror and ancestors, indian and sanskrit influences
• diabetes viewed in west vs east
• dreamwork, special dreams, kitsune etc
• attracting spirits and ancestor worship, animal associations
• sigil craft, warnings against cults, eternal change, syncretism
• questions > comfortable answers, numerology and puns
• collective reading (with a demo constructive and destructive spread)
• not! final thoughts

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If you have specific questions for nix/want to reach out please do message maria and we’ll let her know! 

If you want a chinese astrological reading, or access to the holistic healthcare clinic of her mother I can link it to you once yall message.

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This is not a podcast ep! THIS IS A POWERFUL SESSION. In this episode we have Maya Banawa conducting a healing ceremony for Maria’s voice, intuitively feeling into, and sharing her process of guiding people into unlocking their authentic voice. For this session, what was released were warrior chantings, ancestral rememberings, child embracings — and meanderings around frogcroaks and what is really considered “a bad romance”. If you feel like you are drawn to creatively express and heal via your voice, AND/OR you want to listen into the navel root songs of a warrior heart tribes arriving, then this is the podcast in you. Our authentic soul’s music, invites your soul’s music too. (PS: maria considers this part of creativity as spiritual discipline series: this is a demo for song and sound)

Covers:

• Intro, invoking the sun and environment
• Selecting a song and reflecting on it’s depth and meaning
• What is a “Bad Romance?”, projections, judgements, wanting
• Listening and Journeying with “Genuine You” (00:48min mark)
• Toning for organs and body 
• Warrior chants with assisted drumming (includes ancestral healing and innerchild work)
• Closing Remarks
• Poetry/Rap enchanting chantings (1hr:59min mark)

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Maya’s Socials, book her to unlock your own sound

instagram.com/mayasongbird

instagram.com/genuine_youniverse

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There’s a specific process, patient and wise that concerns itself with diving into one’s depths, touching the very fiber—primordial myths of how we’ve come to settle in our very being. In this episode we have artist, pastoral counselor and expressive arts facilitator TJ of @ssssawa___ sharing the personal narratives we reclaim: whether it’s around a Christian God, our fractalled pasts, and the many poemed-arts we make to find our way through them. A very contemplative podcast about the potent energies of personal Mythos, with a hint of expressive arts therapy. If you long for a space to contemplate your own inner worlds and journeys, then this is the podcast for you.

This episode has some taglish but is mostly legible to english only listeners.

Covers:

• Creative process: pocket portals, IFS (Internal Family System) in Lore
• A beach memory, and safe locations
• Redemptive Mything from bible stories, seminary background
• Void’s sari-sari store and Sawa’s tattoo, a direct relating to the Divine, 
• EXA’s transformation drawing, a favorite activity making tactile work
• Spiritual Accompaniment from Dessert Fathers and Mothers, Ignatian 
• Myths as Spiritual Tech, Gachiakuta, re-tailoring & attunement to sutras
• Music as portals as energetic memories
• Another Myth: The Widow, Like a Holy Face, The Isolate, Inter-dimensional Immigration Officers
• Original characters expound themes and fields, Collective Stories around Princesses and Knights (archetypal)
• collective myths and how we resonate.. earthing the high pisces waters
• invitations

 Connect with TJ:

https://www.instagram.com/ssssawa___/

https://ssssawastories.substack.com/

MAGIS - TAHI

https://www.magiscreative.net/the-arts-and-health-institute

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In this very special episode we have Puki Maanawhari, a punong babaylan (with 11 years of experience) residing in metro manila, binabaylan mother of the coven of modern babaylan and alabays (babaylan in training) and very important resource with regards to babaylang history and experience. We cover very important and a wide range of topics with regards to babaylan terminology, initiation, their traumatic history, it’s accessibility, and it’s aesthetic appropriation in the arts and in queer terminology. This is a very candid approach with regards to having a working relationship with land spirits, rituals, and the realities of guarding a closed practice. If you are any type of healer, in the process of decolonization, and/or simply curious about the lineage/culture of magick that is held by the babaylan in the philippines and south east asia then this is a must-listen for you.

As this is an often marginalized culture, I would like to personally request listeners to come to this with an open and receptive energy, as well as to be a respectful advocate of indigenous healing practices, cultures and who and what is considered “babaylan” vis a vis terms like “shaman” “energy healer” etc. 

