âA lot of the work that Iâm doing now is because of what happened in the backseat of that car... I would be lying if I said that that is resolved... I am recognizing that I still have a freeze response⊠Itâs taken me nine years of resisting that there was still work to be done from that - because I didnât want to investigate it⊠I lived with a very, very deep sense of shame until the last few years⊠The event plus the shame created this shut-down - a lack of circulation, a lack of life, a lack of movement in the middle part of my body⊠And even though I couldnât articulate it, I [began] moving toward something that was regulating my nervous system and making me feel better... So I think itâs this really beautiful dance between the top-down information that Iâve learned and the bottom-up primal work that Iâve been doing. Itâs helping me put myself back together.â
In this episode, Molly interviews Lauren Dollie Duke about her new memoir, Sh!thouse, which is the story of her own brutal girlhood and her ongoing journey of untangling herself from intergenerational trauma. In this rich conversation, she and Molly explore themes including:
- Complex/relational trauma and its relationship to sexual trauma
- The importance of both top-down (cognitive) and bottom-up (somatic/body-based) approaches in healing
- The idea of âstory follows stateâ and âfake it âtil you make itâ
- The nervous system, polyvagal theory, and trauma (look for Stephen Porgesâs work if youâd like to learn more)
- The paralyzing potential of sexual trauma and shame and how that might relate to digestive issues, shallow breathing, and an overall lack of pelvic sensation/connection
- Yoga and breathwork techniques as tools to bring our whole bodies back online
- Teacher as student and healing as a lifelong journey
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Lauren Dollie Duke is a writer, educator, healer, entrepreneur, community activist, and thought leader. She has taught thousands of yoga students over the last 15 years, led dozens of retreats and trainings, and continues to push the edges between yoga, mental health, and trauma. In a sea of corporate yoga, where most independent studios donât survive, Lauren Duke founded a one-of-a-kind Community-Care/Yoga studio in Encinitas, California, creating a thriving community where she teaches and hosts a variety of beloved yoga classes, educational seminars, and writing workshops.
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Contact Lauren: lauren@gatherencinitas.com
Get her book: theunapologeticvoicehouse.com/lauren-duke/ (also available on Amazon)
IG (personal): @dollieduke83
IG (book): @shithousebook
FB: Surviving, Healing, and Evolving
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Contact Molly: www.theembodyconnection.com // molly@theembodyconnection.com
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