This ep covers:

• differentiating babaylan: indigenous practitioners, women shamans
• the marginalization 
• panawag tawag session, sapi ng ancestral fore fathers and fore mothers 
• puki’s series of strokes as shamanic initiation, her “tupadan”
• spirit guide = gabay, abyan, gabyan
• dianmasalanta, maria makiling bundok at diety
• skipping generations and baon: a physical stone of heritage (like darna)
• knowing names like estrella, tagsagod kalibutan, guide of the universe
• preparation for panawag tawag sessions and other requirements
• very specific direct relationship with a lineage and not just a symbol/archetype
• how does spirit/babaylan lineage see us now? fall and rise of babaylan population
• protection protocols of earning wisdom, and indigenous knowledge, this research is for you not for us?
• spirits need our help too! some of em depressed af, the broken nerve in metro manila area lineage of babaylan
• culture that is rooted in place, international lineages, are you the “power”, spirits choosing locations
• everyone can be babaylan: primary and secondary babaylans, proper use of the word 
• divine feminine practice, history of male babaylans (decoys) and trans, queer baylans
• akashic records /taga-alam access, lgbt icons “asog”/katalonan, ambaling lagi/lagun, masculine female trans-masc
• local myths and elementals being misrepresented, humans colonizing a spiritual world?, speaking for the land and to genuinely ground a “colonized” body
• co-existing with spirit and it’s not make-believe
• closing invitations!

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References

Babaylan Sing Back by Grace nono

Multiple soul ep: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3fSJywVxzxpgpBi5Nh2g5l?si=e54adce1177d4fee

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In this podcast episode maria goes through one of the most underrated skillsets for holding space, group workshops, and institutional dynamics: the grace of excellent facilitation. Maria walks you through an easy to follow framework of priming, generating, guiding, closing and enabling to make sure that folks feel seen and involved in the many instances that group dynamics, cooperation and education is sorely needed. If you ever feel overwhelmed with handling groups, or feel like you’re not deeply engaging your clients and/or groups then this is the podcast for you!

Covers:

• Intro, general structure and flow for facilitation
• (1) activating, priming, prep - questions that presence the person into the class
• (2) generative, open and weaving questions/prompts
• (3) summarising, reflecting the emergent themes/ learnings, what was evoked?
• (4) seeding a theme/lesson/technique/ “lesson content” (what people typically consider as “content” of the session) 
• Eg: BME model for a theater class, clarity and alignment of this choice
• Apply/do things immediately with them to ACTIVATE people’s Will/hara
• (5) reflecting/sharing and the vulnerabillity/politik of the shared space, emphasis in the process as already a learning mechanism, speaking to one person and the group at the same time
• Image: spiralling permeable circles, focus but also what’s around it?
• (6) a good close (reviews and condensing, grounding questions), the irl gap of applicability? if i leave knowledge inert i end up distrusting learning…
• get disappointed faster, meet them where they’re at
• the students are the material??? process as revelation

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Metioned links

BDSM and consent podcast - https://open.spotify.com/episode/1FQOqpZRC15expX1FdRdNX?si=8866d36b225249cb

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In the second installment of creative process as spiritual discipline we talk about somatics and dancing! The podcast gives a brief overview of mystery traditions that relate to ecstatic release and cultures of movement in communities. We then segway to artistic containers and explorations, of authentic movement, allowing dance (and a bit of theater) to alchemize experiences that can be often so hard to verbalize. Maria traces the mechanics of why bodywork, curiosity and awareness is important and translates what an everyday, allied relationship with the body can look like and how to easefully get there. If you've always been interested with dancing, and exploring the creative dimension of the body to further integrate and enable so much potent healing work, than this is the episode for you.

PS: i rerecorded this podcast two times, i feel like this is the most accessible and informative way for me to present all these ideas and informations

Covers:

• intro: walking, catatonic dancing
• intention and container: helps catalyze the burning of karma
• essential movement: maria's experience of enabling authentic movement in artists, examples
• we are always dancing, with our bodies
• introeception, tunneling and sensing into the body
• involving the body in checking-in and s
• centering in joy and curiosity
• why move with it? trance and movement meditation models
• consciously noticing something already changes it
• you're already doing this (most probably!)

References

somatics primer podcast ep - https://open.spotify.com/episode/7AseG01vl4gJTFq8GRIDs1?si=be58662f5c054087

Resma Menakem - My Grandmother's Hands

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In this very special episode we’ve got not one! But TWO people talking about what it’s like to live a life as a multi-soul (they/themz) magnificence, and what’s the deal on how it is similiar and dissimilar to queerness, neurodivergence, DID (dissociative identity disorder), parts work/internal family systems and just overall! expanded notions of being. So many spiritual circles keep interrogating a singular self — when a lot of local cultures (we talk about this in podcast) have such a multiple/twinned notions of our spirits and we’re really here to weave prod and walk around with you other definitions of existing in a singular body. 

We talk about how personalities fissure in trauma, how they synergize, how walk-ins happen and just what it’s like to live an authentic, and TOTALLY fractaled self. I am personally so grateful for the space Janelle has held for me in being totally comfortable in authenticity, so I really hope y’all enjoy the stories and insights we share in this podcast.

Sidenote: This podcast has key sections that are in tagalog. For international listeners I feel like this is still mostly! accessible with context clues.

PPS: this podcast ep has a bit of barking dogs thank you for your patience they are guests heheh

covers: 

• intro to multi-soul theory, maria’s story, janelle’s story & DID, neurodivergence
• is “self” singular?, my inner … 
• the value of synergy amongst parts and variety, acceptance
• negotiating various needs and desires, being a full range of experience
• soulwork, shamanic work, everyday life with multiple souls
• new to being human, why be human?
• limits of a pesona - what is a self?
• hacks to manage multiplicity: attuning to the body, chats, piccrews
• social construction of identity, “it gets bigger than me”
• multifaceted crystals, fractals, allowing yourself to be more
• your darkness can be somebody else’s light

Janelle’s Account

https://www.instagram.com/hellspawnedkitten/

kittenfromhell.carrd.co

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references:

Your Multiple Souls - Ruth Rendley

Video essay on social constructions of identity - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yeyyEFp1J4

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This has to be one of my favorite podcasts ever and one I’ve wanting to talk about for so long we talk about: kink, consent, a lot of sexual healing via such “lower” chakra practices. We talk about sex as an energy, as creativity, as about control, power, release and we cover even a few sacramental practices with regards to offering sexual/jing energy and the like. We also relate the rituals of learning consent, actually sitting down and sifting through our desires, and many modes of constant checking-in and considerations done to make any kind of kinky or even emotionally vulnerable space — safer and more enjoyable! (Maria relates this to games, and art making being more safety process oriented). Azaza also shares key radicalizations in terms of really realizing what power is, inside of relationships. THIS IS A MUST LISTEN, to anyone who like sex, relationship and any kind of play, do let us know what y’all pick up from this!

Language Note: a lot of key terms are in tagalog, this ep is in taglish

Covers:

• How she got into it, ethical hedonist, QUEER presencing
• sex as creativity, other kinds of babies
• reclaiming control, surrender, spiritual sex, womb work
• menstruation, period blood magick
• themes around kink: control, intimacy, limits
• vetting partners, professional partners
• subspace is like journeys, creating safety, after-care, surgery fore-thought
• mental safety, contracts, how this translates as well to other contexts
• virtual kink, vulnerability doesn't always equate to safety
• expressing desires, boundaries discussion, safety in games and theater
• safety tools, language, lines, traffic systems, necessary communication
• having space for shame without being shamed for it
• neurodivergent comfort in rules and kink, having kink tables with work! family! yourself!
• rituals for sharing power, checking in, presencing other people's desires
• being said no to is that they feel safe enough to express their boundaries; a holy trust of receiving a no
• unraveling stories around power, and bodies of women and how much space/desire one can have
• POWER SAFETY CONSENT! DRAWING LINES! KNOWING YOURSELF

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Shibari PH

https://shibari.ph/resources/

Azaza's Socials

https://www.instagram.com/_brialanae/

Sample Lines list for Games

Sample Table for BDSM

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In this special episode we have azaza or more commonly known as Brialanae talk to us about her path of shifting labels from trying to be a “witch” to actual priestessing. Azaza has been in the awakening, and energy healing path since 2016, and has some supremely practical advice about incorporating everyday sanctity (altar, ceremony, offerings) to your everyday life. They have physical health challenges as a long-time healer and thus have a relatable, and refreshing take on simple intentions, to amplify and transform your life. (PS: we also talk about deities and other entities, and maria geeks out about chinese mysticism so do tune in!) 

Language Note: a lot of key terms are in tagalog, this ep is in taglish

Covers

• Introducing Azaza to the audience~
• covering basic differences, common terms, seasonal ceremonies
• bodywork, everyday coffee, focus and intention
• body as altar, writing excavation, maria’s hacks for spellbooks
• somatics: twerking, shaking, gratitude, hips & shoulder connection
• metaphors and closing up too much clairsentience
• body love and boundaries
• Maria does a primer on taoist sexual energy techniques, cultivation
• everyday spirituality: makeup and color therapy, oracle card
• passive long term allies > hail mary saves; planting seeds of relations
• casual relationships with dieties, dragons, gratitude, dedications
• Archangel Michael Kuya Himbo Daddy Discourse & Metatron
• physicality, emotions and karma
• good massages, body catching up to detoxing trauma
• african somatics, bodies copying other bodies 
• TO BE CONTINUED TO KINK (in next ep)

References mentioned

Healing Love through the Tao: Cultivating Female Sexual Energy by Mantak Chia

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Welcome to a multi-series episodes that covers the nature of the creative process and how it naturally is also a, spiritual discipline, practice and process in itself. This is accessible to folks who perceive themselves as hobbyists to professionals, to genuinely explore ACTUAL! PROCESSES! AND! STEPS! that make art-making more emotionally aware, spiritually potent, and radically inclusive. If you want to give yourself more compassionate spaces to hear your stories and what wants to be spoken through you, then definitely this is the page-of an episode that you’ve been seeking for

• intro to creative processes as a series
• writing intro
• the work Already Exists
• incubation
• maria finding her specific, authentic writing voice
• some of our earliest material can be the most personal
• ridiculous compassion and shepherding our innermost selves 
• common blocks and easy practices to invite joyful creation

Artist’s Way - Julia Cameron

Big Magic - Elizabeth Gilbert

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Decolonization, Intersectional Privilege and Healing Collectives

A lot of people encounter healing via personal development or simply trying to relieve their own suffering. Where that is so powerful, just as powerful is also being able to speak about group stories, histories, and collective experiences, to feel in belonging with, solidarity with, and healing with a group. Wether it’s from imperial history, sexism, ableism, it can be very fruitful for everyone to have a lens of intersectional privilege/rank, to really allow us to digest and integrate the realities of healing but also meeting life sometimes face to face, and other times, with our face to the dirt. 

This episode also covers some considerations and techniques when translating, shifting concepts (that is increasing our native tolerance) — that are commonly used for individual healing into speaking and leading processes for possibly smaller and larger groups. In many ways the task of caring for the world, is a world level work, in the same way the community takes care of the commons. We hope that everyone feels like they can engage with group stories, histories with more grace after listening to this very potent podcast. 

Covers:

• Intro 
• group guides and stewardship, the head of a group’s wisdom body
• Example case: manananggal-esque, disjointed stomachs of a specific grp
• the sensitivity and primary archetypes of grassroots-womb
• Intersectional privilège, rank in groups
• using your privilege for the common good
• simple example: curly hair 
• inquiry, bowing and respect

References:

Ken Wilber’s — Integral Psychology

Arne Mindell — Sitting in the Fire

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In the longest episode to date yet! We have Guada and Miqo coming back to the podcast to give a robust and holistic primer with how to think about and safely go about the basics of channeling. We talk about some common pitfalls, fears and practical tips on how to commune with spirit to the degree and manner that best works for you. Even if you are a seasoned channeler, with three unique filipino perspectives on this episode, you’ll hear more first hand experiences from people who have been doing this, for all of their live(s) and will surely gain new nuance and clarity for this. We hope this enables everyone to easefully learn channeling without too much confusion from its mystique.

Note: This episode is in taglish, core concepts are definitely legible in english!

Covers:

• Intro: defining channeling, other parts of ourselves, hierarchies(?)
• Are guides you or not you?
• First experience of Guada, Miqo and Maria in channeling
• Guides: common pitfalls, grounding, discernment
• Things that can cause illnesses but also the devotionary aspect of pain/chronic illness
• Choice , myths, respecting the human experience
• It’s okay that some things are not right for you
• What’s the point of different channelers? choice, aspects, self-effacing wisdom
• How do you want to receive the message? alignments
• Wisdom is Free, imbibing/vibing with someone
• benefits: wisdom, range, shifting in and out, you are a testament
• you’re already channelling
• mastery: capacity to receiving-giving, why am I not receiving guidance as strong anymore?
• incorporating what you’ve come to know
• TIPS: intentions, weave it into your body-actions, tap into a version of me that’s already
• done this all of my life, i heal as a i create (don’t forget yourself !), waiting room/lobbies,
• create-curate
• BONUS: freewill & choice, what’s meant for you will find you

Episodes mentioned

Miqo Podcast on Curating Your Life:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/0oGI4all3tqu9jL5nZbSiq?si=67deeaad7fc24641

Guada Podcast on Integrating Your Magick Humanity & Art:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/51X1l1qmGX9IGWpEsN3syW?si=58834e92b8314cea

Earlier Episode on Guides

https://open.spotify.com/episode/4K5fbXxcEdvvsQCTrcSWNq?si=3ab9fb24e48e40a1

Elemental Episode

https://open.spotify.com/episode/5XuVYEaCtNgPuBFdVYdK3D?si=020b37d4986045d0

Miqo

https://www.instagram.com/q.sessions/

https://www.instagram.com/miqowithaq/

Guada

Anothology — Guada’s poem & art book

www.instagram.com/guadatagalog

https://linktr.ee/inklingsbyguada

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In this episode of Integrated Awakenings, we have artist-priestess Ea Torrado candidly speaking with us about the present, but also the labors and fruits of a creative journey. We talk about the common fears, creative burn-out and self-compassion that comes with living an authentically creative life, and how to increasingly gain trust in one's inner calling and becoming brave. If you're someone who always been curious of what it's like to be a full-time artist, or always dreaming, or wanting to reckon with the title of "artist" or "creative" this heart opening podcast, really opens up the definition of where art and beauty really lies, and how it comes to fruit.

Covers:

• intro
• this is a great time of opportunity and creativity
• paralysis from freedom
• the bravery of creating, everyone is an artist
• the healing of the child, Ea's history
• containers, the paradox-irony discipline-freedom (wombs)
• struggles with professional life, being fueled by spite
• pleasure in process, inlaying meaning in our work
• the sanctifying process of meaning, life as art
• performance and art making as a way to ENLIVEN
• don't reject your own heart, somatically opening your heart
• the capacity to watch a present wound
• final thoughts: friends and competitiveness

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dance:

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healing work:

https://www.instagram.com/dyosa.eatorrado/

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There’s a specific energy speaking with Kat about the willingness to really root down and feel the very life and experiences that you’ve had. In this episode, we have @cutiesexylonely, artist and dear ARMY friend of mine, sit down to chat with us about a deep acceptance of ourselves, our own process, and the cheeky fun ways more desires and love can come crashing in our lives. We talk about very aries-eque tendencies of heightened emotions, but also instincts for the truth of things or how to align to things. We share the specific feeling of offering up to the world, more inner-worlds of who you are and being willing to trust it. If you want a very fun (AND YES IN CHIKA-TAGLISH) podcast on befriending and advocating for yourself, and the creativity that is (also!) within you, then this is a must listen for you. We cover: 


- the push and pull of self birth

“in your feelings” intuitive self-acceptance process of kat’s flow vs planning

gut-fire deep seated intense unearthing of our creative process

“thank god i take care too much”

claiming and announcing, what you’re about

just being NICER to YOURSELF

deep knowing and manifestation: signed hobi barbie

deeper sense organ: i think everything will be fundamentally Okay

giving EVER MORE!!! permission to what you want

scared baby bunny wanting connection but also pulling back

continuous waves and new soil unearthing and being offered to the shore

what’s playing with your inner child like?

when children “grow up too fast”, nawawala ang spark/purity ng child

raising zae: best life for kat’s self and her daughter

feeling so generously vis a vis also neutrally witnessing

closing thoughts

Connect with Kat:


https://www.instagram.com/cutiesexylonely/

Note: This episode is significantly in Taglish.

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Hi and welcome to a special solo-cast of Integrated Awakenings, we're tackling something quite niche in this one and will be talking about how one thinks about and interfaces with the elemental realms, or what shaman's would call the "lower realms". A lot of the beings often categorized here is left towards, occultist horror stories, or studied/viewed from a cultural lens instead of direct experience. In this episode maria expresses a direct take of why certain classes of elementals behave in certain ways, and how to have a positive respectful experience from them. If you want to consider a compassionate take on the supernatural and real empathy with what are usually called "lower" beings, then this is the episode for you.

Covers:

• intro, maria's specific POV
• common POVs from occultists, literature against fae, snakes , "being punished"
• adjusting to the language to more elementary beings, offering substitutes, tira tira
• beneficial relationship examples: fire pixies
• the difference of friends/allies vs servants/slaves
• lifetimes as not a person, as being elemental beings
• beneficial eg: rainwater, rainwater
• mermaid archetypes, feminine water elementals, attracting/polarizing certain spirits
• misunderstood earth duende, gremliny types, an example of contracted beings
• more examples: appeasing accidents in construction sites
• wind energies: being exposed to the elements

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In this solo-cast of Integrated Awakenings, Maria tackles a very important topic of the energetics of ancestral healing. We hear a lot about generational curses but don't have a wider view of how ancestral shrines, energy forms, really work and exactly how and why it's important to situate yourself a definition (or often the redefinition of) what family really means to you. We are so influenced by relationships, a piercing towards ontological truths of these relations influence, grow, and define us is fundamental to feeling truly whole. If you have any kind of tense relations with family members (living or not, this life or an other) this episode will definitely serve you as a much needed space and clarifying perspective with how to go about connections.

Covers:

• Intro
• why sanctify a "passed on" relative
• the truth of connecting with dead, what are healthy connections
• ancestral temples, energy forms, legacies of inheritance
• how to pray for your family
• why it benefits everyone, when we pray for each other
• recognizing our interdepence, acknowledging our connections
• sitting with realization, lying witness, alive to innate tree
• a few recommended exercises to root with

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First episode of 2024 we've got a guest episode with Miqo Dionisio, a very potent coach, corporate creative leader, energy healer, and artist friend of mine who is joining us today to talk to us about curating our realities. He'll walk us through a 3 question framework to get to the heart of what is stopping us from having what we want, and how to even expand the desire-state from a place of deep and true abundance. If you've ever desired (*wink wink*) a very grounded approach to investigate your new year goals, or any kind of planning, hatching, seeding it is you will ever do, I highly recommend giving this podcast a listen.

Covers:

• intro, sovereignty with curating our life
• Question 1: Do you know what you want? (is it yours? investigating it)
• Question 2: Do you understand/get what you want?
• getting to the essence of the dream, accessing the essence without the outcome/manifestation, detaching yourself from what you want
• Question 3: Do you have what it takes? Are you ready for that amount of freedom/power/money/essence etc.
• Integrating your dreams to your reality
• Releasing the judgement towards our dreams
• Moving from essence to form in dream curating and making
• Maria's experience with being/becoming an artist
• the advantages of being a little underprivelaged (focus, real depth in meaning making)
• common pitfalls: the paralysis of a too big of a dream, choice between choices, negative feedback
• allowing yourself insatiable desires, infinite games
• have fun, you experiencing yourself as it happens/ you are happening
• closing: miqo shares new soundhealing instruments: plantwave, theramin, etc!

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Miqo's socials/ coaching services:

https://www.instagram.com/q.sessions/

https://www.instagram.com/miqowithaq/

IG post that summarizes this episode's guide questions:

https://www.instagram.com/p/C1lyNTfLTfo/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=N2ViNmM2MDRjNw==

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As the closing episode for 2023 we're doing a recap of some key turning points maria has gone through the past year. I know a lot of folks like ep.3 of this podcast, story time of what Maria has gone through, so consider this as it's natural continuation. If you're a schtickler for chronology go listen to ep.3 so folks can have some context for this one. ALSO! as per usual maria has very odd experiences as a dreamwalking bananacake, I really just want to emphasize that this is my experience and is not superior/more important than yours! Just my story to tell, in earnest ways, and off value to be able to sit beside other's stories and be like "hey yea i got some odd stuff happen to me too". Luckily, it's also just energetically educational.

TW: wars, trauma, sexual abuse

Covers:

- what happens when you run out of karma? 

- no biases against tension or attachment, pendulum swings of existence, integration

- 12-15d time wars, abuse

- Death of Magick, magickal lines, death doula

- Timeline where i was the perpetrator

- Reparations, building your heart from scratch

- Transitioning my grandfather, an aspect of saturn, preserving etheric temples

- Astrocartography restructuring, remediations to be released from saturn and work with more community

- Notes for spiritual bodies work: (1) completely disengaging umbilica from egregors of companies, groups, your own spiritual body, return to neutral (2) body mastery is optional but is a fun tantric integration

- Deep gratitude to coop, and they also want to say hi! Deep thanks to the community and those showing up to do our best to show up for ea othes, plans et al

This will be the last episode for Integrated Awakenings 2023! We’ll return January :) 💖 have a good end of 2023

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PS: Acast not letting me ask QnA on spotify is infuriating, please do feel free to message me bout your podcast reactions etc.

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